It's been a while since i've done a comic. I know i tried to make an original comic before, but the story was far too complicated for me to handle on my own. So I'm starting fresh with a new one. I shall be creating Character sheets of the main characters and maybe a few funny strips along the way.

So yea, this is really happening. If you have any questions, (not like many people would care anyways) feel free to ask!

So I got some news to all the local furs I've made good friends with and all, I have to say goodbye to all of you. Thing is, I'm being kicked out here at home so I'll have to go back to my mom's witch is far from everyone. Chances of me coming back to Rhode island are pretty slim and I don't really wanna stress anyone out. I'll still be on Skype and facebook and stuff but I won't see anyone for an extremely long time. So yea... bye everyone it was fun hanging with you all

Are You Afraid Of:
[x] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[x] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 3

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[xxxxxxxx] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's dad
[ ] girlfriends/boyfriend's mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 8

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x] tornadoes
Total so far: 15

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[x] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[x] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] becoming blind
[ ] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 18

[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Total: 19

If you wish to post this journal, it's been requested that you title it, "I'm afraid of 19 out of 72 fears"

if you get more than 30, I highly suggest counseling
if you get more than 20, you're paranoid
if you get 10-20, you're normal.
if you get under 10, you're fearless

So we all know what a doppelganger is. but in case you don't it's some random person who looks like you. Recently I've been told that there is someone in the furry community that looks like me. worst part is not too many people like him. So I'm worried that when i go to a meet one day someone will mistake me for that dude and just cause problems... not only that but if i were to see him, I'd be weirded out.

But not only do I have a doppelganger in person, MY FURSONA also has a doppelganger! I mean I understand some fursona's may look similar, BUT WE EVEN HAVE THE EXACT SAME SONA NAME! I received a few favs in inkbunny and like always i just explore their page cause I'm creepy like that. anyways here's the whole scenerio:

dodedodedoooooo *click click* "oh hey, this guy has the same name as me! *clicks* "wait.... THAT IS ME!!!!!!!" I personally find it hilarious that I found a twin in the furry community (is it considered twin if they have the same name as you?) I'm just sitting here thinking, I'm really not 1 of a kind anywhere xD

I've been trying to look for more fur friends for quiet some time now. It turns out that I don't get along with furries compared to people. I'm not exactly sure why, probably because I get creeped out easily, or possibly its because of my hatred for roleplay (I'm bad at it) or that I'm just not committed to the furry fandom. The reason as to why I've been looking is because I literally have only 1 fur friend. Don't get me wrong, I love him to death, but I want to try to get more friends to try to get in touch with my furry side (I literally forget I have one from time to time). If there was a movie to describe my life, its "I Love You, Man" I feel awkward talking to new people.

So in an attempt to make more fur friends I googled furry dating sites and signed up to the first 4 sites I find. First one was furrymate, it literally looked like a match.com site but with furries. I never been to match.com, but I imagine that it looks a lot like furrymate. Anyways did the whole profile thing and whatnot. But it seems that everytime I log out and sign back in, all the pictures I uploaded are gone. I know I clicked save and made sure I wasn't posting anything that was against the rules but my stuff keeps getting deleted. A week later I get a email saying someone sent me a message in furrymate. I will admit I was overly excited. I log in and noticed my stuff was gone again, but whatevs I wanted to see the message. Come to find out that I have to pay to read messages... yea, not gonna happen.

So the second site was pounced.org. I've used it before, but the last time it didn't go so well. So I tried it again, updated and everything. I know for a fact I wasn't going to find anyone local. I mean, I live in Rhode Island, if there were any local furs, they'd be my next door neighbor (rhode island is small joke). Anyways, no takers. Almost makes me think I'm just hated in the furry community...

Third was furfling. the only furry dating site that allows adult content. But like the first site, my pics gets deleted... ugh. But I seem to get a lot of messages for some unknown reason. But exactly like the first one, I have to pay to read messages. Why I have to pay to read anything is beyond me. This site much like the first one, is god awful.

Last is furrydate. Which also requires some payment for certain things. I'm not exactly sure for what, I haven't been back to that site since day one because I've been violating their rules supposudly. I'm not exactly sure how, but I got a warning without even filling my profile out yet.

I even tried to see if I can make more friends here, but nothing. Guess I'm just too different for the furry world... oh well! At least I have one friend. Guess that's all I need.

I've been going Mario crazy lately... I think I should see a doctor.

WAHOO!

Doubt others read this but whatevs I gotta post this somewhere, can't keep it locked up inside me forever.

Anyways, everytime I look at m/m pics its always anal. Not the typical doggie style position, but like every position I can think of that involves a cock in someone's ass. I look at these pics always wondering what it feels like. I mean, all the guys who are the bottoms look like they're having the time of there lives! Anyone who is (this case was) a virgin assumes that having a dick in the butt is heaven... or at least that's what I thought.

I was always curious but at the same time afraid. I heard that it hurt, but all these pics and porn made it seem like its a pinch, but I didn't want to chance it. I always played the "man" of the relationship just to avoid the whole bottoming thing, but deep down I always wanted to find the other "man" and try to convince me to submit.... be careful what you wish for.

I found this Guy, he's bigger, clearly goes to the gym all the time, and straight. Hes not bicurious, he's the Guy that'll mess with a gay Guy when he can't get pussy. There's a name for guys like that but I can't remember it. Anyways I'm his lay till he gets a girl, or I get a Guy. It was fun at first, no feelings or bullshit. But then he wanted to do anal. He clearly wasn't gonna take no for an answer so I said what the hell, this was something I always wanted. He tore my pants off pretty quickly, but atleast he went slow for the rest, he knew this was my first. I will admit it felt nice when he was rubbing it up against me, but as he slowly pushed it in, my insides were screaming! I wanted him to pull it out instantly, but the idiot that I am; I just bit my tongue and tried to deal with it. Not a single second was pleasurable for me. Literally the only thought that came to mind was, "when will this end?" One of us was having a hell of a time though... infact ever since that night that's all he wants to do to me. Recently I've been trying to avoid him just so I don't repeat that horrible night. I told him that I wasn't too fond of it, but all he says is, "you just gotta let me do it more for your hole to get used to it, then you'll love it". I highly doubt I will though... but he just wont take no for an answer.

Nowadays when I see m/m pics and porn I just get angry... the bottoms face, all happy and enjoying it, THEYRE LIES! I just don't understand how a bottom can enjoy being a bottom

when the orientation staff split the freshman to groups in orientation, each group had to sit in a circle and tell a little about urself...

So after my group did all that, we had a lot of time to kill. So our "leader" decided to play a little game of Duck Duck Goose. And i haven't played that game since like... KINDERGARTEN!

So 5 mins into the game this girl points me out as goose and i had to chase her around the circle. Before i could even tag her, i fell FLAT ON MY FACE!

after poking a few ducks (joked around a lil, i said "those 3 r ducks." then i point at some large dude across the circle and said, "you're definatly a duck! i don't even wanna try with u!" everyone laughed) I picked this guy who looks like he's high or something to be goose, and the second i took my 2nd step, I FALL AGAIN!

Duck Duck Goose sucks in college

I just don't know what to say to my friend. She was dating this guy for almost 2 years now and they had a baby, but recently she told me that he beats her daily!

For right now, he's in jail. But today she went to see him in court about child care (or something) and i guess he said that he loves her and stuff. And now she's having a rough time what to do cause she still loves him too.

Of coarse i told her not to go back to him because he's abusive and the next time he might not even hit her, he might hit the baby! I don't know what else to tell her i can't leave her in depression of being a single mom, but i can't let her go back to the baby's daddy either.

Now i can finally start making some money!

I work as someone that nobody likes, a phone operator

I'm gonna call random ppl and ask if there is anything they can donate to the big sister's company and blah blah blah

so expect a call from me <3

I CAN'T WAIT TO FINALLY GET PAID!!!!!!

I'm graduating

My high school life is officially over

I'm gonna miss all the friends i made in school and i'll never forget them

I will forget the teachers though... who wouldn't?

I'm happy about it but i'm also sad and scared cause the next time i wake up in the morning... i don't have school... forever

There was some good days in Highschool

Some were bad

There were a few people who didn't think i'd make it... i proved them wrong

Goodbye highschool, hello college/ adult life

I'm proud to say i'm a graduate of the class of 2010!!

OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!

ALL THE HARD WORK FOR A LIL STAMP ON MY DIPLOMA

I KICK MAJOR ASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm totally fucking awesome for passing, now i just gotta pass my classes

THE FUCKING HUMIDITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dude it was so bad this morning! the very second i walked out of my house this morning my straight hair instantly turned into a lil frizz ball, i had a bad hair day in school today ;.;

during the presentation i kinda stuttered a lot i was sooo nervous, and since they go by alphabet order, i was one of the last ones to present so i was stuck till 2:11

i did make the judges chuckle a bit after making a few lame jokes and simple sarcasm so that's always a good thing i guess... But i was glad that one of the judges was my home room teacher so in the end she tells the others that she likes my artwork and that i have good talent and such.

i probably didn't do to good cause i did repeat on some facts and i randomly mentioned some things from my childhood... NOT HELPFUL! But i am glad that it's finally done

THE SENIOR PROJECT IS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now i can just lay back and let school end till graduation... udk how happy i was, i was bouncing around in the hallways screaming it's over! talk about crazy, but my friends joined in so yay! Now what's left is prom

got my tri-fold and my power point ready... now i gotta present my comic book to judges.... wish me luck >.<

all these rivers are over flowing and there's water EVERYWHERE! it it's still gonna continue sheesh... if schools not cancelled tomorrow i'm skipping cause i don't wanna drown

My last year in shop which means a final project to do, and it's huge! It's one of the biggest paintings i ever had to do. Best part is i'm almost done.

Me and my friend Jeff were givin a assignment to paint a wall in the dark room (we use it as a private room to paint and draw in) So this was really the first time i ever had to paint a wall so it wasn't easy... i had paint on my body like every day and one of my favorite shirts got ruined cause the paint is never gonna come off ;.;

anyway this was like a big project for me and i feel like i must share it with the ppl who don't even pay attention to journals :) anyways imma post pics as soon as the walls done

wish me luck

~Angel

i hope u guys r having a good day, not effin freezing like over here, but good.

full of love,
~Fox_Dreamz Cody Fox

From what i noticed ppl seemed to like furry fighters, even my friends in school said they loved it (and on deviantart as well) since the comic was only for the senior project, i was thinking if i should continue it for ppl's enjoyment further on in the future. If not a lot of ppl like it then there's no point in continuing.

I got hard Copies of Furry Fighters and Lucky Paw all set, but if i ever went to a con and try to sell these i know damn well no one would buy them (plus i don't have equipment to turn them into actual books like i have for these 2 comic) As much as I LOVE money... i'd have to give them away for free cause i don't wanna keep these.

so um... should i continue?

ALSO!!! i've noticed like 12 other furs wanted me to put their characters in Furry Fighters. All i can say is that i'm sorry i got characters all set for future reference.

Fighters:
Sparks (furry Fighter of Lightning)
Rain (furry fighter of water)
Blaze (couldn't think of a better name) (furry fighter of fire)
Sky (furry fighter of wind)
Rocky (furry fighter of earth)
Shadow (furry fighter of darkness)
Luna (furry fighter of light)
and so on, there's more but if i post them they will spoil future reference books...

well miss me more...

right now i'm curently using my aunt's computer only to check on messages. Yes i have been very sick before i left the internet, it was pretty bad that i had to go to the hospital for like 2 days, but i'm better now. this whole time i was stealing internet from my neighbors, they eventually found out and blocked me out that's y i haven't been online for like 3-4-5 weeks. But don't worry, for those who care, i'm moving to a new house cause we're getting kicked out of the place we live in now, but this new place will have internet so i'll be back online soon, just gonna live in a crappy neighborhood where ppl get shot like everyday... no worries i'll be safe. So basicly i'm just telling ppl not to worry about me I'M OK, love you all each and every one of u, hopefully i get to talk to u all soon. <3 OH! and to my only 2 fans of Lucky Paw, book 1 is all done, as soon as i get back online i'll post the rest of the pages, now i just gotta work on the other 2, wish me luck

~Cody

I Decided to do my senior project on a comic book (all senior projects require a product, this is my product. The projects also has to relate on your shops, and my shop is graphic arts so it's perfect)

All I need are some readers and for them to tell me if you are ever to buy this at some random store, how much would u pay? (real payment, nothing like 0.01, or 53234.00)

I also need a mentor and spend 10 hours with him/her. So i'm kinda hoping i can get a mentor in the cartooning business, if not i'm gonna have to ask a teacher who draws well (can't be my shop teacher) to be my mentor.

this is for a major grade, so if i fail, i'll never graduate, so i want anyone to tell me what i should do to make this comic better, and stuff that's wrong with it. If any of you guys help me i'll be forever great full. if you don't care than fuck off and don't waste my time. thank you

~Fox_Dreamz

how we pronounce it, Ya-nee

he died today and i just feel horrible. I mean everyone was crying hard core, and i couldn't, i wasn't as sad as i should've been and i feel like a horrible person for not even crying for my own grandfather. He never spoke english and i never spoke spanish, if there's anything to remember, it's just us saying hi and bye to each other and maybe a hug every now and then. I should've been around him more instead of avoiding him. I'm a horrible person.

I feel worse for my grandmother, i can't stop thinking about how she's gonna move on, life was tough for her already, now that grandpa's gone i can only imagine how she's gonna be like. Everyone is down and florida, and i'm staying here because i chose to go to school, because this year it's hard already, but no matter how hard it is i should've went there because he's my grandfather, and i could've helped my grandmother out...

Grandpa lived 87 years, though ppl say it was a long time, i just wish it could be longer. I feel so bad, and yet i'm also mad because when i went to a friend for comfort, he said i'm breaking into his "House time" he says he loves me and junk, but he chooses tv over me. but now that i think about it, thinking about grandpa, i probobly deserve it

i'm now 19 and still in highschool... this sucks i'm gonna be old

now my hair is purple... yay!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Px6uxUlW0tM

right after i saw the film not yet rated part, i felt soo stupid