....Stop it....

......Like Right now.....

I mean really!? Are you serious!? Harold Camping, This is your SECOND Prediction and it was a Giant FAIL!!!(He predicted Judgement day to be on September 6th 1994 and that was a fail too!). Please stop! I'm surprised he still has followers after that. This guy is make us Christians look insane!

I was in the city this week and you have no Idea how many people from that Judgement day group at Penn scream their lungs out saying we're going to die! And let's not forget the little booklets with the "facts" and "proof". There's AD's in the subways! And I swear if one more person barge in the restaurant, and disturb my lunch just to yell "Judgement day is among us! repent and you shall be saved!", I will bust a cap in their ass...yeah...maybe a little violent but you get that I'm annoyed and frustrated.

Please read this...:

Mark 13:32-33 "No one knows about that day or hour, not even the angels in heaven, nor the Son, but only the Father. Take heed, keep on the alert; for you do not know when the appointed time will come." (this is mirrored in Matthew 24:36) or Acts 1:7 "He said to them: "It is not for you to know the times or dates the Father has set by his own authority."

Please remember that...I don't care what religion you're with! Just know that we will NEVER know! When it happens it happens. Of we all actually know when we all will die, we shall be living in fear and not enjoying life. So Go out and enjoy life damn it! I woke up on the 21st and randomly decided to go bike riding for 3-4 hours...I kept riding until is started to rain! It Was FUN!

So many followers quit their jobs and left their homes, KIDS, pets, all together their lives believing that they shall be saved on the 21st. I would not be surprised if some ended up killing themselves because of the date or that the prediction didn't true...and that's very sad...

One guys spent his WHOLE retirement money to place ads around the city about the 21. And when 6:00 came...he looked so confused.

I can go on and on about this, but I will not...I will end this by saying that God is a just and fair being (He can also be vengeful) and he will not judge you based on your religion, he will judge you on your actions...remember that! So you could be an atheist and still go to heaven...as long as do what's right (There's more to it but I believe you get what I'm saying)

Saying that I will say that I am a Methodist Christian but also a bit agnostic.

That is all! Have a nice May 22nd and many more days to come!

Hey Guys....How ya doing? This is my first journal as a19 year old! just 2 more years until I'm 21! Yeah! ...By the way...what really can you do when you're 21? Drinking? I don't like Alcohol I only use it to cook and bake. Clubbing? I can all ready do that...but not interested....Driving? Well...I can already drive when I was 18 so...yeah. Oh and before you ask...being 19 feels like being 18, I always say that every year ^^;. Oh I went to an all you can eat seafood place with my friend Natasha for my birthday...I was in heaven though my friend hates seafood. Thank Goodness there was as the restaurant calls it "Land-Lover food". All together we had a great time. OH and Natasha got me a dog blushing with white chocolate! AIE! He's so cute! I love you so much Natasha ! :heart:Thank you again! And I'm So glad you had a great time :D! I haven't thought of a name for him yet but I'll think of something!

Ahem...So I might as well acknowledge the fact that it's Valentine's Day...I dislike it SO MUCH! Not cause I'm bitter for being Single. I don't care If I am or not. I just find to commercialized. Another way for companies to suck money from us! If you celebrate Valentines with ya love one, I'm happy for ya...no really I am, you guys love each other, good for you! But my Advice is that couples be original! Do go rushing out to the drug store and get the cheap chocolates, cards or teddy bears. Be Creative gosh darn! That's all for me with the Valentines.

Oh can you guys believe that I have gosh dang 2 months of school left? My God it goes so fast! Counting the last two weeks in February We have 10 weeks left...It's gonna go so fast it shall make my head spin! Damn...I actually can't wait for spring...it means longer days...I've been craving to get out of my house! When It gets warm I'm just going to leave with out warning and go somewhere for the day...don't know where...I'll figure it out as I roll with it. It's a good thing I live by the train station. I feel like I'm in a rut at school: Wake up, go to class(es), eat, go home. Sucks really, and I'm feeling extra lazy with doing my classes homework -3-...My mom calls it the winter blues, everybody has it.

Now a little rant...just a small one: I had painting Critic on Friday and the professor said that my paintings had no theme and was not consistent....My mind is not Consistent! I Draw what I feel from something that I saw. You see a candle I see it in so many different ways! Hell, something can just pop up in my mind! And I get inspiration from other artist! Either it's here on DA or the museum or anywhere else! I'm still going to paint how and what I feel. and Please don't tell to "focus on one thing and make that the theme."(For examples: I painted my cat floating down in the sea. They said "How about you paint more of your cat?"), That's not how my mind works! But if he wants a theme...fine the theme is called "Moments in my Mind." That's my damn theme. I just wish I had more comeback during that time...but he control my grades... That's all for my little rant...whew...I feel better.

I have some sad...very sad news...my tablet committed suicide...I have not tablet :noes:!!! I don't know what to do...I don't have any money to my name...And no job...why won't somebody hire me!? I'll try my best and work hard for that money! I actually wanted to get the wacom CINTIQ 21UX ...but that's like 2000 dollars...y-yeah Let's start small...I actually want the Bamboo Pen & Touch it's like 100 dollars. That's in my price range. The INTUOS4 looks cool but 230 dollars for a small...*coughpriceycouch* I'll think of something...:plotting:. What do you think I should save up for? The Pen & Touch, or Intuos4?

Last thing I swear: After April 29th My classes are done. but on that same day I have to go to ST.Vincent for a Memorial of my Grandma. Don't know how long I'll gone, maybe a week or two and then we leave. We as a family is still a bit touch going back there. We actually lost contact with a few of our family members over there because of the incident. (My mom was upset that nobody called to check on her or wonder why she never called them in a while. And my mom called grandma EVERYDAY or Vise Versa). After that I'm free and up for hanging out with my friends when I get back.

That's all From me, peace!

PS: If you guys want to be in my feature just ask :).

Um....How are you? Are you doing fine? The hamster-fox hopes you are .3. ...

So um...I hope you guys had a nice Christmas and super safe New Years...I did .3. I got new Ipod Shuffle, clothes a new xbox and a Kinect....don't judge me! I got because my dad won it from Microsoft. I think the kinect is going to bomb since it's saying it's a replacement to the Xbox Controller! The kinect is just an ADD ON! that's it! It still has a long way to go...especially if all the have is snow board games, work out game, and dance games...and don't get me started with Sonic Free Riders! That was a insult! I didn't even know they came out with a new sonic riders game...now I know why...

Yeah...I have nothing new to say, I needed to update my journal is all -3-. Oh wait My birthday is coming in 2 weeks though :D! I'm excited! I'm super busy with school and finding a job too. I might get an internship this year for Pixar...but I would have to stay in California all summer .3. ...I don't know...I'm used with being with the family...so being away from them might be hard ;3;.

um...what else...my mom got a new job and started last week Friday :D. That's truly awesome isn't it? But she might lose it in because the company is letting go of 1200 employees in the US. It already sucks that i might have to move because my dad's job is being outsourced why not put some salt on that wound (my parents both work in the same company but in different sections)!? Damn this whole recession!!!


Uh....yeah...That's all I have to say for now .3. so I'm just going to go on my mary wa--WAIT!!! One more thing! I'm fricking drowning over here! Not from the snow...I'm loving the snow :aww: but from all the Devations! You know how much in my inbox? go on...guess...NO 3,000!!! F*CK ME!!!! this is not a pond...nor a lake...this is a ocean! And I'm Scared to Swan dive in it ;A;...I might have to just delete the whole thing... ;3; So sorry for no comments and such...yeah...

So that's it for now...I'm going to bed--wait I have to finish my Drawing homework...sleep can wait!

I have only two weeks and 1/2 weeks of classes left before the fall semester is over. I must say that this first semester was tiresome =3=. weeks upon weeks of all nighters...I'm actually doing an all nighter right now working on my history final *yawn* I must rest my head...really...The sucky thing about this the coming Christmas break, is that it's only two weeks long and we don't have winter break...we have spring break...but that's a week -3-. I guess it makes up for the fact that we finish classes May 1st.

So what's going over here? Well number one this I STILL don't have a job -3-...I hate asking my parents for money and waiting until I get home to eat actually food because I'm broke (that 18.50 + 5-8 dollars for the subway). And the funny thing is...this is still cheaper than dorming -3- and I like. But I see that I will have to go back to baking cakes and cookies for so I can buy Christmas presents for the family.

Classes are fine...except painting...I've grown to like and/or respect my professors except my painting prof....I tolerate him -3-. I think I might switch from acrylic paint to oil paints. It seems that oil paints glide smoother than acrylic and I can actually BLEND my colors with oil paints on a canvas instead of rushing to get the colors on before the paint dries.

In October I went to ComicCon!!!!! YEAH BOY!!!! :D It was so awesome...and crowded ._. I was supposed to go with two of my friends from class...but I over slept and when I got there, they wouldn't pick up their phones...I was going to kick their asses the following Tuesday, but they said that the reception they had sucked so when I would text them, they would receive it 1 to 2 hours later. and they couldn't hear their phones ringing...yeah so they survived my wrath...for now.

I danced to Micheal Jackson the experience for the wii on the stage! It was awesome! I will never do it again though but awesome non the less! I want to buy it so bad! Along with Sonic colors and the Kirby yarn video game...I tried those games and much more when I was there! And I got to shake hands with TERRY MOORE *SCREAM OF HAPPINESS!!!* he's the artist for the comic book Strangers in Paradise . He was surprised that I've read since I was really young. His Words were "My God! I corrupted you :noes:!" An Awesome man he is X3!

November...Nothing really happened, I enjoyed Thanks giving with the family and some friends too <3. Though I'm a bit peeved that I couldn't cook at all this thanksgiving -3-. The guest were shocked when I said I didn't cook at all (I know weird). But I was happy that everybody came together and enjoyed their food ^^. BY the Way! On black Friday, my Mission to get an new all in one scanner was a huge Success :D! Got it for 80 dollars! The original price was 175 dollars! EPIC WIN! I love you (kinda) target :heart:. BUT BY GOD! the lines for electronic stores were crazy! Best Buy had a line that went full square around the store...Just to get inside! It's crazy. same goes for Microcenter! But Mission was successful...I pat myself on the back :3.

So here comes the sucky news...My laptop committed suicide a few weeks ago...I'm typing on my mom's laptop right now by the way. I'm pissed...not that it died...not at all...but by the way it died! First It stopped charging so as I was thinking "Oh let me save all my work so I don't have to worry about it...it from 100% to 5% in a minute and just shut down on me...BULLSHIT!!! What a damn cop out you are! Yes I know I've had you for over 5 years and you lived a long time...but the way you decided to die disgusts me hmph!

So With that...All my writings and drawings and so on are still on my old laptop...So I can't post anything thing at the moment. I might have the skip the Christmas pictures I had planed for this year -3-. And I hate that I have to push back Carrot debut some more. But my dad said he could transfer all my works into my mom's laptop until I get a new laptop. So I have to go back to sharing the computer again...yeah.

With that...I'm heading off to bed...I'll finish this essay later -3- *crawls into bed and sleeps* Zzzz....

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