Submissions not displaying title and artist?
General | Posted 9 years agoNot sure what I did, maybe I hit a wrong button, but when I go to view others submissions in the top right, they come up with no information on them, just thumbnails, anyone have any idea what's up with that?
Random question I recieved.
General | Posted 9 years agoSomeone asked me a random question via notes, and I thought it might be worthy of sharing!
Someone asks: All the art that you have on your furaffinity account, is it all in Dropbox as well?
If you're wondering about my dropbox, no I don't keep my entire gallery there. I only post additional images there if they are alternate images, or the fullsize of an image is considerably larger than FA's upload size. I'd love to make my entire gallery downloadable, but it's a bit much. I don't have that much space on my dropbox to fit my entire gallery, and if too much download activity happens from my dropbox, they CAN throttle the speed to it and/or accost me a fee for it. Little known thing about dropboxes TOS, but it is there, so don't go downloading the entire thing. xD I imagine the limit would take a couple hundred people doing it all at once, but still, nothing really there worth that. xP
Anyways, that's all! x3
Someone asks: All the art that you have on your furaffinity account, is it all in Dropbox as well?
If you're wondering about my dropbox, no I don't keep my entire gallery there. I only post additional images there if they are alternate images, or the fullsize of an image is considerably larger than FA's upload size. I'd love to make my entire gallery downloadable, but it's a bit much. I don't have that much space on my dropbox to fit my entire gallery, and if too much download activity happens from my dropbox, they CAN throttle the speed to it and/or accost me a fee for it. Little known thing about dropboxes TOS, but it is there, so don't go downloading the entire thing. xD I imagine the limit would take a couple hundred people doing it all at once, but still, nothing really there worth that. xP
Anyways, that's all! x3
Omg why body?
General | Posted 9 years agoJust why... I laid down for 7 hours to sleep before work, I felt tired when I did, and I didn't sleep a wink at all. I tried and tried. I tried to relax and not think anything or move at all and it just wouldn't work. I don't understand. x.x Now I have to go to work with no sleep... I think my brain is secretly a sadist. v.v
Stupid Internet Throttling
General | Posted 9 years agoThis is ridiculous, our ISP claims there is nothing wrong, but the speed seems to just conveniently go down at the worst times. Sorry to anyone who tried to join my minecraft server, but due to the piss poor connection speed, no one's able to get on at the moment. I can't even watch videos, and pictures are slow too, almost like dial-up speed. I'm so sick of corps and there unhanded ways.
New Minecraft Server! Infinity Evolved Modpack!
General | Posted 9 years agoJust set my server up again, we're running FTB Infinity Evolved 2.6.0!
If you'd like to join, download the launcher here:
https://www.feed-the-beast.com/
IMPORTANT!!!
When you go to install the Infinity Evolved Modpack, make sure you click the versions tab and install 2.6.0 version instead of just clicking the install button again at the top. If you click that, it will install 2.5.0 instead as that was the last official release build. This server is on the 2.6.0 beta build!
Assuming that all works out for you, the IP address is:
68.51.218.33:60000
This mod comes with anti-grief and friend tools which you can access from your inventory screen. To claim chunks, simply click the map button in the inventory screen then left click to claim and right click to unclaim, and ctrl+left or right click to keep a chunk loaded or to remove it from staying loaded. Please keep constantly loaded chunks to a minimum! Only use them for machines or crops that have small areas with long working times if possible. Thanks and hope you have fun! :D
If you'd like to join, download the launcher here:
https://www.feed-the-beast.com/
IMPORTANT!!!
When you go to install the Infinity Evolved Modpack, make sure you click the versions tab and install 2.6.0 version instead of just clicking the install button again at the top. If you click that, it will install 2.5.0 instead as that was the last official release build. This server is on the 2.6.0 beta build!
Assuming that all works out for you, the IP address is:
68.51.218.33:60000
This mod comes with anti-grief and friend tools which you can access from your inventory screen. To claim chunks, simply click the map button in the inventory screen then left click to claim and right click to unclaim, and ctrl+left or right click to keep a chunk loaded or to remove it from staying loaded. Please keep constantly loaded chunks to a minimum! Only use them for machines or crops that have small areas with long working times if possible. Thanks and hope you have fun! :D
Bad feels...
General | Posted 9 years agoNot sure what's wrong, this isn't my usual melancholic feeling, which I can deal with. Something is bothering me, but I just can't seem to pin it down. I hate to think that I'm unsatisfied with things. I try to be happy with how things are, but not for my sake, but for others... mainly because, and I hate saying this, but I've gotten nothing but disrespect in the past for being dissatisfied with... pretty much anything. I know I can't expect everyone to hold the same standards and motives as myself, but it becomes pretty debilitating when you try to do the right thing, or what you believed was fair, either for yourself, or for another, only to get shrugged off, or even chewed at because you didn't lower yourself to what someone else wanted or felt was adequate, for example, I'm on the phone with a customer, I already told them we could take another delivery before closing we still had 20 minutes and the driver was in the store, yet he comes up and tries to stop me and tell me not to in the middle of the order, and I told him I already told them yes, I wasn't just going to change that half way through the call just because he wanted to try and shave a couple minutes off of closing work, and it's like the feeling I got from that was like I was in the wrong, like there was something mentally and morally wrong with me...
That's how people and this world make me feel... all the time. Maybe I'm too naive, that something like this could still surprise me, but it does, and it hurts. I can't take it anymore... everything I do feels ruined. I can't seem to take enjoyment in a lot of the things I get or do anymore because somewhere inside I feel like there's nothing but hate surrounding it. I'm sure a lot of people might speak the contrary, but I feel like just as many others are silently sitting out there, wishing they could do the same, and feeling sad or hateful because they can't, with or without knowing who I am. Maybe it's an odd thing to think about, and I know I can't please everyone, and some might tell me not to worry about what other people think... but I can't. I'm just not that kind of person. I've always felt torn between myself, or others. I always feel like I have to choose one of the other with no in between. I've lost friends in the past because of it, because I just couldn't hold my tongue on something and I made a bad impression, while other times I'm strived to make others happy and felt nothing but sadness the entire time... as if I were nothing but a stepping stone to them and expecting to never even hear from them again. I want to do things from the goodness of my heart, but I can't bare to be forgotten either, as much as I want to be unconditional, I don't think I can, and that really bothers me, a lot.
I don't really know what else to say but... I think there might be something wrong with my physically too, and I don't have health insurance, so I can't go get myself looked at, and I think I'd be expecting to pay out of pocket for that anyways, but ately, I've been having a harder time breathing. It just ...feels harder, not all the time, but at work or when I'm particularly upset, I sometimes can't at all, and I don't know what to do. It's not too problematic at the time being, but my chest does feel stiff, not painful at all, but like I simply can't... I've always had this thing where when I cry, my chest and breathing would flutter wildly, like the muscles were spazzuming uncontrollably, and I couldn't speak. When I got older, it became a little easier to control myself and talk straight whenever I would cry, but... that fluttering still happens occasional, even when I'm not upset or crying. I don't know what it is...
Anyways, I should stop. I thank you for what you guy do for me, and I'm sorry for anybody I've hurt in the past. I'll try to perk up.
That's how people and this world make me feel... all the time. Maybe I'm too naive, that something like this could still surprise me, but it does, and it hurts. I can't take it anymore... everything I do feels ruined. I can't seem to take enjoyment in a lot of the things I get or do anymore because somewhere inside I feel like there's nothing but hate surrounding it. I'm sure a lot of people might speak the contrary, but I feel like just as many others are silently sitting out there, wishing they could do the same, and feeling sad or hateful because they can't, with or without knowing who I am. Maybe it's an odd thing to think about, and I know I can't please everyone, and some might tell me not to worry about what other people think... but I can't. I'm just not that kind of person. I've always felt torn between myself, or others. I always feel like I have to choose one of the other with no in between. I've lost friends in the past because of it, because I just couldn't hold my tongue on something and I made a bad impression, while other times I'm strived to make others happy and felt nothing but sadness the entire time... as if I were nothing but a stepping stone to them and expecting to never even hear from them again. I want to do things from the goodness of my heart, but I can't bare to be forgotten either, as much as I want to be unconditional, I don't think I can, and that really bothers me, a lot.
I don't really know what else to say but... I think there might be something wrong with my physically too, and I don't have health insurance, so I can't go get myself looked at, and I think I'd be expecting to pay out of pocket for that anyways, but ately, I've been having a harder time breathing. It just ...feels harder, not all the time, but at work or when I'm particularly upset, I sometimes can't at all, and I don't know what to do. It's not too problematic at the time being, but my chest does feel stiff, not painful at all, but like I simply can't... I've always had this thing where when I cry, my chest and breathing would flutter wildly, like the muscles were spazzuming uncontrollably, and I couldn't speak. When I got older, it became a little easier to control myself and talk straight whenever I would cry, but... that fluttering still happens occasional, even when I'm not upset or crying. I don't know what it is...
Anyways, I should stop. I thank you for what you guy do for me, and I'm sorry for anybody I've hurt in the past. I'll try to perk up.
Can't sleep. :/
General | Posted 9 years agoI'm tired, but I can't stop thinking about how awful work is going to be today and can't sleep for it and that's gonna make it more awful. Anyone else ever have this problem? I'm not going to call in, so don't suggest that. xD Still, just... I'm so tired of being short staffed and put on with one of the worse employees we have. I don't even know if said co-worker will even show up on time and we have a truck to put away and a huge amount of dough to do. I'm temped to go into work super early just to put the store into order, then calling around an asking for people to take my place for the rest of the day because I simply don't want to be bothered to try and do it in the middle of customers. There's simply no time when people are abroad, I mean, I put our customers first, but I just can't do my job while also doing my job, you know what I mean. I'm sick of it...
Am home!
General | Posted 9 years agoBack from my trip! My car is all fixed up now, so I'm happy! =^^= There's still a couple minor issues, but with the new transmission, the car is back in good working order and should last me several more years. :D I've had my little sunfire for nearly 12 years now, and hopefully it'll last me another 12 more or longer. :3 It's hard to imagine it's been that long. I'm rather surprised it didn't die on me. I drove on it with a bad transmission for nearly 6 years and it was getting pretty bad the last couple years, but my friend who worked on it said that it was actually in relatively good shape aside from the bad transmission.
Anyways, that's all. *squeaks* :3
Anyways, that's all. *squeaks* :3
Going out of town!
General | Posted 9 years agoHey everyone! Just wanted to let you know I'm not gonna be around between the 10-14th. Going out of town to get my car fix and to hang out with a friend. I don't have a smart phone so no internets for me. x3
Woo! 200k!
General | Posted 9 years agoJust noticed I'm over 200k Page-views now! Cool! Thankies everyone for watching. I'm glad you all are enjoying things. x3
Hypno Bear Week!
General | Posted 10 years ago
talismentIs doing his annual Hypno Bear Week!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/7413268/
Everyone is encouraged to join! It doesn't have to be a specific character like his or mine, just bears being hypnotized and whatever else as long as it has at least those 2 things! Can find more out at this page though! :3 Hehe, here's the one I did! :D
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/19246298/
Merry Christmas!
General | Posted 10 years agoHope you have a good one! I'm probably just gonna sleep through mine, but that's what I wanna do, it's my normal day off too. xOp
I just learned a funny prank. xD
General | Posted 10 years agoTake a little thing of silly putty and mix it together with about an 8th proportion to itself of craft stick glue, pulling and mashing it until it's completely blended, then quickly pull it and/or roll it to get it off your fingers before putting it back inside its egg as fast as you can, then hand it off to someone... it's so fucking sticky! Think chewing gum only about 5 times stickier, and adhering almost instantly. xD
Omg! This video!
General | Posted 10 years agoWhyyyyy can't it be that simple? It's so incredibly true and how I feel all the time. I'm not perfect and I mess up... a lot, but this video can't sum up more how I actually feel and wish things would be.
I got...
General | Posted 10 years agoA sucker that tastes like birthday cake! Mmmm birthday cake! I don't know why I needed to tell you all that. xP
Venting, and having a hard time sleeping lately.
General | Posted 10 years agoI can't seem to stop thinking about things and feeling like I've screwed up everything. I'm no good online it seems like. I'm much better IRL than here, but I feel like a lot of doors have closed already... If anything, I'm a better friend than a lover, and better in person IRL than anywhere else, but I don't expect anyone to believe that by words alone, and I've kinda given up on ever finding that one good relationship...
Online is a bad outlet compared to actually knowing someone, and that should say something given all the things I do, and I don't mean to be a downer, but I've had a bad time here. I'm not perfect, in fact I know I'm pretty high maintenance and always wanting to be a part of things with others, but that doesn't mean I don't care, or that I wouldn't make a good friend. It's just, I can't stand it when someone says they want to do things, and can, then don't, or say they know and understand things, but then forget things we've talked about. I also hate it when people turn a cold shoulder without even trying to get to know someone, instead of just simply and politely saying they can't, and I hate it when people take kind offers as some kind of faux pas to that person just wanting something for themselves... that's just not right, and that's how most others make me feel. I'm sorry for being brutally honest about it, but I feel like a lot of people hate me for trying as hard as I do. I'm not that kind of person... and it hurts a lot to be here, feeling alienated and alone. I don't think people realize just how much that can devastate someone.
I still think about others all the time. I think about all the ways things have went wrong, how did it happen, and how could I possibly make things right, if I could even ever have the chance? I think about how, did I really fuck up so bad that I deserve this kind of feeling and isolation? Was what I did really so bad? I doubt myself so much now or days. All I ever wanted was to be friends, and even after all that's happened and all those that have hurt me, I'd forget about it all and still try to be a happy friend just the same if I could even have that chance, yet all I seem to do is make enemies. I know I'm being a little vague, obviously, I can't talk about all the things that have happened directly, but I really do feel like I'm entirely the wrong light with a lot of people and am completely ill convinced of everything... I just don't want to believe bad of anyone. I can't possibly bare hatred towards anyone. Nothing good can possibly come from that anyways even if were true of them, but I'm really in a bad spot, and I just don't think they understand...
How could anyone not understand though... everyone wants to be loved and have attention, they should know... just because I'm not the best as going about it, does that make me a bad person? Does that really warrant the incredibly harsh ways people react? It hurts, it hurts a lot. People are my life, without others around that I could bond with and be friends, my heart could be no where, and life wouldn't be worth living. I understand that I'm not the greatest in conversation. I can come off weird or overzealous or even overbearing and annoying sometimes, I get that... but I really honestly do mean well and It hurts so much to be in this position... A lot of people assume I have that kind of contact all the time, but the reality is, I sit here for hours and hours, waiting, hoping someone might come my way. When I try myself, I just seem to mess things up, or end up feeling like there's this insurmountable wall in my way, which would take years of effort to overcome, without any guarantee the other person would even care about that effort towards them in the least...
I have to say this, but yes, you SHOULD be able to expect something from a friendship, but you should be expected to give back too. It is simply unrealistic to have a friendship and not be able to give or take something from that friendship. Everyone wants something, and that's perfectly natural, and I've do try to make effort for others where I can, or when they ask, but I second I ask for something myself, it's like shit hits the fan... and I always feel like I'm the bad guy for it... It's so stupid.
Anyways, I guess that's all that's on my mind, again I know it's all pretty vague, but I wouldn't want to call out anyone even if I could though. I'm just not like that, but if for some unknown reason some of those people are reading this. I'm sorry... for, whatever it was I did. I really am sorry. I'm just who I am. If for some reason I made you feel uncomfortable, I didn't mean to, and know that, a lot of you, were some of the first people I saw that had similar interests as I do, that I wanted to share and experience things with you, not to take from you, or to do in spite of you. I'm sorry that I'm not as tactful as I want to be. I don't think as much as a feel, it is a terrible habit of mine. I've cried over all of this, and I don't know if it was right for me to hurt as much as I have of over it, but even that's all just my problem, my heart is still there, with all of you, and it always will be.
Online is a bad outlet compared to actually knowing someone, and that should say something given all the things I do, and I don't mean to be a downer, but I've had a bad time here. I'm not perfect, in fact I know I'm pretty high maintenance and always wanting to be a part of things with others, but that doesn't mean I don't care, or that I wouldn't make a good friend. It's just, I can't stand it when someone says they want to do things, and can, then don't, or say they know and understand things, but then forget things we've talked about. I also hate it when people turn a cold shoulder without even trying to get to know someone, instead of just simply and politely saying they can't, and I hate it when people take kind offers as some kind of faux pas to that person just wanting something for themselves... that's just not right, and that's how most others make me feel. I'm sorry for being brutally honest about it, but I feel like a lot of people hate me for trying as hard as I do. I'm not that kind of person... and it hurts a lot to be here, feeling alienated and alone. I don't think people realize just how much that can devastate someone.
I still think about others all the time. I think about all the ways things have went wrong, how did it happen, and how could I possibly make things right, if I could even ever have the chance? I think about how, did I really fuck up so bad that I deserve this kind of feeling and isolation? Was what I did really so bad? I doubt myself so much now or days. All I ever wanted was to be friends, and even after all that's happened and all those that have hurt me, I'd forget about it all and still try to be a happy friend just the same if I could even have that chance, yet all I seem to do is make enemies. I know I'm being a little vague, obviously, I can't talk about all the things that have happened directly, but I really do feel like I'm entirely the wrong light with a lot of people and am completely ill convinced of everything... I just don't want to believe bad of anyone. I can't possibly bare hatred towards anyone. Nothing good can possibly come from that anyways even if were true of them, but I'm really in a bad spot, and I just don't think they understand...
How could anyone not understand though... everyone wants to be loved and have attention, they should know... just because I'm not the best as going about it, does that make me a bad person? Does that really warrant the incredibly harsh ways people react? It hurts, it hurts a lot. People are my life, without others around that I could bond with and be friends, my heart could be no where, and life wouldn't be worth living. I understand that I'm not the greatest in conversation. I can come off weird or overzealous or even overbearing and annoying sometimes, I get that... but I really honestly do mean well and It hurts so much to be in this position... A lot of people assume I have that kind of contact all the time, but the reality is, I sit here for hours and hours, waiting, hoping someone might come my way. When I try myself, I just seem to mess things up, or end up feeling like there's this insurmountable wall in my way, which would take years of effort to overcome, without any guarantee the other person would even care about that effort towards them in the least...
I have to say this, but yes, you SHOULD be able to expect something from a friendship, but you should be expected to give back too. It is simply unrealistic to have a friendship and not be able to give or take something from that friendship. Everyone wants something, and that's perfectly natural, and I've do try to make effort for others where I can, or when they ask, but I second I ask for something myself, it's like shit hits the fan... and I always feel like I'm the bad guy for it... It's so stupid.
Anyways, I guess that's all that's on my mind, again I know it's all pretty vague, but I wouldn't want to call out anyone even if I could though. I'm just not like that, but if for some unknown reason some of those people are reading this. I'm sorry... for, whatever it was I did. I really am sorry. I'm just who I am. If for some reason I made you feel uncomfortable, I didn't mean to, and know that, a lot of you, were some of the first people I saw that had similar interests as I do, that I wanted to share and experience things with you, not to take from you, or to do in spite of you. I'm sorry that I'm not as tactful as I want to be. I don't think as much as a feel, it is a terrible habit of mine. I've cried over all of this, and I don't know if it was right for me to hurt as much as I have of over it, but even that's all just my problem, my heart is still there, with all of you, and it always will be.
I got a raise today! =D
General | Posted 10 years agoWooo! I'm so happy! I didn't think anybody got raises anymore. xD My boss pulled me aside today and said he wanted to give me a raise and had me sign the paperwork. I don't know how much it will be yet, but anything will be nice. ^^ I guess all that hard work is paying off! :3
100 Troofs Meme!
General | Posted 10 years agoStoled this from some people!
1. Last beverage: Faygo Cola... I need to stop for like the 7th time this year! Resolution failed! ; - ;
2. Last phone call: Roomate.
3. Last text message: Roomate.
4. Last song you listened to: I don't know, something at work, I don't own or play music regularly. I'm weird. >>;
5. Last time you cried: Today, almost... last official time? I think it was at work after fighting with a co-worker I thought I cared about.
6. Dated someone twice: Yes, and I don't think it was for me. I still feel bad about that.
7. Been cheated on: I don't think so.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: It was an experience. I still don't understand the appeal though. Again, probably no for me. v.v
9. Lost someone special: No.
10. Been depressed: Who hasn't been? Unless you mean full on depression as a mental health disease, then no.
11. Been drunk and threw up: I've never drank alcohol. I only barely even mildly know what it tastes like.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Teal
13. Lime
14. Black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2015)
15. Made a new friend: Yes!
16. Fallen out of love: Haven't fallen in love. Actually I've never even experienced limerence... I shouldn't of ever dated. v.v
17. Laughed until you cried: I'm a hyena, you answer that question. xD
18. Met someone who changed you: Maybe? Somewhat? I'm not sure.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Not really, everything has stayed mostly the same.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes, mostly good. ^^
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: About 10% of them. So probably like 25ish?
23. How many kids do you want: No. I'm good with them, but no.
24. Do you have any pets: No. I've wanted a dog ever since I was like 10. T ^ T
25. Do you want to change your name: No! I like my name!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Ate a bunch of cake and mini hotdogs. xD
27. What time did you wake up today: 10am, because I had to work morning. I usually wake up at 4pm. = ~ =
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sitting here like a sad puppy wanting someone to talk to...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: FURSUIT! ...that was suppose to be a secret! :V
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 8 years. I talk to her once a month, but I can't travel often. Planning a visit next year though!
31. What's one thing you wish you could change about your life: Eh, whatever I did to make certain people mad. I just want to be friends.
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing. I'm most comfortable in complete silence. Again, I'm weird. >.>;
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes... I work with one. He's kinda... slow...
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: No one. I'm pretty passive.
35. Most visited webpage: FA. xD
36. Whats your real name: Raymond.
37. Nicknames: Ray.
38. Relationship Status: Forever alone! ; ~ ; *sad puppy eyes*
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius.
40. Male or female: Male.
41. Primary School: Robert E. Lee Elementary. Wonderful school, but that name... It's no longer operational though.
42. Secondary school: Actually, I forgot the exact name. Just Lawton Junior High before the old building was turned into a museum.
43. High school/college: Lawton High School, again, another nice school. I don't recall any problems with violence.
44. Hair Color: Dirty Blonde. Yes that's the actual color name. xD
45. Long or short hair: Long and wavy, longer than most girls. >.>;
46. Height: around 5'11''
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Maybe? I'm not sure dating is for me anymore. There is someone, but I don't think he knows.
48: What do you like about yourself: I work hard at work and acknowledge my co-workers feelings... It's so much easier IRL. v . v;
49. Piercings: I fantasize about it with my character, but not something I'd actually do IRL.
50. Tattoos: Same as the last one.
51. Righty or lefty: Lefty! Although I use scissors and mouse with my right. I have mixed handedness (not the same as ambidextrous)!
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: I has gum surgery for when I needed braces. It hurt, but nothing too terrible.
53. First piercing: I don't have any!
54. First best friend: I can't really say. So many kids came and went all to quickly in my childhood.
55. First sport you joined: Soccer! I stopped when there wasn't enough sign-ups for a team though. v.v
56. First vacation: Pensacola Florida! It was hot, but I enjoyed the beach! ^^
58. First pair of trainers: Trainers? Bark?
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Air!
60. Drinking: More air! (Actually I'm really hungry. I should go to the store!)
61. I'm about to: Go to the store.
62. Listening to: More silence!
63. Waiting for: My roommate to get home to see if he wants to go to the store with me! *puppy eyes* (He didn't want to go...)
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Noooooo! I work well with them, but still nooooo!
65. Get married: If I ever actually meet someone and it works, sure!
66. Career: No definite. There's lots I'm good at, but nothing I can really seem to get behind.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: I'm... I'm not sure. I like eyes, but I have a hard time keeping contact.
68. Hugs or kisses: HUUUUUGS! *hugs*
69. Shorter or taller: I don't care. x3
70. Older or Younger: Older I think.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Actually I'm really not sure. I'm very particular. I like simple acknowledgement more than anything else.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Hmm... I think arms. *nod noddles*
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive! I'm extremely sensitive! I take things very seriously. If you're not sensible you'll probably hurt me.
74. Hook-up or relationship: If I'm gonna try, I'd ultimately aim for something lasting. So relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Noooooo.
77. Drank hard liquor: I've never had any alcohol so no.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: I haven't had any, but I could probably use them. I'm borderline needing them.
79. Sex on first date: No. That's really not a smart thing to do, sorry. >>;
80. Broken someone's heart: Meh, sadly yes, and I hate myself for it. I wasn't right for dating I think.
82. Been arrested: No, but I've witnessed a few others get arrested before.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: No.
85. Fallen for a friend: Well, aren't you suppose to be a friend before a lover?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Mostly, I have pretty strong convictions about myself, but I'm not sure if I'll ever have a career.
87. Miracles: Random number generator is generous sometimes. Yes!
88. Love at first sight: Love is really complicated. I could see it happening, but 99% of the time you'd probably be fooling yourself.
89. Heaven: I'm agnostic on the whole heaven and hell thing.
90. Santa Claus: There's a little Santa in all of us! =^-^= ...I hope. >>;
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe...
92. Angels: Again, I'm agnostic about the whole thing.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today: No.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: Eh, there's some people I'd like to try and be friends with again... <:/
98. The moment you would choose to relive: Ahhh there's so many good ones! *starry eyes* * . *
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: I don't want to hurt anyone again. I don't do it on purpose... I'm just, not like that I guess... ; ;
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Nah! I'd like to hear people's responses. ^^
1. Last beverage: Faygo Cola... I need to stop for like the 7th time this year! Resolution failed! ; - ;
2. Last phone call: Roomate.
3. Last text message: Roomate.
4. Last song you listened to: I don't know, something at work, I don't own or play music regularly. I'm weird. >>;
5. Last time you cried: Today, almost... last official time? I think it was at work after fighting with a co-worker I thought I cared about.
6. Dated someone twice: Yes, and I don't think it was for me. I still feel bad about that.
7. Been cheated on: I don't think so.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: It was an experience. I still don't understand the appeal though. Again, probably no for me. v.v
9. Lost someone special: No.
10. Been depressed: Who hasn't been? Unless you mean full on depression as a mental health disease, then no.
11. Been drunk and threw up: I've never drank alcohol. I only barely even mildly know what it tastes like.
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Teal
13. Lime
14. Black
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2015)
15. Made a new friend: Yes!
16. Fallen out of love: Haven't fallen in love. Actually I've never even experienced limerence... I shouldn't of ever dated. v.v
17. Laughed until you cried: I'm a hyena, you answer that question. xD
18. Met someone who changed you: Maybe? Somewhat? I'm not sure.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Not really, everything has stayed mostly the same.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes, mostly good. ^^
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: No.
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: About 10% of them. So probably like 25ish?
23. How many kids do you want: No. I'm good with them, but no.
24. Do you have any pets: No. I've wanted a dog ever since I was like 10. T ^ T
25. Do you want to change your name: No! I like my name!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Ate a bunch of cake and mini hotdogs. xD
27. What time did you wake up today: 10am, because I had to work morning. I usually wake up at 4pm. = ~ =
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Sitting here like a sad puppy wanting someone to talk to...
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: FURSUIT! ...that was suppose to be a secret! :V
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 8 years. I talk to her once a month, but I can't travel often. Planning a visit next year though!
31. What's one thing you wish you could change about your life: Eh, whatever I did to make certain people mad. I just want to be friends.
32. What are you listening to right now: Nothing. I'm most comfortable in complete silence. Again, I'm weird. >.>;
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Yes... I work with one. He's kinda... slow...
34. Who's getting on your nerves right now: No one. I'm pretty passive.
35. Most visited webpage: FA. xD
36. Whats your real name: Raymond.
37. Nicknames: Ray.
38. Relationship Status: Forever alone! ; ~ ; *sad puppy eyes*
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius.
40. Male or female: Male.
41. Primary School: Robert E. Lee Elementary. Wonderful school, but that name... It's no longer operational though.
42. Secondary school: Actually, I forgot the exact name. Just Lawton Junior High before the old building was turned into a museum.
43. High school/college: Lawton High School, again, another nice school. I don't recall any problems with violence.
44. Hair Color: Dirty Blonde. Yes that's the actual color name. xD
45. Long or short hair: Long and wavy, longer than most girls. >.>;
46. Height: around 5'11''
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Maybe? I'm not sure dating is for me anymore. There is someone, but I don't think he knows.
48: What do you like about yourself: I work hard at work and acknowledge my co-workers feelings... It's so much easier IRL. v . v;
49. Piercings: I fantasize about it with my character, but not something I'd actually do IRL.
50. Tattoos: Same as the last one.
51. Righty or lefty: Lefty! Although I use scissors and mouse with my right. I have mixed handedness (not the same as ambidextrous)!
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: I has gum surgery for when I needed braces. It hurt, but nothing too terrible.
53. First piercing: I don't have any!
54. First best friend: I can't really say. So many kids came and went all to quickly in my childhood.
55. First sport you joined: Soccer! I stopped when there wasn't enough sign-ups for a team though. v.v
56. First vacation: Pensacola Florida! It was hot, but I enjoyed the beach! ^^
58. First pair of trainers: Trainers? Bark?
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Air!
60. Drinking: More air! (Actually I'm really hungry. I should go to the store!)
61. I'm about to: Go to the store.
62. Listening to: More silence!
63. Waiting for: My roommate to get home to see if he wants to go to the store with me! *puppy eyes* (He didn't want to go...)
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: Noooooo! I work well with them, but still nooooo!
65. Get married: If I ever actually meet someone and it works, sure!
66. Career: No definite. There's lots I'm good at, but nothing I can really seem to get behind.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: I'm... I'm not sure. I like eyes, but I have a hard time keeping contact.
68. Hugs or kisses: HUUUUUGS! *hugs*
69. Shorter or taller: I don't care. x3
70. Older or Younger: Older I think.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Actually I'm really not sure. I'm very particular. I like simple acknowledgement more than anything else.
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Hmm... I think arms. *nod noddles*
73. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive! I'm extremely sensitive! I take things very seriously. If you're not sensible you'll probably hurt me.
74. Hook-up or relationship: If I'm gonna try, I'd ultimately aim for something lasting. So relationship.
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Noooooo.
77. Drank hard liquor: I've never had any alcohol so no.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: I haven't had any, but I could probably use them. I'm borderline needing them.
79. Sex on first date: No. That's really not a smart thing to do, sorry. >>;
80. Broken someone's heart: Meh, sadly yes, and I hate myself for it. I wasn't right for dating I think.
82. Been arrested: No, but I've witnessed a few others get arrested before.
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: No.
85. Fallen for a friend: Well, aren't you suppose to be a friend before a lover?
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Mostly, I have pretty strong convictions about myself, but I'm not sure if I'll ever have a career.
87. Miracles: Random number generator is generous sometimes. Yes!
88. Love at first sight: Love is really complicated. I could see it happening, but 99% of the time you'd probably be fooling yourself.
89. Heaven: I'm agnostic on the whole heaven and hell thing.
90. Santa Claus: There's a little Santa in all of us! =^-^= ...I hope. >>;
91. Kiss on the first date: Maybe...
92. Angels: Again, I'm agnostic about the whole thing.
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No.
95. Did you sing today: No.
96. Ever cheated on somebody: No.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: Eh, there's some people I'd like to try and be friends with again... <:/
98. The moment you would choose to relive: Ahhh there's so many good ones! *starry eyes* * . *
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: I don't want to hurt anyone again. I don't do it on purpose... I'm just, not like that I guess... ; ;
100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 truths: Nah! I'd like to hear people's responses. ^^
Minecraft Server Updates!
General | Posted 10 years agoHello! Posting an update about my server! In preparation for 1.9 coming out in a couple weeks, I've decide to move towards white-listing the server, as I don't expect the server wrapper or grief prevention plugins to update immediately. In all honesty though, I am intending to aim away from plugins all together. They generally break a lot, and are often unreliable depending on what you're trying to do, which has proven to be the case with some of the custom adventure areas and villager shops I have made.
Fear not though, as this doesn't mean white-listing is the only line of defense! :3 Much can be done with the in game command blocks that are a recent part of vanilla. I've learned how to do all sorts of things from disabling TNT and creepers, to forcing different game modes in certain areas, which means, yes, I can still manually set protected plots for those who want them!
With that said, if I haven't already recorded your minecraft screenname, and/or you would like me to set up a protected area for you and your friends on the server, drop me a note and I'll set you up when I can! Current plots claimed through the plugin will remain until 1.9 hits, but if you'd like your area to continue being protected afterwards, I can still set some command blocks up now too! Thank you all for playing! ^^
Fear not though, as this doesn't mean white-listing is the only line of defense! :3 Much can be done with the in game command blocks that are a recent part of vanilla. I've learned how to do all sorts of things from disabling TNT and creepers, to forcing different game modes in certain areas, which means, yes, I can still manually set protected plots for those who want them!
With that said, if I haven't already recorded your minecraft screenname, and/or you would like me to set up a protected area for you and your friends on the server, drop me a note and I'll set you up when I can! Current plots claimed through the plugin will remain until 1.9 hits, but if you'd like your area to continue being protected afterwards, I can still set some command blocks up now too! Thank you all for playing! ^^
Minecraft Server! :D
General | Posted 10 years agoHey everyone! I gots me a Minecraft server! If anyone is interested in playing, just shoot me a PM here or on Skype and I'll pass you the IP address! I got some fancy things going on with it, and I'd love for more people to join!
What we've got:
Vanilla 1.8 with plugins.
Dedicated server, on 24/7.
Room for 16 players.
Auto-save/Auto-reboot.
Anti-grief/Plot Claiming.
Lockette container protection.
Clear lag.
No creeper or enderman block damage.
Pseudo economy with special villager trades.
Free infinite starter kits.
What we don't got:
/spawn and /sethome commands. It proved too hard to set up the permissions system for it, but I decided it would be better not to have it actually. It's a little cheaty, if people want easy access to far off landmarks, just let me know and I'll build a path to it and/or set up a command block for teleporting.
White-listing. There's not much need for it with the anti-grief plugins, but do make sure to claim whatever you build using the Plot Claiming system. The starter kits will contain the gold shovel you need to do this. Simply right click the opposite corners of the square you want to claim while holding the gold shovel and you're done! You can resize your claim by right clicking on a corner then right clicking a new destination for that corner.
Anyways, looking forward to having people join! Have fun! :3
What we've got:
Vanilla 1.8 with plugins.
Dedicated server, on 24/7.
Room for 16 players.
Auto-save/Auto-reboot.
Anti-grief/Plot Claiming.
Lockette container protection.
Clear lag.
No creeper or enderman block damage.
Pseudo economy with special villager trades.
Free infinite starter kits.
What we don't got:
/spawn and /sethome commands. It proved too hard to set up the permissions system for it, but I decided it would be better not to have it actually. It's a little cheaty, if people want easy access to far off landmarks, just let me know and I'll build a path to it and/or set up a command block for teleporting.
White-listing. There's not much need for it with the anti-grief plugins, but do make sure to claim whatever you build using the Plot Claiming system. The starter kits will contain the gold shovel you need to do this. Simply right click the opposite corners of the square you want to claim while holding the gold shovel and you're done! You can resize your claim by right clicking on a corner then right clicking a new destination for that corner.
Anyways, looking forward to having people join! Have fun! :3
New folder thingy?
General | Posted 10 years agoI saw the new folders thing! It looks cool, but I think I'm gonna wait a little bit until they work any kinks or bugs there might be out of it, curious though, if I was to folder and/or organize my things into folders, what kind of categories would you all like them to be seperated/sorted out into? :3 I figure this might help you guys find specific things you like more easily and things you don't by not needing to go through my whole gallery. xP
Need help! BIOS on old computer is acting funky!
General | Posted 10 years agoI'm not sure what's causing this error, I've already updated and reset the BIOS, and it's still acting up. For some reason the "default" values set by the BIOS are calling for a CPU voltage that is way too high, and I can't seem to change it (or I just don't know how), and it's causing the CPU to reach over 100C and cause an overheat error, but I'm absolutely sure it's not any kind of heatsink, seating, or electrical issue because when if it is able to reach windows and load the voltage/energy saving software, it returns to a nice cool 40~50C, and will stay on and stable perfectly fine, if it was anything hardware related, it would still be having that issue after reaching windows.
I'm considering resetting the CMOS too, though I'm not sure how that will make any difference since I already reloaded all the default settings on the BIOS. Anyways, the board in question is an old ASUS P5Q-WS (dropbox link to a full CPU-Z report below), I'd really like help in fixing this, as you can imagine, trying to reboot or update the computer is a huge pain in the ass now if it won't stay on in that short time it's starting up, and could permanently damage the computer if I can't correct this error. x.x;
CPU-Z report: https://www.dropbox.com/s/j74v511q6.....5Q-WS.txt?dl=0
I'm considering resetting the CMOS too, though I'm not sure how that will make any difference since I already reloaded all the default settings on the BIOS. Anyways, the board in question is an old ASUS P5Q-WS (dropbox link to a full CPU-Z report below), I'd really like help in fixing this, as you can imagine, trying to reboot or update the computer is a huge pain in the ass now if it won't stay on in that short time it's starting up, and could permanently damage the computer if I can't correct this error. x.x;
CPU-Z report: https://www.dropbox.com/s/j74v511q6.....5Q-WS.txt?dl=0
UHG! Unbelievable.
General | Posted 10 years agoMy car just broke down. I'm hungry and I can't even get to the store. What an awful week I'm having so far.
Need help with a server!
General | Posted 10 years agoI'm thinking about setting up a server for Starbound, but I need some help with some things.
I was curious of anyone knows how to create a batch file to start the server in high to real-time priority and/or have a scheduler that will automatically start it if it's not already open, and will also restart the server 4 to 6 times per day (to conserve memory).
The computer in question is an old Dual Core Duo 3.0ghz with 8GB DDR2 with an average home download/upload speed, so I'm thinking about a 4 or 5 player limit.
If anyone has any pointers or suggestions. I'd love to hear them! :3
I was curious of anyone knows how to create a batch file to start the server in high to real-time priority and/or have a scheduler that will automatically start it if it's not already open, and will also restart the server 4 to 6 times per day (to conserve memory).
The computer in question is an old Dual Core Duo 3.0ghz with 8GB DDR2 with an average home download/upload speed, so I'm thinking about a 4 or 5 player limit.
If anyone has any pointers or suggestions. I'd love to hear them! :3
Get to know me meme
General | Posted 10 years agoI stoled it from
badroy who stoled it from
thecrazydragon.
Basics
Name: Real name? Not here, but you can probably find it somewhere. xP
Nickname: Well, you could use my furry name. I don't really have one otherwise.
Location: Detriot, MI (Saint Clair Shores)
Age: 28
Height: 5' 11"
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Pets: A dog... I wish T^T
Favorite thing about yourself: Generally fun loving and easy to get along with.
Worst habit: A bit clingy, and often tries a little too hard.
Fun fact: I can draw insanely huge and intricate mazes that actually work with ease.
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Male
Romantic preference: Very modest, sensitive, and gentle, but fairly serious.
Relationship status: Single
Myers/Briggs type:
Personality: ENFP "The Campaigner"
Variant: Assertive
Role: Diplomat
Extroverted <<26% Introverted
Intuitive <<19% Observant
Thinking 33%>> Feeling
Judging 13%>> Prospecting
Assertive <<11% Turbulent
Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff
Routine: "Night Owl" Night time is my after work time, and morning time is my bedtime.
First thought in the morning: 'Time to get ready for work, I wonder if anything has happened while I was away.'
Last thought before falling asleep at night: 'What will I dream of tonight?'
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: Wurrrrrk
What do you do well: Everything! I mean, I make pizza, it's not that hard, and sure the customers aren't always that great, but moving around and making things consistently and pristinely feels good. Either way I feel like I should, those customers essentially pay my salary after all.
Habits
Drink: Alcomahols? Never!
Smoke: Nope!
Do Drugs: Nothing! I'm completely clean!
Exercise: I run around at work a lot, constantly moving and lifting small amounts of weight, occasionally going for a walk after work too.
Have a go-to comfort food: Anything I can get paws on, which actually isn't too much most of the time.
Have a nervous habit: I pick/bite at my lip sometimes rather than use chap-stick.
What is your favorite
Physical quality (in yourself): It's kind of a tie between hands, face, and hair. Those are my favorite parts of anything honestly. >>;
In Others: Overall health (You can kinda tell when someone is stressed or sickly, which can be a little concerning for me sometimes.)
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): I try to be kind, polite, and cooperative, with strong convictions of being such.
Food: Italian food!
Drink: Soda pop, water, Soda pop, water, milk, somewhat in that order.
Animal: They are all awesome and unique!
Colors: Blue, teal, green
Artist/Band/Group: Surprisingly none! I'm happiest in a completely quiet environment.
Author/Poet: I'm not a big reader honestly. I usually only look up random bits of knowledge I'm curious about, so I hadn't put any though into it.
Actor/Actress: Also not sure, I'm not really a big celebrity fan either. I know, what kind of odd odd person am I?
Blogger: No
And I guess that it, I go bed now! *Does the yena flop!*
badroy who stoled it from
thecrazydragon.Basics
Name: Real name? Not here, but you can probably find it somewhere. xP
Nickname: Well, you could use my furry name. I don't really have one otherwise.
Location: Detriot, MI (Saint Clair Shores)
Age: 28
Height: 5' 11"
Zodiac sign: Sagittarius
Pets: A dog... I wish T^T
Favorite thing about yourself: Generally fun loving and easy to get along with.
Worst habit: A bit clingy, and often tries a little too hard.
Fun fact: I can draw insanely huge and intricate mazes that actually work with ease.
Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: Male
Romantic preference: Very modest, sensitive, and gentle, but fairly serious.
Relationship status: Single
Myers/Briggs type:
Personality: ENFP "The Campaigner"
Variant: Assertive
Role: Diplomat
Extroverted <<26% Introverted
Intuitive <<19% Observant
Thinking 33%>> Feeling
Judging 13%>> Prospecting
Assertive <<11% Turbulent
Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff
Routine: "Night Owl" Night time is my after work time, and morning time is my bedtime.
First thought in the morning: 'Time to get ready for work, I wonder if anything has happened while I was away.'
Last thought before falling asleep at night: 'What will I dream of tonight?'
School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: Wurrrrrk
What do you do well: Everything! I mean, I make pizza, it's not that hard, and sure the customers aren't always that great, but moving around and making things consistently and pristinely feels good. Either way I feel like I should, those customers essentially pay my salary after all.
Habits
Drink: Alcomahols? Never!
Smoke: Nope!
Do Drugs: Nothing! I'm completely clean!
Exercise: I run around at work a lot, constantly moving and lifting small amounts of weight, occasionally going for a walk after work too.
Have a go-to comfort food: Anything I can get paws on, which actually isn't too much most of the time.
Have a nervous habit: I pick/bite at my lip sometimes rather than use chap-stick.
What is your favorite
Physical quality (in yourself): It's kind of a tie between hands, face, and hair. Those are my favorite parts of anything honestly. >>;
In Others: Overall health (You can kinda tell when someone is stressed or sickly, which can be a little concerning for me sometimes.)
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): I try to be kind, polite, and cooperative, with strong convictions of being such.
Food: Italian food!
Drink: Soda pop, water, Soda pop, water, milk, somewhat in that order.
Animal: They are all awesome and unique!
Colors: Blue, teal, green
Artist/Band/Group: Surprisingly none! I'm happiest in a completely quiet environment.
Author/Poet: I'm not a big reader honestly. I usually only look up random bits of knowledge I'm curious about, so I hadn't put any though into it.
Actor/Actress: Also not sure, I'm not really a big celebrity fan either. I know, what kind of odd odd person am I?
Blogger: No
And I guess that it, I go bed now! *Does the yena flop!*
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