WELL despite the serious title, it's not really that deep. Really uwu

A lot of things for like... hmm, 2 years since I last posted an art? From depression, anxiety, jealousy, and identity crisis (Even before I reached midlife) I can say I recovered most things and now want to step forward towards improvements, though I might do it slowly since I have to juggle between work, arts, accompany my mom and sister, and my personal projects (and games, come on Im a gamer at heart, can't have a day without gaming or I'll go crazy like an introvert being tied up and surrounded by crowds). Otherwise, life has been good. Well, there were some ups and downs, but it's not life if it was only ups or downs all the time~

About commissions, Ive been asked by many people. Old commissions is almost finished and (hopefully) will be soon to open. Pricing are all the same but Ive been planning to open for non-bondage sfw arts slot, for practice purposes. Ill still open the regular bondage commission regularly though, so no worries.

And then regarding patreon... well, since they rejected my page to be reactivated, then my patreon is now left behind in the past lol. Many friends advised me alternatives, but deep down, I really dont like to be tied up by heavy responsibilities every month that I abandoned it completely. To compensate for this, I made two plans ahead: Full Res link and Ko-Fi

I know giving away full res to people freely means nobody would be willing to pay in the future, but I guess it's better that I died peacefully rather than living in regrets and burdens lol.

That's why I opened Ko-fi to countermeasure it (kinda). If you feel generous, you can give me tips there. Orrrr if you're really kiiinnndddd *Shark wink wink* you can also subscribe monthly~ The numbers are customizable, so you can set a number you'd like to tip or subscribe for a month as you can afford~ They are fully optional, so you don't need to do it if you don't have changes or simply because you didn't feel it's worthy since it didn't give any benefits and Im still be going to post what I can even when nobody tipped me~

If you're interested, my Kofi is: https://ko-fi.com/fostertony

Also for answering some people who might have questions about it: I don't have any other social media, so this is the only platform where I post my pics and stories since I'm... not sure but social media gave me anxiety with how much people existed there lol and I'm a lazy ass person that checking them like once per month or so lol.

I guess that's about it? I dont have much to share at the moment, but I'll try my best to keep posting again. Thank you for still being here after years of disappearance. Keep it tight and awesome as always and hope everybody will have a good day~

I hope he is blessed. Sorry for sudden sad update. Thanks for reading.

Hey, guys, despite I can say "Long time no see!" but actually I've been here all along, just kinda in a rough days that I wasn't able to do anything else other than looking at the arts. xD

Well now that everything is better and settled, now time to work to recover things to normal LOL (glances at the unfinished commissions list) Yes, gotta continue that later, but for now let's spice up my page~

Thanks for everyone who is still here with me, hope I can give more tastiness to everyone ever after~

N.B,: If you found any Patreon Links to mine, please inform me asap as Patreon had been closed for like 4 months now so I can erase the link.

Due to personal issues, I think I need a moment to catch for a breath, so I will pause the Patreon for next month. No worries, it's not permanent, I'll soon turn it back on after a month or so.

This month's contents will be sent as usual, so don't worry about it~
If you guys have any questions, please ask anytime~

Hope everyone will have a good days ahead and thanks as always for your supports~

DONE, Thank you for your participation lol

Hey guys, long time no see (in journal lol)

I wanted to say thank you for your support at Patreon! Thanks to it, plenty of life things have been solved and I'm able to live more leisurely than before~

And so, I decided to open commission again with new system by doing a cycle between first in first serve, (Which I'll shorten it as FiFS) where the first few ones to comment will get the slots available, and the Raffle, where the participant will be chosen randomly. The rules where the guy who get the slot will not be able to join the next commission batch still active, to ensure that different people will have chances to get them (and to know better new clients for me~)

As the title stated, the upcoming commission will be FiFS with three slots. If you want to grab one, please leave the comment at The Next Journal that I'll post around the same time I posted this journal tomorrow. The first three comments will be chosen, so spam your F5 button~ :P

Please click here for the commission details and If you have any questions, please feel free to ask me right away and everywhere!

Well that's all. Sorry for the long journal and have a good day~

Happy Religious day!

Just wanting to apologize if I have plenty of mistakes, and hoping this year will be better.

As always, thanks for everyone's support so far for still following me even have to endure my negative wave horohorohoro~

*Clears Throat*

Anyway, hopes everyone stay safe and stay bonda- I mean, good uwu

Which do you think is more interesting and why?

1. Drawing mostly random different characters.
2. Drawing mostly OC. (Same characters)

Thanks for your thought!

Heyo everyone~

I don't know if people are looking for me, but I'm here. A bit recovering from... well, everything. I'm gonna rant below, so if you don't like my pessimist and negative rant, skip it since even though I seems frustated or edgy, I'm not. It's just a rant. uwu

Life seems hating me since 2 years ago after I was in a brink of life and death due to my brain disease, and since then, my spirit to draw is gradually decreasing. That's my excuse why I delayed commissions for longer than I usually do and rarely post arts. (And some kind of accident like pen's broke, working harder to pay family's debt, yada yada)

Second, I'm just having everyone's problem: Self-esteem issue. I honestly... hardly draw fanarts. Not that meant I can't draw them properly... morelike, I don't know how to imagine them and draw them well. Of course, I've been practicing, but... the progress is very slow... Not to mention the haunting voices saying like: "You can't even draw fanarts? What make you think your original character is good? Everyone can draw fanarts, why don't you?" yea, I hate my self lul.

Patreon is the place where the patron's wish fulfilled, not just what I want to draw. It's so lucky for those who has both what patron's like AND they want to draw it as well. So I'm sorry if my Patreon is delayed until I can draw fanarts. I'll try my best.

Also, I want to thank few of my followers who supports me all the time. I might've been already committed suicide if they didn't support me with both financial and mental. I really appreciate you guys. That's why I want to give the best, which I'm not achieved yet, but I will, someday.

Overall, I'm a bit recovering, so I'm wanting to start over in here and will try to post art often and think aside of my doubts and frustation. Sorry for my negative ranting or such, I just don't know where should I rant lol. I'll try to not giving so much emotion next time. and better words, I'm just so bad on either typing or talking when mentally unstable

Thanks for those who read this until the end. I hope I can always give the best from me and hope everyone enjoy my arts. Your joy is what makes me happy~

That is all, thanks for your support up to this day~
Hope your life is better than mine and good~

Honestly, I don't know what or who to draw uwu. That's why I decided to ask ppl here instead!

So, if you're wanting me to tie up any fanart character (preferably male wolfos or canines), who would it be and what situation would he be?

Example: I want Fenrir from Housamo with shibari style all over his body! I want to see him angry as hands groping his member!

Consider this as a test run voting since I'm very new on these things uwu.

Why now tho?

After what happened lately, I'm considering to increase my income from Patreon due to... life is hating me this year uwu. Working irl + commissions are only enough to feed and keep my home intact, but honestly I can't buy anything else like fixing my broken glasses, repairing my cycle, or even buying new graphic tablet (this one is almost there thanks to ppl's help!) I'm ashamed to tell my watchers of my personal life, but my friend told me that I should at least open about my self. I just don't like being pitied... but this Patreon thingy is all about business! uwu

So, don't hesitate to share who should I target and what should I do to them uwu! If you're feeling shy in public, you can directly message/note me from either here or Telegram (or Twitter, if you know it hehe)

Thank you again for reading this and I'll wait for your ideas!

So actually since few days ago, my pen disappeared and today I found it. but when I tried to draw... well, the pen broke. Im going to... well... stop drawing a bit until I get money for fixing it.

Fortunately, I still have some old arts so I'll fill my page in the meantime.

Unfortunately... I'll halt my current commission again (Fuck me for how many times Id been delaying due to holidays and irl stuffs)

Fortunately again, one of my commissioner already paid it before I finished it (Thank you very much for the heavenly help) so I hope the cost of fixing it will be enough.

Im sorry again for the inconvenience... I'm really ashamed of my self for often delaying commissions... Im just hoping my irl life can be better so that I have more time to draw.

Anyway, thanks for reading this and I hope for your understanding. Thank you for always supporting me~ :D

Thank you for the random commission participation, it's a surprise and randomly open to the first one to comment there!

I've got one, so thanks for participating xD

Hello eveyone! Sorry for another sudden absence! I am in holiday at hometown due to religious month was happenig last weeks, but I will be back to work around 9 or 10th of June.

I am thinking to make a Patreon due to increased financial problem in my family. The problem is, I don't have anything to sell, as I spend my drawing time on commissions and I am a very long drawing artist (with not so great qualities like popufurs. Just saying) so Im still unsure how much should I put for the price or what should I give to my patron. Basically, multiple arts packs are almost impossible, and I honestly dont have the thought of minor edits like different version yet and time is running out to learn more.

If you have any suggestion, please tell me here, just make sure to prepare argument that I might throw it to you since I might have something that I didnt write up there.

Also for those who celebrated or know it, Happy Ied! Please apologize my mistakes and I hope there will be better prosperity future for everyone!

Thank you for participating the Commission Raffle!
The winners are :

1.  Seraphin04 (Proof)
2.  myhFanta (Proof)
3.  BurstCoffee (Proof)

Total participants: 17

Congratulations for the winner!
Last week was a chaos! But I hope next month will be better. As always, thanks for your care and support, I really appreciate it :D

Meanwhile, I'm thinking to open a paid slot, where you pay a price to buy a slot (Of course, it is separated from the three Raffle slots, first in first serve). Is it acceptable? And if so, how much would it be? Please give me an advice!

Thank you again for faves and watches, hope I always give good result for everyone~

Fortunately, my friends here helped me to fix it quickly, and it is solved today yay.
So far, I'm still afraid to open it too often now due to that, but I think it works just fine.
Thank you for those who had to contact me directly to asking about it, I really appreciate your care to think about me :D

Thank you for joining!
Now for the business at hand, I'll open the Raffle slot today!

Please comment below or note me if you're interested to join! (Also please leave message indicating you're joining not random message that might confuse me if you're going to join xD)

Commission will be closed in 24 hours and will be chosen randomly afterwards!

There will be three slots available~
Details of the commission is located here!

Still have questions? Ask me right away~

So today, suddenly Paypal forced me to confirm the phone number to secure my login. I don't mind doing that, but it's been a month since I tried to verify it and the security code SMS never arrived to my phone. Tried many times, but it still persists. Now Paypal doesn't want me to login into my account. There is no other way other than verifying my phone. Tried to reset E-mail but my dumb memory forgotten the security question and NO other way as well.

Tried to contact them via E-mail and text (since Im not good in listening with phone, either local language or english)the former needs me to login (which I can't) and the latter tells me to call.

So until it resolves, I don't think I'll accept anything for now.

I have crippling depression lately, so kinda... hard to maintain my mood. Literally having many aspects (family, friends, home, game, work, and now, money) that are attacking me in the same time. Sorry for the short rant, and hope everyone have a better day!

I'll open the commission in 24 hours from now!

Since Im fasting now, so my work might be gonna slower. To prevent ppl waiting, so I only open 2 slots! If you're interested with it, please check here for the commission details!

If you have any questions, please feel free to ask me right away!

In regards,
Sharky

Thank you for participating the Commission Raffle!
The winners are :

1.  shadowfox13 (Proof)
2.  TheFurryEngineer (Proof)
3.  lkc116 (Proof)

Total participants: 35

Congratulations for the winner!
Thanks for supporting me as always, I hope to see you all in the next Raffle! :D

Raffle Commission number three is closed! Thank you for your participation!

Please comment below or note me if you're interested to join! (Also please leave message indicating you're joining not random message that might confuse me if you're going to join xD)

Commission will be closed in 24 hours and will be chosen randomly afterwards!

There will be three slots available~
Details of the commission is located here!

Still have questions? Ask me right away~

Im almost done with the commission batch, so I'll open the commission in 24 hours from now!

As per usual, There will be three slots available! For the details of the commissions price and such, check it here!

If you have any questions, please feel free to ask me right away!

In regards,
Sharky

Thank you for participating the Raffle!
The winners are :

1.  TwistedSnakes (Proof)
2.  machupichu18 (Proof)
3.  Cryptic796 (Proof)

Total participants: 29

Thanks for supporting me as always, I hope you'll join my next raffle! :)

Note: I was adding someone that is not participating the Raffle, so I reroll the third one. Please pardon me >>

Raffle Commission number three is closed! Thank you for your participation!

Please comment below or note me if you're interested to join!

Commission will be closed in 24 hours and will be chosen randomly afterwards!

There will be three slots available~
Details of the commission is located here!

Still have questions? Ask me right away~

After a long time, finally I'm going to open yet another commission!

There will be three slots available! For the details of the commissions price and such, check it here!

I will open the commission 24 hour from now! If you're interested, please prepare for it tomorrow at the same time in the next journal!

If you have any questions, please feel free to ask me right away!

Thank you for watching, faving, commenting, and supporting me! Much appreciated and hope you enjoy what I offer!

In regards,
Sharky

needs a help for commission!

If you're interested to check (and ask him a slot) you can check his details here!

Thank you for reading! :D

Thank you for participating the Raffle!
The winners are :

1.  zog234 (Proof)
2.  Xerhom (Proof)

Congratulations! And I'm planning if everything went right at irl, I'll extend the slots to 3!

Thanks for supporting me as always, I hope you'll join my next raffle! :)