Well back to good ol texas. Feels good to be back just got to find an apartment and find a job! Haha so glad to have gotten out of cali but I will miss all my friends

Yup. Finally back in the great USA. It's been an annoying deployment but it's finally done. I'll be home soon. Looking forward to seeing everyone again. And good news is I have some good pictures from overseas so I can finally update. And I had some art done to post when I get home to a computer so yay smut and char art \0/.


Ps. If you are one of my good buddys who had my cell number it is activated again. And FYI I lost a lot of contact info so feel free to txt

well as a lot of you know i been deployed since last year. here is the significant bullshit that has happened. i went on leave back in January as mid tour leave and so on, went to VA to play in the snow, have fun an just relax. i got a call from home and my mother told me my grandmother past. we were very close and all that. so i start doing all the right process and get a hold of ppl back overseas and i did, i was approved for the 14 days of emergency leave, i get home and spend some time with friends family and so on, 2 days before the funeral and quarter way through the leave i get a call and am told i have to hop a flight back overseas asap. which is bull shit, the BC decided to tear up my leave because i would have been in the "hole" on leave yet i had use or lose days. so i hop a flight to Florida it gets canceled in Houston and im stranded in Houston, hop a flight to SC and then to Florida, and what happens i miss my flight out of country by an hour. aint that some shit. so then im stuck in Florida for a week, which lost me the leave apparently the stupid bitch BC was trying to save. HA.. so that was that bullshit story.

on the brighter side i did get some new ink while on leave and im almost done here with what im doing, ill be home soon enough. i know i wanna go to a con real bad so yeah prolly FC or AC when i get home. and that is the update to what ruined my 2014.

seasons greetings and happy holidays from the fox over seas. look forward to seeing y'all soon

Call.my.phone.or text me. I lost your number.and.I got to talk to you

yup, goin to have to put moving back to texas on hold, the army is now sending me to cuba for a year. yeah i got like not even two weeks notice lol. oh well off to a new land and new adventures

got bored sitting in the hotel after work so i figured, well why the fuck not


1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
yes

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
any time is a good time, as long as im not too tired

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
right side, i like being close to the wall for some reason

4. Do you masturbate?
yes i do

5. How often? Lately?
bout once a day

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
yes

7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
Showers

8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
multiple times, one o my favorite places to

9. Do you watch/read pornography?
I don't read it, but I totally watch it.

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
it depends.

11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
Yep

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
for the most part.

13. Would you choose love or money?
Money.

14. Your top three favorite kinks in bed?
Group sex, oral, biting

15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
i dont think anyone has the balls to

16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
im not rightly sure

17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
weird? idk but the most uncomfortable and awkward is the back seat of my old mustang

18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
yes

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
yes, many times

20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
yep. but that mission always got nixed since after a few i tend to concentrate on getting more tanked


21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
nope

22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
There have been attempts.

23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
mhmm

24. What's your sexuality?
Bi sexual.

25. Had sex in a movie theatre?
dose bj count?

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
Yea.

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
Not Yet.... >:3

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
Yes. multiple times

29. Bought something from an adult store?
Yep, flesh light and a blow up doll, long story awesome joke that lasted months

30. Do you own any sex toys?
Yeah.

31. If yes, how many and what are they?
one i actually use and ima not tellin

32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
im sure people do

33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
Nah.

34. Have you ever had phone sex?
Yep but not in years

35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
I used to then stopped cause i realized how big of a waste of time it was

36. Do you think oral sex constitutes a form of intercourse?
yes

37. What's your favourite sexual position?
cowgirl, reverse cowgirl, face down ass up... If i had to choose it would probably be some position where I can watch the penetration happening.

38. What's your favourite sex act?
Buttsex. Even with females

39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
a few times

40. Who do you think has the guts to re-post this?
idk but im sure someone will

Well California, you have pissed me off one too many times. this new laws going through the california law system making people have to get a permit to buy ammo, along with all the other stupid gun laws being pushed. its about time i go back to a state where i actually have freedom and not some damn nanny state that wants to harass me every which way. it is now my goal to head back to el paso within a year. fuck you california. im out.. you don't deserve my tax dollars

took my new bike out on a nice long ride all over mountain roads to the costal highway n stopped for a nice lunch on the beach. then onward to san diego n back, such a great day and had the perfect weather for riding :3

1. Was 2012 a good year for you? Why?
ehh could have been better cold have been worse

2. What was your favorite moment of the year?
hard to say lots o stuff this year i favored

3. What was your least favorite moment of the year?
my mate goin air force :/

4. Where were you when 2012 began?
some random game store

5. Who were you with?
my now ex lol

6. Where will you be when 2012 ends?
drunk somewhere

7. Who will you be with when 2012 ends?
prolly friends

8. Did you keep your New Year's Resolutions of 2012?
Didn't make one

9. Do you have New Year's Resolution(s) for 2013?
stay in shape

10. Did you fall in love in 2012?
yup

11. If yes, with who?
not tellin u :3

12. If yes, do they know?
yes indeed

13. Are you still in love with them?
Of course

14. You regret it?
Nope

15. Did you break up with anyone in 2012?
yes, and it sucked

16. Did you make any new friends in 2012?
Yes, lots

17. Who are your favorite new friends?
all o them

18. What was your favorite month of 2012?
october cause there was a zombie attack on one of the FOBs in my AO

19. Did you travel outside of your country of residence in 2012?
Nope

20. How many different states / provinces did you travel to in 2012?
alot

21. Did you lose anybody close to you in 2012?
yes

22. Did you miss anybody in the past year?
Yeah

23. What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2012?
wreck it ralph

24. What was your favorite song from 2012?
curse of captin morgan- ale storm

25. What was your favorite record from 2012?
alot

26. How many concerts did you see in 2012?
None

27. Did you have a favorite concert in 2012?
Nope

28. Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2012?
hell to the yes

29. Did you do a lot of drugs in 2012?
cant

30. How many people did you sleep with in 2012?
2

31. Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
alot of things

33. What was the worst lie someone told you in 2012?
"i cant come to first formation, i cought the gay and been throwing up rainbows all morning"

34. Did you treat somebody badly in 2012?
yea

35. Did somebody treat you badly in 2012?
just bout every day

36. How much money did you spend in 2012?
alot

37. What was your proudest moment of 2012?
getting out the army

38. What was your most embarrassing moment of 2012?
my .50 cal malfunctioning in a firefight

39. If you could go back in time to any moment of 2012 and change something, what would it be?

go back and re-up

40. What are your plans for 2013?

reconntect with friends of old and party like old times

Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) make my way into history books
2.) Travel the world
3.) Get married

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Brian
2.) Shadow
3.) Foxy

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) Shadow110975
2.) Shadow1109 Lorefield
3.) Shadow1109

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) my eyes
2.) my tattoos (if that counts)
3.) my hair

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Norwegian
2.) Mexican
3.) But all American

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Losing someone i Love
2.) The uncertain future of my country
3.) N/A

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Wallet
2.) Keys
3.) Cell phone

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) nothing D:
2.) nothing :D
3.) AND Nothing :3

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Ensiferum
2.) Nightwish
3.) TYR

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) Treacherous Gods -Ensiferum
2.) Amaranth -Nightwish
3.) Sahara -Nightwish

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) Loyalty and Honesty.
2.) Sees past my flaws and loves me no matter what.
3.) will be open to me and talk to me about anything

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I have a crush on someone
2.) I always pay my taxes
3.) I have a pet fish

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Playing video games
2.) Shooting/hunting
3.) Fishing

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) Cuddles a certain someone
2.) Have a beer
3.) kick mah feet up and enjoy my night


Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) soldier (damn i did it)
2.) Mercenary
3.) computer system analyst

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) UK
2.) Japan
3.) Bahamas

Three Kid's Names You Like:
1.) herp
2.) derp
3.) swag

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) Lots of plushies
2.) i make sure my clothing matches
3.) n/a

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I fix and break stuff
2.) I read gentleman magazines
3.) I drink beer

hijacked this from CandyWolfie



1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed.

2: Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
yup

3: Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
both

4: Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
yes >.>

5: Do you like to use post-it notes?
kinda sorta

6: Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
Nope.

7: Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
bring on the bear, ill destroy it

8: Do you have freckles?
yup

9: Do you always smile for pictures?
Not really

10: What is your biggest pet peeve?
Umm... my damn room mate drinking my beer! DONT DRINK MAH BEER!!!

11: Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
all the tim
14: Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing?
Yuppers

15: Do you chew your pens and pencils?
yes i do

16: How many people have you slept with this week?
None

17: What size is your bed?
single, its the armys

18: What is your Song of the week?
wishmaster by nightwish

19: Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Yeah. I love pink.

20: Do you still watch cartoons?
hell yes

21: Whats your least favorite movie?
multiple

22: Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
13SCR 66575 40766 <--- right there exactly

23: What do you drink with dinner?
water, soda, beer, wine depending on what

24: What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Ranch and blue cheese

25: What is your favorite food?
MEAT.

26: What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
tim burtan films

28: Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
nope

29: Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
oh yes

30: When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
last week

31: Can you change the oil on a car?
yes

32: Ever gotten a speeding ticket?
multiple

33: Ever ran out of gas?
yuppers
34: Favorite kind of sandwich?
egg and cheese

35: Best thing to eat for breakfast?
egg omlet w/ mushrooms, bacon, ham, tomatoes, jalapenos, cheese

36: What is your usual bedtime?
bout 2200

37: Are you lazy?
can be

38: When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
umm, jason. and i still do when i get to -.-

39: What is your Chinese astrological sign?
snake

40: How many languages can you speak?
Fluently, I can only speak English. some german and some spanish

41: Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
no

42: Which are better legos or lincoln logs?
LEGOS.

43: Are you stubborn?
I can be.

44: Who is better...Leno or Letterman?
Colbert.

45: Ever watch soap operas?
no

46: Are you afraid of heights?
No

47: Do you sing in the car?
YES.

48: Do you sing in the shower?
YES

49: Do you dance in the car?
all the time, its the party car

50: Ever used a gun?
yeah, i carry one and use all my firearms regularly

51: Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
dun remember

52: Do you think musicals are cheesy?
some but not all

53: Is Christmas stressful?
Nope.

54: Ever eat a pierogi?
yup

55: Favorite type of fruit pie?
I would say apple

56: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
im living it

57: Do you believe in ghosts?
yes. and demons and all that

58: Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
multiple times

59: Take a vitamin daily?
Nope.

60: Wear slippers?
every day

61: Wear a bath robe?
why when u can walk round neked

62: What do you wear to bed?
not a damn thing

63: First concert?
swallow the sun, cali a long ass time ago

64: Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Wal-Mart

65: Nike or Adidas?
neither

66: Cheetos Or Fritos?
fritos, cause they are awesome with chili and cheese

67: Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
mmm nuts

68: Ever heard of Tres Bien?
No.

69: Ever take dance lessons?
Nope.

70: Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
Nope

71: Can you curl your tongue?
yea and other stuff

72: Ever won a spelling bee?
no

73: Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yes!

74: Own any record albums?
Yeah.

75: Own a record player?
yes

76: Regularly burn incense?
No, but I would.

77: Ever been in love?
yes...

78: Who would you like to see in concert?
i dun rightly know

79: What was the last concert you saw?
pagan fest

80: Hot tea or cold tea?
ice tea

81: Tea or coffee?
COFFEE!

82: Sugar or snickerdoodles?
idk

83: Can you swim well?
yes, but i dun like to

84: Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yeah

85: Are you patient?
very

86: DJ or band, at a wedding?
DJ

87: Ever won a contest?
Yes!

88: Ever have plastic surgery?
No.

89: Which are better black or green olives?
i dun like olives

90: Can you knit or crochet?
Nope

91: Best room for a fireplace?
master bedroom and living room

92: Do you want to get married?
Yes.

93: If married, how long have you been married?
-single

95: Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
No

96: Do you have kids?
No.

97: Do you want kids?
not realy at the moment maybe someday

98: Whats your favorite color?
pink, black

99: Do you miss anyone right now?
yeah i do, very much so

People who should do this: WHOEVER.

01) [x] You own tools that you use regularly
02) [x] You carry a wallet
03) [x] You prefer movies or shows where there is more action than romance
04) [x] You spit on the ground when not in a building.
05) [x] You scratch where it itches when it itches
06) [x] Your idea of good footwear is boots or tough tennis.
07) [x] Your wardrobe only changes if you gain weight or the clothes fall apart.
08) [x] You don't count calories when eating.
09) [x] You have deodorant strong enough to make you socially acceptable, but not strong enough to make you smell like it.
10) [x] You tend to wipe your hands on your clothes instead of a napkin.

Total So Far: 10

Do you love:
11) [x] Video games
12) [x] Working on mechanical items.
13) [x] Building things.
14) [x] Working out on gym machines
15) [x] Getting in and out of stores as quickly as possible
16) [x] Football
17) [ ] Baseball
18) [ ] Wrestling
19) [x] Boxing/ MMA
20) [x] Hunting and/or fishing

Total So Far: 18

Do you shop at:
21) [x] Home Depot
22) [ ] Lowe's
23) [ ] Big and Tall men's stores
24) [x] Hunting and Fishing supply shops
25) [x] Auto supply stores or other mechanic shops
26) [x] Hobby shops
27) [x] Comic book stores
28) [x] Sports supply stores
29) [x] Video game stores
30) [x] Electronic supply stores

Total So Far: 26

Do you say:
31) [x] Son
32) [x] I can fix it.
33) [x] Man-up (man the fuck up)
34) [ ] When I was your age
35) [x] Don't be a wuss.
36) [x] It's just a scratch
37) [x] Take it like a man.
38) [x] That's not how you do it.
39) [x] Shit
40) [ ] Here's your

Total So Far: 34

Do you read:
41) [x] Playboy
42) [ ] Sports Illustrated
43) [x] Comic books
44) [ ] Men's Health, Fitness, and/or Journal

Total So Far: 36

Have you:
45) [x] NEVER crossdressed for any reason
46) [x] NEVER cried during or after a film/television show.
47) [ ] NEVER chose wine over beer/liquor at a party.
48) [x] NEVER attended a baby shower.
49) [ ] NEVER said no to going to a strip club when you could afford it.
50) [ ] NEVER shaved/removed your body hair.

Total So Far: 39

Multiply your total by 2 and then you have your percent: 78%

thought i would be a lil more manly -____-

damn boredom

[x] you meow/bark to get attention
[x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[x] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[x] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and bring it back
Total: 5

[x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car.
[x] you like when people pet your head
[x ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[ ] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 5

[X] you sleep a lot during daytime
[x] you enjoy scaring birds
[ ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you (and in general)
[x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours (damn right)
[ ] milk or water is your favorite drink (ummmm BEER)
Total: 4

[X]you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it
[X] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[X] you enjoy long walks in the park (and in other areas)
[x] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 5

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ ] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling (ima cuddle slut o.o)
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[x] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around (when i am off duty)
Total: 5


[x] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep (sofa)
[x ] you meow or bark very often
[ ] you hide when you get scared (who the hell hides, take it head on)
[ ] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ ] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x ] you tend to chew on stuff a lot
[x ] you like to do tricks to get a treat ( ;3)
Total: 4

[x ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it (its GI)
[ ] you refer to your self as an animal
[x ] your username has something to do with animals
[x ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 5

[x ] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[x] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ ] people think you act like a pet
[x] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass (wat?)
[x ] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 5

Final total: 38

yay i gots mah leave. back in cali for 2 weeks and it feels great seeing my old friends and my family again.

just need to sit back drink a beer and relax

whoo! leave is approved. goin home to my loving mate. so happy to be goin home

what would possess a person to shove a roman candle in there ass and not expect repercussions for it... god i work with some real dolts

whooo nothin like goin to the field for war games. will be dusting off at 0600 tomorrow for some combat heheee

will be epic... ganna get smashed and not remember my weekend

yuppers, this fox is all set up here and ready for combat here at mah new duty station.


my unit is just standing up so wont deploy for a while unfortunately. but just means more training on mah tank hahah.

goin back to my military dutys. see everyone laters.


-Shadow-

yesh i got to come home on leave for christmas, its nice to see my family and mate before i get placed at Ft Bliss. Im here till the 2nd so yay \0/

Well today's the day that i go to training. its ganna be awesome stuff, today im no longer a civilian and its awesome.


so to all my buddy's out there i will see you when i get done with my training



later

thats right, shipping for basic on sept 8th


looking forward to it alot, the wait is killer.


if i know you personaly and stuff. we should hang out one more time before i go. so hit me up sometime soon =3

finally, it ain't a drawing but its some of my photography. but i will post some drawings as soon as i get a damn scanner