Ok so I thought I would give people a heads up as to why I find it a struggle to draw and do commissions most of the time.

I suffer from JHS (Joint Hyper Mobility) I am often in alot of pain and because of this I hardly know what sleep is, I honestly could not tell you the last time I had a full nights sleep or didnt feel half dead and because of this as soon as ive finished work I come home and lay down and dont wanna move again.

The tiredness also affects me with thinking so trying to draw becomes very stressful instead of a pleasure as I constantly get art block or dont have the energy to sit down and concentrate on drawing. This also exends to making cakes as it hurts my wrists to pipe decorations and standing for to long while making them is a big nope for my body.

I hope that people understand and that I wont take on anymore work untill Ive cleared what I already have in my list.

I would like to say thank you for choosing to watch me, it means alot to me ^^

Ladies and gents my art block seems to have pretty much gone, I am mainly working traditional but can poke digital if needed so if I owe you art please poke me and if you want to commission let me know.

Now I recently lost what I thought was a good friend, turns out they were a compulsive liar, told friends and family messed up stories about me because I refused to sleep with him and had his family attack me via FB .

I also found out that he told my BF he knew my FB password (he admited it was a lie when asked to prove it) and that he often went though my FB messages on my laptop when I wasnt in the room and that he could give my BF tips on the best way "to please me" when he couldnt even get laid without payng for it (yes he had to pay for a shag and lost his virginity to a hooker) he also removed 2 other friends because they also refused to sleep with him.

I am glad in a way I found out what hes really like in the end but at the same time i wish i could see him face to face to challenge him on all this crap hes created including the "how I lost my virginity" story he came up with and what rubbish hes been spreading to his idiot family and friends who have never even met me.

Feel free to PM me if you wanna know who I wouldnt want someone else to go though the same thing

Have you ever felt like life is pointless even when things are looking up?

I have currently found a great job where everyone is nice and it pays well, my home should be getting sorted out by the council soon and I feel like im finally back on my feet and my depressions virtually gone but then its like whats the point if I have no one to share my happiness with?

I havnt been able to settle and open my heart to anyone since the really bad break up and crap with my ex and im struggling to find someone that I feel a connection to and can see myself having a future with, one with kids and a nice home and marriage, Its really starting to make me upset as all I seem to find are guys wanting a quick shag and nothing more or ones that get extremely jealous , clingy or have paranoia issues over the smallest thing.

Any words of advice guys?

Untill I get a new one commission will be on hold :( sorry

including freebies or prizes please comment below and tell me what I owe

sorry guys due to someone I wont be finishing the raffle till I clear my work list, I was hoping to wait till I could do a decent job on the prizes but looks like im gonna just have to churn them out to please ppl, I aplogise in advance if the work isnt up to scratch but art block is a bitch so again sorry for any crappy work im about to produce.

as Ive had a slightly poor turn out for this raffle im going to give it till tonight at 10pm uk time and will be choosing the winner via random.org

so last chance to enter guys http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5748331/

So I just got back from CF2014 and im having a day off to recover, theres also still time for everyone to enter my free raffle (will close after 21 more entries), I will also be streaming prizes and commissions later on if anyones interested

Raffle Link: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5748331/

sooooo boys and girls as my 300 watcher prize has not been claimed i will be making a new raffle so that someone else may have a chance to win it.

Rules:
1.must be a watcher
2. post a ref for yourself or a friend if you want to gift it them

(optional) like my FB Page
link me one of my artworks and tell me why you like it for an extra number

Raffle will end either 1st of june or when I get 60+ entries

Good luck everyone ^^

So congrats 48#  skitso_skunk

please note me what you would like.

to everyone else thank you so much for entering and I look forward to seeing you at my 300 watchers raffle ^^

These will be updated as needed but for now this is all I could think of.


1. 50% of Payment will be required before any work is started and 50% after the first sketch has been made,shown to the commissioner and been approved.

2. Payment plans can be made if the artwork is a bigger piece e.g a group piece, comic.

3. Any changes made due to the commissioner giving the wrong ref or details will require 50% of the full commission cost to change. (I am never doing this for free again)

4. If I feel uncomfortable or know im not good at drawing something you have requested then please do not pressure me to draw it or complain if it doesn't come out perfect.

5. Any art from me can not be edited or sold on unless I give permission and I keep full rights to the art.

6. I will not draw any of these unless paid at least £15 more : vore, gore, scat, watersports, extreme blood play.

7.Unless I give a deadline or it is asked in advance work will be carried out when it can, I work IRL aswell as have a social life, short notices will require an extra charge to ensure it is done in time.

8. Free art will be completed at my own pace and it is up to the raffle winner to contact me to claim their prize, if they do not it will be re-raffled for someone else to have a chance, I do not have time to be chasing people down for prizes.

9. Full refunds will only be given if I have not started the work, any work started will take a cut out of your refund reflecting the amount of work done. This will become VOID if the commissioner, their family or their friends become abusive towards me, at that point whats been done of the commission will be handed over and no refund given. I will NOT accept any form of slander or bullying and the payment will be used as compensation for emotional distress caused.


By commissioning me you agree to all my terms and conditions.

ive been in pieces since i heard this morning that my dog got loose and was ran over at 3am, he was hit and left to die in the rain in the middle of the road and now its all i can think about, i keep picturing him laying there dying and its killing me inside. I want to get him cremated but Ive no idea on the costs and if i can afford it i still cant believe its happened I keep telling myself it couldnt have not to him but at the same time i know its true....

Sorry for the sudden massive upload but thank you to all my new watchers, im hoping to find some time to work on a ref sheet for someone this week and may take more commissions after.

Sorry for my lack of art guys ive had trouble with art block, my tablet and real life problems but I shall be trying to get back in to it asap sorry again.

He survived the op and is doing a lot better now, my boss still doesn't give a damn and thinks its "sweet" that I managed to find some wonderful people to help save him from being put down by her, again thank you everyone that helped me I shall be trying to do the art asap and sorry in advance if I take to long, thank you again everyone

£40 / £40

Thank you so much everyone that helped me out I will be informing the vet and my boss tomorrow that his op will be covered, everyone that donated feel free to prod me for art its the least I can do as a thank you.

Thanks so much again this means so much to me

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So today I found out my boss is looking at putting one of our guinea pigs to sleep because she cant be bothered to pay £40 to give him a chance at a better life (hes only 16/17 weeks old) he is on the left in this pic http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11040590/.

All he needs is a small op on his eyelid as it turns in slightly and rubs his eye, so instead of paying the £40 needed for his op shes gonna pay the cheaper option of £20 to have him put down.

If I had the money I would pay for it myself but as im struggling to make ends meet I am asking anyone who can spare afew pounds or spread this message to help me save his life.

I believe I have until this Friday to make £40

my paypal is foxy3003_417(a)hotmail.com

any donation no matter how small will help and I will be offering art or something in return

So I got the news I was dreading most today, the lump they removed from my dog 2 weeks ago is cancer so i've spent the day in shock and tears, I need to learn to draw faster on my tablet so I can start saving up funds for if the cancer spreads so if anyone doesn't mind some low grade art for extremely low prices please note me (mostly sketches atm)

1. where are you staying?
In the hotel.

2. Who will you be with?
Ikadaun ^^

3. Do you do free art?
Im not very good but i can give it a try

4. Do you have any art in the art show?
Nope since I dont think its good enough for that yet

5. Which suit(s) are you taking?
Dont have a suit yet *sniffles*

6. Can I dance with you?
If you can get me to, very shy and need a lot of alcohol first

7. What is your gender?
Female

8. What age will you be?
24

9. What height are you?
Ive no idea mayb 5ft 7

10. Are you in a relationship?
Engaged but semi open

11. Can I touch you?
Depends what kind of touching

12. What If I groped you in fursuit?
depends who you are

13. Can I talk to you?
Yesh but remember I is shy and will mostly only speak if spoken to

14. Can I buy you lots of drinks?
Sure gold tequila or smirnoff ice are my faves but ill be glad if i even get a coke

15. Can I snuggle with you?
Ask first and ill be more then happy to ^^

16. Can I invite you to a room party?
Would love that

17. Can I hang out with you?
Sure aslong as you dont mind im really shy and wont talk alot at first unless spoken to

18. How will I recognise you?
im normaly with someone with bright colourful dyed hair, conbadges, I may be running around in a maid style dress but if anyone really wants to be able to spot me just say and ill bring something ^^

19. Do you drink or smoke?
social drinking and never touched a cig in my life

20. Who do you hope to see the most?
thats a tough one since theres afew I want to see and meet ^^