Hey there, its been a few years since my last journal and lots of life has happened, new jobs, a happy boyfriend and life going well

Anyway I wanted to plug littles-downunder, they are doing a give away for a bunch of cool diapers and you should check it out.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9104884/

Like the title says I hit 400 watchers today, and it's a shock.

I've been on here for 5 years and I can't believe how far I've come.

I want to thank everyone who has watched me over the years.

Thank you all.

Have you ever done any of these things as an AB/DL? Yes I have.

Wear a diaper: Yes!

Wear a diaper to work: No

Wear just a diaper outside: Not yet, but I want to someday.

Wear just a diaper in front of someone: Yes

Wear a diaper in front of a family member: Heck no

Told a family member you wear diapers: Yes and I don't want to talk about it.

Told your spouse or S/O that you wear diapers: Yes

Told a close friend you wear/like diapers: No

Have your diaper changed by someone of opposite sex: No

Have your diaper changed by someone of the same sex: Not yet.

Shaved your pubic area: Maybe

Shaved someone else’s pubic area: No

Have infant print diapers/plastic pants: Yes

Gone to a party wearing diapers: No

Gone to a party wearing just a diaper or baby clothes: Not yet, but I want to.

Wear disposables: Yep, and love them.

Wear a cloth diaper: No

Own a pair or pairs of plastic pants: Nope

Own and wear infant/toddler clothes (ie. onesies, rompers, shortalls): Just a onesie and a sleeper.

Own a pacifier: No, but I want to.

Own a baby bottle: Yes

Met with other diaper lovers for an afternoon/evening: Yes

Spent a weekend/overnight with other diaper lovers: Yes

Had a diaper leak in a public setting, that was noticeable: Not yet.

Messed in your diapers: Yes

Messed your diapers in public: Not yet

Had a picture taken of you in just diapers: Several

Had a picture taken outside in just your diapers: Several more.

Desire to stay in diapers forever: Yes, if I had unlimited funds and someone to help change me.

Last question! What is your mental age while wearing diapers: two or younger.

I hope that that answers all the questions.

1. Why are you a babyfur or ab?

Well I think diapers and baby things are very relaxing and they provide an escape from the work for a bit so I can relax.

2. Do you often do regression roleplay?

Sometimes, it depends on the person I'm talking to or the mood that I'm in.

3. Do you ever roleplay as a caretaker yourself?

Absolutely, taking care of little ones is so rewarding.

4. Do you wear diapers in real life? (if yes answer Q 5-9 , if no skip to Q 10)

Yes, and whenever I can.

5. where do you get your diapers from?

Friends who know I like diapers, and sometimes as gifts.

6. do you wet , mess , or do both while padded?

Mostly wet, and see how much I can fill it before it leaks, but I've never messed myself.

7. when do you wear diapers?

When there is no one home

8. who knows you wear diapers?

A few friends who have similar interests as me.

9. Do you like diapers in a sexual way?

Sometimes, again it depends on the person.

10. What other baby items do you own?

A few bottles, a sleeper, a onesie, some plushies, a diaper bag, and a few other things.

11. Do you have any ab clothing , if so what?

Look up.

12. do you have any pictures of you in diapers or ab clothes?

Yes, but I can't show them because they are private.

13. do you have specific fur parents?

the best daddy I could have ever asked for, and for being a very close friend who sometimes is my daddy.

14. do you like to hang out in person with other babyfurs or abdls?

When I can and I know no one will take any pictures and put them online.

And that's about it, now I challenge and do do the same, and pass it on to another friend.

My wonderful dear friend  millenniumF has just lost his job, and needs $250 soon so he can pay off his monthly payment on his apartment, and without that he could be evicted, so he has opened up commissions so he can continue living where he is.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6421476/

If you can spare a dollar, or a million I know he would be grateful (but if you could spare a million he would be really grateful ;) )

Thank you all for your time if you made it this far, now if you excuse me, I need to run, my refrigerator is burning.

Yep, here is one, because I'm sick of the old journal.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12676029/
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Would anyone be willing to do one for me?

I have reached 200,000 new messages.

LETS PARTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A story that I have been meaning to write all summer, this story has been brewing and ageing in the back of my head for so long I got sick of thinking about it and decided to just write it, so here you go.


Rain crashed and thunder cracked as ponyville slept on the dark and chilly night. All the ponies wrapped up in extra blankets to keep out the cold of the pounding rain. the town was dead silent except for the occasional crash of thunder. No pony dared step out risking getting drenched in the freezing rain, except for one creature. A dark figure slowly trotted through the rain, the cloak it was wearing heavier because of the rain, and the saddle bag it was wearing feeling slapping its body with a loud squish.
The figure slowly walked along the town square searching for its destination. a particularly large flash of lightning illuminated the location that the hooded figure was searching for. A strong sturdy tree, covered in a few windows, a balcony over looking the town, and a front door the colour of aged wood. The figure slowly walked to the door and looked up at the towering tree house, and gave the door a few strong knocks. The echo sounded throughout the wooden house as the figure outside waited as the rain continued to pour. A second round of knocking, a bit more forceful this time sounded, and the cloak was turning around when the door opened and a head poked out. the figure turned around in time to see a small purple and green blur rush to it and knock it over. As the figure fell the cloaked figures head collided hard with the ground, and as the purple thing started hollering for the other resident living in the house the creatures eyes were starting to close, and the shouts became more and more distant as it slipped into unconsciousness.

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The figure's eyes fluttered open and it groaned in pain at the sudden pain in its head. The figure tuned over and found what it was laying on, some kind of soft cushion, possibly a couch of some kind. It gave a small smile and soaked in the sudden softness of the fluffy cushion, taking in every feeling of softness. After what seemed like hours he heard noise coming to him, but it didn’t sound like hoofsteps, the steps were fewer, and made little scraping sounds with each step, instead of the telltale clip-clack of hooves. The figure stayed still as the steps moved closer and closer until they were right next to it. the sound of a ceramic bowl was heard and the strange steps walked off. The figure rolled over and looked over the side of the couch, and saw a slightly steaming bowl of tomato soup with a spoon sticking out of it. A single hoof moved the spoon a little,scooped up a small spoonful, and brought it to its mouth. As thick warm soup rolled down the acing throat it scooped up another spoonful and continued eating, hungrily drinking the contents of the bowl. As the last of the bowl were swallowed the figure on the couch looked up and saw the pony he was sent to see, Twilight Sparkle. The bowl was set down as the purple figure came down the stairs and sat next to the previously hungry pony, and as she looked at the pony next to her the other pony did not return her look.

"Hello there" she said as she stuck a hoof out slowly "my name is Twilight Sparkle"

the pony looked at her hoof but did not shake it. it simply sat there staring off into Celestia-knows-where.

"I do have to ask you a question, what were you doing knocking on my door in the early hours of the morning?"

the pony sat there for several more moments, simply staring off into the distance. Twilight sighed a little and got up to leave.

"Celestia sent me" the pony spoke simply.

Twillight turned around and looked at the almost silent pony. "what was that?" she asked now curious with what it had to say.

"Your teacher, Celestia sent me" it replied again.

now twilight was interested now. If this pony had talked to her teacher and had this pony sent to her it must have been important. "why did she send you to me?" she asked as she walked back to it.

"she told me you could help me find my way home" and with that the pony's head drooped and it started to examine the floor boards. Twilight could not help but wonder at this pony, it didn’t look like a stallion or a mare, it looked somewhere in between. She tried to see its cutie mark but it was covered in a simple pair of orange shorts, which stood out in his mud and dirt stained orange and brown coat. The strange thing was its mane and tail, most ponies had lighter coloured maned and tails to make there figure stick out, but this pony had a mud brown mane and tail that looked like it had not had a good trim in a long time, It was filled with sticks, and true to its colour was dirty brown. The pony did not have wings or a horn, it simply was an earth pony.

After what seemed like a few minutes of silence the orange pony stood up and walked to one of her books shelves, and started looking through her library. Twilight observed it as the eyes swept across her collection, eventually stopping on one of her thicker tomes. As she saw it being pulled out she felt a blush forming on her face as the orange pony set the tome on her center table. Twilight watched as the book was opened and pages were flipped through. The pony stopped at one of the pages, about halfway through the book, and stared at the image. Its eyes closed and she saw a tear escape as the pony knocked the book off the table and ran out of the library. Twilight dashed out of the library trying to catch up with the pony that had just ran out. She sped out of the library and chased after the messenger. The book lay quietly on the floor, silent and unmoving in the empty library.

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The pony saw Twilight run out of her library. The pony slid lower in the bushes trying not to be seen. It looked up to see if she was gone and it quickly ran back inside and closed the door. It walked back inside and started looked over the library, taking in how clean and organized it was. It picked up a random book and flipped through it looking for any flaws with the book, everything was in perfect shape, no creases, wrinkles, or dog ears, and the binding was brand new. A few more books were pulled out at random and a small pile was forming. Once the tenth book was set on top the pile of literature was carefully moved to the couch, and the pony sat down, and opened up the top book, and began reading.

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A while later Twilight walked back into the library, exhausted form her search for the orange pony. Her brain was buzzing with what the pony said.

"find his way home, why would Celestia send me somepony thinking I could find out where it lived" she said as she walked into her home. The first thing she noticed is some of her books were missing, and the second thing she noticed is where those books were, stacked neatly next to an orange earth pony sitting on her couch, as the pony read one of her thicker novels. She walked over and looked at the book in its hooves, a dark black tome, bound in aged leather, the title was gold on the spine reading out "Advanced Magic For Alicorns". As she sat down next to it the eyes of the pony never left the page. She looked over its shoulder and looked at the spell on the page.

"Herbal Transformation" she said out loud. The pony looked up and saw her, and Twilight saw its eyes for the first time. It has grey eyes, eyes that have seen too much and too little.

"may I ask as to why an earth pony is reading a book on magic?"

the reading pony looked back at he book, and with a small sigh the book was closed.

"distraction"

"what?"

"it helps me clear my head, reading about the things some ponies can do."

"how would that clear your head?"

"it lets me stretch my brain, and I have not read a good book in some time."

Twilight opened her mouth again, but closed it when she couldn’t find a good response. A few moments of silence followed, and twilight tried to find a way to break the silence, so she she blurted the first question that came to her. "what’s your name?" The orange pony looked away form her, and got up. The pony grabbed the fallen book and set it back on the shelf where it originally was. That same pony then walked to the front door, and opened it.

"Wondering Soul" it said as it stepped out.

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A week passed and the Wondering was staying at the tree house, since the pony had no where else to go. As Saturday rolled around Twilight was both exited and nervous about some friends coming over later in the day. As she walked downstairs to find Soul almost done with breakfast and hers still not touched she sat down next to the pony.

"Soul, im going to be having some friends over later today for some research, can we be alone?"

"im not one to pone my nose in another ponies business, but sure I can do that" "thanks"

A few hours later there was knock on the door of the tree house, and Twilight bolted to open it. Fluttershy and Big Mac were standing on the porch looking very exited.

"Hello Twilight, may we come in?"

Why hello everyone, yes I have had writing inspiration strike and I am writing a new story involving spike, rarity, and a day of learning.

enjoy (quick not don’t comment on this until I am finished writing it)


Spike At Your Service?

Mr. Cake sat behind the counter of sugercube corner cleaning of the counter top when he heard the bell above the store door ring. He looked up to see rarity walking over to him.

"hello ms. rarity, what can I do for you today?"
"I actually came to see pinkie about something"
"she is upstairs in the nursery putting the twins to bed"
"thanks" and with that she trotted up the bakery stairs and slowly mad her way to the nursery and lightly knocked on the closed door. A curly mess of pink hair poked its head out, "hello rarity what do I owe this super special surprise?" "its about the twins Pinkie, I have been hearing that you have been spending more and more time with them and not enough time by your self, so I have decided to relive you of your foalsitting job for the evening and I will be watching the foals."

Pinkie looked at her for a moment and her smile started to deflate. she stepped outside the nursery and looked at rarity. "rarity I don't know how to say this without making you upset, but I don't think your ready to take care of the foals" the normally bubbly pony said flatly. rarity's eyes grew wide and her jaw unhinged a little as she responded back "well why not? I have taken care of the foals plenty of times with you" "but that’s just it" "what is?" "you have taken care of the foals with me, you have never done it by yourself, and im afraid that something might happen to them or you that might put you on bad terms with the bakery." rarity closed her mouth and absorbed Pinkie's answer. she lifted her head and looked pinkie in the eyes "well then what can I do to help me convince you im a capable foalsitter?" "well I would recommend taking care of a foal and trying to understand and learn form it." "well then where am I going to find a mother to let me watch her foal?" Pinkie opened her mouth to respond when she heard somepony coming up the stairs.

is having a birthday, have a great one man

Due to me recently buying a large quantity of cards from the Enterplay company card line MLP The Trading Card Series i have lots of duplicates and very few cards I still need form both season 1 and 2. if anyone that reads this is interesting in getting rid of some cards send me a message or comment below with what you have and I will see if i have the card or cards your looking for.

take care and happy hunting

Because it is the summer and I have lots of plans I will not be on for roughly three weeks this summer. if you message me and i don’t get back to you im probably gone.

but enought of that...

...pictures

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10765769/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10772490/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10798069/

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http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10733420

this ms my favorite of collection form now on.

i saw this picture recently http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10671881/ and a discussion question came up.

if you could travel to any alternate worlds what would it have different about it? let your imagination run wild with ideas

WHY DOES IT FEEL SO GOOD?!?

anyway I love that in just two days ive gotten a good amount of love for the stuff I write when im bored.

thanks you all for keeping me going

WOW thank you all for some amazing feedback on the story
I have an update for you, after some careful thinking I may or may not write this, and I have reasons

1. with all the feedback im getting its such an influx of ideas that I feel that I can not do it justice at my current writing level
2. with al the ideas it would take me months to write this if not longer
3. I might have someone commissioned to write this novel of a story, or even have it turned into a story series

and by all means don’t stop giving me ideas im loving these ideas

after seeing http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10526779/ I decided to do another story. I have been kicking this idea for a while, but never got to it. if you have an idea on how you want to help me on this feel free to comment and tell me.

the story idea is in a parallel universe when a person turns 18 they are allowed to pick an age that they will live at the rest of there lives, and it can be any age. well out main character messed up and was planning on being 20, but for got the 0 and now is being retrained to be a 2 year old pup. any ideas on how to continue this?

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5820162/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5820167/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/5820173/#

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10278764/

isn’t it so true?

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10380873/

and the squeal

all right everyone, i am going to (eventually) finish the sequel to head in the clouds, and im thinking of doing a spin off story to pattycakes, but less creepy.

what do you guys want
finish the story?
start new story?
both?
neither?

tell me below

i have been following this series for sometime now, and i really enjoy it, so im going to keep track of it in a journal.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9247474/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9390173/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9519859/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9645242/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9817497/

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http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10765776/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10988193/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11349212/

i will be keeping track of this until it finishes up.

have a nice day