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Posted 13 years agoday 1:
in a college where all the people are suposed to be kind and not caring. a single furry is in a crowd, not only did he make a friend but he just got slaughtered
by the mental sword that is judgement. the old man just mocking him. the single fur asking himself, "what did he get into... and this is where the biography begins.
Tyris just got to the art institute in Sacramento, where he had to stand in line and just get pelted with looks filled with judgment, curiousidy, and lastly what appeared to be hatred. a group of what appreared to be kind, and intelligent smart people allowed tyris to sit into there group. an intelligent conversation began
about slipknot and torrent sites began. not only was tyris pleased but he found out that maybe these four days wont be all that bad after all. i will continue
this later into the day but for know i will be taking a break...
day 2 :
well the class is awesome. getting to work with a professional 3d designer sure is fun. ive met a few very cool guys, to name a few there is "tex" and teddy.
both of which are very cool. tex diddnt want me to use his name, and the reason we call him tex is because that he sounds like he is from texas
but is really from way up in nor cal. the two have really gotten to liking me, and excepting me so there's a plus. ^^. there are some other very cool people
here but for the most part there all kind of dicks to me. just because im a furry. they might not know what it the fandom is but when they look it up and them immediately come at me with slurs. so there's a negative but i really like it here. i can definatley see myself going to the Art Institute.
i truley lie it here.
i get to room it with these two for a few days untill i get home so its truley awesome. we went to an italian resturaunt for dinner tonight, and a few more
people got to be farley close to me. in all honestley for the most part we all get along. its just the few who are a pure pain in my tailhole. the food was good
and afterward most of us went to the pool and hung out. i personally didnt get in or well even touch the water but we did have fun. we really did have
a good day today. hope tomorrow will be just as good, if not better. and this is where i will exit. i will talk to you all, tomottow.
day3:
well the class has gotten to the point where i look at all the stuff ive done and realise, wow i could do this for a living. the rojects ive done is a dj
with a strobe light that also fist pumps and head bangs, the secoud one is a raver with glwsticks that goes all out and drops them with green lightning
surrounding him. the presentation is a total of about ten secounds long and is part of a big presentation with all of the ether students. since tomorrow
is the last day we all worked really hard to finish.
i decided to ditch my other room mates an decided to bunk it with someone who didnt have one the last night. turns out we have a lot in common.
we just talked and watched tosh.0 until around midnight. in all honesty it worked out btter than my other two roomies. just less stress and such. i couldnt have
been more lucky.
as i look at the next day, i realised i dont want to leave this place. i have gotten close to so many people and i dont want to leave them.
also i met someone and we kinda hit it off. i wish that the two of us could just leave together ad just hang ot together. but we can keep intouch.
at the end of the day today we went to a bowling alley and had fun. i personally diddnt bowl but i did hang out with her and we flirted back and fourth.
all in all a good experience. i will deffinatley go to an art institute when i get out of high school. its just so relaxing here. i hope that all of you who read this
will find something you are pationate about, like i have.
day 4:
well got up at a usual time, 630 and showered and then woke up my roomie, we headed downstairs and just chilled as we ate breakfast. when we finished we realized we
could have slept anouther hour but were up, so fuck it. we sat on the couch and watched fox even though nither of us are republican, so its kinda awkward.
all our stuff is packed and were just chillin here in the lobby.
as the day concinued we went back to class for two hours and finished up our projects, but most of us just fooled around on youtube and such since we were done.
at the end of class we went to this big room, and saw our parents and sat next to them while all the different classes presented. this took a while and ours was last.
my class was animation with a program called MAYA which is a bitch to use but all worth the effort, our teacher dutch asked us if any of the people in his class would
like to talk and myself and 2 others volenteerrd to talk to the entire group of people, and as i walked up wearing my collar in pride, the class cheered for me, fur haters
and all. and it felt like we all got really close to one anouther on this trip. when i finished my speech we played the video and it was about a 5 minute video, with a dubstep
i made when sounds like shit but i digress. afterwards we ate, talked, exchanged numbers, and Facebooks, the animation class just kinda sat together one last time. and i
it felt like we all were going to miss each other. and it just kinda hit me as im writing this at home but i still miss them, all of them, and i wish i could see Meah one last
time... but we text each other, but i done know, it will never be the same.
i just wished i had kissed her before i left..............
epilog: well thanks for reading and who knows i just might keep a journal everyday from here on out. i think i finally got over my writers block and i think i can continue
my life from here. again thanks for reading ad sorry that i sometimes go off onto a stream of consciousness writing style every now and again.
love you all.
_TYRIS FOLEY
in a college where all the people are suposed to be kind and not caring. a single furry is in a crowd, not only did he make a friend but he just got slaughtered
by the mental sword that is judgement. the old man just mocking him. the single fur asking himself, "what did he get into... and this is where the biography begins.
Tyris just got to the art institute in Sacramento, where he had to stand in line and just get pelted with looks filled with judgment, curiousidy, and lastly what appeared to be hatred. a group of what appreared to be kind, and intelligent smart people allowed tyris to sit into there group. an intelligent conversation began
about slipknot and torrent sites began. not only was tyris pleased but he found out that maybe these four days wont be all that bad after all. i will continue
this later into the day but for know i will be taking a break...
day 2 :
well the class is awesome. getting to work with a professional 3d designer sure is fun. ive met a few very cool guys, to name a few there is "tex" and teddy.
both of which are very cool. tex diddnt want me to use his name, and the reason we call him tex is because that he sounds like he is from texas
but is really from way up in nor cal. the two have really gotten to liking me, and excepting me so there's a plus. ^^. there are some other very cool people
here but for the most part there all kind of dicks to me. just because im a furry. they might not know what it the fandom is but when they look it up and them immediately come at me with slurs. so there's a negative but i really like it here. i can definatley see myself going to the Art Institute.
i truley lie it here.
i get to room it with these two for a few days untill i get home so its truley awesome. we went to an italian resturaunt for dinner tonight, and a few more
people got to be farley close to me. in all honestley for the most part we all get along. its just the few who are a pure pain in my tailhole. the food was good
and afterward most of us went to the pool and hung out. i personally didnt get in or well even touch the water but we did have fun. we really did have
a good day today. hope tomorrow will be just as good, if not better. and this is where i will exit. i will talk to you all, tomottow.
day3:
well the class has gotten to the point where i look at all the stuff ive done and realise, wow i could do this for a living. the rojects ive done is a dj
with a strobe light that also fist pumps and head bangs, the secoud one is a raver with glwsticks that goes all out and drops them with green lightning
surrounding him. the presentation is a total of about ten secounds long and is part of a big presentation with all of the ether students. since tomorrow
is the last day we all worked really hard to finish.
i decided to ditch my other room mates an decided to bunk it with someone who didnt have one the last night. turns out we have a lot in common.
we just talked and watched tosh.0 until around midnight. in all honesty it worked out btter than my other two roomies. just less stress and such. i couldnt have
been more lucky.
as i look at the next day, i realised i dont want to leave this place. i have gotten close to so many people and i dont want to leave them.
also i met someone and we kinda hit it off. i wish that the two of us could just leave together ad just hang ot together. but we can keep intouch.
at the end of the day today we went to a bowling alley and had fun. i personally diddnt bowl but i did hang out with her and we flirted back and fourth.
all in all a good experience. i will deffinatley go to an art institute when i get out of high school. its just so relaxing here. i hope that all of you who read this
will find something you are pationate about, like i have.
day 4:
well got up at a usual time, 630 and showered and then woke up my roomie, we headed downstairs and just chilled as we ate breakfast. when we finished we realized we
could have slept anouther hour but were up, so fuck it. we sat on the couch and watched fox even though nither of us are republican, so its kinda awkward.
all our stuff is packed and were just chillin here in the lobby.
as the day concinued we went back to class for two hours and finished up our projects, but most of us just fooled around on youtube and such since we were done.
at the end of class we went to this big room, and saw our parents and sat next to them while all the different classes presented. this took a while and ours was last.
my class was animation with a program called MAYA which is a bitch to use but all worth the effort, our teacher dutch asked us if any of the people in his class would
like to talk and myself and 2 others volenteerrd to talk to the entire group of people, and as i walked up wearing my collar in pride, the class cheered for me, fur haters
and all. and it felt like we all got really close to one anouther on this trip. when i finished my speech we played the video and it was about a 5 minute video, with a dubstep
i made when sounds like shit but i digress. afterwards we ate, talked, exchanged numbers, and Facebooks, the animation class just kinda sat together one last time. and i
it felt like we all were going to miss each other. and it just kinda hit me as im writing this at home but i still miss them, all of them, and i wish i could see Meah one last
time... but we text each other, but i done know, it will never be the same.
i just wished i had kissed her before i left..............
epilog: well thanks for reading and who knows i just might keep a journal everyday from here on out. i think i finally got over my writers block and i think i can continue
my life from here. again thanks for reading ad sorry that i sometimes go off onto a stream of consciousness writing style every now and again.
love you all.
_TYRIS FOLEY
Help
Posted 13 years agoI am changing my fursona up a bit. In tired of tyris being a generic fox.
If your interested and willing to do it for free, please pm me. Thank you:)
If your interested and willing to do it for free, please pm me. Thank you:)
life
Posted 13 years agoever get that feeling something bad is going to happen to you? well i have that feeling now. and its on a massive scale. so i look back on my 17 years of life on this planet and ive learned or well realized ive done nothing of significant value. so i rememberd a movie, called pay it forward. and i want to implament it in real life. so if ive ever helped you ever, and i mean EVER i want you to help 3 more people, and dont focus on your social group, help whoever needs it. and tell them to pay it forward and help 3 people. im not trying to cause world peace, but at lease try. im not expecting world peace, just people helping people. because if i die tonight i want to know that i at least tried to accomplish something. life is linier theres a beggining and end, ad i think ive reached the end if that line. or at least semi close to it. so pay it forward!
your friend
- Michael Tyris Foley.
ps. i know i dont believe in god, so this is hard for me, but when i die, ill always be there, not spirtitually, or ghostly, but mentaly. as long as you remember me ill be there on memories.
not to be that one dick
Posted 13 years agowell not to be that one dick athiest but really? why do christians for the most part hate upon the gays/athiest? the way that they stare when my friends and i joking hold paws to fuck with people, and we got stopped and hated upon by people who hand out flyers for a church that promotes: love, and tolerance is just idiotic. and also i really hate old people are too stupid to understand how humanity is starting to work out ya know? not to hate but can a christian please explain to me why christians hate us?
also when i post something athiest comments on facebook, and post on evolution and stuff, why do they feel compeled to attempt to change my thoughts? so all in all somefur please explain to me why people are getting dumber and bumber as life continues to go down the linier path its on?
also when i post something athiest comments on facebook, and post on evolution and stuff, why do they feel compeled to attempt to change my thoughts? so all in all somefur please explain to me why people are getting dumber and bumber as life continues to go down the linier path its on?
x-mas
Posted 14 years agoas the years progress i hate Christmas more and more. and its for the same reason each time, someone a know dies. for instance this year my friends roommate this year. he was going 60mph on his motorcycle and a car pulled in front of him. he was launched off of his bike and killed. not to be a downer, but i hate the holidays. so please dont wish me a happy Christmas please. because all i do is remember the dead. so yea.
plus im forever alone on the holidays.
plus im forever alone on the holidays.
try to change a life
Posted 14 years agoThe song Into the Dark by Death Cap for Cutie brings me to a somewhat happy place I will never understand why, but it’s a happy place. Where I can reminisce about my life thus far. Due to a friend I have been writing non-stop now. Its where I can just release all the built up emotions and its most likely keeping me sane. To my Fur Mom, I am sorry to not have called lately but I have been going thru some tough shit as of right now. Once it is all set and done I will call you, and attempt to get up to Paradise to see all of you.
Some people in my town are just so ignorant about the life’s they encounter and how the slightest thing can upset or cause someone to take their own life. Looking back at a friend of mine who died when I was a freshman, I just remember the times we had back at Jr. High, and how he made me try my hardest. I never did get a chance to thank him for it either. Maybe I’ll meet up with him in the dark. Jordan Day I miss you and everyone who has ever met you misses you as well.
What I’m trying to say in this Journal is that if you see a fur or a norm and you can see their day is being crap; just give them a hug and a tender embrace. It might just save their life. Just that your life is crappy doesn’t mean you can put others down in theirs. Maybe it’s not responding to a txt, or returning a call. It all can make a difference.
I have a challenge for whoever reads this. Think of the one person you love more than anyone, and text or message them in anyway. Then think hard and find the one person who you can’t stand than send them a friendly message or say hello to them. You may see the poor kid who sits by themselves at lunch and sit with them. You could save a life.
This is Tyris hoping you find and change a life tomorrow or today or whenever.
Some people in my town are just so ignorant about the life’s they encounter and how the slightest thing can upset or cause someone to take their own life. Looking back at a friend of mine who died when I was a freshman, I just remember the times we had back at Jr. High, and how he made me try my hardest. I never did get a chance to thank him for it either. Maybe I’ll meet up with him in the dark. Jordan Day I miss you and everyone who has ever met you misses you as well.
What I’m trying to say in this Journal is that if you see a fur or a norm and you can see their day is being crap; just give them a hug and a tender embrace. It might just save their life. Just that your life is crappy doesn’t mean you can put others down in theirs. Maybe it’s not responding to a txt, or returning a call. It all can make a difference.
I have a challenge for whoever reads this. Think of the one person you love more than anyone, and text or message them in anyway. Then think hard and find the one person who you can’t stand than send them a friendly message or say hello to them. You may see the poor kid who sits by themselves at lunch and sit with them. You could save a life.
This is Tyris hoping you find and change a life tomorrow or today or whenever.
My life. Srry for errors my iPhone sucks ass
Posted 14 years agoYou know that feeling you get when you give up? I have that feeling now.
Iv given up At tring tO do something with my life.
I've given up at love. Hoping it would find me and it has but it has also left
Abruptly. I don't mean to cause harm, and I don't want pity. The most I can
Want to have at this time is just a friendly pat on the back or scratch, behind the ear. All I can do is survive and mooch from my family. As for my fur family I love you all. You are the thing that keeps me going. My rap career is going no where. For those who know the owner txted me sayingthe dead came and whent. So there's that. M poetry is still going strong. But for the most part it's deteriorating. For past loves I still and always love you.
It's the sMe ruteen everyday. Wake up alone in my bed.stareat the ceeling and get up to a cold shower. And go school. Were i am harassed and ridiculed for being a "black sheep" if you will. (don't mean to offend a sheep fur if 1 reads this). The ridicule starts with students and ends with faculty pointing fingers and calling me names from freak to abomination. (I hope they all get shot). To were I go home to a negative household. (why can't you be like your friends michael, why can't you be like Danny or Jordan, or even Andrew, Michael. Why can't you get a's Michael. Why arnt you smart Michael.) to where I go to bed and cry myself to sleep every night.
Well this is my life in a nut shell. I will continue to rap, sing, scream, play guitar, and write poetry. But the only people who have my back are you guys. My fur family and the entire Comunity. I love you all.
Iv given up At tring tO do something with my life.
I've given up at love. Hoping it would find me and it has but it has also left
Abruptly. I don't mean to cause harm, and I don't want pity. The most I can
Want to have at this time is just a friendly pat on the back or scratch, behind the ear. All I can do is survive and mooch from my family. As for my fur family I love you all. You are the thing that keeps me going. My rap career is going no where. For those who know the owner txted me sayingthe dead came and whent. So there's that. M poetry is still going strong. But for the most part it's deteriorating. For past loves I still and always love you.
It's the sMe ruteen everyday. Wake up alone in my bed.stareat the ceeling and get up to a cold shower. And go school. Were i am harassed and ridiculed for being a "black sheep" if you will. (don't mean to offend a sheep fur if 1 reads this). The ridicule starts with students and ends with faculty pointing fingers and calling me names from freak to abomination. (I hope they all get shot). To were I go home to a negative household. (why can't you be like your friends michael, why can't you be like Danny or Jordan, or even Andrew, Michael. Why can't you get a's Michael. Why arnt you smart Michael.) to where I go to bed and cry myself to sleep every night.
Well this is my life in a nut shell. I will continue to rap, sing, scream, play guitar, and write poetry. But the only people who have my back are you guys. My fur family and the entire Comunity. I love you all.
the great gatsby, and how it is a huge life changer
Posted 14 years agoin English we read the great Gatsby.... the fact that a mans soul can be forgotten so easily and not missed at all, is just astonishing. I'm referring to Jay Gats. he was a good person and people just forgot about him and just kept on moving as i nothing happened... my teacher then decided to ask us who will miss us, and what we would be remembered for. i couldn't think of anything or anyone. besides maybe my fur family and my mate. but i have reached the conclusion that life is a valuable thing, even if no one cares of you live or die. i personally don't want to be missed. and not to sound all full of myself if people do remember me than I'm missed and people cared about me, and i don't want that. i want to be forgotten like Mr. Gatsby. i don't want to be remembered, because i don't want others to remember me ad what i have done in my life because i don't anyone to get hurt by me anymore than i already have hurt them. no one missed him because he was a gust of wind, he went after one girl for 4 years and she didn't love anyone she only loved money. i love my mate i do along with luckless and rave, and jimmy and so forth (love you Chico and paradise furs). basically what i have concluded fro this experience with life and this book is that you should live everyday like its your last, go and kiss your mate or the fur you love and risk it all on love. love one another like you might not see them in the morning. life is short to begin with why do we end ours and others so quickly in life. cant be see that we are killing people who are loved by someone? even if you think no one cares if you live or die someone does, you just don't see it cause they never told you. in the words of an awesome movie i saw and cannot remember the title: "be awesome to one another"
i will no longer live my life in the shadows i will see no differences between us, becuase were all one big fur family. i know that sounded cheesy but home is were you make it. iv made mine were my mate is and my family is. love you furs. and i hope who ever reads this journal will see the light like i have. please read the book. it truly is an American Classic.
i will no longer live my life in the shadows i will see no differences between us, becuase were all one big fur family. i know that sounded cheesy but home is were you make it. iv made mine were my mate is and my family is. love you furs. and i hope who ever reads this journal will see the light like i have. please read the book. it truly is an American Classic.
the goal for my life
Posted 14 years agothe goals that i set for my self are insanly high. i know that i will fail in the long run but i keep trying to get to it. i want to be able to get an awsome fox suit but i know tht to achieve this goal i need to get an awsome job and i just got fired from my manager job at gamestop. i have no idea why i was fird but all of a sudden i was let go. and my secound job at taco bell is going go were. minimum wage can bary pay rent, and i have to stil pay for food. i hate mooching from people so i refuse to take money from them. or well any of my friends. i even have a seperate bank account for the suit. it has about $300 in it and i need about 1k. i have looked into making a suit but the materials and i suck at creating anything and i cant draw or mold or make the shape of any animal.
anouther goal i have for myself is to make it in the music buisness. i play guitar and bass and i can sing a little. i would record and put it up here but i cannot find a good softwere for doing so. if anyone can suggest a good recorder please tell me.
i will play snuff by slipknot accousticly and sing it. i need to take voive lessons but i can sing a little. its not great but my guitar teacher said i was good. and my fiend said i was a good 8-10 so yeah. anything helps.
<3 yea guys
anouther goal i have for myself is to make it in the music buisness. i play guitar and bass and i can sing a little. i would record and put it up here but i cannot find a good softwere for doing so. if anyone can suggest a good recorder please tell me.
i will play snuff by slipknot accousticly and sing it. i need to take voive lessons but i can sing a little. its not great but my guitar teacher said i was good. and my fiend said i was a good 8-10 so yeah. anything helps.
<3 yea guys
No one understands
Posted 14 years agono one understands what its like to be me,
a furry. i am 18 and a scared to tell my friends and family.
i want to tell them but i cant. i have been a furry for o i dont know since i was 12... when i discovered furry fandom.
i reseachered it and i have relized that i am a fox stuck in a humans body. i want to release this to my family but i ant in fear of rejection. i need someone to talk to. anyone. i have been hurt with this curse a lot. i have lost relationships because of this. i want to find someone who understands this feeling. please peope. i knew to this site and i want to communicate with others like me. thank you.
a furry. i am 18 and a scared to tell my friends and family.
i want to tell them but i cant. i have been a furry for o i dont know since i was 12... when i discovered furry fandom.
i reseachered it and i have relized that i am a fox stuck in a humans body. i want to release this to my family but i ant in fear of rejection. i need someone to talk to. anyone. i have been hurt with this curse a lot. i have lost relationships because of this. i want to find someone who understands this feeling. please peope. i knew to this site and i want to communicate with others like me. thank you.
