As the title says. I'm just not very active here kek.

Since Twitter is being 1984 I'm gonna try to be more active on BlueSky. You can follow me there if you'd like. But don't expect me to upload my backlog of art here any time soon lmfao
https://bsky.app/profile/jarenzuryo.bsky.social

Wooooo 28 years old! I love getting old, I get to pull my seniority card on them youngins and tell em exaggerated stories about why my childhood was so much better than theirs.

Anyway, don't expect me to be active here. FA to me is dead lmao.

As title says, gonna try and upload some arts I've gotten over the recent years

Hey you all!

Just wanted to let you all know I do have a Discord server if you want to join <3 We're a community of friends and mutual people and the server is growing, we have active chats, topics of different kinds and we're very welcoming! So why not come join us, an be part of a growing community of friends, with lots of gaming, memes, art sharing, and so much more!

See you there :)

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48294454/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48294454/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/48294454/

Lmao sorry for flooding your submission feed, I decided to finally upload some of my backlog. I'm still not done but this is enough for now :))))

Hey you all!

I know I've been absent to many, especially on FA. And truth be told, I'm just not as active on FA, especially with the art uploads Dx.

I try to keep content coming but I'm just darn lazy, it's unreal. I have another backlog of arts I need to upload, but trust me, I will upload them!

I've accumulated quite a large number of watchers in my absence, to you I say welcome! I hope my art gallery is to your liking! If you'd want to interact with me much more frequently, I do have a twitter that I post regularly on. So go ahead and follow me there if you haven't already! https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams

I'll more than likely start uploading arts later today, so keep an eye out for that :) Until then, take good care of yourselves. Love you all!

Hello everyone, I hope you're doing well.

2022 has started and with it will come many challenges. While I started 2022 with a fever and still feeling the cold bite down on me. I feel this is the time for me to let you know what is going on with me, for real this time. And why you don't see much from me at all.

This isn't going to be a positive journal, so strap yourself in for a rough ride that hopefully does have a light at the end of the tunnel as I'm writing this, and as you're reading this. I suppose I'll start with the negatives and end with positives.

2020 and 2021 were very rough years for me and my mental health. From being depressed about losing my dream job, to having toxic friends who do nothing but leech off of my compassion and positive vibe to fuel their own miserable lives. 2020 and 2021 respectively worked against me in almost every way when it came to my mental health. I was not in a good head space at all, and it has made me more and more desensitized to bullshit where I have no tolerance for it and get it out of the way in any way I can, sometimes at the expense of losing a friend or whatever gets caught in my crosshairs.

I'm still the same person I have always been. Just less tolerant to bad attitudes and toxicity from friends who manipulate their friends to get what they want. It's reached the point where I'm slowly moving away from friends and making new ones to hang around with as a breath of fresh air and a change of scenery. I feel like that's something I need this year; a breath of fresh air and a change of scenery. I both hate and love how cynical I've become and being more concerned about my own well being than the well being of others. Of course I still care about my friends, but when they aren't doing anything to help their own situations, welp, it frankly isn't my problem. I can try to help, but I can't do much without them actively doing something to better themselves.

And then their toxicity seeps into my every day life and I can't deal with people, I'm not a therapist and refuse to put on an act just to have their toxicity dumped on me like I'm some emotional landfill. I got my own things to take care of, my own life to get back on track. I can't sit around and pretend to be a therapist. I'll offer some advice and offer my shoulder for my friends and mutuals to cry on, but more than that I can't do. I'm sorry that I'm only a human with an ordinary life who has his own problems, I really am sorry. But please, don't dump your problems on me in hopes that I can fix them.

There have been many events in my life during those two years that have been nothing but stressful, drama filled and very toxic for me that I just want to go meet other people and spend time elsewhere. But I keep looking back to the same place I was but then remember the toxicity in there. I try my best to make things better and some people have shown great progress to being better people, but some just fall short and make a huge scene and that's not healthy at all. I wish I could help more than I already do, but I can't be much of a help if someone doesn't pull their own weight too.

All of that has shaped me to be a more sturdy person, but a sturdy person with a cynical view of things. I'm still the same me, just less worried about someone's opinion and feelings when I say something that needs to be said.

I really hope 2022 is the start of something positive in my life. And the lives of my friends. I'm starting my new job next week so I'm very hyped for that, because being out of a job for a year has been nothing but heartbreaking, demoralizing, depressing and filled with anxiety. I hope 2022 changes all of that. I will strive to be a better person as well. But remember that I am only human, I make mistakes like everyone else.

Hey all! Been a while!

So Imma just cut to the chase, I know I've been absent from this site. I know I've been lazy with uploading arts. Truth is I've just been bored with FurAffinity and the lackluster things it has. It's an online art gallery, I know. So there doesn't need to be a whole lot to it. But frankly, the basics like changing your name not being a thing on this site is just blegh, because I don't like my current name and I do not want to make a new account just to have my new alias. So that's part of the reason why I've been absent from this site.

Another reason is I've just been more active on Twitter because it allows me to connect with more people quicker and more efficiently. By no means am I saying FurAffinity should be more like a social media, I'm just saying I've just been more active on Twitter.

On another note, 2021 has been alright, not the best year, not the worst. Adequate I would put it. There really isn't much to say. I was looking for jobs and shit, finally found one and I start on the 10th next month. So yay.

Outside of job hunting. I've been feeling pretty meh for a while. Ups and downs. While I do feel quite happy most of the time, there are times where I just dip and become super reclusive where I do not want to talk to anyone for a long period of time. This is happening more frequently than I'd like and I don't know how to stop it. Even with friends, I grow super reclusive and unmotivated to hang out. I think I just need a change of scenery, something to keep me busy. I guess having no job for a whole year has really gotten my mood down. But luckily that's about to change with my new job coming up!

With all that said, I'm gonna do a bit of an art spam before this year ends, stay tuned for that!

As the title suggests! Today is my birthday!!!! Whopping 25 years and still kicking!

Thank you to all my friends who wished me a happy birthday (While I was asleep haha), you're the best! <3

And thank you to all my followers on both Twitter and FA for sticking by and liking my stuff, it means a lot to me and I hope you'll continue to stick around <3

Best regards,
Your derg dad, Jaren

Whew, long time since I made a journal lmao. Aight lets get right down to it.

My birthday is tomorrow, I turn a whopping 25 years. Wow, I'm getting old. Anyway! That's all I wanted to say :D

I hope you're having a good day and week so far! <3

Hi all,

So I decided to finally upload the arts I've gotten over the few months, I know I prolly flooded your feed but now I got all of my recent stuff uploaded xD

As the title suggest, I'm on the hunt for people who play Escape From Tarkov. Would love to join a squad of people who are chill and collected and easy going.

I'm not new, but I am rusty and getting back into the flow of things. Hit me up if you wanna play some time.

Hello all!

Wow, 2020 sure was a doozy of a year, huh? Well, for me it was a mixed bag of candy with candied razor blades. So you can imagine how that was. I bet the same can be said for everybody else now, can't it?

Well, all things considered. We survived yet another year, so I suppose we should pat ourselves on the back for not losing our grip. Though the same cannot be said about the unlucky ones. The ones who aren't with us anymore. It is important that we remember them, COVID-19, depression, social anxiety, work related stresses, all contributed to the most pessimistic year in recent times. While many aren't alive to see the little light in the dark, there are those who do, who have endured. But let us not forget those we lost, without them we wouldn't have the strength to keep going forward without them guiding us in our hearts.

In my case; leaving 2020 was... not super out of the ordinary, sure I reflected on what went wrong, what went right. The mistakes I made and the lengths I went to try and rectify them. Hence the mixed bag I mentioned. A lot of things went wrong for me that year. I started 2020 hospitalized with an infection on both eyes that nearly took my eye sight away. Had I gone to hospital earlier I wouldn't be practically half blind and with glasses today. But my blindness can be fixed with a surgical procedure later down the line so I'm hopeful. Beyond that I'm fully recovered and able to see much better than I used to.

On the career side of things, I got the honor of working my dream job at my dream company. While I was lucky to be picked, I didn't stay long due to being terminated and having it hang over my head as I worked my last 6 months. Work related stress, an incompetent management, and neglect of my problems. Since then, a lot of their mistakes bit them in the ass and I emerged victorious for a time, but I ended up not going into the career I wanted with them because of their misconducts and the poor treatment of my contract. I am hopeful though, to work there again but under better management and at different location. I left the company on great terms with everybody, my workmates, parts of management staff and my boss. They all agreed that my termination was wrong on all corporate levels and that they should be ashamed of themselves. I agree 100%, and so does my union. But all is not completely lost, my termination left a huge impact and void that can't really be filled. Turns out I was more valuable and liked than I thought. So all in all, I entered my dream job, worked my ass off, got my ass kicked by corporate staff. But I am able to return and haunt their asses in the future. Damn bastards knew what they were doing and terminating me during COVID-19, but I'm surviving, haha! My union's got my back.

As for me personally? Outside of work and everything? I've been doing alright, achieved a few goals in 2020, fell down into a deep pit of depression that nearly cost me the friendships with some peeps. Broke with my girlfriend of 4 years. Well, we didn't break up so to speak, we just sat down as adults and talked things out and closed the chapter on good terms, no harsh words, no arguments. Just two former lovers returning to being friends. So that was good in my book

There not much else to say really. 2020 for me was just a mixed bag of decent and downright horrible things. But I managed out alright.

2021 will bring with it new challenges, new opportunities. I firmly believe 2021 will be the year things will slowly start to heal and things may blossom and prosper. So here's hoping for that!

Also, it's the year of the cow. So I wish all milky babes out there a happy 2021 and may you bless us all with your milk! We're gonna need it!

I'm making this public because I'm tired of losing sleep because of it.

DO NOT ask me to open myself up about my feelings if you can't handle what comes next. Or if you're throwing me romantic vibes and expecting it to be just fun and games. Playing with my feelings is hurtful and it's not a good thing to do.

I'm tired of opening myself up to friends about my feelings and then having friends feel weird around me when I say a thing or two about my feelings. It's very discouraging and downright hurtful because I immediately feel regret and makes me feel like an asshole for doing it.

I'm reclusive for many reasons. I've lost sleep over opening myself up, I've lost self esteem over it.

I've lost friends over it.

If you don't mean it, don't say it. If you have difficulties handling it. Don't ask for it.

Kind regards,
Jaren

Whew, sure has been a while since I did one of these... where do I even begin?

Well, first things first. Now, I know I have reached way over a thousand watchers and I thank each and every one of you for sticking around and liking my content. But I'm afraid that's gonna change sometime in the future, should I go through with my plans. I'll talk more about that later.

In other topics, I just got done with my apprenticeship at my field of work so now I'm a fully certified construction worker and will have a much easier time getting employed elsewhere should I choose to. So that is great news for me and my future as a construction worker. Now all I can focus on now is my driver's license ("Jaren, you're almost 24 years old and you still don't have a driver's license?" - Look, I live close to my workplaces, I don't NEED a driver's license, but I will focus on it now since I want to eventually move out of my city, and I need a car to get from point A to point B.)


But time to get the meat of this update and it may be my last on this website. NO I'M NOT DYING, calm down.

I'm reaching the end of the line for me and my time in this website, turns out declaring myself a non fur was highly beneficial to me. However, I might be looking at a possible future of selling all of my characters and moving on with a new identity. 2020 has been rough, that should come as no surprise to anybody at this point, but for me personally I've endured a lot of internal matters that I'm not going to speak out on. But to give an idea, the internal matters have caused me to doubt myself, raise the bar significantly on my trust issues to the point where anything anybody says, I don't believe them at all. This applies to supposed friends and acquaintances - even family. I've always considered myself a loner, with a high preference to social drinking and messing around with no strings attached. I feel like my time in my current circle has lead me to think and behave differently, what I mean by that is that'm slowly regressing to my old toxic behavior from when I was a somewhat violent and uncontrollable teenager. As a teenager, I hung around the wrong crowds, and did things to people I still regret to this day.

The circle I'm in, sadly, is turning out to be a cauldron where my blood is boiled to the point of blowing up in people's faces when the old me is given the chance at coming out. I don't like it when the old me comes out, but I can't stop it from coming out when people enable it and then call me things and sic blame on me when I lose control. Which is why I'm not all that active in the places I'm part of and like to keep to myself, or spending time with one other person and that person only. Which is what I have been doing lately, because they make me feel calm and collected as opposed to others.

So, all in all, that's what might happen in the future, I don't know when and I don't know how. But when and if the time comes, all of my characters will be put up for sale, and this account will either get terminated or left as a reminder of who I was. I have a character that nobody has ever seen, nor will I reveal them to the public, they are my backup as of now until the time comes for me to move with a new identity.

But until then, I hope you continue to like my content, if you would like to get to know me a little better, head on over to my twitter and give me a follow, that is where you have the highest chance of interacting with me :)

https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams
https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams
https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams

Since FA has been down (Shocking, I know) I'll leave my Twitter profile down below, make sure to follow me! c:

I'm active there too, so come interact with me there if you want :D

https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams
https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams
https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams

TLDR at the bottom.

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Hey everyone!

So... 2020 huh? Time sure flies by. Anyway, let's go straight to the point.

Just wanted to let my watchers and those who stumble upon my page know that I'm still kicking! I just don't post a lot or engage with anyone because of life riding my ass. But I decided to update you all on a few things! :)

So first things first! I hit 1000 watchers at the end of 2019, so that was a good send-off to the decade I'd say! And to the new people who have watched me since then, welcome! I hope you find my stuff enjoyable, sound off if you're new here, I'd love to hear what made you hit that +watch button! To my old watchers, hope you still find my stuff enjoyable! I got plenty more coming whenever I get the chance!

You've probably heard the phrase "New year, new me", right? Well I'll still be the same guy I was last year! ;D Same ol' milk lover and sucker of big breasts. Nothing changes with me unless I make it apparent haha.

But in more serious news. I finally got my dream job at my dream company. So I'm having lots of fun at work, something most people don't get to say about their current employment.. Started back in the middle of September of 2019 and have been there so far. Working construction has always been my profession so working at my dream company sure boosted my morale. Not only that but I have my own field office and a position that is quite prestigious for a 23 year old.

I work as both a construction worker and requisition's officer/quartermaster. So I get to handle all the deliveries, purchases of equipment and organize my own warehouse to how I see fit. So I'm pretty high up the chain of command. The pay is something I could only dream of as well.

In art related news, you can expect a lot of art coming from me and the artists I commission in these months that are coming. I'm also working on a really big project that I have yet to reveal because I'm finalizing something that I'm going to be taking to an artist of my choice. Here's hoping that project will come to fruition! More I cannot say until it is ready! <3

Met new friends too, which is nice! Hopefully they sound off in the comments as well :) Totally okay if they don't!

Well, I got nothing more to say! I hope you guys have an awesome 2020! May good fortune rain down upon you!

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TL;DR: 2020 woooooo, reached 1000 watchers at the end of 2019, new art coming soon, got my dream job, met new friends, have a good 2020.

I have a Twitter in case my new watchers didn't know! It's the best way to interact with me :)

I post memes and other shenanigans as well as the occasional tweet from me. And maaaaybe some lewds.

Anyway, if you have a twitter, come follow me!

https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams?s=09

This is an important announcement that I must share with you all as it revolves around me, my family and their lives. Yes, their lives.

Over the course of 4 weeks, my country, Chile, has been under repression by its government due to peaceful protests over the current economical decline where things become more expensive, and workers gaining less money monthly. As a result, the STUDENTS, of all people have said enough is enough and stopped paying their expenses because they realized what misery their families were living in, poor economics, living life off of credit cards that they cannot pay back. accumulating more and more debt, and as a result, more families cannot sustain themselves.

Pretty much everything in Chile is owned by the government, the plantations, livestock, even the water is privatized and you must pay a fee to use it if you wish to drink their water. The situation has only worsened since the first week of the protests, police becoming militarized, the military itself being sent to forcefully stop PEACEFUL protests, using expired tear gas that is proven to have negative side effects to ones health. All of this and the usage of rubber bullets that are intentionally aimed above a person's chest, more than 135 people have lost their eye due to this. And the police brutality has only gotten worse as many human rights are violated. It has been proven that some, or many of the policemen are using drugs and using their authority to break in to houses to snatch people from their beds, often by beating them into submission. There are videos out there that are so vile that I urge you not to watch them if you have a weak stomach or sensitive to graphic imagery. I have seen them all and it breaks my heart to see it all unfold.

In more recent events, I recently got extremely disturbing news that the government is on the brink of issuing a state of exception, meaning the country is on the brink of CIVIL WAR. But there is no war, the people do NOT HAVE GUNS. There are reports of Army and Marine regiments mobilizing into the larger cities and have switched from rubber bullets to real ones, to purposefully kill. And are now waiting on the order to commence a military coup.

To give you some insight on why all this affects me in every way, shape or form; my family has political ties that date back to the 1973 coup, and my cousin is in the Chilean Marine Corps. He is not a bad man. And I'm worried about him. He’s a sweet and kindhearted man, like most in the military are. But due to this, many if not all military men and women and sworn to not disobey orders or they’ll be killed themselves along with their families and friends. They are forced to obey orders despite not wanting to kill innocents.

My family is scared, and rightfully so. They survived the coup of 1973 and lived almost 40 years of government repression, only now is it at its most critical moments.

I urge you all to please educate yourselves on this situation, because it affects the entire world. I fear for my family and my friends there. I will not be as active here from this point on as I will be trying to get in contact with many as I can in Chile. Should you want to leave me a comment, that is up to you, any show of support is greatly appreciated.

Thank you for reading this, sorry if I made your day crappy but it’s something that is important to me as well as you. No country should have to go down like this.

Para todos los Chilenos que vean este journal, lucha. Lucha por libertad y tú familia, por tús amigos. Estámos en democracia y esta represíon no tiene lugar para ser. El pueblo tiene el poder, no el gobierno. El pueblo levantó este paíz!

VIVA CHILE MIERDA!!

If you have a Twitter and would like to stay up to date on all things going on in Chile, follow this account, and it will also show you different accounts reporting on the same. Do NOT trust the Chilean media, as it is under government regulation. Trust the independent news reporters!

WARNING, WHAT YOU MIGHT SEE HERE IS GRAPHIC AND NOT FOR THE SENSITIVE EYES! PROCEED WITH CAUTION https://twitter.com/PiensaPrensa

Hello all.

As the title suggests, a huge character redesign is in progress of being done. When they will be done is uncertain at this time but do expect it to be arriving some time in the near future.

The characters affected are the following:

-Karyn Riker

-Nyreen Crixus

The reasons for these changes are because of lore and universe rewrites. From the day I get them redesigned and onwards, they will be Tyderians instead lf Zhajurians. So except a more dragon/reptilian look on them.

That was all I wanted to share, thid doesn't affect their personality in any way shape or form. I hope you all accept these changes as they are for the betterment of all things moving forward.

Have a good week,
Jaren

I've recently gotten an influx of new people.

WHO ARE YOU?! WHO SENT YOU?!?! O.O

I have no money pls don't hurt me ;n;

Nah but for real, welcome! :D

This is a journal I never thought I'd make.

I was recently approved to wear the with pride and joy, and I wanted to thank the 3 artists who helped me along the way recommending me to the group.

 MyLoveless,  RedPixie and  Serena_Valentine, you three have my biggest gratitude and I love all of you! <3 Thank you so much and thank you to Trusted Commissioners for approving me!

You ladies and gentlemen are the best and I wish you all the best.

Best regards,
Jaren, FoxyRexy

This.

What in the fuqq is this :v https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zLMHSLe-iCI

People be getting mad stacks just to work on this movie alone

Yeah I have a Discord server


https://discord.gg/vdKh492






























But it's very exclusive and can only be joined if I know you :3c *dabs on you* :^) Git rekt scrub lmao

Hello!

Consider following me on twitter if you haven't already! You can interact with me there and I (try to) post there regularly, I mainly post memes but I do post what's on my ind every now and then! Following me at TyderianDreams c:

https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams
https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams
https://twitter.com/TyderianDreams