Another Year, Alot of Things Have Happened
Posted 3 months agoIt was my birthday almost a week ago, and things went nice and smoothly. Nothing exciting or crazy as usual.
On the positive news, I managed to get another job in a better company compared to my old place. The only downside is the commuting traffic, but it's all fine enough.
I also went to go see Ghost live, so I consider that to be my own birthday gift to myself. I went alone as I bought the tickets at the last minute type of thing. There were so many people dressed up in Ghost themed outfits. The gothic attire and themes really made me feel at home. Although I didn't dress up all fancy like they did. The stage show and sound was incredible. I felt the vibration, and the light show was beautiful, especially when everything went red into hell. I had so much fun singing along and cheering.
Ghost is one of my favorite bands and music plays a huge role in my art. This further emphasizes the direction I plan on pushing my work. Now that I have more time where I should be focusing on myself instead of others, I can spend the energy on art instead of all the other things that distract me from it.
I want to thank all my friends and family for still being there for me despite all the trouble I can cause sometime. I love the art and furry community, and I wish us the best going forward!
On the positive news, I managed to get another job in a better company compared to my old place. The only downside is the commuting traffic, but it's all fine enough.
I also went to go see Ghost live, so I consider that to be my own birthday gift to myself. I went alone as I bought the tickets at the last minute type of thing. There were so many people dressed up in Ghost themed outfits. The gothic attire and themes really made me feel at home. Although I didn't dress up all fancy like they did. The stage show and sound was incredible. I felt the vibration, and the light show was beautiful, especially when everything went red into hell. I had so much fun singing along and cheering.
Ghost is one of my favorite bands and music plays a huge role in my art. This further emphasizes the direction I plan on pushing my work. Now that I have more time where I should be focusing on myself instead of others, I can spend the energy on art instead of all the other things that distract me from it.
I want to thank all my friends and family for still being there for me despite all the trouble I can cause sometime. I love the art and furry community, and I wish us the best going forward!
Another Birthday Level Up
Posted a year agoHey all, today's my birthday, nothing exciting happened except for some good food which is all I could really ask for. The year so far has been going okay, considering the amount of work I've put in so far. It's been hard, but things are getting much better for my mental health.
I've been exercising a lot more now, so that's a welcome change. With my head clearer and no more enemies in my life, I can get back to focusing on art in peace . . . although the worst enemy is myself sometimes :3
I've met even more wonderful people since last year and had a lot of fun in games. Joining discord servers and calls and just trying to be more social and all that junk. I've had plenty of time to reflect and think about things and what mattered in my life, so thanks to everyone who has just been there for me. Even if it's a simple favorite, comment, or even just a hello. You're all beautiful to me, so stay golden!
I've been exercising a lot more now, so that's a welcome change. With my head clearer and no more enemies in my life, I can get back to focusing on art in peace . . . although the worst enemy is myself sometimes :3
I've met even more wonderful people since last year and had a lot of fun in games. Joining discord servers and calls and just trying to be more social and all that junk. I've had plenty of time to reflect and think about things and what mattered in my life, so thanks to everyone who has just been there for me. Even if it's a simple favorite, comment, or even just a hello. You're all beautiful to me, so stay golden!
Update on My Life so Far
Posted a year agoHey all, Cephei here.
I realize that I don't ever talk much about what goes on in my life as I tend to always keep things quiet and bottled up inside. So how are things? Well, it's been really rough. It's a lot of things people shouldn't have to go through but that's just how life is, things just fucking happen.
My workplace has been eating me up due to the horrible environment and behaviors of a lot of the people there. It's been years. They're irresponsible, lazy, and miserable, a lot of them are dumb as rocks and in the malicious way. I was unfortunate enough to be put next to the biggest loser creep in the entire place. I dealt with his bitch ass don't worry. I had to learn a lot of hard lessons. Don't associate with bad people and don't make excuses for their bad behaviors. People tell you to be nice to others, so all I've ever done was grind away and give a lot to others in my life, never expected anything in return, but I had to learn to set boundaries, otherwise they take advantage of you.
I've been able to meet a lot of wonderful people thanks to this community, from other artists, RP-ers, writers, and all other creatives. Many years ago I was a different person, I never liked myself I guess, and it showed in a lot of my old drawings. There were drawings of things I thought was cool, something I wasn't LOL. Environment and characters such as hot girls with armor, weapons, guns, and whatever else that would be in video games. I just wanted an outlet, but never uploaded anything out of fear that no one would ever like my stuff. I always held back because I saw so many other amazing artists out there and compared myself to them constantly. I never finished anything because I was afraid of how bad the end result would be, not to mention conflicts with friends. I'm glad I still have them in my life. The same goes for my family.
I've been having a lot of fun on Discord servers with many of these people in games, calls, and some RPs. And been sharing my work over there instead. Connecting with others is what made me see life in a whole new way.
It's not healthy or the right thing to do to keep thing bottled up inside. So what I want to do is just try to upload more without a sense of perfectionism or guilt holding me. I tend to make a lot of sketches and doodles because of the little time available these days, as I said, work and life is just pure retardation. I'd like to upload more sketches and unrefined work as I have so many ideas. I want to make it a habit to always come back here and try to be more a part of the communities, a place that feels like home to me. The furry community really is the best!
Thank you for reading if you got through all that. It means alot <3
I realize that I don't ever talk much about what goes on in my life as I tend to always keep things quiet and bottled up inside. So how are things? Well, it's been really rough. It's a lot of things people shouldn't have to go through but that's just how life is, things just fucking happen.
My workplace has been eating me up due to the horrible environment and behaviors of a lot of the people there. It's been years. They're irresponsible, lazy, and miserable, a lot of them are dumb as rocks and in the malicious way. I was unfortunate enough to be put next to the biggest loser creep in the entire place. I dealt with his bitch ass don't worry. I had to learn a lot of hard lessons. Don't associate with bad people and don't make excuses for their bad behaviors. People tell you to be nice to others, so all I've ever done was grind away and give a lot to others in my life, never expected anything in return, but I had to learn to set boundaries, otherwise they take advantage of you.
I've been able to meet a lot of wonderful people thanks to this community, from other artists, RP-ers, writers, and all other creatives. Many years ago I was a different person, I never liked myself I guess, and it showed in a lot of my old drawings. There were drawings of things I thought was cool, something I wasn't LOL. Environment and characters such as hot girls with armor, weapons, guns, and whatever else that would be in video games. I just wanted an outlet, but never uploaded anything out of fear that no one would ever like my stuff. I always held back because I saw so many other amazing artists out there and compared myself to them constantly. I never finished anything because I was afraid of how bad the end result would be, not to mention conflicts with friends. I'm glad I still have them in my life. The same goes for my family.
I've been having a lot of fun on Discord servers with many of these people in games, calls, and some RPs. And been sharing my work over there instead. Connecting with others is what made me see life in a whole new way.
It's not healthy or the right thing to do to keep thing bottled up inside. So what I want to do is just try to upload more without a sense of perfectionism or guilt holding me. I tend to make a lot of sketches and doodles because of the little time available these days, as I said, work and life is just pure retardation. I'd like to upload more sketches and unrefined work as I have so many ideas. I want to make it a habit to always come back here and try to be more a part of the communities, a place that feels like home to me. The furry community really is the best!
Thank you for reading if you got through all that. It means alot <3
It's My Birthday! Another Year Goes By
Posted 2 years agoHeyos all, it's my birthday today, and I went out and ate a bunch of sushi!
It's been another year and I've only uploaded about three art pieces done in that time. Alot of dumb life stuff kept happening, and I got overwhelmed for a bit. But now that things appear to be getting better, I feel like I'm able to get back into doing art again. Yes there are still some more annoying things to worry about in the future, but that's for future me to worry about.
I know I never say too much but thank you to everyone for still liking/faving, commenting on, and sharing my artwork still. I have a lot of ideas and things I'd like to do, and I hope you stick around for what's in store. Here's a hint: DEGENERATE EXPLICIT ART!
Also unrelated note: EVO 2023 announced today is officially EVO DAY by the city of Las Vegas!
LET'S GOOOOO, DOOOOOOD!!!
It's been another year and I've only uploaded about three art pieces done in that time. Alot of dumb life stuff kept happening, and I got overwhelmed for a bit. But now that things appear to be getting better, I feel like I'm able to get back into doing art again. Yes there are still some more annoying things to worry about in the future, but that's for future me to worry about.
I know I never say too much but thank you to everyone for still liking/faving, commenting on, and sharing my artwork still. I have a lot of ideas and things I'd like to do, and I hope you stick around for what's in store. Here's a hint: DEGENERATE EXPLICIT ART!
Also unrelated note: EVO 2023 announced today is officially EVO DAY by the city of Las Vegas!
LET'S GOOOOO, DOOOOOOD!!!
It's My Birthday Today!
Posted 3 years agoI have now survived another year and have leveled up once again. I want to give a big thank you to everyone that wished me a happy birthday! I hope I can pump more art out for you all :3
I made an Itaku if You Would Like to Follow Me There.
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Hello and Welcome to the New Account
Posted 9 years agoIf you came over from my old account space-shark then you know that I made a fresh start. To recap, I lost almost all my work in my HDD. I only managed to recover a few. It's all fine though. I'm just happy I'm still able to be here and talk to everyone. I know I didn't upload or talk to anyone, not in my inner group, a whole lot but that is what's changing. I learned a lot about myself this year thanks to my three friends, bxulnooxgard vanttalon and leumassetay who helped a ton. I rediscovered what made me want to draw in the first place three years ago. The thing that they kept hammering into my head: It was for the fun. In the short period I amassed a decent amount of skill which is what I'm happy for. But what kept me going was the pure fun. I forgot about that a couple times.
There's going to be a lot more completed work uploaded in the next few days. I may not draw sexy stuff all the time, but when I do, it's a joy. The NSFW artwork I'm going to upload here are going to be a lot more focused and themed on my interests than the bunch of random things I did previously. I hope you like what's coming because I know I am.
Thanks for reading.
There's going to be a lot more completed work uploaded in the next few days. I may not draw sexy stuff all the time, but when I do, it's a joy. The NSFW artwork I'm going to upload here are going to be a lot more focused and themed on my interests than the bunch of random things I did previously. I hope you like what's coming because I know I am.
Thanks for reading.
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