So the fifth year of 2020 begins. With in we ride the wave of everything we were warned of that would happen with the previous administration, but was done by the current administration. we reward and indulge mental illness and perversion while attacking those who call it out and warn of more to come. Manipulation and lies made to look like the truth by those in league with those who would destroy us and our history and way of life for ideology, power, and monetary gains. The inmates are roaming free and running the asylum and have decreed madness to be law.

Here's to a new year and hopefully a much better one for all.

I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand, please, don't cry now
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate
For all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion, trying to change you
Being like you are
Well this is something else, who would comprehend?
But some that do, lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them
That's not what I believe, and it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last, but I'm still not sure
But what I do know, is to us the world is different
As we are to the world but I guess you would know that
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change
For all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion, always trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change
For all the hurt that you feel
This world is just illusion, always trying to change you


I miss my friends and the old fandom.

Just ran into some art that I wanted to fav, but can't because the user has blocked me at some point. Want to watch someone? Seems I was pre-emptive blocked because of leftoid cult Ideology and dislike of something I said at some point in the past somewhere, be it here in FA journal, or on Telegram.

I don't block others. I want discussion and debate on ideas and subject matters. I want to understand the views others have and why. Break through propaganda and lies and misconceptions and the like. I want to have beliefs challenged and validated and understood. Shatter echo chambers of all sides.

Art and the love and enjoyment of others art should not be caught up in such stupid cancel culture BS.

This is what I'm been screaming about for years.

Learn it. Recognize it. See past it. Find the facts.

Obviously I'm team Raven. *pools in cheeky bird*

o7

It is on this day today that i am no longer the answer to life the universe and everything, but instead I have become a prime number for the next years time.

There will be no cake for the cake is a lie, instead there will be pie, a key lime meringue pie.

So as many saw and skimmed (and the few that did read) FA is updating their policy once again, which means another furry exodus and "I'm leaving FA forever" postings. Why might one inquisitively ask? Because the new rules closes the pedo art loopholes. That's right, mature and adult rates art of children that are posing as adult age when its obviously not, is being restricted and removed. No more 1000 year old lolis that stopped aging at 10 years old, established cartoon anime children characters in popular shows (how is ash and misty still perpetually 10 years old? lol) and other such styles art. What is safe is the short stacks, the super d's, the gob girls (and boys) and obviously adult, if abet small, characters. Also seeing how so many in the fandom tend to be of the gay male demograph, your femboy, trap, sissy, and other consenting adult circle jerk material is still safe.

If you're still worried and upset, then go to ink bunny or e621 where you can be uncensored an have all the cub and pedo and CP art to draw and paw off to.

For the past year about, I've been actively playing a Kenku Rouge with a few friends from planetside 2 on our DND nights. I created my character though DnD beyond (which I split off into two separate games) which i found so helpful for a beginner like me for character creation.

So in the friday game, our group consist of a lizard man, kenku, goblin in a mech suit, and a fae centaur. together with our actions and the actions of other groups that play on other nights and sometimes together, we are investigating the Anauroch and the dealings of the Phaerimms. Generally Ive become the sneaky murder bird pulling off advantage longbow hits with sneak attack damage bonuses. recently I'v taken down a Phaerimm with a crit death kill, before that a floating orange gas bag creature I put a flaming arrow up its rear and killed it. Last night, I managed to pick pocket two neather scrolls from Larloch and live.

Its been a lot of fun and from what others have told me who are much more long time players and experienced, I have been doing a very good job of playing my kenku rouge.

Which brings me to an idea, I would like to get quick sketch comics of my kenku pulling off these feats.

I'm just still a bit hyped with having pulled off these rolls and events.

here's my sheet: https://www.dndbeyond.com/characters/77422948

For those of us fortunate to have grew up in the 90's and watch Batman: The Animated Series, we were treated to a revival of the batman franchise unseen before, big in thanks to the tim burton Batman of 1989 ad the score by Danny Elfman. In the cartoon series, we saw Batman stories that were complex, explorative, and could draw great emotion. The recreation of Mr. Freeze and the new character of Harly Quinn prime examples of the impact the series has had on the lore and franchise as a whole.

On top of everything was the voice talent that made Batman and Bruce Wayne duality be shown so well. The man that is by far one of the greatest Batman is that of Kevin Conroy He was the voice of Batman for over 30 years. Sadly, Kevin Conroy passed away yesterday on November 11th, 2022 battling cancer. "He voiced The Dark Knight in "Batman: The Animated Series" in addition to "nearly 60 different productions, including 15 films – highlighted by the acclaimed Batman: Mask of the Phantasm; 15 animated series, spanning nearly 400 episodes and more than 100 hours of television; as well as two dozen video games," according to the film studio." -(https://www.foxnews.com/entertainme.....batman-dead-66)

For many, this news is devastating. Kevin Conroy is survived by his Husband (Yes, he was gay), sister, and brother.
Teh work that kevin did not just in media, but as a caring person, will be sorely missed. Thank You Mr. Conroy, for everything you have given us and for being a part of our lives for so long.

November 10th brings with it many things like special game and movie releases, peoples birthdays like for my mom, and many more activities about. However, the one thing that November 10th brigs us is the birthday of the United State Marine Corps.

On November 10, 1775, Robert Mullan, the proprietor of the Tavern and son of Peggy Mullan, was commissioned by an act of Congress to raise the first two battalions of Marines, under the leadership of Capt. Samuel Nicholas, the first appointed Commandant of the Continental Marines. Nicholas's grandfather was also a member of the Tun Tavern Lodge of Free and Accepted Masons and it is this relationship between Mullan, Nicholas and the Tavern which has resulted in Tun Tavern being acknowledged as the birthplace of the United States Marine Corps. For a brief history of the USMC, go to this link, https://tinyurl.com/bddjxk8u



If you know someone or have a family member who is or has served with the Marie Corps, give them a thanks and happy birthday.
And for those who are serving or have served, Happy Birthday and Semper Fi! OOH-RAH

Here in the U.S. we will be making our voices heard with our votes on many issues from city, county, to state. Many will be for measures and propositions on what may be the local and state issue, while others are for those who we believe are best to represent our interest and for the betterment of the community and nation as a whole. Over the years the right to vote has expanded from property owning men to all men to all men and women of all races. The right to vote is the most important right we as citizens of this nation have. Many will make claims of "voter suppression" and "voter fraud" and "ballot fraud". And while there is truth to some of these claims, we still try to put our trust in the system that it will be a truly fair system that allows all citizens voices to be heard who have gone to the polls and filled out their ballots and submitted them as per the laws stated.

When voting, please be sure to do real research into what is being asked of you to vote on. learn about the person who is running for what position and the effect they will have. do not just vote down party line out of some strange misguiding loyalty or tradition. Don't vote based on feelings created by propaganda and political activist. Don't vote on just popularity. Know what the impact will be on not just others, but your self too. Look at the finical impact and if such a thing is viable or a waste.

I'm not going to ask or say who or what to vote for as that is your decision and right, I just ask that you vote as a properly informed electorate and not be swayed by propaganda, ideology, and the bias of others.

And of course, get out there and vote!

Hahaha! Oh wow! Oh the hilarity and irony of it all!


From the looks of it, I'm guessing this was at the socal fur-b-que? Such shame. This is what happens when you allow mental illness to run rapid and unrestrained. This is why you don't enable the mentally disturbed or give into psychotic fantasy.

The Fandom did this to its self.

Sept 11, 2001, 7:59am – American Airlines Flight 11, a Boeing 767 carrying 81 passengers and 11 crew members, departs from Logan International Airport in Boston, bound for Los Angeles International Airport.

8:14 – United Airlines Flight 175, a Boeing 767, carrying 56 passengers and 9 crew members, departs from Logan International Airport in Boston, bound for Los Angeles International Airport.

8:14 – Flight 11 is hijacked over central Massachusetts. There are five hijackers on board.

8:20 – American Airlines Flight 77, a Boeing 757 with 58 passengers and 6 crew members, departs from Washington Dulles International Airport, for Los Angeles International Airport.

8:42 – United Airlines Flight 93, a Boeing 757 with 37 passengers and 7 crew members, departs from Newark International Airport, bound for San Francisco International Airport.

8:42–8:46 – Flight 175 is hijacked above northwest New Jersey. There are five hijackers on board.

8:46 – Flight 11 crashes into the north face of the North Tower (1 WTC) of the World Trade Center, between floors 93 and 99. All 92 people on board are killed.

8:50–8:54 – Flight 77 is hijacked above southern Ohio. There are five hijackers on board.

9:03 – Flight 175 crashes into the south face of the South Tower (2 WTC) of the World Trade Center, between floors 77 and 85. All 65 people on board are killed.

9:28 – Flight 93 is hijacked above northern Ohio. There are four hijackers on board.
Rof the World Trade Center collapses, 1 hour and 42 minutes after the impact of Flight 11. The Marriott Hotel at the base of the two towers is also destroyed.

10:50 – Five stories of the western side of the Pentagon collapse due to the fire.

Two and a half hours after the first plane left Boston, the iconic “Twin Towers” lay in ruins in Lower Manhattan, and brave first responders and military personnel were scrambling to save lives and secure the country.

Life in America was set on a new trajectory.

This is what a Democrat super majority controlled state looks like.













Guess this is what people wanted because they voted for it.

June is here and that means summer time in the norther hemisphere and all the fun in the sun. It also means its one of the seven deadly sins month! that's right, Pride!

Oh you silly foolish naïve children, how you are so easily played by your corporate masters of capitalism, waving pictures of rainbows and "inclusionary flags" about to squeeze every cent out of you for a whole month because so many decided that the merit of their character depends only on who they are bedding with, what particular body mutilation they did to their selves, and the level of melatonin their skin has; instead of what true talents and abilities that make them an individual and the accomplishments made within their life time.

And Speaking of "Inclusionary Pride", just remember that it means ALL pride, such as White Pride, Straight Pride, Christian Pride, Biological Male Pride, American Pride, Nuclear Family Pride, Biological Female Pride, And so many, many more types of pride.

SO go out, march around in nothing but bare skin and BDSM gear on the streets while wrapped in skittles and preforming sexual acts infront of prepubescents children in broad public for the world to see while preaching just how normal you are and how anyone that doesn't accept is are phobic fascist or something like that and pretending you are the oppressed victim while being the oppressor.

Isn't the sin of Pride just so fun?

We are as a world living in times of strife, of which we wish to try to make sense and point at one thing or person that is the one and only cause. DO not fall for such a trap. While divisions amongst groups, fandoms, cultures, and nations are rampant, always remember to question what you are told and by whom. Find the truth outside of one's comfort zone and bubble. read past the half truths and manipulation of words by those who claim to be "experts" and gate keepers of information. Ask why someone with information or an opinion or idea is being censored and silenced and canceled. Know that those of a nation do not all fallow or agree with the actions of its leaders. Ask your self what are your morals? would your loved ones approve? would your friends? Did you have friends of long time past that you tossed away because ideology demanded it? Ask if others are trying to manipulate you and your thoughts and ideas and emotions to drive you down a path you once said no to.

Look past ideology and sides and see that there are others in need who are victims of a system meant to cause division and hatred amongst others. Embrace the differences we have and the similarities we share that all make us unique individuals. Respect others and others shall respect you. Accept others for who they are, and they shall accept you for your self. And more importantly, know one's own self. Know who you are, not what you are or want to be, but who you are as an individual. When you accept who you are as your self, peace and joy will soon follow.

Stand together against the authoritarians and dictator and tyrants that tell you you must hate each other because of your difference. Stand tall and shout NO! We will not be divided! DO this, and you will see the truth of what causes such strife in our world.

To our fellow people in the Ukraine and Russia, our hearts go out to you and wish only peace and a quick peaceful end to the conflict. I care not fow what ones politics or ideology may be, i care only about peace, safety, and freedom.

SO a move is upon us and since I never took out my MLP stuff to put up for display since the last move, and being a trucker has given me a minimalistic view, I'm looking to shed my pony figures, plushies, art, and other swag. Most is of Princess Luna, but also of the mane 6 and a few select others. Hard to get plushies and figures and of course fan made stuff. Free to good home. Take it all or not at all. The catch is, have to be within range of socal, specifically California City. I am willing to meet part way for the hand off, but outside of the region I'd have to ask for al least gas money. (I can drive to the LA orange county areas, Bakersfield, Victor Valley High desert, inland empire)

Other than just ponies, I also have the fallout 4 pipboy wrist mount that you put a smart phone into that comes in a displace case, an unopened hardback guide book, a medallion on a lanyard, and a pipboy bobble head figure, and the nuka dark bottle (rum is long gone). Again, free to good home.

Finally for free game swag, the Wolfenstein: The new order chest with booklets, pictures, metal disk case, and panzer hound figure. the latch screws fell out during the last move but the latch was not lost.

As for non free stuff, I have airsoft guns I want to sell. I have a tokoyo marui Thompson sub machine gun that has been modded with a front handle with a drum mag and stick mags. A W/E Tech 1911 Colt 45 with three magazines gas powered, a G2 GX-175 Sig in case with one magazine and attachable light (no battery) comes in a plastic case. A pistol grip pump action shot gun gas powered with solid steel cocking brackets put in to replace the cheap metal ones that would break. Takes 6mm BB's and fires about 6 to 5 at a time. Comes with a holster sleeve.
Prices vary but will be reasonably low. Discount for a full take of all weapons and the soft carrying tactical case BB's and accessories included. My next home/ free time will be the weekend of march 12th. I'll be free that afternoon (getting taxes done that morning). Please feel free to contact me here or on discord and or telegram at any time and I'll get with you as soon as possible.

In may of 2003, Planetside made its debut to the world. A local fur friend pointed me in its direction, and I've never stopped playing since. The first and only of its kind, a true MMOFPS. 24/7 combined arms combat of base taking and open fighting between three factions across multiple continents with different environments and landscapes supporting several different types of bases, outpost, and other locations where battles could last hours and even days at a time.

Evenutally due to other games and the introduction of vehicles and weapons and mismanagement, many were put off by the game, despite it still having a strong player base. Fast forward to 2012. beta testing is announced for Planetside 2, the successor and over all massive improvement to the first game. December of 2012 Planetside 2 goes live. Hundreds of thousands of payers across the world join in. Its free to play with some micro transactions that are not pay walls or pay to win. Default weapons are the best over all with other weapons you unlock with ingame currency or real money as side grades and specialized. Cosmetics are real money only but do not effect actual game play or stats. A subscription is available that gives boost and other bonuses plus 5 dollars free gme currency for cosmetics or others, along with a 10% discount in the shop.

Eventually more weapons and vehicles are added along with new game play mechanics such as the construction system that allows players to construct their own bases and other possibilities with walls, turrets, vehicle pads, and the orbital strike, along with the flail and glave artillitary fire systems. Massive improvements in graphics and adding DX11 allowing for better frame rates and more builds to play the game with the varius settings.

In the last few years we have had the introduction of the Bastion fleet carrier, a massive air ship with bombardments and other offensive and defensive weapons along with spawning support air fighter craft Lastin an hour after spawning before returning to orbit, or destroyed by enemy forces. These ships are part of the outfit construction set which now allows outfits to gain points in crafting material to create equipment and vehicles including the new Colossus tank, which has an ion cannon capable of taking out the bastion damage hard points, as well as normal ground warfare.

For new and even old players getting back in, the new player tutoral has been refined and made to be as helpful and intuitive as possible to help new players get a general feel for how the game plays and what to expect.

Currently there are four continents available for play, with a fifth that is now in open beta testing on the planetside 2 test server. I introduce, Oshur.


water physics, beaches, islands, new bases types, rethinking on battle flow and more. Now is the time to rejoin Planetside 2 or dive in for the first time. She may be an older game, but she still holds up and provides, and she needs more players to come and fight on the lands, in the air, and on the beaches, and now in the water.

Planetside 2 can be downloaded either through Steam or more direct through the website at https://www.planetside2.com/home Download links on the page along with all the information you may want and need.

For the test server download link, go here: https://forums.daybreakgames.com/ps.....d-link.114038/ install link at the bottom of the page.

First off, to all those who have suffered through the wu-flu/ chinese virus/ the coof/ Covid-19, best of hope for good health to all and condolences to those who've been lost. Second, always seek a doctor who knows you for any and all medical help and information. One thing may work for others but not for you and vise versa.

Now, having been infected and survived the coof, I've been inoculated and thus vaccinated via natural exposure. As anyone who has paid attention to elementary and middle school/ jr. high biology and science and history, exposure to a virus, be it full fledge or weakened, allows the bodies immune system to fight and program its self to understand what it is fighting and how to defeat it. Obviously the stronger the immune system the better off the body. There is a whole slue of history and research on how small pox immunity and inoculation was done in the last few hundred years which helped to eventually lead to the total (at least known to be) eradication of such a harmful and deadly virus. Most vaccines used a dead or seriously weakened strain of a virus to inoculate a person, thus allowing the body to attack without having to be harmed from the virus its self. So when the person is eventually infected, the body fights off the virus early and keeps it from becoming an issue. Humanity has not existed for hundreds of thousand of years without having to be exposed to such illnesses and either survive or die. Fortunately medical science and technology has allowed us to be able to live in a world with much less threats from viruses and such. But at the same time hyper sterilization of the local environment (homes, living areas, ect) and paranoia of not wanting little kids sick from exposure, has caused many to grow up with a weakened immune system. The "bubble boy" syndrome if you will. As a child and even as an adult, i exposed my self to dirt and grime and dirty water. Most of it was play, then construction work as I became an adult. Bug and spider bites a many , cuts, scrapes, all kinds of little things that exposed my self to the environment. this allowed my immune system to strengthen. being somewhat healthy by not being a smoker and drinking a lot and not doing drugs obviously helped too. I also made sure to clean up and take care of wounds and infections to help my immune system not be overwhelmed.

With this all said, I ask why must there be a push on others to become "vaccinated" from what has been a rushed and still barely tested pharmaceuticals which have been reported to have cause many (not all) harm in one form or another. Mind you I'm trying to not dive into any far out conspiracies, but lately what was considered a "conspiracy" becomes fact within six week to six month time frame. Its no secret that the governments are using the coof to do a lot of harmful and out right illegal activities against the public. Back when this all started, back when it was "2 weeks to flatten the curve" I said this is going to turn into a "papers please" situation. not more than a year and it did and has only gotten worse. Thanks to the government and main stream media's narrative BS, they have created an "Us. vs. Them" with the general population by mandating vaccine passports (papers! Please!) denying access and service to those who don't present proof of being jabbed like a lab rat with a drug from questionable companies who are making millions to billions. In times like these I can't help but to think of the movie V for Vendetta and just how many parallels the past couple of years share. Not all want to get "vaccinated". Not all CAN be "vaccinated" due to medical reasons. Many are being forced to "vaccinate" against their will due to mandates and restrictions and creating a second class of citizens by government and corporations. Worse off is that actual medical professionals, be they researchers, doctors, and other educated experts, are being censured and canceled when they speak out and against the narrative and speak on facts. This only adds to the mistrust of the government and media and all who push for the coof vaccines.

I believe in tested and researched and unbiased medical advancement. I believe in vaccines that have been researched and refined and tested and made safe for people. I accept that some people can not be vaccinated because of an auto immune response that can be harmful. I also believe in herd immunity. Science and biology should never be weaponized and politicalized to push an agenda and narrative.