Well I know what everyone's problem is! NOT ENOUGH PANDA BEAR! lol I'm just going through my music library and rediscovering good music
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZdgE0VlYPKA&feature=related

First off, while watching late night VH1 music videos with a friend I found out James Mercer (front man of The Shins for those of you who are unaware of anything around them *scoff*) is singing again! :D In a group called Broken Bells! They don't have the same whimsical sound as The Shins. I enjoy The Shins more, but Broken Bells is still very good. Give 'em a listen: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gWBG1j_flrg&feature=fvst

Second off, I got trolled on Steam today while playing Team Fortress 2. It was FUCKING HILARIOUS! He seemed to have a mature sounding voice, except he did articulate "r"'s too well. :3c So I got "Hey, fuwwy! Have you evew heawd anybody say yiff in hell?! Cause you should!" So I trolled back saying "You sound like you're angry 'cause you've got sand in your lady parts." He replied with little ingenuity, "You'we angwy 'cause you sound like a fuwwy! Oh wait you awe a fuwwy!"
Now I usually don't make fun of speech impediments, but I couldn't help myself. I started very heavily articulating my "r"'s :P so yeah just thought I'd share that
PS go spam the hell out of [PROLAPSE] ninjaf0x, on Steam, he's the hater XD

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I'm dropping out already...
no motivation... I only got the first one out of 30 done, but I'm having a hard time...

The wind is very fast today. There are continuous gusts... and I'm afraid of the wind D:
If I don't log on for a while, it's because the trees fell on the wires... or my house ;~;
I really don't want that to happen, but it might...

Yeah too many people have heard of Animal Collective. Their singing is terrible to begin with. Now it's about the Ruby Suns, they can actually sing. Don't listen to them though you'll sell them out...

 hihey9989 and I have separated. It's complicated... it was very hard for me to make that decision... trust me...

So yeah, I finished ME2 and survived the ending, and on my first time through! I think I can now say Mass Effect 2 is the best, and most epic game I've ever played.
btw I play the renegade way >:3

I came out to another friend today, she told me, "You're full of it!" she didn't care though.

I thought I blew it, but I'm getting quite the sum of denero! I am getting the biggest scholarship that the NMSU music dept. offers, $1,200 a semester! Plus I get paid an extra $125 for playing in the marching band! ZOMG! Plus about another $1,000 a semester from other miscellaneous scholarships!

Today is my scholarship audition at 2:30 pm. Wish me luck, I hope I can live up to the NMSU faculty's expectations. They really want me to attend school there, because I've been making high positions at All State and SW Honor Band. Hopefully I can go in the audition room and show them what this fox who plays the Fox Renard Artist Model 220 can do.

Stolen from  dimitriihusky
My opinion on stuff...

01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and re-post as The Controversial Survey?
--Nope shur don't (sarcasm)

[02] Would you do Meth if it was legalized?
--No I've seen it trash people. I've got too much to live for.

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
--Not for whores, if the woman was raped and/or will die from the effects of child birth, that is fine.

[04] Do you think the world would fail with a female president?
--Really there have been too many female rulers, good ones too, to say that it will cause the world to collapse. If you think so you are very ignorant and should be smacked with a newspaper on the nose.

[05] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
--I don't smoke it, but hell why not? There aren't any detrimental effects.

[06] Are you for or against premarital sex?
--I think marriage is just a life long bond (sometimes) If you really love them you marry them. I don't believe, however, that sex should be saved until then. First comes sex, then comes marriage >:3 I mean it seems really nice (I'm still a virgin *sigh*) and we mustn't be afraid of pleasure, we'll leave that to the bible-beaters.

[07] Do you believe in God?
--Nope, I have no problem with you if you do though. Just don't tell me that I'm going to hell, I might just hate you.

[08] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are illegally moving to the USA?
--I once lived in a primarily Hispanic community. Truly these people are hard workers, and will do the things lazy rednecks won't. So nobody should be complaining. Plus, if anybody has a job with a company of any sort, they pay taxes. They should be given the same rights, as some of our ancestors from Europe got their rights, slowly but surely.

[09] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
--That's a risky scenario. Alright if the girl is able to have the baby without trouble, she should be given that option, or she could give it for adoption. If she won't survive giving the child, an abortion should be made. Unless she was willing of course.

[10] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
--Well yeah, I could drink then :P. But seriously, too many other countries have it so much lower than we do.

[11] Should the war in Iraq be called off?
--It should've never happened in the first place.

[12] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
--If the patient has no chance of survival that option should be given. Otherwise, no...

[13] Do you believe in spanking your children?
--Well that's how some kids learn, just don't take it to the point of abuse. Don't do it to kids over 7 years old though, that's just weird.

[14] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
--That's too easy, of course I would! I don't hate the country, nor do I like it. So it wouldn't bother me a bit. The million dollars just adds to how easy it would be. I could run away with my love to Vancouver and buy a nice house with nice things in it :D

[15] Are you afraid others will judge you from reading some of your answers?
--If you are actually bat shit crazy angered by my opinion, you can jump off a cliff. Just don't RAEG all over my page XD

Yeah I went back for a today, can't say I want to go to FA Forums again. I went to a thread talking about disgusting fetishes, and "they are to terrible for teh internet and should go away!" I say, "Hey not caring is cool, and it's a lot easier." I mistakenly expected people to get that there were certain exceptions. So I told them so and told them it had changed. Joshwa, posted "I'm still here and I still think you're mildly annoying." *rollseyes* I usually have terrible luck on forums, and there are soooooo many people that complain. I'm never popular on ANY forum. idk why? Yeah I'm stayin' away from the forums. And whatever you do, DON'T TALK ABOUT TOLERATING ANYTHING. If you go to the forums be disdainful and hate everything.
... and they told me my beanie was stupid D:

ugh... I just wanted to vent, sorry if I sound whiny

So I'm think of writing poetry with a more folkish tone. Something similar to the lyrics of a Fleet Foxes or Blitzen Trapper song. I feel that I'm starting to "dry up" I'm not getting near as many comments as I used to. So maybe if I try something else I might get some of my old watchers reading and commenting again.

I won't have internet access where i'll be this x-mas, so i'd like to tell you all "MERRY F***ING CHRISTMAS!!! from Forest Wallard Fox" in advance :3
I love you all, thanks for being great watchers!

What's cooler, Vancouver or Montreal?
I mean Vancouver seems chill, but Montreal is the indie music capital. Montreal is home to awesome bands like Arcade Fire and Handsome Furs. So idk which i should go to... both Vancouver and Montreal seem awesome.

This is a vid of a live performance on the Letterman show. The band is Grizzly Bear (my most favorite band of all time!) the song is "Ready, Able"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XcQAOfa__ro&feature=related

HOLY FUCK!!!

so yeah i auditioned for NM All State Winds, I was hoping for the 1st Bassoon part in the Symphony Orchestra, which is the #1 spot throughout the state. I didn't get it, instead I'm #3, second chair 1st bassoon in the Symphonic band. I guess #3 is ok... i got #2 last year... but i guess everybody improved as i did this past year... i'm just a little bummed, maybe i set too high of standards for myself... i really wanted to be #1 ;~; i want to be known as #1 in something, but i dunno... i need a hug :'(

• × • ALL | ABOUT | ME • × •
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- Name: Forest Fox, not my slave name D=<
- Single or taken: Taken
- Sex: Male
- Birthday: 9/27
- Sign: Libra
- Hair color: Brown
- Eye color: Green/ Blue
- Height: 5'10"
- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: gay
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• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •
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- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: Wal-Mart
- Favorite designer?: lolwut?
- What is your sexiest outfit?: Mah skinny jeans
- What is your most comfortable outfit?: a shirt and jeans I guess
- What do you usually wear?: a T-shirt and Jeans
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• × • S P E C I F I C S • × •
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: Any
- What are you listening to right now?: "Two Weeks" by Grizzly Bear
- Who is the last person that called you?: Ian <3
- How many buddies are online right now?: IAN!!! <3
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• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •
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- Food: Greek
- Girls' names: Helga and Gertrude
- Boys' names: Carl and Milo
- Subjects in school: MUSIC
- Animals: Foxes!

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• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Given anyone a bath?: um... no not yet
- Smoked?: Nope, no desire to
- Bungee jumped?: O.O lord no
- Made yourself throw up?: Who do you think I am?
- Skinny dipped?: I never have, but kinda want to
- Ever been in love?: Yes and it's amazing
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Oh yeah a few times
- Pictured your crush naked?: [an obvious yes goes here]
- Actually seen your crush naked?: yeah well a crotch shot at least
- Cried when someone died?: Yes RIP Grampa Joe
- Lied: Only for love
- Fallen for your best friend?: uh yeah...
- Used someone?: Not that I'm aware of
- Done something you regret?: a few times
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• × • C U R R E N T • × •
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- Clothes: Pajamas, 'cuz I'm lazy =P
- Desktop picture: A pic of the Fleet Foxes
- CD in player: Fleet Foxes LP
- DVD in player: Mortal Kombat: Annihilation

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• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •
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- You touched: Idk I just don't touch many people really, not a germophobe I just find it to be uncomfortable
- Hugged: ;~; I don't remember
- You kissed: nobody, saving it for Ian (how pathetic, 18 and I've never been kissed)
- You IMed: Ian my snuggle husky
- Talk to online: Ian
- You sexed it up with: nobody, saving it for Ian

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• × • A R E | Y O U • × •
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- Understanding?: I guess
- Open-minded?: Ian says I am so I must be
- Arrogant?: Uuuuhhhh well kind of... but I've accomplished a lot musically
- Insecure?: about what?
- Random?: Sausage!
- Hungry?: [see above exclamation]
- Smart?: kind of
- Moody?: buzz off pissbag! D=< I love you...
- Organized?: no!
- Shy?: oh it depends I am when I first meet somebody, but once they become familiar I'm a loud fool
- Difficult?: meaning?
- Bored easily?: I can be
- Obsessed?: with MUSIC!
- Angry?: I can be
- Happy?: idk
- Hyper?: no...
- Trusting?: A little too much, but it helps a lot of times
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• × • R A N D O M • × •
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- In the morning I: am fucking pissed
- Love is: the feeling you get when you find the Earths longest lasting phenomenon
- I dream about: music and my love for Ian
- Sexual preference: gay
- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: Hair and nose (odd I know)
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• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • ×
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- Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi
- Flowers or candy: Flowers I enjoy the smell, and they look nice when they match the season (Wow! That has to be the gayest thing I've ever said =P)
- Tall or short: I like both and in between

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• × • W H O • × •
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- Makes you laugh the most: Ian, babe I admire your jovial spirit!
- Makes you smile: Ian oh the things you say
- Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Ian, you are beautiful!

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• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: oh yes
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: no I like being a man
- Wish you were younger?: No I enjoy driving, buying lottery tickets, and buying porn =P
- Cry because someone said something to you?: well yeah... I still do, I'm awful aren't I...

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• × • N U M B E R • × •
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: 4 times
- Of guys I've kissed: 0 (savin' it for you Ian <3)
- Of girls I've kissed: 0
- Of Cd's I own: Idk just a bunch of obscure groups you've never heard of *rolls eyes* (lol hipster)
- Of scars on my body: 12 (I fall a lot)

I can't be on much do to my nazi mother... 'cause furries are evil and gay... but yeah whatever you won't see much from me...
Oh btw I love you snuggle husky no matter how far away you are!

OMFG!!! I just logged on and saw EXACTLY 500 pageviews!

Where has it all gone?! D:

1) The way to win your heart?
Well... idk it just tends to happen... charms I guess

2) Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
idk I just kinda shove it into my mouth XD

3) Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Never been kissed :/

4) What did you do last night?
Play Left 4 Dead, eat pasta, listen to music um... that's it

5) Do you drink milk straight from the carton?
no that's disgusting D:<

6) How long is your hair?
Half way to long

7) Do you like Batman?
FUCK YEAH!

8) What are you doing tonight?
Listening to music of course... that's essentially all I do

9) Addicted to anything?
MUSIC!!!

10) What were you last listening to?
Iron & Wine (Sam Beam is a beautiful guitarist and vocalist)

11) Do you like anyone now?
Not tellin', you all probably already know :P

12) When was the last time you sang out loud?
On my drive home from work :P I want... to be... a folk singer :P

13) What did you have for breakfast?
Cup o' Joe

14) Is your birthday on a holiday?
A Jewish holiday I believe I forget which though

15) What instant messaging service do you use?
Windows Live

16) Can you cook?
Nope not at all:P

17) Did you have a nap today?
No, but my brain went into a partial shutdown while at work

18) What was the reason you got in trouble last?
Telling my mother that the information she was irrelevant, and I find it illogical to talk about such things. (lol Spock :P)

19) What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
Tight Jeans (most o' the time)

20) When is your birthday?
September 27

21) Want some green beans?
Um I prefer broccoli

22) Do you swear a lot?
When the moment calls for it ^^

23) Where did you get the shirt(s) you're wearing?
Wal-Mart XD

24) Do you have any regrets?
Lacking the ability to just say things instead of just beat around the bush

25) Do you ever snort when you laugh?
If whatever made me laugh is funny enough

26) What's the first thing you notice of the preferred sex?
Hair and personal charms

27) Do you want something you can't have?
;~; oh god yes

28) Who would you like to see right now?
all my furry friends :P

29) Are you a social or antisocial person?
I become more social if you come to me
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30) Have the cops ever come by your house?
Lol yes my stupid drunken sister and her fiance

31) Do you have a tan?
Dunno, dun care

32) Ever been in love?
Oh yes :3 *blush*

33) Would you rather sleep with someone, or alone?
I hate to be alone ;~; although I've never slept with anybody

34) Ever had braces?
Yes ;~; It was a terrible process, but I look damn handsome in 'em :P

35) What do you wear to bed?
Uh... nothing ._.

36) Who was the last person to disappoint you?
Uh... dunno I haven't paid much attention to anything

37) Do you trust people?
Yes, possibly too much

38) What are you wearing?
NMSU T-Shirt and tight jeans :3 (lol Hipster)

39) Looking forward to something this weekend?
Sleeeeeeeeeeeeep

40) What was the highlight of your week?
Having  DimitriiHusky at my house!!!!!!

41) What type of people do you fall for?
Charming people :P

42) Have you ever been IN a wedding?
uh soooooo boooorring what a snooze fest

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Aaron (I dislike my real name ><;)
2. Killaaaaa!
3. Forest (ma always said…)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. Der Westlichfuchs!
2. DanteNeverCries
3. ForestFox91 (of course)
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Sat in my chair in front of the computer
2. Listen to great music, Mark Sultan is a great musician
3. Look forward to better times, yes they will come (always makes me feel better)
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My creativity
2. My unique taste in music
3. My talent
THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. Too self conscious
2. I can’t argue
3. My shyness irl

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. Deutsch!!!
2. Scottish
3. French

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Starving to death
2 Gang violence
3. My mother

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1.Cloudcroft HS Cross Country team T-shirt (KICKASS)
2. Tight hipster jeans biach!!!
3. Glasses (I dun look smart!)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Laughter
2. Love
3. Foooooood!

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. My computer
2. My PS3
3. My bassoon
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Fleet Foxes <3
2. The Shins (I sing along to them on my drive to work ^^)
3. Band of Horses

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. MUSIC! (the most important aspect of life!)
2. Friends
3. Love

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. “Two Weeks” by Grizzly Bear (so romantic ^^)
2. “Mykonos” by Fleet Foxes
3. “Australia” by The Shins

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Go to ANTHROCON 2010!
2. Get my license so I can drive legally >_>
3. Make 2010 NM All State Symphonic Orchestra 1st Bassoon

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. Being so weak in Mid School
2. Getting in a fights I couldn’t win
3. Not taking US History last year

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Mutual feelings
2. Sacrifice (from both of us)
3. That look in the eyes that definitely says “I love you”

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. My musical talent (I am so grateful that I had been blessed with it)
2. My love ^^
3. My Friendship

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I’m gay
2. I’m gay REALLY!
3. 2+2=5

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same sex):
1. Cleanliness XD
2. Hair
3. eyes

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same sex):
1. Respectful
2. Affectionate
3. A good head on the shoulders (A nicely built house is nothing with a shabby roof)

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Draw
2. Like rap
3. Be sure

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. My outrageous imagination! (school took it away)
2. My care for nothing in the world
3. My cute charms… (it’s been rather difficult to get my way lately)

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. A fursuit
2. A detailed, A full body, full color, complex background commission from a highly respected FA artist
3. Guitar playing skills

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. My love of music
2. Furryness!
3. COMMON SENSE!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Music, music, music
2. Video Games!
3. Writing poetry

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1.Get kissed for the first time :{
2. Have a stable relationship
3. Be able to drive legally

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. A performer in a symphony, playing bassoon
2. Indie Hipster!!!!
3. Bassoon teacher at a University

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. San Diego
2. Neuschwanstein Castle
3. ANTHROCON 2010!

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Robin Hood!
2. Yacko!
3. Bullwinkle!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Travel the world
2. Make it big BABY!
3. Become well known to the FA community!