Yep...it happened....my worst fear.

I don't know how. I barely know why....I can probably get something else soon, but at the moment, if ANYONE can offer help financially, I'm gonna need it. Otherwise I could lose my apartment....I know I can figure something out past this month, but rent is too close right now.

I can even try to pay those who help back...please...I hate making journals like this.

I enjoyed it again like I do each year. Rode up with  trabisu and  shardartel .

Highlights were seeing old friends, making new ones (specifically  Jawsey_Poodii and  ZappMaliss ), getting some art, and seeing  shardartel be forced to do a half-strip dance during the Predator and Prey game. XD

I look forward to next year when the lodge will finally be fully rebuilt and ready, the dances are kinda lame compared to the first year I went when they had it. But that's the only real downside.

I'm gonna do my best to ensure  zementh is there next year as well. Just you wait!

I confessed to someone that I had a crush on them, and thus began the best relationship of my life.

And soon it will get better, now that I have a job and will soon have a passport.

I love you  zementh , sillyness and all.

 zementh is SILLY.

That is all. :3

(Blame boredom at work for this I'll probably delete it later)

Probably riding with  trabisu and I'm taking  shardartel with me.

Kinda hate how it falls on halloween this year, I always enjoyed that holiday. But I'll still go and have a great time, see you all in a month.

My job keeps me way too busy.

 shardartel is my roommate now.

I'm saving up money for a passport and a trip to visit  zementh .

Castlevania HD is too addicting.

Blazblue CS is the awesome.

I miss having free time.

The new apartment is good, though I feel kinda lonely, guess I'm not used to being on my own yet.

As for the job training I'm going through, it's been fine so far as well. Not that much to it yet, just set in a class and take notes on things. Easy peasy.

That's about it. Just thought I'd drop an update.

Yep, that's right.

And furries of all kinds are welcome to hang out there anytime. :D

Just so long as it doesn't get crowded...cause it's not that big of a place.

But yeah, it's in bedford, and it's completely mine. Will be moving in friday, after that it will be up to me to keep it going with my job at telvista, which shouldn't be much of a problem as long as my hours stay full time.

Can't believe how much my life has turned around, and it's all thanks to  foxkiller .

Who knew someone who kills my kind would do something so awesome for me. :p

Now working at Telvista, a technical support place. Also known as one of those places people call to get support/help for their computers. I'm amazed I managed to get a job like this.

My training starts on the 26th, I'll get $10 an hour, and when my training is complete I'll get $11! It'll also be a full time job.

I'm posting from Telvista now. XD

I'm very excited. :3

I'm not living with  shadowtxhorse anymore, he's been under alot of stress recently and he said he couldn't handle having a roommate no matter who it was. So, I've left. I'm in bedford now....yeah, that's life for you I guess.

Forgot to update on here that I w as going in the first place, but yeah whatever. I rode up to San Antonio to see my buddy Aizo who I hadn't seen in years, got taken and dropped off at his place by and his possee and it was a fun weekend. We played games and I rode a bus for the first time ever while I was there, they really aren't as bad as TV makes them look.

We also went to a chinese place called "Fortune Cookie Buffet", but they didn't give us any fortune cookies! Seriously! That was lame. XD

Great time though, hope to see him again sometime.

There goes what little social life I had left, this is the most addicting freaking game ever.

After my step-dad flipped out with his anger issues, pinned me against the bed (tearing holes in my shirt in the process), and threatened to beat my face in last week, I realized that wasn't going to work. So I am now staying in a classified location (aka with  shadowtxhorse ) until I get back on my feet financially. I am fine, so don't worry friends.

That's all.

Got my bro's 360 hooked up to live so I can start playing that again, I got not one, but two interviews scheduled this week, I got a part time job at Liberty Tax center, and I have a new place to stay once I save up enough money. :D

It'll be a mobile home, but I'll have my own room, awesome internet, and a ton of cats. :P Staying with a married couple in this area.

I can't wait. ^_^

When I was shaving earlier, I took a good look at myself in the mirror....and my god....I'm turning into my father! D:

http://www.lonestarfurs.org/viewtop.....=20&t=5035

*sigh* :/

Also, I have a job now. Wooh-screw it I'm too depressed to be happy right now.

Due to not having a job for 6 months, I had to move out of my apartment and in with my mom so she could help me.

I've been here for a little over a day, and already I wanna move back. Goddamn I want a job.

Watch and comment and rate plz!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TyJd6gmSdjM

I'm not good at typing alot, but it was a real ton of fun.

I got there Thursday with  durangodingo whom I picked up from the airport, just hung out and greeted all my friends as they arrived and stayed up late, all that fun stuff. Then Friday I went to Opening Ceremonies then hung out in the video game room and played Tatsunoko vs Capcom for the first time with  artenis and a few others, it's a really fun game! Also played  TobiasAmaranth's werewolf game in front of a crowd for a demonstration, then again later that night for fun. I also hung out with  trabisu alot!

Saturday I started volunteering cause they were filled up on volunteers on other days, watched the game room while the staff was busy, and just kept hanging out. Trabisu's mate arrived today and I hung with those two, saw a rather hilarious anime that night with them in the video room.

btw you two if your reading this, Cobra dildo. :3

Next day I volunteered for longer and then helped put everything away, then that night I went to the "Magic Time Machine" with Draconis and Dingo and several others, that was so fun. Our waiter was the Punisher and he was one of the funniest people I've ever seen, he made us refill our own drinks and smashed a ketchup bottle on a table when we asked for ketchup and had a big knife he scared Draconis with. XD Overall, a blast.

There are a few people I wish I had hung out with more like  pensive ,  kurisu-kitsune ,  imperiallion ,  trevalyn,  dash1, and so on, but overall it was very fun and next year should be even better!

And I swear I'm gonna get  Zementh to go there next year if it kills me...

I don't understand it. It really is one of my pet peeves, how can someone actually believe crap like that?

Like this BS of "All furs are fat and poor and stupid and flip burgers for a living" wtf? It makes no sense to believe something like that, even less so when it's another furry saying it, of course though if you bring this up with them they'll say "Oh I'm the exception!" Yeah cause your so special. >_>

Really just a random rant brought on by a bout of idiocy I ran into. Surely I'm not alone in seeing how stupid this is though?

Q: Where are you staying?
A: Hotel room with  durangodingo and  firr

Q: Where will you be most of the time during the days?
A: Everywhere!

Q: Who will you be with?
A:  durangodingo  pensive  chasektn  trabisu and countless other folks too numerous to list. XD

Q: What is your gender?
A: Male

Q: How old are you?
A: 20

Q: Are you taken?
A: Yeah

Q: Can I touch you?
A: Hugs and maybe snuggles only

Q: Can I talk to you?
A: Of course

Q: Can I buy you lots of drinks?
A: Nothing alcoholic.

Q: Can I give you lots of money?
A: Sure? Dunno why you'd want to though.

 chasektn ordered HBO on our Cable...

....

They really weren't kidding when they said "It's not TV, it's porn"....

http://s991.photobucket.com/albums/.....klacon%202009/

All the pictures I took back at Oklacon. Enjoy.

F5 :D

It tasted kinda bland though surprisingly....

/random journal