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Posted 11 years agoSo, I have been doing a lot of self-reflection on my furry side lately, and have been embracing my fursona more than ever before. I was thinking about some of the things that make me feel furry, and thought I would just jot them down. These things just bring so much joy and positivity to my day, and I am so thankful that when I was 17 I went down this little rabbit hole ;)
seeing dogs, foxes, coyotes, or wolves anywhere
seeing someone with furry articles of clothing
hearing the word "fur"
thinking about cuddling and giggling and blushing and all the cute stuff!
role-playing with this adorable little husky puppy in North Carolina, who has very much become my little crush online, and who I am very seriously considering saving up money to go see.
Listening to Kaskade or Deadmau5 - It has contextual memories for me involving my fur side
Being in my room (full of wolves everywhere :3)
Going on reddit - reddit.com/r/yiff :3
The list is way larger, but these are the big ones..
I don't know where im going to be in 10 years when I'm 37, but when I get there, I hope I'm still a fur.
Lastly, thank you to all those on FA. You are amazing critters, and I am so happy I found you :) <3
seeing dogs, foxes, coyotes, or wolves anywhere
seeing someone with furry articles of clothing
hearing the word "fur"
thinking about cuddling and giggling and blushing and all the cute stuff!
role-playing with this adorable little husky puppy in North Carolina, who has very much become my little crush online, and who I am very seriously considering saving up money to go see.
Listening to Kaskade or Deadmau5 - It has contextual memories for me involving my fur side
Being in my room (full of wolves everywhere :3)
Going on reddit - reddit.com/r/yiff :3
The list is way larger, but these are the big ones..
I don't know where im going to be in 10 years when I'm 37, but when I get there, I hope I'm still a fur.
Lastly, thank you to all those on FA. You are amazing critters, and I am so happy I found you :) <3
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Posted 12 years agoim going to do a little free writing, so dont be hatin on it if it bounces around. I was thinking today that I need to start being more productive. there seems to be a constant inner struggle within me where one side demands that I have productive days all the time, and not doing so will mean that I am some sort of failure in comparison to others. or that I will become a failure.. the other side of me is the fair and deserved side. its the side of me that grants that extra cigarette, or beer. the side that allows for laundry to be put off for tomorrow. generally i think people just refer to this as lazy, but then again, that is that self flagellation thing again. I think most days I just do whats expected of me, nothing more nothing less. I find an inherent sense of a lack of ambition.
I ask my friends and coworkers about their shit, and see what they get up to on a daily basis, and how they formulate their schedules. Most of the time, it seems that I think about it too much. maybe i do. I am in my head a lot. I really haven't met anyone as neurotic as I am. I think I might have ADD or something... it feels like the channels get changed every five seconds in my head. I CAN concentrate on shit when i have to, but again its only when i have to. generally speaking i have to psych myself up to be in the mood for something to actually get done. Really there seems to be a void in motivation. most people seem to be able to snap into the chore, or action. I have to mull it over a bunch first before i make a decision. Like even something as simple as what sorts of things should I do on my day off: get coffee, play chess with my buddy, go to the beach, stay home? its all a series of values, and I cant shut off the faucet. most of the time I end up wandering for hours just thinking.. with the intent to do something, but never actually pulling the trigger on anything. Im in my mid twenties.. its a weird age to be because you dont really count as an adult, and you dont count as a kid. you cant really be either. and then again, some of my peers act a lot more mature than i do, but i chalk it up to them just not understanding the value of enjoying your youth. however, if that was the case, then is it possible to be mature and still act like a kid? is being a furry a childish thing for instance? what about partying and doing rec drugs? are those things childish? I know MANY successful full blown adults who do all that. even some furries! so are they some outlier on a skewed statistical sample of the average behaviors of adults? or do they represent the majority? how do you rank this shit anyways? do a bunch of friends get together and determine how everyone in the group acts? are furries receptive to the subtleties of psychological foucaultism? when our decision making is taken over by mass psychological policing, how are we supposed to know whats truly right?
im getting tired cause its getting late.. im going to go smoke a cig and go to bed. this has been riveting.
I ask my friends and coworkers about their shit, and see what they get up to on a daily basis, and how they formulate their schedules. Most of the time, it seems that I think about it too much. maybe i do. I am in my head a lot. I really haven't met anyone as neurotic as I am. I think I might have ADD or something... it feels like the channels get changed every five seconds in my head. I CAN concentrate on shit when i have to, but again its only when i have to. generally speaking i have to psych myself up to be in the mood for something to actually get done. Really there seems to be a void in motivation. most people seem to be able to snap into the chore, or action. I have to mull it over a bunch first before i make a decision. Like even something as simple as what sorts of things should I do on my day off: get coffee, play chess with my buddy, go to the beach, stay home? its all a series of values, and I cant shut off the faucet. most of the time I end up wandering for hours just thinking.. with the intent to do something, but never actually pulling the trigger on anything. Im in my mid twenties.. its a weird age to be because you dont really count as an adult, and you dont count as a kid. you cant really be either. and then again, some of my peers act a lot more mature than i do, but i chalk it up to them just not understanding the value of enjoying your youth. however, if that was the case, then is it possible to be mature and still act like a kid? is being a furry a childish thing for instance? what about partying and doing rec drugs? are those things childish? I know MANY successful full blown adults who do all that. even some furries! so are they some outlier on a skewed statistical sample of the average behaviors of adults? or do they represent the majority? how do you rank this shit anyways? do a bunch of friends get together and determine how everyone in the group acts? are furries receptive to the subtleties of psychological foucaultism? when our decision making is taken over by mass psychological policing, how are we supposed to know whats truly right?
im getting tired cause its getting late.. im going to go smoke a cig and go to bed. this has been riveting.
