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5 wonderful years together I will never forget
Posted 9 years agoI want to quickly say before i wright this Journal that this is a adaption of the words Regdeh has said in his Journal on this same subject but i echo every word he says
Today marks the day that me and
regdeh 5 years ago from today first got together. It has been one of my most lifechanging and beautiful few years of my life that has meant so much to me.
We have had many ups, some downs, but endless fantastic memories together that I will keep with me forever. There was never a dull moment and I would gladly relive them many times with him if time travel was possible. <3
What I am going to say next may seem counterproductive. But I assure you that this is for the better for both of us. :>
Monday this week we both decided equally and respectively that we would part ways in our relationship. And are no longer together as a couple.
Before you worry. No one was the victim. We have talked and thought long and hard about this. And is why we have waited a few days to announce this. Yes there was tears. And has been a few more throughout the week and possibly some more today. But this was a shared decision between us and we both agreed that this was the best option to both being happy.
We still will care and love each other as there was no hard feelings and we wish to continue being good friends to each other. And as much as we do appreciate support and help, please try not to be upset or sorry for us. There are no choosing of sides to this either. We are still the same people as we were when we were together. And we want to make sure we show and explain to everyone this as much as possible . Nothing drastic has truly changed about us. We are still who we are. And we still care for and love our friends that we have made since we got together equally. :>
This was a tough choice to make but since we made this decision. We have felt alot of weight lifted from both of us. And just want to see each other happy. ^v^
I'm not sure witch roads our lifes will take us . But we will always be there for each other. Caring and protective of one another. Guardians to each other if like. ^v^
So to bring it back round, here is to 5, wonderful, amazing, and outstanding years that will always be a part of us. Heart, mind and soul.
Thank you regdeh for helping me discover who I am. For being there for me. Supporting me and loving me like I've never felt before. You are one of the best things to happen in my life. And i will never forget the times we had as a couple. <3 and i will always be your friend, I'll still be here for you, I'll always be your guardian. <3
Thank you Regdeh. I love you. And always will. <3
loved our meal together at TGI Fridays this everning it was a lovly way to end a fantastic chapter in my life with the most amazing bird and guy iv ever know :>
Thank you. Thank you for being a part of my life. <3
Today marks the day that me and
regdeh 5 years ago from today first got together. It has been one of my most lifechanging and beautiful few years of my life that has meant so much to me.We have had many ups, some downs, but endless fantastic memories together that I will keep with me forever. There was never a dull moment and I would gladly relive them many times with him if time travel was possible. <3
What I am going to say next may seem counterproductive. But I assure you that this is for the better for both of us. :>
Monday this week we both decided equally and respectively that we would part ways in our relationship. And are no longer together as a couple.
Before you worry. No one was the victim. We have talked and thought long and hard about this. And is why we have waited a few days to announce this. Yes there was tears. And has been a few more throughout the week and possibly some more today. But this was a shared decision between us and we both agreed that this was the best option to both being happy.
We still will care and love each other as there was no hard feelings and we wish to continue being good friends to each other. And as much as we do appreciate support and help, please try not to be upset or sorry for us. There are no choosing of sides to this either. We are still the same people as we were when we were together. And we want to make sure we show and explain to everyone this as much as possible . Nothing drastic has truly changed about us. We are still who we are. And we still care for and love our friends that we have made since we got together equally. :>
This was a tough choice to make but since we made this decision. We have felt alot of weight lifted from both of us. And just want to see each other happy. ^v^
I'm not sure witch roads our lifes will take us . But we will always be there for each other. Caring and protective of one another. Guardians to each other if like. ^v^
So to bring it back round, here is to 5, wonderful, amazing, and outstanding years that will always be a part of us. Heart, mind and soul.
Thank you
regdeh for helping me discover who I am. For being there for me. Supporting me and loving me like I've never felt before. You are one of the best things to happen in my life. And i will never forget the times we had as a couple. <3 and i will always be your friend, I'll still be here for you, I'll always be your guardian. <3Thank you Regdeh. I love you. And always will. <3
loved our meal together at TGI Fridays this everning it was a lovly way to end a fantastic chapter in my life with the most amazing bird and guy iv ever know :>
Thank you. Thank you for being a part of my life. <3
Very Deep and Importent Journal and Change of Name ect
Posted 11 years agoI don't do these very often if i do its for a really important reason and this is such a time.
I'm changing quite a few things in my life as im "rebooting myself" as I simply cant go on the way I was anymore its too hurtful. Im also changing and partially retiring my Fox Fursiona as well as changing my RL name again. This has not been dew to any one reason but ill try and explain why iv had to do this . anyone who knows me will understand what a big deal this is to me Iv carried the name Fox in RL by depol since I was 20 years old and my fursiona has always been Fox Convoy a couple of years after that when I started going to meets to this day.
Iv had a very hard time of resent months I started a new job and was ready to start anew and was pleased to get away from the hell hole that was my last job with all its homophobia and horrid hours. But once I started problems started. My wages were never right and still to this day are always short or wrong that put a huge strain on me and reggie during Xmas time and beyond never knowing if I could pay my bills or rent let alone xmas or holls. Then there was as it now transpires a mistake from the Inland revenue to ask for 600 pound at a time my job again messed up my wages and if my bird had not gave half his wages id still be left with most of it to pay. The strain on my nerves at the time and the feeling that the ground was always ready to eat me up was unbearable at times . Along side this was a lot of furry drama and some close friends who I wish i could have done so much more for having such hard times it would make me brake down to not be able to support them. And to cap it all off there were the immature furs who most of the time iv been in this fandom iv been able to shrug off trying it on with both me and regdeh flirting and in some cases going farther with no resect for our relationship or in some cases just assuming we were like "every other gay furry couple" and were ok with strangers rping or "having fun" in RL as thats the norm right?? WRONG!!. After a while tho i started to get over one thing and another but as the rage subsided I started to think to myself did I feel like me anymore . I could see myself and how fast i was to spot things in furs and predict and be right so often it was depressing me. Then i looked at myself a bit deeper and saw I was no longer the fun loving happy friend making guy I used to be. A guy who wanted nothing else but to be surrounded by lovely furs who loved him and he would love them back and do anything for them. Id still love to be that guy sometimes but even i know thats not going to happen anymore .
People in this fandom and RL work has driven that from me and i was worryed id just be this husk of a fox not even happy looking at his fursiona anymore as it was like looking though a window to a happier time waving back at me. I had to do something and for a week or two it just seemed that leaving the fandom behind and concentrating on the few friends I had left was the only way forward . But I wanted to plow on but just not the way I was. I wanted to try a new angle or in the end a angle that had not been fully explored. You see Cyber Ice as some will know was created to be my domanate side as a help to allow myself to let go and handle my then pets and mate without me worrying i was being too well dominate. It worked but In my hart Iv never been happy being like that even then so I made him a secondary character and from time to time suited or would use him to make people scared like a boogy man that cyber Ice would come out and punish them. But now I looked at him in a new light . If I was going to carry on in this fandom I needed to fit a skin that reflected what I had become and at the same time I needed a form that I could draw upon the strength of to carry me though life and the fandom. So as he was made from my love of dragons the only other creature as close to my hart as foxes I chose a hard option. I know many will think im still that dom dragon or think that I should have chose a new fursoina completely but this feels right and I will be changing him a to suit all of my personality not just one aspect anymore but as iv said with the way iv changed and become more i so-pose hard edged and intolerant it makes a happy half way house .Now on a more important note, changing my real name feels right too. I realise I cant go though another job interview or make another doctors appointment with "Oh that's a odd name" or as i get a lot of "is this a joke you do understand this is a doctors right?" again with the way iv been beaten down im worried im going to fight back and I don't want that. SO its been a hard thing again to change but Ill be changing my name from Fox Andew Peachey to Andew Peachey . Im not sure if ill have a mid name I might have something dragon related in there but nothing too in your face.
Im sorry if this has been a long hard read for you all that made it this far in summery if you call me fox in RL its ok for now but id prefer Cyber Ice or just Cyber will be fine . Also no jokes at the name I ask you to be respectful as I would be to your fursonia name
Thank you everyone. I love my friends who still stand by me after this dearly.
I'm changing quite a few things in my life as im "rebooting myself" as I simply cant go on the way I was anymore its too hurtful. Im also changing and partially retiring my Fox Fursiona as well as changing my RL name again. This has not been dew to any one reason but ill try and explain why iv had to do this . anyone who knows me will understand what a big deal this is to me Iv carried the name Fox in RL by depol since I was 20 years old and my fursiona has always been Fox Convoy a couple of years after that when I started going to meets to this day.
Iv had a very hard time of resent months I started a new job and was ready to start anew and was pleased to get away from the hell hole that was my last job with all its homophobia and horrid hours. But once I started problems started. My wages were never right and still to this day are always short or wrong that put a huge strain on me and reggie during Xmas time and beyond never knowing if I could pay my bills or rent let alone xmas or holls. Then there was as it now transpires a mistake from the Inland revenue to ask for 600 pound at a time my job again messed up my wages and if my bird had not gave half his wages id still be left with most of it to pay. The strain on my nerves at the time and the feeling that the ground was always ready to eat me up was unbearable at times . Along side this was a lot of furry drama and some close friends who I wish i could have done so much more for having such hard times it would make me brake down to not be able to support them. And to cap it all off there were the immature furs who most of the time iv been in this fandom iv been able to shrug off trying it on with both me and regdeh flirting and in some cases going farther with no resect for our relationship or in some cases just assuming we were like "every other gay furry couple" and were ok with strangers rping or "having fun" in RL as thats the norm right?? WRONG!!. After a while tho i started to get over one thing and another but as the rage subsided I started to think to myself did I feel like me anymore . I could see myself and how fast i was to spot things in furs and predict and be right so often it was depressing me. Then i looked at myself a bit deeper and saw I was no longer the fun loving happy friend making guy I used to be. A guy who wanted nothing else but to be surrounded by lovely furs who loved him and he would love them back and do anything for them. Id still love to be that guy sometimes but even i know thats not going to happen anymore .
People in this fandom and RL work has driven that from me and i was worryed id just be this husk of a fox not even happy looking at his fursiona anymore as it was like looking though a window to a happier time waving back at me. I had to do something and for a week or two it just seemed that leaving the fandom behind and concentrating on the few friends I had left was the only way forward . But I wanted to plow on but just not the way I was. I wanted to try a new angle or in the end a angle that had not been fully explored. You see Cyber Ice as some will know was created to be my domanate side as a help to allow myself to let go and handle my then pets and mate without me worrying i was being too well dominate. It worked but In my hart Iv never been happy being like that even then so I made him a secondary character and from time to time suited or would use him to make people scared like a boogy man that cyber Ice would come out and punish them. But now I looked at him in a new light . If I was going to carry on in this fandom I needed to fit a skin that reflected what I had become and at the same time I needed a form that I could draw upon the strength of to carry me though life and the fandom. So as he was made from my love of dragons the only other creature as close to my hart as foxes I chose a hard option. I know many will think im still that dom dragon or think that I should have chose a new fursoina completely but this feels right and I will be changing him a to suit all of my personality not just one aspect anymore but as iv said with the way iv changed and become more i so-pose hard edged and intolerant it makes a happy half way house .Now on a more important note, changing my real name feels right too. I realise I cant go though another job interview or make another doctors appointment with "Oh that's a odd name" or as i get a lot of "is this a joke you do understand this is a doctors right?" again with the way iv been beaten down im worried im going to fight back and I don't want that. SO its been a hard thing again to change but Ill be changing my name from Fox Andew Peachey to Andew Peachey . Im not sure if ill have a mid name I might have something dragon related in there but nothing too in your face.
Im sorry if this has been a long hard read for you all that made it this far in summery if you call me fox in RL its ok for now but id prefer Cyber Ice or just Cyber will be fine . Also no jokes at the name I ask you to be respectful as I would be to your fursonia name
Thank you everyone. I love my friends who still stand by me after this dearly.
One year of pure bliss
Posted 13 years agoWell it was mine and Redgeh first anniversary today .
Tho we celibrated it this weekend gone and looking back its been pure bliss being with my bird I love him so much ^^.
Saw my bird as allways on the friday night after much cuddling we nested up ^^.
Satruday we went shopping and after doing a few non anniversary choirs I took my bird for our anniversary meal to our local pizza hut but this time with all the trimmings it was so nice to be able to afford a desent meal after so long thanks to my new job .
After being stuffed with foods we spent the remainder of the day playing games and watching films in each others arms ^^.
Sunday after a late start lol we went bird watching saw . We saw some lovly Jays witch id never seen in the UK before and I have to say I can see why there so popular as birds there so cute ^^.
Reflecting on the weekend it gives me a warm feeling to think how well it went I love my silly bundle of feathers so much I cant wait to spend many many more in our future together xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Tho we celibrated it this weekend gone and looking back its been pure bliss being with my bird I love him so much ^^.
Saw my bird as allways on the friday night after much cuddling we nested up ^^.
Satruday we went shopping and after doing a few non anniversary choirs I took my bird for our anniversary meal to our local pizza hut but this time with all the trimmings it was so nice to be able to afford a desent meal after so long thanks to my new job .
After being stuffed with foods we spent the remainder of the day playing games and watching films in each others arms ^^.
Sunday after a late start lol we went bird watching saw . We saw some lovly Jays witch id never seen in the UK before and I have to say I can see why there so popular as birds there so cute ^^.
Reflecting on the weekend it gives me a warm feeling to think how well it went I love my silly bundle of feathers so much I cant wait to spend many many more in our future together xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Minecraft Skins and New Job
Posted 13 years agoHi everyone just a quick journal . I just wanted to say a couple of things one is that iv desided to take on minecraft skin commissons Iv made quite a few for furs over the last year and they all have come out looking very nice ^^ so ill be taking them at 5 pound a skin .Not much ^^ and your be happy to know there be made in a max of 2 days (excluding weekends).
The second thing is I now am in full time employment ^^ . Im working for a Garden Center in there restaurant serving and cleaning and doing counter and till work . Ill admit the staff there are lovly and what im doing at the moment mostly serving people and cleaning up im always on the move pritty much most of thed day witch is helping me no end ^^ .
Anyway just a quick update and comish bye guys ^^
The second thing is I now am in full time employment ^^ . Im working for a Garden Center in there restaurant serving and cleaning and doing counter and till work . Ill admit the staff there are lovly and what im doing at the moment mostly serving people and cleaning up im always on the move pritty much most of thed day witch is helping me no end ^^ .
Anyway just a quick update and comish bye guys ^^
Fursonia MAME
Posted 13 years ago*Name: Fox Convoy
*Nicknames: Pupple Prince, Convoy, Foxy Fox, Daddy Fox
*Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
*Eye Colour: Blue
*Hair colour: Blue, White , Black
*Fur colour: Purple, White and Black
*Species: Fox
*Height: Varies: 6".7
*Weight: 13 Stone
*Someone you look like: A Cyber Fox ?
*Right or Left Handed: Both
*Right or Left Footed: Right
*Sexual Orientation: Bi
*Piercings/Tattoos: None
*How many siblings: (One RL bro) Moz SouthClaw
*Pets: none but look after one house cat
Khanco
*Could you make a dollar in change right now?: Yes as long as its a pound
FAVORITE…
*Food: Chicken Sushi
*Kind of pants: None
*Number: 255
*Colour: Purple
*Animal: Foxes,Birds,Lions
*Drink: Pepsi Max, Diet Doc Pepper
*Sports: Swimming
*Juice: Strewberry
*Cartoon Character: Transformers G1 Ravage
*Scent: BIrd
*Time of the Day: Midday
*Person you love: The love of my life the other half of my soul My bird Regdeh
*Car: If i had one a toyota celica 4 wheel just like Sega Rally ^^
Tag 6 People Close to you : Im not that hot on taging others as i know it can make people angry so im oppting out this
*Nicknames: Pupple Prince, Convoy, Foxy Fox, Daddy Fox
*Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
*Eye Colour: Blue
*Hair colour: Blue, White , Black
*Fur colour: Purple, White and Black
*Species: Fox
*Height: Varies: 6".7
*Weight: 13 Stone
*Someone you look like: A Cyber Fox ?
*Right or Left Handed: Both
*Right or Left Footed: Right
*Sexual Orientation: Bi
*Piercings/Tattoos: None
*How many siblings: (One RL bro) Moz SouthClaw
*Pets: none but look after one house cat
Khanco*Could you make a dollar in change right now?: Yes as long as its a pound
FAVORITE…
*Food: Chicken Sushi
*Kind of pants: None
*Number: 255
*Colour: Purple
*Animal: Foxes,Birds,Lions
*Drink: Pepsi Max, Diet Doc Pepper
*Sports: Swimming
*Juice: Strewberry
*Cartoon Character: Transformers G1 Ravage
*Scent: BIrd
*Time of the Day: Midday
*Person you love: The love of my life the other half of my soul My bird Regdeh
*Car: If i had one a toyota celica 4 wheel just like Sega Rally ^^
Tag 6 People Close to you : Im not that hot on taging others as i know it can make people angry so im oppting out this
Kao The birthday Dragons Alsome Birthday report
Posted 13 years agoHi well me and my mate Regdeh had a fantastic weekend at our friends 
freddythepanda and 
kaouk for kaouk 21st birthday party . After getting a lift up by my alsome left hand dragon 
thenomeking we mostly chilled and and all wet out for one of the best kababs Iv ever had thankyou guys that place rocks must go again next time we are you yours. Then after more chilling we all draged ourselfs to bed full and content.
Sat morning we were all on a amazing buzz meny of the group had not gone karting before and I had only been once in my life and kew just how cool it could be. We all packed ourselfs on the mini bus and set out. Ill admit sitting in the back with everyone on the bus was lots of fun really did feel like a shool trip out XD sept with more pony talk and website tech talk LOL.
The karting was simply epic and the course much bigger than i was expecting after a hilarious safty vid that remided me of somthing from the IT Crowd we headed to get ourself changed we started with qulifying and i have to say for somone whos only gone once before I did prutty well coming 6th on the grid. I dont know what happnded after that but i did see red a bit and was determaned to get a good place at the end of the race. I did fantasticly well going from 6th to 3rd (i was never going to beat the pros of racing freddythepanda and kaouk) but i pushed myself to the limit to get 3rd and did really well passing everyone and as my print out shows staying there I have to say the feeling of powersliding is one of the most amazing feeling ever its why i allways overdo it in games and RL is just as bad lol . But I did come off on the last lap witch really pissed me off after a flawless race I know how freddythepanda and kaouk when it happands in there RC races. I came 5th over all afetr losing 2 places to the crash but im happy with my score and im ready to try again soon i hope ^^.
After the racing we all got in the shool bus err I mean mini bus lol and went for a meal to pizza hut we all had tons of food I had alarge pizza and 2 bowls from the salad cart and a desert that looked like it was never going to arrive as everyone elce had eaten theres so i had to down it not the best way to end a meal but it was nice ^^. But my Bird took the cake for eating foods one large one and one mid sized pizza one bowl from the icecream factory 2 bowls from the salard cart and a cookie dow LOL. And he still looked no bigger were doe he store it lol !!!.
After we got back the drink and music flowed there was still left over pizza for foods and I have to say iv nevr injoyed dancing to pony music so much in my life XD I did get a bit tipsy but not drunk and we partyed into the night .
Sunday was a mess of worn out hungover faces and lots of aching joints from the karting lol but it was lovly to chill out and watch films before slowly making our way off on our long trip home talking about what i would look like as a MLP char and sinence I love my talks with sam about that ^^.
Overall I loved this weekend it was nice to see the birthday boy and the snuggly panda and of course my bird and everyone elce and it was also nice not to be hosting this time thankyou guys it was fun and relaxing I loved it so much
Regdeh had a fantastic weekend at our friends 
freddythepanda and 
kaouk for kaouk 21st birthday party . After getting a lift up by my alsome left hand dragon 
thenomeking we mostly chilled and and all wet out for one of the best kababs Iv ever had thankyou guys that place rocks must go again next time we are you yours. Then after more chilling we all draged ourselfs to bed full and content. Sat morning we were all on a amazing buzz meny of the group had not gone karting before and I had only been once in my life and kew just how cool it could be. We all packed ourselfs on the mini bus and set out. Ill admit sitting in the back with everyone on the bus was lots of fun really did feel like a shool trip out XD sept with more pony talk and website tech talk LOL.
The karting was simply epic and the course much bigger than i was expecting after a hilarious safty vid that remided me of somthing from the IT Crowd we headed to get ourself changed we started with qulifying and i have to say for somone whos only gone once before I did prutty well coming 6th on the grid. I dont know what happnded after that but i did see red a bit and was determaned to get a good place at the end of the race. I did fantasticly well going from 6th to 3rd (i was never going to beat the pros of racing
freddythepanda and kaouk) but i pushed myself to the limit to get 3rd and did really well passing everyone and as my print out shows staying there I have to say the feeling of powersliding is one of the most amazing feeling ever its why i allways overdo it in games and RL is just as bad lol . But I did come off on the last lap witch really pissed me off after a flawless race I know how freddythepanda and kaouk when it happands in there RC races. I came 5th over all afetr losing 2 places to the crash but im happy with my score and im ready to try again soon i hope ^^.After the racing we all got in the shool bus err I mean mini bus lol and went for a meal to pizza hut we all had tons of food I had alarge pizza and 2 bowls from the salad cart and a desert that looked like it was never going to arrive as everyone elce had eaten theres so i had to down it not the best way to end a meal but it was nice ^^. But my Bird took the cake for eating foods one large one and one mid sized pizza one bowl from the icecream factory 2 bowls from the salard cart and a cookie dow LOL. And he still looked no bigger were doe he store it lol !!!.
After we got back the drink and music flowed there was still left over pizza for foods and I have to say iv nevr injoyed dancing to pony music so much in my life XD I did get a bit tipsy but not drunk and we partyed into the night .
Sunday was a mess of worn out hungover faces and lots of aching joints from the karting lol but it was lovly to chill out and watch films before slowly making our way off on our long trip home talking about what i would look like as a MLP char and sinence I love my talks with sam about that ^^.
Overall I loved this weekend it was nice to see the birthday boy and the snuggly panda and of course my bird and everyone elce and it was also nice not to be hosting this time thankyou guys it was fun and relaxing I loved it so much
My Mates Birthday Trip to Falcon High
Posted 14 years agoWell I was off this weekend to shouthamton to see the love of my life my birdy regdeh.
So on the sat we both got up bright and early and hoped in the car. After a short trip we arrived at Falcon high and Ill be honest with it sitting on a small bit of land snug by a Garden center from the outside it did not seem like it was going to be much i was worryed.
walking round to the office presented me with 2 kids a guy who screamed to me in my head (I used to be a biker) and a burning stove again not much to look at. But it soon turned really good after walking into there office witched looked like what i can imagin our house to look like when me and reggie move in together (if he gets his way ) lol I sat down and was really made to feel at home.
So we started with a meet and greet of all the birds they keep and quite a few there were and after 30 mins or so of asking questons and see some of the lovly birds of pray i was really hooked but also worryed that with the sestion my bird had payed for it was only ment to be 2 hours long so 30 mins of that had gone allready. But my fears where soon proved wrong we started with a lovly little barn owl and we sent about 30 mins feeding her nice but again we was worryed the bigger birds would be left out of the experience and we were there for them not the fluffy people friendly harry potter pets lol.
We steped up to a much bigger owl witch tho still a owl a Eurasian Eagel Owl witch tho still a owl was anything but cute she made the most horrid and horse noise iv ever heard a owl make lol but she grew on me and she seems to like me quite a bit by the end of her feeding and we both got a "fly over" its when you sit on the bench and she flys right over your head that was fantastic.
So next up was a personal fav of mine the kestrel, she was so cute for a bird of pray iv never seen one that close there so small but she really gew on me fast and if we ever get to train one id like that to be the type id get there so fast and butiful to look at in flight it was a real treat.
Then next up was the main even of the day we went on a "hawk walk" I loved this we went walking in a near by strech of wood with Daran the as it turned out was a biker before he got a family lol and a really lovly guy we went out with his Harris Hawk Storm I got to feed her quite a bit and the walk went on for quite a long time as by this time they were really warming up to me and my bird so the time limit seemed to have been forgoten in fact it lasted a good 4 to 5 hours XD lol.
That rounded up the day with a quick chat on the office again and a suprize in that after being asked what i do in my free time and saying about my fursuit work judy asked to see pics they were over joyed and it looks like i have anouther comish as they want a bird suit to go round the schools with and for these guys id be more than happy to make it too there lovly people.
regdeh. So on the sat we both got up bright and early and hoped in the car. After a short trip we arrived at Falcon high and Ill be honest with it sitting on a small bit of land snug by a Garden center from the outside it did not seem like it was going to be much i was worryed.
walking round to the office presented me with 2 kids a guy who screamed to me in my head (I used to be a biker) and a burning stove again not much to look at. But it soon turned really good after walking into there office witched looked like what i can imagin our house to look like when me and reggie move in together (if he gets his way ) lol I sat down and was really made to feel at home.
So we started with a meet and greet of all the birds they keep and quite a few there were and after 30 mins or so of asking questons and see some of the lovly birds of pray i was really hooked but also worryed that with the sestion my bird had payed for it was only ment to be 2 hours long so 30 mins of that had gone allready. But my fears where soon proved wrong we started with a lovly little barn owl and we sent about 30 mins feeding her nice but again we was worryed the bigger birds would be left out of the experience and we were there for them not the fluffy people friendly harry potter pets lol.
We steped up to a much bigger owl witch tho still a owl a Eurasian Eagel Owl witch tho still a owl was anything but cute she made the most horrid and horse noise iv ever heard a owl make lol but she grew on me and she seems to like me quite a bit by the end of her feeding and we both got a "fly over" its when you sit on the bench and she flys right over your head that was fantastic.
So next up was a personal fav of mine the kestrel, she was so cute for a bird of pray iv never seen one that close there so small but she really gew on me fast and if we ever get to train one id like that to be the type id get there so fast and butiful to look at in flight it was a real treat.
Then next up was the main even of the day we went on a "hawk walk" I loved this we went walking in a near by strech of wood with Daran the as it turned out was a biker before he got a family lol and a really lovly guy we went out with his Harris Hawk Storm I got to feed her quite a bit and the walk went on for quite a long time as by this time they were really warming up to me and my bird so the time limit seemed to have been forgoten in fact it lasted a good 4 to 5 hours XD lol.
That rounded up the day with a quick chat on the office again and a suprize in that after being asked what i do in my free time and saying about my fursuit work judy asked to see pics they were over joyed and it looks like i have anouther comish as they want a bird suit to go round the schools with and for these guys id be more than happy to make it too there lovly people.
My 35th birthday party weekend
Posted 14 years agoHi guys well where do i start with this one. As you guys might or might not have read it was my 35th on the 18th and well what good birthday would be compleate without a party.
Thursday : On the thursday everning the madness began with
Omega_Mysterium and TheNomeKing arriving to chill out and get the house ready for the weekend (thanks guys)
Friday: on the friday this was followed up by my lovly mate and sexy bird Regdeh Khanco 
macenziewolf , 
HyPerRifiC 
sacred and his mate 
WolfieDannoUK arriving. Friday night again was lots of talking and watching Attack the Blok a frigging alsome film.
Saturday : Then the meat of the whole weekend saturday started slow we were joined by freddythepanda and Kao_uk we soon were fed and off swimming and my god did we have fun ^^. After lots of throwing each other about and playing with my new otter paws that sammy gave me we all went off to have a nice big KFC and headed back. After more foods and a lovely suprise birthday cake given to me by Freddie and my bird (I loved it guys) we watched gremins and airplane forgotten how good those two films are ^^. Then when all that food had gone down we moved to the living room. Well as people who used to come to me and noahs "Redwood Cons " will know our living room is quite large and makes a good dance floor but we have not had acsess to it for some time dew to not having funds to get my mum into a hotel during that partys, But allowing my mum to watch live tv upstairs (thankyou Iplayer) we where alowed to move the sound system and lights thanks to noah into the living room and the old days where alive again well from 7 til 12 withch was more than enouth as it turned out lol . It was so nice dancing my ass off to disturbed with 
Moshi who joined us from work and got right into the madness. then at about 10 30 we were wiped out and floped into sofas to watch a bit more you tube stuff and films before heading to bed happy and shattered.
Sunday well we did try and get out of bed by 12 we really did lol. After much growning and hangovers we woke up and had a lovly cook brekfast made by the lovly Hyper and Kao (thanks guys). After that there was a fursuit walk round the park but dew to damp grass it was a bit small but still worth it tho. Then after saying goodbye to Freddie and Kao We set about clearing up (and here I have to give major thanks to everyone iv never seen the place clean so fast you really are stars guys love you all ) . and then it was just the pain of seeing everyone slowly leave after such a alsome weekend.
Well thats my 35th it will be intesting to see how the next party gos in a few mothes time i hope it gos as well as this one ^^
Thursday : On the thursday everning the madness began with
Omega_Mysterium and TheNomeKing arriving to chill out and get the house ready for the weekend (thanks guys) Friday: on the friday this was followed up by my lovly mate and sexy bird
Regdeh Khanco 
macenziewolf , 
HyPerRifiC 
sacred and his mate 
WolfieDannoUK arriving. Friday night again was lots of talking and watching Attack the Blok a frigging alsome film. Saturday : Then the meat of the whole weekend saturday started slow we were joined by
freddythepanda and Kao_uk we soon were fed and off swimming and my god did we have fun ^^. After lots of throwing each other about and playing with my new otter paws that sammy gave me we all went off to have a nice big KFC and headed back. After more foods and a lovely suprise birthday cake given to me by Freddie and my bird (I loved it guys) we watched gremins and airplane forgotten how good those two films are ^^. Then when all that food had gone down we moved to the living room. Well as people who used to come to me and noahs "Redwood Cons " will know our living room is quite large and makes a good dance floor but we have not had acsess to it for some time dew to not having funds to get my mum into a hotel during that partys, But allowing my mum to watch live tv upstairs (thankyou Iplayer) we where alowed to move the sound system and lights thanks to noah into the living room and the old days where alive again well from 7 til 12 withch was more than enouth as it turned out lol . It was so nice dancing my ass off to disturbed with 
Moshi who joined us from work and got right into the madness. then at about 10 30 we were wiped out and floped into sofas to watch a bit more you tube stuff and films before heading to bed happy and shattered. Sunday well we did try and get out of bed by 12 we really did lol. After much growning and hangovers we woke up and had a lovly cook brekfast made by the lovly Hyper and Kao (thanks guys). After that there was a fursuit walk round the park but dew to damp grass it was a bit small but still worth it tho. Then after saying goodbye to Freddie and Kao We set about clearing up (and here I have to give major thanks to everyone iv never seen the place clean so fast you really are stars guys love you all ) . and then it was just the pain of seeing everyone slowly leave after such a alsome weekend.
Well thats my 35th it will be intesting to see how the next party gos in a few mothes time i hope it gos as well as this one ^^
My 35th birthday
Posted 14 years agoHi all well its the big day im 35 and feeling everyday of it nowdays lol. Ill admit there not much to say when it comes to what i did for it today as everyone is busy and I kew that would be the case. Had a nice fasting blood test to go to really early in the morning then after shopping whent home to talk to my mate regdeh for a bit before relaxing in the tub tho i do feel so much better after that. But i look forward to the weekend I cant wait to see all my loving Furry fam and have a proper celibration of this fox getting one step grayer lol.
regdeh for a bit before relaxing in the tub tho i do feel so much better after that. But i look forward to the weekend I cant wait to see all my loving Furry fam and have a proper celibration of this fox getting one step grayer lol.A fantastic weekend was had by all
Posted 14 years agoHi guys well I had such a fantastic weekend i just had to shout about it ^^. Had a mini xmas this weekend with the other half of my soul regdeh my pet panda freddythepanda and his lovely BF Kao_uk my left hand dragon thenomeking also Grendo and Alec. After a lovely friday evening of rockband and foods we all had a good rest. Went swimming all together at the amazing swimming park Coral reef had such a alsome time playing steal the furry and take him round the rapids lol. We went at just the right time on the sat as noone was there so got lots of trouble free gos on the water slides ^^. After that we went to good old KFC allways our one stop show for foods after swimming lol after a 10 pice bucket between me and regdeh we rolled out and into the cars off home. Sunday was just a lovly chill out for the first part but after 1pm we headed out for some rushed xmas shopping that did not get quite as much done as we hoped but it did get some done so it was better than nothing ^^.
Thankyou all that came to see us this weekend hope to see you all soon ^^
regdeh my pet panda freddythepanda and his lovely BF Kao_uk my left hand dragon thenomeking also Grendo and Alec. After a lovely friday evening of rockband and foods we all had a good rest. Went swimming all together at the amazing swimming park Coral reef had such a alsome time playing steal the furry and take him round the rapids lol. We went at just the right time on the sat as noone was there so got lots of trouble free gos on the water slides ^^. After that we went to good old KFC allways our one stop show for foods after swimming lol after a 10 pice bucket between me and regdeh we rolled out and into the cars off home. Sunday was just a lovly chill out for the first part but after 1pm we headed out for some rushed xmas shopping that did not get quite as much done as we hoped but it did get some done so it was better than nothing ^^. Thankyou all that came to see us this weekend hope to see you all soon ^^
A change in my life
Posted 14 years agoWell I'm sorry it's been 4 months since my last entry but I tend to only make one of these if somthing really major has come up in my life and I'd count the last weekend as being of those times. The weekend started with me and Regdeh making our way up to the London meet with macenzie pup on the way there at paditon we asked for directions to st pauls after a brief chat gave us a route this route took a massive 15 minutes off of tube travel time making going via reading much better and faster that ontop of using a group saver ticket and saving us 10 pound made us all smile.
Once there we had a fantastic meet up with all our friends got to see my fantastic house cat and met with some old faces that was good to see :).
But the walk was too much for me after taking a very cool suit (my partial suit Androcles with his maffia gear) but the new walk although good that day was just too much for me and fate only half way round I had to give it up the heat was just too much I need to get more practice used to be able to do almost 12 hours in heat like that im getting soft.
So when we got back after much drinking of coke and water we settled down then after a small mix up with lfm staff my bird gets up and try's to announce somthing and after a 6month dating period and taking things very slow he produces a inscribed personal tag gets Down on one knee and asks me to be his mate. Tho I'll admit I was a bit ready for this but when it happened it was very different. I was expecting to cry but I think I was in shock as I held my shaking bird tightly comforting him being strong. Tho I did cry a bit latter in the everning when it hit me.I of course said I would my bird means the world to me And now Im mated to one of the most caring soppy birds iv ever known and I'm really happy again it's still taking time to sink in but having all of Sunday alone to just be with him really helped us. I'm just looking forward to spending my life with him xx
Once there we had a fantastic meet up with all our friends got to see my fantastic house cat and met with some old faces that was good to see :).
But the walk was too much for me after taking a very cool suit (my partial suit Androcles with his maffia gear) but the new walk although good that day was just too much for me and fate only half way round I had to give it up the heat was just too much I need to get more practice used to be able to do almost 12 hours in heat like that im getting soft.
So when we got back after much drinking of coke and water we settled down then after a small mix up with lfm staff my bird gets up and try's to announce somthing and after a 6month dating period and taking things very slow he produces a inscribed personal tag gets Down on one knee and asks me to be his mate. Tho I'll admit I was a bit ready for this but when it happened it was very different. I was expecting to cry but I think I was in shock as I held my shaking bird tightly comforting him being strong. Tho I did cry a bit latter in the everning when it hit me.I of course said I would my bird means the world to me And now Im mated to one of the most caring soppy birds iv ever known and I'm really happy again it's still taking time to sink in but having all of Sunday alone to just be with him really helped us. I'm just looking forward to spending my life with him xx
To my friends and family a update on me
Posted 14 years agoHi guys first of all id like to say how sorry I am. Iv been introverted and retracted from you all more and more over the last 6 monthes and Im really really sorry for that I hope your forgive me and be there for me.
As some of you may now know 3 days ago me and Noah split up we have just been growing apart and its been one of the hardest things iv ever done :(.
Its still to raw to go into details and I want anyone reading this to understand that me and Noah are still friends and Ill allways look after him and care for him.
For the moment hes staying here I won't just kick him out and Ill be trying to get him with his own help on his feet and with any luck try and get him back as much as I can to his old hyper loving self. Hes a lovly guy with such a good hart and he deserves to be his best for them.
As for me ? well im not sure what I want right now. I m trying to sort myslef out too a reboot of myself trying to get some better clothes and not spend so much on luxury stuff like games and TFs and get more things like wights and a treadmill witch my mum looks like shes up for ^^.
So I hope to lose some weight soon. And when im off this course in 6 weeks ill be able to do even more.
Im even thinking of changing my name again to something more normal from Fox to maybe my middle name Andrew back when i changed it it was a way to get the world to say my name back to me and they would not have a choise. But now I have a whole comunity to tell me my real name and embrace it tho might make Fox my mid name tho. I know it will piss my adopted bro off but i might change my last back to Chapman. We bearly talk noways and iv always regretted it again need to do stuff for myself need to take charge of myself or I could end up in a very bad way medically and mentally.
I love all my friends and I hope again you will remember me I know iv been away but if your have me back I want to make my fam again and be a good head of it. Just next CF your have to let me have my time to party ^^
As some of you may now know 3 days ago me and Noah split up we have just been growing apart and its been one of the hardest things iv ever done :(.
Its still to raw to go into details and I want anyone reading this to understand that me and Noah are still friends and Ill allways look after him and care for him.
For the moment hes staying here I won't just kick him out and Ill be trying to get him with his own help on his feet and with any luck try and get him back as much as I can to his old hyper loving self. Hes a lovly guy with such a good hart and he deserves to be his best for them.
As for me ? well im not sure what I want right now. I m trying to sort myslef out too a reboot of myself trying to get some better clothes and not spend so much on luxury stuff like games and TFs and get more things like wights and a treadmill witch my mum looks like shes up for ^^.
So I hope to lose some weight soon. And when im off this course in 6 weeks ill be able to do even more.
Im even thinking of changing my name again to something more normal from Fox to maybe my middle name Andrew back when i changed it it was a way to get the world to say my name back to me and they would not have a choise. But now I have a whole comunity to tell me my real name and embrace it tho might make Fox my mid name tho. I know it will piss my adopted bro off but i might change my last back to Chapman. We bearly talk noways and iv always regretted it again need to do stuff for myself need to take charge of myself or I could end up in a very bad way medically and mentally.
I love all my friends and I hope again you will remember me I know iv been away but if your have me back I want to make my fam again and be a good head of it. Just next CF your have to let me have my time to party ^^
