We will not fade
Posted 11 months agoNow of all times is a time to fight
Not to lash out
Not to show off your worst sides
Not to hurt people
But to hold your community together
To protect the friends and family you have
And most importantly
TO SHOW THOSE FUCKERS
WE.
ARE.
HERE.
AND WE WILL NEVER GO AWAY AND WE WON'T GO ANYWHERE
Make them livid with our success
Make them writhe with our survival
Make them angry at our continued existance
We will persist as long as we can keep getting back up
We are not going to give them the chance to hurt us anymore then they already have
We have it's a tough road ahead of us but WE WILL WIN
Not to lash out
Not to show off your worst sides
Not to hurt people
But to hold your community together
To protect the friends and family you have
And most importantly
TO SHOW THOSE FUCKERS
WE.
ARE.
HERE.
AND WE WILL NEVER GO AWAY AND WE WON'T GO ANYWHERE
Make them livid with our success
Make them writhe with our survival
Make them angry at our continued existance
We will persist as long as we can keep getting back up
We are not going to give them the chance to hurt us anymore then they already have
We have it's a tough road ahead of us but WE WILL WIN
A very dear friend is in trouble
Posted 2 years agoMy very very dear friend
is not doing good very recently and i want to ask you to help him out however you can
i can only help so much myself but please he's got a heart of gold and i wouldn't ask if he wasn't one of my closest friends
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10681840/
is not doing good very recently and i want to ask you to help him out however you cani can only help so much myself but please he's got a heart of gold and i wouldn't ask if he wasn't one of my closest friends
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/10681840/
Friend is streaming COME WATCH
Posted 6 years agoA good friend is streaming please come and enjoy. watch the arts . enjoy the bellies. and lewds.
https://picarto.tv/VarrickART
he's still kinda working on his style so please bring on the love!
https://picarto.tv/VarrickART
he's still kinda working on his style so please bring on the love!
design help
Posted 7 years agoWhat makes a dragon?
as in what are the quintessential features a creature must have to be a dragon?
so far i've gotten this list
-horns
-external ears
-well defined mane
there must be something else
there must be other qualities that make for a good looking dragon
as in what are the quintessential features a creature must have to be a dragon?
so far i've gotten this list
-horns
-external ears
-well defined mane
there must be something else
there must be other qualities that make for a good looking dragon
It's that time of year again
Posted 7 years agoIts MFF Reservation time again and I'm happy to announce that i will be going
EVEN HAPPIER TO ANNOUNCE YES I HAVE A ROOM
its at the crown plaza
EVEN HAPPIER TO ANNOUNCE YES I HAVE A ROOM
its at the crown plaza
MFF~
Posted 9 years agooverwatch
Posted 9 years agoyeah i play it and im in love with this event match hit me up if you wanna group
Foxboy5692 #1858
Foxboy5692 #1858
Voice acting?
Posted 11 years agoA lot of my friends are telling me I have a good voice for doing voice works and it means a lot to me
So I wanna just try somethings out
Have an idea for some thing and you want a voice put to it give me the info
of the character type
the type of accent they might have
and the emotional state of them during the scene
I'll be sure to post the final product when I finish so I can get critique and maybe pointers
Also be sure to share with others I wanna try lots of different things. ..
So I wanna just try somethings out
Have an idea for some thing and you want a voice put to it give me the info
of the character type
the type of accent they might have
and the emotional state of them during the scene
I'll be sure to post the final product when I finish so I can get critique and maybe pointers
Also be sure to share with others I wanna try lots of different things. ..
SO avatar korra
Posted 11 years agojust wow this is so very climactic i love this series so much how it just builds and builds till it gets to a bursting point but man i can see why Nick took it off the air
even as far as serious themes go Avatar: the legend of korra really pushes the envelope dealing with homelessness, abandonment, violence, and even further DEATH
even as "superpowered" shows go this one just hits all the right buttons and its absolutely amazing it doesnt just pull storyline out of its ass like a few similar shows (i similar loosely due to the fact NOTHING is like the Avatar series then Avatar)
the main villain of this season has outright slain a combative side character ON SCREEN and his group is simply terrifying and this build up episode is just really setting a high boiling point... as in when the finale comes up IT IS GONNA GO DOWN BIG
even as far as serious themes go Avatar: the legend of korra really pushes the envelope dealing with homelessness, abandonment, violence, and even further DEATH
even as "superpowered" shows go this one just hits all the right buttons and its absolutely amazing it doesnt just pull storyline out of its ass like a few similar shows (i similar loosely due to the fact NOTHING is like the Avatar series then Avatar)
the main villain of this season has outright slain a combative side character ON SCREEN and his group is simply terrifying and this build up episode is just really setting a high boiling point... as in when the finale comes up IT IS GONNA GO DOWN BIG
News
Posted 11 years agoI know its been a while guys but I've started work on a project that I hope will be fortuitous and fun.
I've started working on costuming and applique things
I know how to do some basic things like resin casting and foam shaping and minimal theatrical make-up and a few other skills like that,
but I want to put my limited skills to the test to see what I can do along the lines of like suit forming and cloth work
(and I don't mean fursuits i could not possibly have the skill for something so major.... yet)
I've already gotten a lot of interest from a few of my co-workers and
I AM GOING TO DO THIS
I refuse to let myself get discouraged or that creeping failure feeling of "I'm in over my head" NO I will not let that happen
I AM GOING TO DO THIS
I need to build and work and do stuff like this to push myself I NEED TO if I'm ever going to get any better at this
I've started working on costuming and applique things
I know how to do some basic things like resin casting and foam shaping and minimal theatrical make-up and a few other skills like that,
but I want to put my limited skills to the test to see what I can do along the lines of like suit forming and cloth work
(and I don't mean fursuits i could not possibly have the skill for something so major.... yet)
I've already gotten a lot of interest from a few of my co-workers and
I AM GOING TO DO THIS
I refuse to let myself get discouraged or that creeping failure feeling of "I'm in over my head" NO I will not let that happen
I AM GOING TO DO THIS
I need to build and work and do stuff like this to push myself I NEED TO if I'm ever going to get any better at this
at mff
Posted 12 years agowannameet up some where before the con is over id like to meet you guys who happen to be out here
if you wanna chat shoot me a line at 608 408 4422 send a text
if you wanna chat shoot me a line at 608 408 4422 send a text
Sad Happiness
Posted 12 years agowhy is it whenever things seem to be going in the right direction i get depressed and bored for no apparent reason
Thing 1 i have my job back at walmart im greatful for that because that means ill have cash flow yet again
Thing 2 im still being responsible and paying rent... tho this time its to my folks but at least i still feel like im contributing someing
Thing 3 Ive gotten back into drawing... maybe this sad happiness is just something that happens whenever i try drawing ive even set a goal for myself im trying to make a lip sync animation and to do that ive been working on the way i work my artstyle by forcing myself to draw atleast something every other day so far im only on my first free day of it and the first day of drawing was yester-errr friday
so far i feel good about that ive been trying to draw again
but
everything else just seems boring and humdrum and boring...even the new games ive bought like Dark Souls PTD and Cargo Commander... and even....even this gaming clan i connected with to try and find more people to actually play with me and make friendships with....but i ended up throwing a big depressive fit and throwing all they gave me back in their faces and i feel bad about it now that i look back on it while im more calm
Thing 1 i have my job back at walmart im greatful for that because that means ill have cash flow yet again
Thing 2 im still being responsible and paying rent... tho this time its to my folks but at least i still feel like im contributing someing
Thing 3 Ive gotten back into drawing... maybe this sad happiness is just something that happens whenever i try drawing ive even set a goal for myself im trying to make a lip sync animation and to do that ive been working on the way i work my artstyle by forcing myself to draw atleast something every other day so far im only on my first free day of it and the first day of drawing was yester-errr friday
so far i feel good about that ive been trying to draw again
but
everything else just seems boring and humdrum and boring...even the new games ive bought like Dark Souls PTD and Cargo Commander... and even....even this gaming clan i connected with to try and find more people to actually play with me and make friendships with....but i ended up throwing a big depressive fit and throwing all they gave me back in their faces and i feel bad about it now that i look back on it while im more calm
Well Damn
Posted 12 years agoIn one fell swoop i have single handedly fucked myself over today i got into my first car accident slid on the snow into a ditch
NOT only that i had the first car accident EVER but i totaled my car as well so now im quite possibly gonna have a bit of trouble with work now
im a lifeguard tho and i have a job so theres that but ive my insurance doesnt cover a lot of this im basically bankrupt
NOT only that i had the first car accident EVER but i totaled my car as well so now im quite possibly gonna have a bit of trouble with work now
im a lifeguard tho and i have a job so theres that but ive my insurance doesnt cover a lot of this im basically bankrupt
To all it may concern
Posted 13 years agoI am no longer a Temporary Employee at Wal-mart, and don't get too excited just yet, but nor am I a Regular Employee. Today was my last day working as a cashier, with a 100% customer satisfaction Rating, a customer and co-worker friendly attitude, a mostly perfect Attendance Record, a general praise of my performance by about 95% of the management staff both hourly and salary, and a 950 Scans per Hour Rate of performance. As of now I only have about 6 months worth of insurance money, a car that needs a blower motor/resistor repair/replacement and an oil change, a dog that needs various shots and a check up, and a potential University of Wisconsin-Parkside enrollment fee that need to be covered. And I must simply ask these simple questions.
What Did I Do Wrong?
Why Wasn't I Good Enough?
Whose Decision Was It To Fire [[u]/ALL] Of The Temporary/ Seasonal Employees Regardless Of Performance, Capability, Attitude, And Work Ethic?
What Did I Do Wrong?
Why Wasn't I Good Enough?
Whose Decision Was It To Fire [[u]/ALL] Of The Temporary/ Seasonal Employees Regardless Of Performance, Capability, Attitude, And Work Ethic?
Just some head clearing
Posted 13 years agoIf you might know i have quite a big bulk of characters and well i just have to say i have artists in my head that i am pretentiously adamant that they are the only people who can draw my characters in the way that i see them
Alexander Einslark (fox)=
min
preppyartskunk
Diggigori Hapshanapsa (dingo)=
OR 
Reggie Thompson (otter)=
OR 
Geno Delirobias (otter)=
DEFINITELY AND ONLY ZAUSH FOR THIS LIL SEMI FERAL OTTER
Jerald Errheart(skunk)=
byser or 
Sydney Heitcleff (cheetah)=
Myrmidon or
AND SYD HAS BEEN VERY GRACIOUSLY DRAWN BY
dynamo
Shouji Desmond Iwata(dalmation)=
R. Kreiger (Kangaroo) =
OR 
now these artists ive lined up with these characters could possibly change and im always open to suggestions
Alexander Einslark (fox)=
min
preppyartskunkDiggigori Hapshanapsa (dingo)=
OR 
Reggie Thompson (otter)=
OR 
Geno Delirobias (otter)=
DEFINITELY AND ONLY ZAUSH FOR THIS LIL SEMI FERAL OTTERJerald Errheart(skunk)=
byser or 
Sydney Heitcleff (cheetah)=
Myrmidon or
AND SYD HAS BEEN VERY GRACIOUSLY DRAWN BY
dynamoShouji Desmond Iwata(dalmation)=

R. Kreiger (Kangaroo) =
OR 
now these artists ive lined up with these characters could possibly change and im always open to suggestions
Avatar: last airbender
Posted 13 years agothis is simply a shout out to those of you who im sure have seen the series and i must simply say
listen
feel
cry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuUz.....eature=g-all-u
"brave soldier boy
comes marching home"
listen
feel
cry
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuUz.....eature=g-all-u
"brave soldier boy
comes marching home"
YES YES A THOUSAND TIMES YES
Posted 13 years agoWOOOO I FINALLY GOT CALLBACKS FROM BOTH WALMART AND KOHLS IM OFFICIALLY HIRED
and as such i will be quite a bit busier now that im working not just one job BUT 2
early moring unloader for kohls and cashier for walmart
BY THE GODS I AM SUPER CHARGED WITH ENTHUSIASM NOW
and as such i will be quite a bit busier now that im working not just one job BUT 2
early moring unloader for kohls and cashier for walmart
BY THE GODS I AM SUPER CHARGED WITH ENTHUSIASM NOW
Group Formation: Monster hunter
Posted 13 years agoim making a little group for those monster hunter fans out there as there doesnt seem to be a nice organized group where fellow hunter (or HUNTED >;3)furs can go
so i do say with happy feelings that im making MHof FA
so i do say with happy feelings that im making MHof FA
clearing message
Posted 13 years agoto whom it may concern
Posted 13 years agoI have been having some issues more then usual lately and i just im falling to pieces and i dont really know what im doing ...not like i have but still...
everyone around me just seems to have the wind at their backs and the stars in their favor and well theyre all leaving me behind to swirl about in their jetstreams
point and case I DONT LIKE IT
i just wanna figure out something to launch me forwards so i can catch up with them
everyone around me just seems to have the wind at their backs and the stars in their favor and well theyre all leaving me behind to swirl about in their jetstreams
point and case I DONT LIKE IT
i just wanna figure out something to launch me forwards so i can catch up with them
come and give me some serious fucking hugs
Posted 13 years agofor those of you who dont know there is an event called Anime Central (ACen) only about a month away in a town near where i live
so i was getting very excited about this i had prepaid for a badge and was chatting up a bunch of friends who were also going to see if i could room with them and now its only just recently i discovered that i would not even have enough money to attend even at a low cost of 40$ for the hotel and 60 for Admission
i feel that i let myself down big time and whats worse i basically had to choose insurance over this thing that could have been lots of fun and now because im so low on money i really cant do much of fucking anything like put gas in my car, buy things to eat, or even start to think about college
im still incapable of finding a job that pays enough where i could live off it that fact of which im glad i still live with my parents but seriously of all the places i couldnt go because my funds drew up short this is the most devastating to me because i have been planning this out from LAST YEARS ACEN
dammit i really really wish i didnt lose my job at petsmart OVER SOME GODDAMNED DOG WITH FLEA AND TICK STUFF last december that was the best fucking place i ever worked at and i fucked myself over because of a string of simple goddamned mistakes
and you know what im feeling piss poor enough already might as well get all my problems off my chest
problem #1 im out of shape and i have no drive to better myself in any fucking fashion emotionally physically mentally what the fuck ever
problem #2 ive seriously let my room and section of the house turn into an utter goddam pig sty because i apparently am a fucking hoarder and my parents are trying to coerce me into tossing out all of my shit but riddle me this WOULD YOU toss out things that you regularly use or that you got in a previous birthday/holiday function NO YOU WOULDNT BECAUSE THATS A: DISRESPECTFUL TO THROW OUT A RECENT GIFT AND B: IRRESPONSIBLE TO THROW OUT THINGS YOU ACTUALLY USE
problem #3 my love life is just so fucked up right now cause you know what i was stupid enough to ask 3 yes 3 seperate people to be my bf/ be my mate/ etc and you know what THEY ALL SAID YES when i asked them and worst yet one recently just got out of a relationship that we all really thought would work out forever
Kody
Fire
Kar
I love you all i really do youre all so fun to talk to and talk with your seriously some of my best friends but i just dont want to hurt you guys with being utterly deceitful and going around behind your backs my spark is just so dim right now for everything but i will seriously always love you guys with a different part of my heart but i just need to give you guys what you really deserve and thats someone who isnt me
problem #4 ive been getting increasingly temperamental and agitated and uncaring with about everything in my life this is why i havent really commented on anything in i dunno about a month and i also think its showing thru with the people i talk too and i dont want to lose someone as a friend purely because they catch me at a more negative day
problem #5 i havent even been trying to draw anything and im tired of people saying my work is good ohh my work is watch worthy the best things i do lately are utter jack shit scratches and doodles and part 2 as to why i havent been commenting on art lately is I ENVY ALL YOU ARTISTIC FUCKS WHO CAN SIT DOWN AND JUST DRAW OR WRITE OR PLAN THEIR THINGS OUT IN A WAY THAT LOOKS OR SOUNDS GOOD AND IT PISSES ME OFF ROYALLY
problem #6 IM SITTING AND STAGNATING IN THIS BOREDOM BASED CESS POOL AND NOT DOING A GOD DAMMNED THING ABOUT IT I TRY TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF PUT ON A HAPPY FACE PLAY A GAME ...but you know what it really boils down too I MISS THE GOOD OL DAYS of when my messenger lists were populated with like 50-80 different people WHO ALL WANTED TO TALK TO ME now its just 3 or 4 people that i always talk too and that i always chat with and that i always hang out with both irl and online and its just fucking boring the shit out of my brains what the fuck happened to those days where in one 24 hour span i could easily talk to like 120 different people or hang out with another i dunno 20
problem fuck whos counting anymore
the town/area i live in is a partial root to my boredom issues and the fact i have NO MONEY to go do fun things is a real damper on EVERYTHING i want to just get out of this humdrum life stage and move the fuck on to some happier times but that isnt gonna happen unless i do SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE OTHER THEN SIT ON MY STEADILY FATTENING ASS
all of you who know me and i mean seriously know me know i dont believe things happen at the grace of god spirits or what the fuck else higher things can be called
you have to work at it determinedly and focused to get anything done to get anywhere in life to succeed in this fucking system we call modern living
ok im done now THANKS ALL WHO READ AND COMMENT AND LISTEN... BUT GOD HELP YOU IF YOU JUST LEAVE A SMILEY OR SOME MONO SYLLABIC RESPONSE I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND BEAT YOU TO DEATH WITH A METAL BAT MADE TO LOOK LIKE WHATEVER WORD/SMILEY YOU LEAVE ME... but seriously read and comment on this foxes ramblings
so i was getting very excited about this i had prepaid for a badge and was chatting up a bunch of friends who were also going to see if i could room with them and now its only just recently i discovered that i would not even have enough money to attend even at a low cost of 40$ for the hotel and 60 for Admission
i feel that i let myself down big time and whats worse i basically had to choose insurance over this thing that could have been lots of fun and now because im so low on money i really cant do much of fucking anything like put gas in my car, buy things to eat, or even start to think about college
im still incapable of finding a job that pays enough where i could live off it that fact of which im glad i still live with my parents but seriously of all the places i couldnt go because my funds drew up short this is the most devastating to me because i have been planning this out from LAST YEARS ACEN
dammit i really really wish i didnt lose my job at petsmart OVER SOME GODDAMNED DOG WITH FLEA AND TICK STUFF last december that was the best fucking place i ever worked at and i fucked myself over because of a string of simple goddamned mistakes
and you know what im feeling piss poor enough already might as well get all my problems off my chest
problem #1 im out of shape and i have no drive to better myself in any fucking fashion emotionally physically mentally what the fuck ever
problem #2 ive seriously let my room and section of the house turn into an utter goddam pig sty because i apparently am a fucking hoarder and my parents are trying to coerce me into tossing out all of my shit but riddle me this WOULD YOU toss out things that you regularly use or that you got in a previous birthday/holiday function NO YOU WOULDNT BECAUSE THATS A: DISRESPECTFUL TO THROW OUT A RECENT GIFT AND B: IRRESPONSIBLE TO THROW OUT THINGS YOU ACTUALLY USE
problem #3 my love life is just so fucked up right now cause you know what i was stupid enough to ask 3 yes 3 seperate people to be my bf/ be my mate/ etc and you know what THEY ALL SAID YES when i asked them and worst yet one recently just got out of a relationship that we all really thought would work out forever
Kody
Fire
Kar
I love you all i really do youre all so fun to talk to and talk with your seriously some of my best friends but i just dont want to hurt you guys with being utterly deceitful and going around behind your backs my spark is just so dim right now for everything but i will seriously always love you guys with a different part of my heart but i just need to give you guys what you really deserve and thats someone who isnt me
problem #4 ive been getting increasingly temperamental and agitated and uncaring with about everything in my life this is why i havent really commented on anything in i dunno about a month and i also think its showing thru with the people i talk too and i dont want to lose someone as a friend purely because they catch me at a more negative day
problem #5 i havent even been trying to draw anything and im tired of people saying my work is good ohh my work is watch worthy the best things i do lately are utter jack shit scratches and doodles and part 2 as to why i havent been commenting on art lately is I ENVY ALL YOU ARTISTIC FUCKS WHO CAN SIT DOWN AND JUST DRAW OR WRITE OR PLAN THEIR THINGS OUT IN A WAY THAT LOOKS OR SOUNDS GOOD AND IT PISSES ME OFF ROYALLY
problem #6 IM SITTING AND STAGNATING IN THIS BOREDOM BASED CESS POOL AND NOT DOING A GOD DAMMNED THING ABOUT IT I TRY TO ENTERTAIN MYSELF PUT ON A HAPPY FACE PLAY A GAME ...but you know what it really boils down too I MISS THE GOOD OL DAYS of when my messenger lists were populated with like 50-80 different people WHO ALL WANTED TO TALK TO ME now its just 3 or 4 people that i always talk too and that i always chat with and that i always hang out with both irl and online and its just fucking boring the shit out of my brains what the fuck happened to those days where in one 24 hour span i could easily talk to like 120 different people or hang out with another i dunno 20
problem fuck whos counting anymore
the town/area i live in is a partial root to my boredom issues and the fact i have NO MONEY to go do fun things is a real damper on EVERYTHING i want to just get out of this humdrum life stage and move the fuck on to some happier times but that isnt gonna happen unless i do SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE OTHER THEN SIT ON MY STEADILY FATTENING ASS
all of you who know me and i mean seriously know me know i dont believe things happen at the grace of god spirits or what the fuck else higher things can be called
you have to work at it determinedly and focused to get anything done to get anywhere in life to succeed in this fucking system we call modern living
ok im done now THANKS ALL WHO READ AND COMMENT AND LISTEN... BUT GOD HELP YOU IF YOU JUST LEAVE A SMILEY OR SOME MONO SYLLABIC RESPONSE I WILL HUNT YOU DOWN AND BEAT YOU TO DEATH WITH A METAL BAT MADE TO LOOK LIKE WHATEVER WORD/SMILEY YOU LEAVE ME... but seriously read and comment on this foxes ramblings
sad and bored
Posted 14 years agoive noticed that everything is just getting so boring lately the artists are good and all
its just that its just pictures
boring still even if they are really good to look at its just something still and motionless
a lot of the artists i used to look into when i first found this site are now just gone or post art every month or so
things lately are just so slow and dead even on my Chatlists theres only like 4-5 people ever online each and out of those people i only even marginally want to talk to like 2 of them the rest of my 100 list is just offline or nonexistant or have utterly quit the fandom for other reasons
i miss the days when i could log in and thered be like 50-60 people online and i could chat with damn near all of them and haveFUN but nowadays its just so dead and stagnant
that isnt to say the people that i do talk to arent fun its just...i guess im growing bored of everything lately not even my wide menagerie of video games seem to sate me any more even some of the new stuff i got and thats why im sad i cant find any entertainment in life
even games that were some of my favorites to play are just meh lately
hell to be honest even masturbation is starting to lose its edge...yeah it feels good but when its over its done with
i want something exciting in my life to happen but its just been so boring lately so i actually spend most of my time sleeping or napping after finishing up various chores around my house and i dream...but even thats gotten boring no matter the type of dream...even my dreams have started becoming dull and colorless compared to what i used to dream about
call me lazy but i really dont honestly want to do much of anything anymore its THAT BAD
i just dont understand why i feel unfulfilled and unhappy
im considering on going out and buying a shitton of art pads books what have you and starting a doodle a day thing but that means i would have to DO something and i really dont want to
i honestly feel like my life of fun and entertainment is just drifting into something bland and melancholy so to those who i do talk with i apologize if i seem unenthused about anything that might come up
i really want to start getting an after highschool education... you know college but i just cant bring myself to it on concerns of money and what i should take to learn
and whats more i also need to go get a job for money reasons so i can buy things that i need/want
All my close by friends are so busy lately to my absolute best friends are in some kinds of classes somewhere at least i feel kind of isolated and alone lately in that sense
ive considered taking on some voice acting skits just to see how it plays out but i cant find anything in my area doing something like that
its even hard to really smile naturally anymore i have to force those sorts of things
thanks to all of you who read and listen
sorry to bother all who will read this and actually comment
its just that its just pictures
boring still even if they are really good to look at its just something still and motionless
a lot of the artists i used to look into when i first found this site are now just gone or post art every month or so
things lately are just so slow and dead even on my Chatlists theres only like 4-5 people ever online each and out of those people i only even marginally want to talk to like 2 of them the rest of my 100 list is just offline or nonexistant or have utterly quit the fandom for other reasons
i miss the days when i could log in and thered be like 50-60 people online and i could chat with damn near all of them and haveFUN but nowadays its just so dead and stagnant
that isnt to say the people that i do talk to arent fun its just...i guess im growing bored of everything lately not even my wide menagerie of video games seem to sate me any more even some of the new stuff i got and thats why im sad i cant find any entertainment in life
even games that were some of my favorites to play are just meh lately
hell to be honest even masturbation is starting to lose its edge...yeah it feels good but when its over its done with
i want something exciting in my life to happen but its just been so boring lately so i actually spend most of my time sleeping or napping after finishing up various chores around my house and i dream...but even thats gotten boring no matter the type of dream...even my dreams have started becoming dull and colorless compared to what i used to dream about
call me lazy but i really dont honestly want to do much of anything anymore its THAT BAD
i just dont understand why i feel unfulfilled and unhappy
im considering on going out and buying a shitton of art pads books what have you and starting a doodle a day thing but that means i would have to DO something and i really dont want to
i honestly feel like my life of fun and entertainment is just drifting into something bland and melancholy so to those who i do talk with i apologize if i seem unenthused about anything that might come up
i really want to start getting an after highschool education... you know college but i just cant bring myself to it on concerns of money and what i should take to learn
and whats more i also need to go get a job for money reasons so i can buy things that i need/want
All my close by friends are so busy lately to my absolute best friends are in some kinds of classes somewhere at least i feel kind of isolated and alone lately in that sense
ive considered taking on some voice acting skits just to see how it plays out but i cant find anything in my area doing something like that
its even hard to really smile naturally anymore i have to force those sorts of things
thanks to all of you who read and listen
sorry to bother all who will read this and actually comment
I FINALLY FOUND IT
Posted 14 years agothe story i was talking about i finally found it its by 
the only unfortunate thing is its only on his site that i know of BUT I FUCKING FOUND IT YAY
http://dragoncomputing.furrynet.com.....bles-melt-away
here it is i knew the title was "let your troubles melt away" GOD DAMMIT HELL YEAH go read this NOW ALL OF YOU
EDIT: PLEASE HIT F5 FOR MY NEW AVVY MADE BY THE EVER AWESOME
and colored by me

the only unfortunate thing is its only on his site that i know of BUT I FUCKING FOUND IT YAY
http://dragoncomputing.furrynet.com.....bles-melt-away
here it is i knew the title was "let your troubles melt away" GOD DAMMIT HELL YEAH go read this NOW ALL OF YOU
EDIT: PLEASE HIT F5 FOR MY NEW AVVY MADE BY THE EVER AWESOME
and colored by meCravings
Posted 14 years agook ive been having cravings for a good vore story that i havent read in a while and i cannot for the life of me remember the full title or the writer of it but i do know the basic story of it
an overweight tiger sees a commercial about quick weight loss and goes to get the procedure done
theres goop melting and vore i really wish i could find that story again
i wanna say the title was something like let your troubles melt away or something like that
an overweight tiger sees a commercial about quick weight loss and goes to get the procedure done
theres goop melting and vore i really wish i could find that story again
i wanna say the title was something like let your troubles melt away or something like that
OMGOMGOMG HOMESTUCK OMGOMGOMGOMG
Posted 14 years agoCascade
NUFF FUCKIN SAID =D
NUFF FUCKIN SAID =D
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