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Crashing out over the snuff/3D communities. Again. I'm tired
Posted a month agoI'm going to crash out. I swear to god. If I hear one. More. Fucking- grrrrrghghejgvberkjhgbefdakj
Okay. So. What's going on? Simply put; people who don't shut up about their interests/fetishes/kinks. Yes, I know you like "flat" tits. I KNOW, YOU SAID THAT YESTERDAY WITH YOUR LAST POST, AND THE DAY BEFORE THAT, AND THE WEEK BEFORE THAT, AND THE MONTH BEFORE THAT, AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT.
"I like guys more than girls." "This would be better if it was male." Yes. I know. You said that the last time a piece was posted in the porn channel. I see a lot of female content, but there's plenty of creators that do a lot of male content. You're being picky.
"Gore is so underrated, but your asphyxia kinks are soooooo common and overused and boring." Okay, now you're being factually wrong. Go do a quick search on E6 and see how much MORE the gore tag has than the asphyxia tag. And MOST of the asphyxia tag is just casual breathplay, which makes it's number even SMALLER when in terms of snuff. But no, you'd rather parrot the same shit you said last week, over and over again, while ALSO kinkshaming my interests. But the SECOND I do it to you, suddenly I'M the bad guy. Suddenly, the mods warn ME but not YOU.
Look, at first? This didn't bother me. That was years ago. I have been hearing this shit, for years. I. Am. So. GODDAMN SICK OF IT. I've been trying to bite my tongue, trying to just stay to my corner, but the pot that is my blood has finally boiled over and fucking exploded! I CAN'T TAKE IT! I'm going to have a fucking crash out.
Is this petty? I dunno. Maybe. But when you hear this shit CONSTANTLY for years on end, it grates the nerves to the point they're just gone. I have no more patience.
Now, if there were other snuff servers, or servers in general, where I could go to avoid the people who keep saying this shit constantly, I would. However, there's so few servers for this stuff, that not only is it impossible to go anywhere else because there ISN'T anywhere else, but they're almost ALWAYS in all these servers anyways! My only bet is to leave, but if I do that, then I lose all access to already niche content. I block one, and another just appears.
I need a break. I do. But I can't, because I have compulsions to ensure every single notification is read. I can not STAND unread notifications. Do I have OCD? I dunno. Probably. I can't go get a diagnosis.
OH YEAH, AND THE FUCKING HYPOCRISY AND FAVORTISM OF THE 3D COMMUNITY. Oh god, the sheer amount of SMUG this community has. If I have to hear one more goddamn cunt gloat in my face about their private model, I'm going to take a wrench to their teeth. ...not literally, I can't do that over text. It's literally impossible to do it over text. But you look to the smaller creators like myself, gloat in our faces, then hand it off to someone bigger while they make so much content with it. It's not the content that bothers me. It's not that you have the model, or wanted to give it to a creator who will make a lot of content with it compared to one that struggles with motivation and doesn't post often. It's the fact you actively SHOVED IT IN MY FACE AND STRAIGHT TOLD ME I WILL NEVER GET IT IN MY LIFETIME and then fucked off. Yes, I utterly LOVE 3D models, I love to collect them and I do legitmately try to make content with them. I'm just not great with motivation because of OTHER problems the 3D community has. But if you come to smaller creators, rub it in their faces, and then kick them while their down? No wonder your shit is pirated constantly.
And this isn't one person. This is multiple. I see this all the time.
Other problems this community has? Simple. Big creators. Smaller ones like me straight up quit because of the sheer amount of stuff the bigger ones have. Yes, they get a lot of privalege, but while that makes sense, I get why, it's still demotivating. Because it just reinforces the fact I'll never be at that point. But it's also general attention. I can make something, spend hours into it and ensure even small details are there. Like finger posing. I get only a small amount from my friends. A big creator does half the work, and they get ALL the attention in an instant. And they didn't even pose the hands. I get it, they're a lot of small bones and it's an utter CHORE to pose all them, but it adds so much to the pic itself it's worth it. I get if you couldn't because time though. Especially if it's because time. Not everyone has time do it, in that situation. But the point still stands. They see a name they recognize, and they swarm all over it like birds. But they'll see a smaller creator, and not pay any attention because it's not the big name they follow. It's demotivating, and I know another friend who outright quit 3D posing as a result.
Doesn't help some of these creators are major asshats too. You can try to talk, but they'll be incredibly passive-aggressive or outright hostile. At least some are pretty nice, but the fact I can count them on one hand is sad.
You're all going to read this and think; "What the fuck are you going on about?" Or just think of me as a petty asshole. Whatever, I've been dealing with this shit for literal years and I'm tired. I'm tired and fed up. I've been dealing with this shit for so long I just can't anymore. I can't with the snuff and 3D art communities anymore. All I wanted to do when I was younger was share the things I enjoyed with like-minded fellows. I have since been jaded, bullied, and had the rug pulled out from under me too many times.
After typing all this, I'm just...tired. I can't even be angry for very long anymore, I'm just tired. I don't think this community is for me anymore. Or, ever. Like it ever was. I'm not into gore. Or mutilation. Or...what have you. Yet I see it everyday. Everyday, a new post, and with all the hate towards larger proportions that's been cropping up? This community is anything but. It's hateful. It's hurtful. People let these assholes run their mouths and then punish anyone who speaks up.
I'll be in the Discords. But don't expect to hear anything from me anymore. You people want to know why we have artists leave all the time? This is why. This is why. I wondered the same for a long time, now I know why and I'm a part of that group.
Okay. So. What's going on? Simply put; people who don't shut up about their interests/fetishes/kinks. Yes, I know you like "flat" tits. I KNOW, YOU SAID THAT YESTERDAY WITH YOUR LAST POST, AND THE DAY BEFORE THAT, AND THE WEEK BEFORE THAT, AND THE MONTH BEFORE THAT, AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT.
"I like guys more than girls." "This would be better if it was male." Yes. I know. You said that the last time a piece was posted in the porn channel. I see a lot of female content, but there's plenty of creators that do a lot of male content. You're being picky.
"Gore is so underrated, but your asphyxia kinks are soooooo common and overused and boring." Okay, now you're being factually wrong. Go do a quick search on E6 and see how much MORE the gore tag has than the asphyxia tag. And MOST of the asphyxia tag is just casual breathplay, which makes it's number even SMALLER when in terms of snuff. But no, you'd rather parrot the same shit you said last week, over and over again, while ALSO kinkshaming my interests. But the SECOND I do it to you, suddenly I'M the bad guy. Suddenly, the mods warn ME but not YOU.
Look, at first? This didn't bother me. That was years ago. I have been hearing this shit, for years. I. Am. So. GODDAMN SICK OF IT. I've been trying to bite my tongue, trying to just stay to my corner, but the pot that is my blood has finally boiled over and fucking exploded! I CAN'T TAKE IT! I'm going to have a fucking crash out.
Is this petty? I dunno. Maybe. But when you hear this shit CONSTANTLY for years on end, it grates the nerves to the point they're just gone. I have no more patience.
Now, if there were other snuff servers, or servers in general, where I could go to avoid the people who keep saying this shit constantly, I would. However, there's so few servers for this stuff, that not only is it impossible to go anywhere else because there ISN'T anywhere else, but they're almost ALWAYS in all these servers anyways! My only bet is to leave, but if I do that, then I lose all access to already niche content. I block one, and another just appears.
I need a break. I do. But I can't, because I have compulsions to ensure every single notification is read. I can not STAND unread notifications. Do I have OCD? I dunno. Probably. I can't go get a diagnosis.
OH YEAH, AND THE FUCKING HYPOCRISY AND FAVORTISM OF THE 3D COMMUNITY. Oh god, the sheer amount of SMUG this community has. If I have to hear one more goddamn cunt gloat in my face about their private model, I'm going to take a wrench to their teeth. ...not literally, I can't do that over text. It's literally impossible to do it over text. But you look to the smaller creators like myself, gloat in our faces, then hand it off to someone bigger while they make so much content with it. It's not the content that bothers me. It's not that you have the model, or wanted to give it to a creator who will make a lot of content with it compared to one that struggles with motivation and doesn't post often. It's the fact you actively SHOVED IT IN MY FACE AND STRAIGHT TOLD ME I WILL NEVER GET IT IN MY LIFETIME and then fucked off. Yes, I utterly LOVE 3D models, I love to collect them and I do legitmately try to make content with them. I'm just not great with motivation because of OTHER problems the 3D community has. But if you come to smaller creators, rub it in their faces, and then kick them while their down? No wonder your shit is pirated constantly.
And this isn't one person. This is multiple. I see this all the time.
Other problems this community has? Simple. Big creators. Smaller ones like me straight up quit because of the sheer amount of stuff the bigger ones have. Yes, they get a lot of privalege, but while that makes sense, I get why, it's still demotivating. Because it just reinforces the fact I'll never be at that point. But it's also general attention. I can make something, spend hours into it and ensure even small details are there. Like finger posing. I get only a small amount from my friends. A big creator does half the work, and they get ALL the attention in an instant. And they didn't even pose the hands. I get it, they're a lot of small bones and it's an utter CHORE to pose all them, but it adds so much to the pic itself it's worth it. I get if you couldn't because time though. Especially if it's because time. Not everyone has time do it, in that situation. But the point still stands. They see a name they recognize, and they swarm all over it like birds. But they'll see a smaller creator, and not pay any attention because it's not the big name they follow. It's demotivating, and I know another friend who outright quit 3D posing as a result.
Doesn't help some of these creators are major asshats too. You can try to talk, but they'll be incredibly passive-aggressive or outright hostile. At least some are pretty nice, but the fact I can count them on one hand is sad.
You're all going to read this and think; "What the fuck are you going on about?" Or just think of me as a petty asshole. Whatever, I've been dealing with this shit for literal years and I'm tired. I'm tired and fed up. I've been dealing with this shit for so long I just can't anymore. I can't with the snuff and 3D art communities anymore. All I wanted to do when I was younger was share the things I enjoyed with like-minded fellows. I have since been jaded, bullied, and had the rug pulled out from under me too many times.
After typing all this, I'm just...tired. I can't even be angry for very long anymore, I'm just tired. I don't think this community is for me anymore. Or, ever. Like it ever was. I'm not into gore. Or mutilation. Or...what have you. Yet I see it everyday. Everyday, a new post, and with all the hate towards larger proportions that's been cropping up? This community is anything but. It's hateful. It's hurtful. People let these assholes run their mouths and then punish anyone who speaks up.
I'll be in the Discords. But don't expect to hear anything from me anymore. You people want to know why we have artists leave all the time? This is why. This is why. I wondered the same for a long time, now I know why and I'm a part of that group.
Display name!
Posted 6 months agoFUCKING FINALLY
Name is now updated to what is consistent to other platforms, and since I have not used anything fox related for years. But wooooo!
Name is now updated to what is consistent to other platforms, and since I have not used anything fox related for years. But wooooo!
Snuff community/in general rant
Posted 8 months agoWhy? Why am I vilified for liking what I do? Yes, I'm public about it. Yes, I don't hide it. But why am I treated like the scum of the earth the second people find out? Blocking me, disabling their accounts, or straight up just saying it to my face; that I'm such a horrible person for killing others. News flash, I don't kill people. My fictional sona kills fictional characters. Yet, other stuff is just fine. But not me. Us. Any into snuff/necro. Sure, there's misconceptions. Stereotypes. But that's not what I see. What I see is just plain vitriol. Even amongst each other, this community shames each other. So what if you're into gore? Stop saying asphyxia is boring and slow day after day after day. I don't like gore, but do I shame you for liking it? No. You're allowed to like it. So stop shaming me and what I like.
Outside the snuff community, I'm treated like shit for liking what I do. Others hide it so they can appear "normal" but I don't. I don't want to hide it. It shouldn't be so goddamn "taboo" to like something, since by the end of the day, it's just all fantasy. Do you think I'm sick in the head? That I'm some psychopath? That says more about you than me if that's your first thought. I have watched so many good artists, friends, and people I enjoyed spending time with leave because of this shit. Because they're so scared that they're going to be burned at the stake for liking something in fantasy. But if they liked anything *other* than snuff? They'd be fine. Perfectly. No matter how gross. You know what's worse? I've seen CUB CONTENT get better reception than snuff. Like- seriously? I may not like cub, keep it away from me, and I won't shun you, but I hear people say how gross it is, yet...it has a whole site dedicated for it? And no one bats an eye? Where's all the hate I keep hearing about? Where's all the vile words? Exactly. It's a double standard. You stake us but let them pass? If you're going to kinkshame people, you can't just pick and choose. Either you're an asshole or you're not. I don't care what you're into. I care about being treated like a person, fetishes be damned, and in turn, I'll do the same for you.
You see snuff and your first reaction is to think this person is some crazy psycho and needs to be avoided. How about you actually get to know them? Sure, they could be an asshole. But they could also be a good person, and you might end up making a new friend. I've come to hate this community. Not furries in general, just the fetish communities. It's so lopsided, and the sheer amount of bitching; "There's not enough of this!" "This is boring!" "I see this all the time, when are we going to get something good?" and the narcissism, oh GOD the narcissism. The amount of people that feel entitled to have their stuff made, or to have their kinks catered to while pushing down others- it's fucking unbelieveable. If this was what people avoid when they see certain fetishes, I could understand that, but no. That's not what I see. It's just all "This fetish is bad and you're a bad person for liking it"
I'm tired. So, so tired. This is why my found family is so small. Because a lot of people in these communities are genuinely horrible. I want to be seen as a person. Not blocked immediately. Not shunned. Not told to go commit a fucking crime because of something that I enjoy in fiction. All it's doing is breeding an environment for shitty people, and the constant of narcissism and kinkshaming each other. It should be: "I don't like what you do, but that's fine." Not: "I don't like what you do, go kill yourself you fucking psycho." And yet it is. Because people are allowed to be like this. Because people choose to just believe misconceptions, or make wild assumptions. Do you think I, as someone who doesn't like cub, think that those who do are fucking child molesters? No. Because that's stupid. It's retarded. I'm not a murder. I don't break into morgues to fuck a stiff. Yet, some people would happily believe I do, just because I like snuff and necrophilia. It needs to stop.
I know. I rant a lot. It's just that a lot of stuff weighs on my mind, and doing this is better than bottling it up and only getting more and more angry. I want nothing more than to be in peace. To be seen as a person, no matter what I like. Sure, there's misconceptions and people are sometimes complete degenerates. Shouldn't let that make you think that it applies to *everyone* in the same community as them. Because some of us just want to exist, too.
It's like we never changed since the Salem trials. Burning innocent people for our own greed and paranoia.
Rant over. Sorry about the lack of posting. Just have forgotten to upload to FA. And with the fact I make multiple images, it's super tedious and tiring to post them all one after the after. Tags and description especially, even with a notepad and copy/paste. Regardless, I'll get to it. Hopefully. Hope you have good days though, everyone needs them.
Outside the snuff community, I'm treated like shit for liking what I do. Others hide it so they can appear "normal" but I don't. I don't want to hide it. It shouldn't be so goddamn "taboo" to like something, since by the end of the day, it's just all fantasy. Do you think I'm sick in the head? That I'm some psychopath? That says more about you than me if that's your first thought. I have watched so many good artists, friends, and people I enjoyed spending time with leave because of this shit. Because they're so scared that they're going to be burned at the stake for liking something in fantasy. But if they liked anything *other* than snuff? They'd be fine. Perfectly. No matter how gross. You know what's worse? I've seen CUB CONTENT get better reception than snuff. Like- seriously? I may not like cub, keep it away from me, and I won't shun you, but I hear people say how gross it is, yet...it has a whole site dedicated for it? And no one bats an eye? Where's all the hate I keep hearing about? Where's all the vile words? Exactly. It's a double standard. You stake us but let them pass? If you're going to kinkshame people, you can't just pick and choose. Either you're an asshole or you're not. I don't care what you're into. I care about being treated like a person, fetishes be damned, and in turn, I'll do the same for you.
You see snuff and your first reaction is to think this person is some crazy psycho and needs to be avoided. How about you actually get to know them? Sure, they could be an asshole. But they could also be a good person, and you might end up making a new friend. I've come to hate this community. Not furries in general, just the fetish communities. It's so lopsided, and the sheer amount of bitching; "There's not enough of this!" "This is boring!" "I see this all the time, when are we going to get something good?" and the narcissism, oh GOD the narcissism. The amount of people that feel entitled to have their stuff made, or to have their kinks catered to while pushing down others- it's fucking unbelieveable. If this was what people avoid when they see certain fetishes, I could understand that, but no. That's not what I see. It's just all "This fetish is bad and you're a bad person for liking it"
I'm tired. So, so tired. This is why my found family is so small. Because a lot of people in these communities are genuinely horrible. I want to be seen as a person. Not blocked immediately. Not shunned. Not told to go commit a fucking crime because of something that I enjoy in fiction. All it's doing is breeding an environment for shitty people, and the constant of narcissism and kinkshaming each other. It should be: "I don't like what you do, but that's fine." Not: "I don't like what you do, go kill yourself you fucking psycho." And yet it is. Because people are allowed to be like this. Because people choose to just believe misconceptions, or make wild assumptions. Do you think I, as someone who doesn't like cub, think that those who do are fucking child molesters? No. Because that's stupid. It's retarded. I'm not a murder. I don't break into morgues to fuck a stiff. Yet, some people would happily believe I do, just because I like snuff and necrophilia. It needs to stop.
I know. I rant a lot. It's just that a lot of stuff weighs on my mind, and doing this is better than bottling it up and only getting more and more angry. I want nothing more than to be in peace. To be seen as a person, no matter what I like. Sure, there's misconceptions and people are sometimes complete degenerates. Shouldn't let that make you think that it applies to *everyone* in the same community as them. Because some of us just want to exist, too.
It's like we never changed since the Salem trials. Burning innocent people for our own greed and paranoia.
Rant over. Sorry about the lack of posting. Just have forgotten to upload to FA. And with the fact I make multiple images, it's super tedious and tiring to post them all one after the after. Tags and description especially, even with a notepad and copy/paste. Regardless, I'll get to it. Hopefully. Hope you have good days though, everyone needs them.
Status Update/Rant
Posted 11 months agoI know I've been gone a long time, with some sparse uploads here and there. To give some context, I've been demotivated, even more so since my SFM died with my old SSD months ago, and Blender has proven to be a woefully laggy as shit program that is further reinforced with people not learning how to compress their textures when trying to load one up into Blender. Thank you, 10GBs of storage for a single model, and half a frame of movement when trying to pose it, and Blender refusing to respond half the time. I'll still use it, of course. But nothing big. Depends on whether or not I can even finish anything...hopefully I can finish the one single comm I do have.
Either way. Another part to the demotivation is people. People, in the sense that all they want is gore. God forbid I make a hanging piece, only to be told that it's bland, boring, too slow of a method and that hanging/asphyxia in general is overused. Yet it's that mindset I never see it anymore. No one makes it anymore, and those that DID are no longer around, or dropped off the face of the internet, or just...not up to my personal liking cause they do something that doesn't vibe with me. Yet, every day, I see gore. More and more of it. Look, if you like it, go right ahead. I don't care. Just stop being a goddamn hypocrite when saying "There's less gore than "X" kink" when that's factually incorrect, I have seen the amount of results on various sites when looking these up.
*Sigh* I'm not kinkshaming. Just stop kinkshaming me. If you don't like what I do, that's perfectly fine. Just stop tearing it all down while also claiming there's not enough of your stuff.
On the other hand, I have been getting not great sleep. Roommate, well, one of them, hates my guts and makes sure to disrupt my sleep my making loud crashes and banging things when he cleans his corner of the living space. So the lack of sleep is likely contributing to my constantly frustrated mindset right now. He pays the internet, can't kick him out.
Those on Discord: Sorry for not updating you. I've just been trying to sleep and get a good schedule going. The aforementioned reason above is why I have not been online. Most of my time has been in bed. Or being sent to grab the other roommate things from across town, or refilling our water supply. Least this roommate is pretty chill, and it's the least I can do to keep a roof over my head.
On some good news at least: My SFM is working again, so...IF I can start actually finishing projects I start, I can very likely start posting again. Maybe Second Life stuff too if I get any good ideas, or if anyone wants to join me for a photoshoot. We'll see.
Rant over. Y'all know what's been going on now. Have a nice day and if someone is being an asshole, please call them out on it, lest they continue. That's my PSA for the day.
Either way. Another part to the demotivation is people. People, in the sense that all they want is gore. God forbid I make a hanging piece, only to be told that it's bland, boring, too slow of a method and that hanging/asphyxia in general is overused. Yet it's that mindset I never see it anymore. No one makes it anymore, and those that DID are no longer around, or dropped off the face of the internet, or just...not up to my personal liking cause they do something that doesn't vibe with me. Yet, every day, I see gore. More and more of it. Look, if you like it, go right ahead. I don't care. Just stop being a goddamn hypocrite when saying "There's less gore than "X" kink" when that's factually incorrect, I have seen the amount of results on various sites when looking these up.
*Sigh* I'm not kinkshaming. Just stop kinkshaming me. If you don't like what I do, that's perfectly fine. Just stop tearing it all down while also claiming there's not enough of your stuff.
On the other hand, I have been getting not great sleep. Roommate, well, one of them, hates my guts and makes sure to disrupt my sleep my making loud crashes and banging things when he cleans his corner of the living space. So the lack of sleep is likely contributing to my constantly frustrated mindset right now. He pays the internet, can't kick him out.
Those on Discord: Sorry for not updating you. I've just been trying to sleep and get a good schedule going. The aforementioned reason above is why I have not been online. Most of my time has been in bed. Or being sent to grab the other roommate things from across town, or refilling our water supply. Least this roommate is pretty chill, and it's the least I can do to keep a roof over my head.
On some good news at least: My SFM is working again, so...IF I can start actually finishing projects I start, I can very likely start posting again. Maybe Second Life stuff too if I get any good ideas, or if anyone wants to join me for a photoshoot. We'll see.
Rant over. Y'all know what's been going on now. Have a nice day and if someone is being an asshole, please call them out on it, lest they continue. That's my PSA for the day.
Aaaaaaaaaa
Posted 2 years agoI'm still here, don't worry. Just going through stuff, but am okay. Motivation has been...absolute dogshit. Buuuuuuuuuuuuuut, I've still been trying to make stuff, and mostly failing, but its very slowly getting there. So to those who care, I'm fine, alive, and still making stuff that I'll get to posting as soon as I can
Much loves ya goobs <3
Much loves ya goobs <3
WRITING COMMS
Posted 3 years agoBack to writing I shall go, seeing the more positive reception to it here and elsewhere. Been more motivated on working on stuff, but that's probably cause I was paid XD
Still, the commissions are appreciated, helps me get by
SPEAKING OF WRITES, MY COMMISSIONS ARE INDEED OPEN:
Less than 10 pages is 25 USD
10 or more is 30 USD
GOOD TO GO: Snuff, necrophilia, Breeding, Paws, a bit of cumflation, incest, tentacles
Not my thing, but I can still work with it: dirty paws, inflation, minor(?) hyper(Basically like, somewhat bigger than normal bodily proportions, but nothing extreme), human characters, murrsuiting(If someone ever wanted a write of that, you never know), vore(Some kinds, not all of them, but I don't remember all of them-), cooking/dolcett, spearing(Or whatever its called, where you shove something up someone's cunt and out through their mouth)
Yeah no: Underage, extreme gore, musk, scat, watersports, extreme hyper, fatfurs, macro/micro, diapers, female feral genitals(most male ones are okay though)
EXPECT THIS TO BE UPDATED AS I REMEMBER STUFF THAT IS OUT THERE
You can set a number of pages if you want, but usually I'm left to just write and it comes out as long as it takes me to make it out, and I average 8 pages normally, so
However, if I do happen to get over 10 pages, and that wasn't what you paid originally, I can simply let you know about it and you can decide to pay the extra 5 USD or just have me refine it down. Its up to you, after all
Still, the commissions are appreciated, helps me get by
SPEAKING OF WRITES, MY COMMISSIONS ARE INDEED OPEN:
Less than 10 pages is 25 USD
10 or more is 30 USD
GOOD TO GO: Snuff, necrophilia, Breeding, Paws, a bit of cumflation, incest, tentacles
Not my thing, but I can still work with it: dirty paws, inflation, minor(?) hyper(Basically like, somewhat bigger than normal bodily proportions, but nothing extreme), human characters, murrsuiting(If someone ever wanted a write of that, you never know), vore(Some kinds, not all of them, but I don't remember all of them-), cooking/dolcett, spearing(Or whatever its called, where you shove something up someone's cunt and out through their mouth)
Yeah no: Underage, extreme gore, musk, scat, watersports, extreme hyper, fatfurs, macro/micro, diapers, female feral genitals(most male ones are okay though)
EXPECT THIS TO BE UPDATED AS I REMEMBER STUFF THAT IS OUT THERE
You can set a number of pages if you want, but usually I'm left to just write and it comes out as long as it takes me to make it out, and I average 8 pages normally, so
However, if I do happen to get over 10 pages, and that wasn't what you paid originally, I can simply let you know about it and you can decide to pay the extra 5 USD or just have me refine it down. Its up to you, after all
New writer Moniker!
Posted 3 years agoI have devised a new moniker for my writes! The Literal Murderer! (If you get the pun, congrats!)
That is all for today, thank you
That is all for today, thank you
Update
Posted 3 years ago*Long sigh* Okay, so...I...may try, to upload stuff again when this heatwave and summer in general cools down. I can't promise, but I can try. For now, I'll put out something I never finished though. Whether I will finish it or not remains to be seen though. Maybe I will, and if I do, then hey! If not, then...oh well. To those who cared, the one on FA(I won't name just in case) and my small little group on Telegram, thank you. It helps knowing there's at least someone out there who cares
I feel like I can't compete
Posted 3 years agoI haven't posted any SFM or writes in a long while, I know. I just...feel really...insignificant. I work in fields where there are so many others that do what I do, but infinitely better. I don't even feel any accomplishment from any work I do finish, and just feel like posting it won't matter. Hell, I even had this little project made up and got a little bit of it done, but...I don't think it'd matter. I've given up trying to advertise comms cause no one wants a 3D still image when they can just go get an animation, or want a write when they can go get art for the same price.
I accept now that my work is worthless and there's nothing I can do about it. Combined with my living situation, that being living in a garage with no running water and no job, I'm just stuck in a hole that's not possible for me to get out of.
So I'm done. No more public SFM or writes, they don't matter anymore, cause no one wants them when there's better in the market
Keep in mind; I've been doing this shit for a couple years now, and this has been eating at me for way too long.
I don't even think this journal would get noticed anyways. Oh well
Have a wonderful day, and just don't end up like me
I accept now that my work is worthless and there's nothing I can do about it. Combined with my living situation, that being living in a garage with no running water and no job, I'm just stuck in a hole that's not possible for me to get out of.
So I'm done. No more public SFM or writes, they don't matter anymore, cause no one wants them when there's better in the market
Keep in mind; I've been doing this shit for a couple years now, and this has been eating at me for way too long.
I don't even think this journal would get noticed anyways. Oh well
Have a wonderful day, and just don't end up like me
No data now
Posted 3 years agoI cannot pay my data plan cause they don't accept Paypal, only credit cards. I wouldn't have the money regardless to pay. So, that means I can no longer upload, due to my current wifi being absolutely dogshit. Sending messages on Discord takes ages, I can't upload anything without it failing, hell, even coming to FA took a few tries cause it just wasn't strong enough to connect. So, I'm sorry for those wanting to see more from me, but unless a fucking miracle happens, I can no longer upload due to this wifi not letting me. And yes, I tried, it failed over and over. Hell, if this journal even makes it out, I'll be surprised...
But yeah...I am fucked...yay
But yeah...I am fucked...yay
All stuff updated...more or less
Posted 3 years agoOutside of needing to upload more of my stuff later this week, yeah, I THINK I got everything updated on my profile and journals
Second Life!
Posted 3 years agoI use Second Life! Am looking for new friends, both for fun, dark fun, and more!
Find me at zoroasterthemanedwolf Resident, and let me know what you're interested in! I'll be happy to talk!
Find me at zoroasterthemanedwolf Resident, and let me know what you're interested in! I'll be happy to talk!
Source Filmmaker(I ONLY DO POSTERS)
Posted 5 years agoI do Source Filmmaker stuff as well! Its only 10 dollars USD Paypal. Or Lindens! I accept Lindens for Second Life, also about 10 dollars USD in the amount...I forgot how much that is in Lindens. I TAKE PAYMENT FIRST, SO NO ONE CAN JUST GET FREE STUFF OUT OF ME AND RUN AWAY, UNLESS I KNOW YOU CAN PAY ME AFTER I MAKE THE THINGS OR HAVE A VALID REASON TO PAY LATER
I'll do SFW, NSFW, all that good stuff.
What I'll do:
Anything but scat, piss, cub, macro, fat, fart(bad smells) and...uh...there's more, I can't remember it right now
Otherwise, I'm good with whatever else
Feel free to contact me and give me models to use for your stuff! Just know, I'm no expert, I'm merely an amateur, and examples of work are provided in my gallery.
Also! Do not worry about me using your models for personal stuff, I respect boundaries and privacy, and I will not use models outside of what you want me to use them for. I also do NOT want to be sued, so I will NOT use your models unless you want another piece. Plus, its your character, I don't have the rights to them, and I cannot do whatever I want with them. I cannot stress that enough
I'll do SFW, NSFW, all that good stuff.
What I'll do:
Anything but scat, piss, cub, macro, fat, fart(bad smells) and...uh...there's more, I can't remember it right now
Otherwise, I'm good with whatever else
Feel free to contact me and give me models to use for your stuff! Just know, I'm no expert, I'm merely an amateur, and examples of work are provided in my gallery.
Also! Do not worry about me using your models for personal stuff, I respect boundaries and privacy, and I will not use models outside of what you want me to use them for. I also do NOT want to be sued, so I will NOT use your models unless you want another piece. Plus, its your character, I don't have the rights to them, and I cannot do whatever I want with them. I cannot stress that enough
Looking for snuff/necro comms!
Posted 5 years agoMe and two anon users are looking for someone willing to draw a commission we have planned!
We have a pose with three of our characters, and we're looking for someone willing to draw necro between our characters
The idea and pose me and the others have settled one, a three way, and price will be discussed on Discord, as that's a platform me and the other users have easy access to
If you wish to contact me, note me for Discord or check my Profile. Copy and paste the special characters.
(ON HOLD FOR THE TIME BEING)
We have a pose with three of our characters, and we're looking for someone willing to draw necro between our characters
The idea and pose me and the others have settled one, a three way, and price will be discussed on Discord, as that's a platform me and the other users have easy access to
If you wish to contact me, note me for Discord or check my Profile. Copy and paste the special characters.
(ON HOLD FOR THE TIME BEING)
Writing criteria and shtuff(I no longer write)
Posted 5 years agoRegarding my writing
Provide character examples/descriptions and settings, along with what you'd want to see/read in the story, and I'll try to go from there uwu And don't ask for a certain amount of pages or words, let me write as much as I can think of and go at my own pace, so it could be short or long, depends on what I think of to continue the story. Also, let me know if you want it private or not, otherwise, its gonna be public here on FA. Also, if you want it private, you'll get a text file thingy that I think is called a doc.x or something like that. I use Docs as my primary writing source, so that's where it'll come from.
I do it for free, cause I have no way to accept pay as of now, but if I'm closed, and you still want a story, I'll request a trade of some kind, be it art, another story, or other. And I only take a few at a time, so that way I don't get all confused and accidently mix stuff up.
Requests Open!!! Can still request even when I'm closed, and if I accept, I'll put ya in a queue. Ask on Discord cause that's my primary platform I'm most active on
I'll write almost anything, but I'll provide a simple list of what I will, won't, and might write with. Also, feel free to suggest kinks and stuff, but there's never a guarantee I'll write it, unless its on my list heh
Straight up YES:
Snuff, Necrophilia, BDSM, Gore(A tad difficult for me, but I can try), love, wholesomeness, vanilla intercourse, paws, non-consent, soul vore cause kinky(I have little experience how it works, I just like it ;w;)
Kinda meh for me, but might write it:
Soft vore, feral
Stuff I won't write:
Fart, diaper, scat, watersports, hyper, hard vore, underage, musk, fatfur, anal/cock vore, hyper, bestiality
This is totally up to change, as I'm a very forgetful person, and just cause I don't write it, doesn't mean I'm kinkshaming, I just don't like it. Don't get your panties in a twist ya precious snowflakes ;D
Finally, don't expect the story to be done in a few days or anything, just know that I can easily lose my motivation, forget, or have an accident come up that can prevent me from finishing, so please be patient with how long it could take.
Thank you for reading, and have a nice day! uwu
Provide character examples/descriptions and settings, along with what you'd want to see/read in the story, and I'll try to go from there uwu And don't ask for a certain amount of pages or words, let me write as much as I can think of and go at my own pace, so it could be short or long, depends on what I think of to continue the story. Also, let me know if you want it private or not, otherwise, its gonna be public here on FA. Also, if you want it private, you'll get a text file thingy that I think is called a doc.x or something like that. I use Docs as my primary writing source, so that's where it'll come from.
I do it for free, cause I have no way to accept pay as of now, but if I'm closed, and you still want a story, I'll request a trade of some kind, be it art, another story, or other. And I only take a few at a time, so that way I don't get all confused and accidently mix stuff up.
Requests Open!!! Can still request even when I'm closed, and if I accept, I'll put ya in a queue. Ask on Discord cause that's my primary platform I'm most active on
I'll write almost anything, but I'll provide a simple list of what I will, won't, and might write with. Also, feel free to suggest kinks and stuff, but there's never a guarantee I'll write it, unless its on my list heh
Straight up YES:
Snuff, Necrophilia, BDSM, Gore(A tad difficult for me, but I can try), love, wholesomeness, vanilla intercourse, paws, non-consent, soul vore cause kinky(I have little experience how it works, I just like it ;w;)
Kinda meh for me, but might write it:
Soft vore, feral
Stuff I won't write:
Fart, diaper, scat, watersports, hyper, hard vore, underage, musk, fatfur, anal/cock vore, hyper, bestiality
This is totally up to change, as I'm a very forgetful person, and just cause I don't write it, doesn't mean I'm kinkshaming, I just don't like it. Don't get your panties in a twist ya precious snowflakes ;D
Finally, don't expect the story to be done in a few days or anything, just know that I can easily lose my motivation, forget, or have an accident come up that can prevent me from finishing, so please be patient with how long it could take.
Thank you for reading, and have a nice day! uwu
