If you ever seriously tell someone that they should kill themselves, there is something wrong with you.

You don't get to just delete the message. You don't get to just take it back.

"You should end your own life" is not something that you get to just take back.

Person with pretty awesome art is doing a raffle over here!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7896334/

Just wanted to let you guys know that I made folders for each of my characters, as well as one for all my old pony stuff.

I'll most likely be adding more as I each of my currently not-shown characters make appearances.

It's October! My favorite month of the year! Halloween is coming and I'm fucking pumped. Gonna watch and read so much spooky horror shit.

Got a fucking dumb ask on Tumblr and thought we just needed this reminder lmao

Just to let you all know, this will get kinda blunt with sexual stuff.

So I’ve identified as gay for as long as all you guys have known me. I’ve also done the same thing as few others on here, playing up the “Oh I want a guy to fuck me in the ass” sluttiness. However, I’ve been playing it up far more than you might think.

I can actually count on one hand the amount of times I’ve jerked off to the thought of actual sex throughout my entire life. Kinks and such, plenty of times. Actual sex, five times max. And even those times, i had to force myself to finish.

I’m not repulsed by sex, and I even find male genitalia aesthetically pleasing, I guess, but I have no interest in sex whatsoever, and would honestly rather not take part in it. It does not arouse me, and it honestly just doesn’t seem like it’d be all that enjoyable anyway.

I never really thought too much about this recently, until I met a couple friends who are the exact same way, and they didn’t identify as gay/straight/bi, which started me off on thinking for a while. I started to do a bit of research, talk to some people, etc. and found out that it doesn’t matter that kinks still arouse me, the biggest thing is the lack of interest in the act of sex itself, and it made things a bit clearer for me.

So... to com right out and say it, I’m asexual.

Nothing will really change around here, I guess. I just wanted to let you guys know that I’m ace and explain how I came to that conclusion. Thanks for listening.

I ended up doing a few dumb things over on Tumblr.

Some cringey fandom memes:
http://horharambe.tumblr.com/post/1.....red-and-sinned
http://horharambe.tumblr.com/post/1.....i-sinned-again
http://horharambe.tumblr.com/post/1.....35952/more-sin
http://horharambe.tumblr.com/post/1.....-one-for-today

And a reading of an assholes random rant:
http://horharambe.tumblr.com/post/1.....eady-recording

Um, in case you missed it, I did actually write something and post it today. First thing I've written in, like, months.

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/20897178/

I decided to share something that I had to write for theatre class last year over on my Tumblr. Just thought that some of you might like to see.

http://horharambe.tumblr.com/post/1.....lay-that-i-had

I just... really need someone to discuss that last issue with, man. Because, like, holy shit.

I am not fucking ready for the 1831 special next month, especially after that it of dialogue between Persephone and Annake. We might be finding out some things...

This artist is doing speed sketches. Their art is really good <3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:50684152

The fucking nerve.

So, as some of you know, I recently got a picture that I was originally supposed to get months ago, with certain people. I finally got it now with another person, just to prove to myself that I don't need them anymore.

And here those same fucking assholes are with a picture of a very similar concept. Right after mine. I'm fucking pissed. The fucking spiteful bullshit and pettiness..

This is why I fucking hate these people.

Actually, why the hell am I surprised?! This is the same asshole who actually had an artist re-edit a picture just to spite a person he abandoned! I should have known this would happen!

Again, sorry for the upload spam. Hope you guys at least enjoyed some of that.

So, I've already told some of you this, but I wanted to properly say something. I'm probably not going to really be focusing much on pony stuff anymore.

I'll still be doing a few things with Pen Script and such, but I'm not really going to be taking part in the macro pony community on here anymore. It's just... toxic. That's the only way I can put it. I've been hurt by multiple people in it, and then other people don't care, and just, that's not something that I really want to take part in.

Also, I know there's one of you who's going to be pissed at me about this, so I'll just say this to you, man. You keep telling me about how I need to move on, and that's exactly what I'm doing. The thing is, that involves moving on from the two of you, as well. I'm tired of being reminded of the pain from the past. And well, I don't think you guys have really shown much interest in being my friends anyway.

So yeah. Like I sad, I'll still being doing a few pony things, just not really going to pay any mind to the community anymore. I'm just done with all the crap.

Edit: Just to be clear, the friends I do have so far, I do want to keep. I'm not, like, cutting contact with every single one of you.

Anyone know how to blacklist specific characters on e621? I figured out how on derpibooru, but can't seem to figure out on e621.

Edit: Nevermind. Literally just figured out, lol.

I quit my job tonight then came home to get bullshit rubbed in my face. And the same bullshit will no doubt be the first thing I wake up to tomorrow.

So this was a fucking good day.

A pretty great artist is holding an art raffle.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7702737/
Their art is great, so I recommend entering!

That's right, it's my birthday today! I turn 19!

Thank you to everyone who has already told me happy birthday so far. I'm really grateful for all of you.

Fine, whatever.

So first off, yesterday wasn't all bad. I got a delivery a day earlier than I expected. Got a plush of comic character that I've been waiting months for
http://horhardaho.tumblr.com/post/1.....0902/shes-here

Also! So some of you might not know, but I do have a personal tumblr http://horhardaho.tumblr.com/ go ahead and follow if you wanna see me shitpost, reblog fandom things, talk about social justice shit, etc.

Just the other day, I started up a sideblog. http://sflypone.tumblr.com/
I still need to clean it up a bit, but essentially it's going to be where I'll start posting macro stuff on tumblr. It'll mostly be fluff and soft vore, and I'll hopefully start up a NSFW blog soon, as well.

If you wanna see a lot more activity from me than you do on here, go ahead and follow me on those two blogs!

As the title says.

http://horhardaho.tumblr.com/post/1.....-just-based-it
AAAAHHHHHHHH

http://horhardaho.tumblr.com/post/146195484712

It's just a short little thing, so that's why I'm not posting it on here, but it's still something. Most of you know that this is the first thing I've put out in months, and I'm actually satisfied with it, too ;w;

If I could stop feeling like shit every time I get reminded of those bastards. Doesn't exactly help that I was already in a low mood this time.

Fuck.

Woo, exactly one month from my birthday! July 16.