nothing like getting with your fur friends again and drowning your sorrows the day before classes start in express Asian cuisine and Dairy Queen. Only single one out of the bunch, just wait to slowly shrug it off. Maybe the next day there'll be someone of interest. Try too hard to not show concern... blah... just be the sassy gay guy; I enjoy making them laugh. Las Cruces I love you, but you're bringing me down. [via James Murphy]

got a 575 call, which is in NM, but they sounded disgruntled and drunk, and asked me "Who is this?" I told them "ummm... it's Aaron" and then they hung up :/
seriously wtf?

single, haven't left the house in a week so I'm definitely not helping myself by any means... I mean I literally haven't gone outside to do anything, but take out the trash. Shit man, so down in the dumps...

I am back sorry for all the hold up... oh wait I didn't receive any new messages in the past 48 hours... hmmm... y am i no popufur? I have recently recovered from a crippling stomach flu! seriously, it was fuckin' shitty... That had to be the sickest I have EVER been.
I have something to admit...
I... Forest Wallard William Wascal Fox, am illiterate...
Oral sex...

this is going to be a long day...

It's finally over, but I've learned a lot about myself, more than anything else. I might have mild hysteria, which would explain my random, kind of often, moments of zoning out. I have terrible social anxiety, I can hardly talk to new people, and I'm awfully concerned about what people think of me. I'm often paranoid of social interactions, I sometimes think I bug people. I'm a very "tempted" individual. "Stimulation" is a powerful thing, and as an animal (humans are as animal-like as any other species) I crave it. Every moment I'm not with friends I feel lonely, even being away for a second. I usually take an unanswered text in the worst way possible. I'm a target for EVERYONE'S teasing. Everywhere I've lived, every time I meet someone new, I am the one out of the group that gets picked on the most. I know it's all in good fun... but meh... it gets old, and it's not the greatest thing for self esteem. I sought love on campus, but I never knew where to start. Thinking a relationship could keep me from bugging my friends, so I'd have somebody else to annoy. It's kind of hard to find anybody when you don't know where to look, and you feel mentally incapable of talking to anyone else. My confidence in anything is near nothing, the confidence in myself. Well, one good thing did come about... I learned that I can actually be kinda funny, I'd make comments that'd get the whole room in a roar sometimes. I enjoy laughing with people. Maybe next semester will have me more above the weather.

still feeling the effects of the late night studying cups (note plural) of coffee. I drank it to keep awake and concentrated... well it did the job... perhaps too well... I'll just chill around for a while... might write a poem... i am feeling rather creative right now... I have also learned that I can sing better when caffeinated :D When on my way back from the music building i was singing along to "Helicopter" by Deerhunter, such a sad song :(... I was also riding up hill in a rather high gear on my bike... I was going rather fast... it felt good... ummmmmm... LOVE IS AN ASTRONAUT! IT COMES BACK, BUT IT'S NEVER THE SAME!

is your friends "pantsing" you and them finding out you're wearing a thong xD

Perfect 5th= Sol (typically pronounced So)
Tonic= Do (pronounced Doe)
Major 3rd= Mi (pronounced Me)

Perfect 5th + Tonic + Major 3rd = Sol Do Mi (now say that out loud)
tee hee :3c

... i walked in on my roommate and his girlfriend doing the nasty... don't ask questions about what i saw, i left as soon as i knew what was going on, i didn't sit and watch like a weirdo, like you would, weirdo...

http://www.hostelboardcompany.com/p.....es-canblk.aspx

totes getting these

 ghostes
An artist that came back after a year long hiatus. Check that stuff out!

it totes sucks to have :/

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1854172/

this person is doing some

got freaking rehearsals for various ensembles almost every night, and a QSA meeting Thursday. I hate having to be at so many damn rehearsals! Next semester I'm growing a pair and turning some people down!
... unless they pay me or give me credits of course...

Is to go up to the mountains, and watch the snow fall, whilst sipping on hot coco and eating fine desserts. Play an etude or two in front of the fire place on my bassoon. Listen to clean wintery folk songs, and taking it all in. Watch TV and hear the secular Christmas songs from the ads. Recall some hymns I've sang, and hope my mother lets me sleep in instead of go to church. I wanna march 2 miles through knee high snow just to hang out with old friends. I want to watch the snow flakes melt off my eyelashes, as more piles on adding weight. And lounging around the house in my warmest pajamas, almost in a state of mental regression, as life would seem simple yet again.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZXSRZ1esX_g&feature=related

I am now a corsac fox, much like the Tibetan fox, except more slender and lighter fur.

it's a long story... but  demonwaffle and i have parted ways. I broke it off, but i still care, and always will care about him. Please, comfort him, let him know that you all care about him... for him... and me...

In support of awareness of LGBTQ teen suicides, I am wearing purple today.

The 10 albums, as evaluated as COMPLETE WORKS (not individual songs) are as follows:
"Veckatimest" by Grizzly Bear
"Halcyon Digest" by Deerhunter
"Person Pitch" by Panda Bear
"Life of Leisure" by Washed Out
"Psychic Chasms" by Neon Indian
"Plans" by Death Cab for Cutie
"Yellow House" by Grizzly Bear
"Merriweather Post Pavilion" by Animal Collective
"Teen Dream" by Beach House (NOT TO BE CONFUSED WITH KATY PERRY'S ALBUM "TEENAGE DREAM")
"In Ear Park" by Department of Eagles

Honorable Mentions:
"Fleet Foxes" by Fleet Foxes
"Strawberry Jam" by Animal Collective
"Sung Tongs" by Animal Collective
"Feels" by Animal Collective
"Horn of Plenty [Remixes]" by Grizzly Bear
"Swung from the Branches" by Foxes in Fiction
"Crystal Castles" by Crystal Castles
"Gulag Orkestar" by Beirut
"The Flying Club Cup" by Beirut
"Apologies to the Queen Mary" by Wolf Parade
"Face Control" by Handsome Furs
"Snake Charmer and Destiny at the Stroke of Midnight" by The Physics of Meaning
"Keep in Mind Frankenstein" by Grand Archives
"Devotion" by Beach House
"Crazy for You" Best Coast
"Everything All the Time" by Band of Horses
"Cease to Begin" by Band of Horses
"Infinite Arms" by Band of Horses
"Our Endless Numbered Days" by Iron & Wine
"The Bachelor" by Patrick Wolf
"The Magic Position" by Patrick Wolf
"Fool's Gold" by The SSION
"Oracular Spectacular" by MGMT
"In Rainbows" by Radiohead
"OK Computer" by Radiohead
"Kid A" by Radiohead
"Isolation Tape Night" by Teenage Reverb
"Summit Demos" by Teenage Reverb
"Microcastles" by Deerhunter


I guarantee, you can chill to about 93+% of this stuff

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OH SHIT I FORGOT THE SHINS!
"Chutes too Narrow" by The Shins
"Wincing the Night Away" by The Shins

why am i so stressed out, there really isn't that much bogging me down, but it feels like there is! I think about it, and there really isn't that much that i have to do, i'm just nervous about something. Not sure what though...

i just got trolled about it... got no fav's for it anyway... i tried a different perspective, i tried to write in a way that people don't typically think in... something i was proud of just got stupid snarky comments... I got told it was pathetic (they missed the entire point), some asshole just said shit about the way i dress... i mean i know they are trolling, but it gets old. I mean especially when someone puts work into a piece... FA can never appreciate the underdogs... All these little assholes want is porn or just to piss people off... i used to be proud to be a furry... not sure of that anymore either... what happened to the aspect of "belonging" i came here for a place to fit in, and it's hardly fit here either... writing poetry on here is stupid anyway, i hardly ever read anyone's poetry either... i don't even know anymore...

Yall know i'm atheist, but for some odd reason i really like Christian hymns, i like their sound, the graceful Major chords (usually G Major, I've noticed), so cheery, has an innocent sound. I remember my mom making go to church, the only part i looked forward to was singing the hymns. There's Bach sometimes, sometimes it's the hymn of the republic, i like the baroque through classical era hymns. i'm thinking of starting a secular hymn folk project :3

... and it's not that exciting... wish i was a kid again sometimes, just so i could be excited by the smallest things... euphoria used to be so easy to come by *sigh*

I've been so freaking mopey lately! Cheer me up dammit! *sigh*... what's the point... Bicycle is still in the fucking shop, that sexist bastard who can hardly speak english fixed that one girls bike without making her wait at all! She was behind me, and he did his job right away then >:{ I want to get back the friends that I pissed off... you bros know who you are... i'm totes sorry... You bros are cool...
I had never really felt regret in my life, until I moved here... that's a long story... don't ask questions... it wasn't the fact of moving here, i like the part about leaving home... it's just other shit...
birthday is coming in 5 days... 19 and still feeling like a newly pubescent junior high student: boo hoo life is so unfair, i hate myself, i hate my mom, stop telling me i have a bad attitude! ... yeah, bring me cake or something... or even better... buy me Civilization V, you'd be my best friend forever! Well got shit to do... responsibility totes blows...