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Posted 8 years agoHi. I am Fufi's friend.
I come with news from the hospital. And after an EXHAUSTING almost week of Fufi on the Hospital. She finally came out of
Intensive Care. Family and me stayed at the hospital camping lmao.
The surgery lasted almost 12 hours. That's BEYOND tiring for the people who worked on the surgery.
The size of the complete mass she had between her skull and brain was 4cmx6cm. It was deep and they had to take their
time to remove it all, leaving a cavity that will later be filled with her own brain once it goes back to normal. Apart from the
long surgery, nothing happened. She's extremely tired as of now and still has trouble talking (This is because of the meds and
the anestesia) but I can understand her. She wants to come back asap... God knows how she works damn.
So far she's having a bit of trouble with her arms. For example, the doctor makes her move it to the front and she does a side movement.
It's weird to be honest. On a bright note, that's going to go away with a bit of therapy. By far her fear is away since her right arm is 100% okay.
Her speaking is slow and kind of...uhm, weird? As in salivating too much and things.
Just letting you guys know...
She said she has a special someone that she doesn't want to reveal as of yet after things get settled, but, she's extremely happy.
She will be coming back in two weeks.
I'll see you guys around if anything happens.
A note to Fufi for when she comes out:
you're a hero. To me, to your family and to everyone. Believe in yourself and start making your fur empire haha. I love you with alll
my heart, that is why we are best friends baby. Once you feel better you're guaranteed for a 10/10 dinner at your chinese favorite and
we'll go see IT! >:))) I just need you ... I want to talk to you like we always do. :( Let's also make a sleepover >:)
Bye!
- Luisa Medina Alvarado
I come with news from the hospital. And after an EXHAUSTING almost week of Fufi on the Hospital. She finally came out of
Intensive Care. Family and me stayed at the hospital camping lmao.
The surgery lasted almost 12 hours. That's BEYOND tiring for the people who worked on the surgery.
The size of the complete mass she had between her skull and brain was 4cmx6cm. It was deep and they had to take their
time to remove it all, leaving a cavity that will later be filled with her own brain once it goes back to normal. Apart from the
long surgery, nothing happened. She's extremely tired as of now and still has trouble talking (This is because of the meds and
the anestesia) but I can understand her. She wants to come back asap... God knows how she works damn.
So far she's having a bit of trouble with her arms. For example, the doctor makes her move it to the front and she does a side movement.
It's weird to be honest. On a bright note, that's going to go away with a bit of therapy. By far her fear is away since her right arm is 100% okay.
Her speaking is slow and kind of...uhm, weird? As in salivating too much and things.
Just letting you guys know...
She said she has a special someone that she doesn't want to reveal as of yet after things get settled, but, she's extremely happy.
She will be coming back in two weeks.
I'll see you guys around if anything happens.
A note to Fufi for when she comes out:
you're a hero. To me, to your family and to everyone. Believe in yourself and start making your fur empire haha. I love you with alll
my heart, that is why we are best friends baby. Once you feel better you're guaranteed for a 10/10 dinner at your chinese favorite and
we'll go see IT! >:))) I just need you ... I want to talk to you like we always do. :( Let's also make a sleepover >:)
Bye!
- Luisa Medina Alvarado
icon emergency commissions!!- please help me push the last!
Posted 8 years ago
EDIT: Hello! Im still here. Surgery is this friday. And Im almost done with the batch of icons. Some of you received them already! nwn Thankyou!
But im in my last 300usd. ;w; So, if possible can you help me? ;w; please share or get an icon! You'd be helping me sooooo much!
Next week will be my brain surgery. ;_; (more info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8353730/ )
I haven't gotten enough to full my surgery fund. (Currently at 400usd from 1000usd.)
Its a HELL lot.
Im working on my commissions slowly but at a good pace. <3 Some of you got your wips
and such, and ychs are taking me a bit longer with all the work they are XD! Specially those mega ychs!
omg
but, anyways!
I've been trying to work on a local bakery but, they pushed me out since someone else replaced me. I got around 200usd from there.
so..
I will open what's easy to finish right now, for me to be able to complete my fund (hopefully).
Icons. They are quick and easy on me. n_n
I can make batches and batches, i got some people that have been supporting me this way!
Icons go for 11usd a pop.
Here's some samples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24355266/
And will be done inmediately. In order of course. ;w;7
It would be of GREAT help if you ordered one or shared this around. <3
Since I got around 1 week to be ready... and loans are horrible. x_x
Do I owe you an icon? do tell me please!delicate topic ... just.. venting.
Posted 8 years agoOkay, So, im living with my mother since always.
im trying to make a living off art and stuff.
But, there's a thing going on right now...
since... 3-4 years.
I literally don't know what to do, or how to do it but here's the situation:
My brother works almost all day. Wakes up at 4-5 am and goes to work till 8-9 pm. (mexico sucks ass with this.)
My mother works all day too.
My brother's wife works at a hospital from 9am till 1pm. BEST SHIFT TBH. Freaking lucky.
EVERYONE ELSE in my family works daily on a whole day thing.
Okay, well, It so happens that randomly, my brother's wife (lets call her Yaja) drops his kid at my mother's.
WITH ME. She rambles about me, most of the time, negatively about me and just leaves. He just drops the kid
and goes.
It's been happening since the kid was 1year old. I've been taking care of this kid all his life. Im not mad at him.
But I am mad at his mother, because she makes me stand up at 5am all days of the freaking week. BECAUSE
SHE'S TOO TIRED TO GIVE HIM BREAKFAST OR ATTENTION. wtf boi?
Drops the kid at 5am, she DEMANDS me to give him EVERYTHING he wants, I am not allowed to scold him, I
am supposed to drop the kid at his school at 7am WALKING A DAMN 3KM WAY on my fucking condition. And expect to
pick him up at 2pm UNDER THE DAMN SUN that's sometimes 45c. IT HURTS.
But I do it anyway. Cause he's my nephew and I love him.
She goes to a shift from 9am till 1pm. This gives her ENOUGH time to do everything I am doing herself. I do can pick him
up, I can make the sacrifice. But, damn, I pick him up and she arrives to pick him at 8pm JUST BEFORE MY BROTHER COMES OUT OF WORK.
And even if I tell my brother that she leaves the kid here all day, he doesn't care.
So... Im standing on a situation where I cannot do this anymore. And even if I could, my body doesnt let me.
Im going against medical orders of going outside and exposing my head to the high UV... I don't know what to do
with my nephew... I love him. But 4 years of doing this and going under stress to feed him and all that, has been
taking a toll on me. I literally been raising him...
I needed to vent.. siiiighhh..
I am afraid of my surgery now.
im trying to make a living off art and stuff.
But, there's a thing going on right now...
since... 3-4 years.
I literally don't know what to do, or how to do it but here's the situation:
My brother works almost all day. Wakes up at 4-5 am and goes to work till 8-9 pm. (mexico sucks ass with this.)
My mother works all day too.
My brother's wife works at a hospital from 9am till 1pm. BEST SHIFT TBH. Freaking lucky.
EVERYONE ELSE in my family works daily on a whole day thing.
Okay, well, It so happens that randomly, my brother's wife (lets call her Yaja) drops his kid at my mother's.
WITH ME. She rambles about me, most of the time, negatively about me and just leaves. He just drops the kid
and goes.
It's been happening since the kid was 1year old. I've been taking care of this kid all his life. Im not mad at him.
But I am mad at his mother, because she makes me stand up at 5am all days of the freaking week. BECAUSE
SHE'S TOO TIRED TO GIVE HIM BREAKFAST OR ATTENTION. wtf boi?
Drops the kid at 5am, she DEMANDS me to give him EVERYTHING he wants, I am not allowed to scold him, I
am supposed to drop the kid at his school at 7am WALKING A DAMN 3KM WAY on my fucking condition. And expect to
pick him up at 2pm UNDER THE DAMN SUN that's sometimes 45c. IT HURTS.
But I do it anyway. Cause he's my nephew and I love him.
She goes to a shift from 9am till 1pm. This gives her ENOUGH time to do everything I am doing herself. I do can pick him
up, I can make the sacrifice. But, damn, I pick him up and she arrives to pick him at 8pm JUST BEFORE MY BROTHER COMES OUT OF WORK.
And even if I tell my brother that she leaves the kid here all day, he doesn't care.
So... Im standing on a situation where I cannot do this anymore. And even if I could, my body doesnt let me.
Im going against medical orders of going outside and exposing my head to the high UV... I don't know what to do
with my nephew... I love him. But 4 years of doing this and going under stress to feed him and all that, has been
taking a toll on me. I literally been raising him...
I needed to vent.. siiiighhh..
I am afraid of my surgery now.
icon emergency commissions - please help ;w;
Posted 8 years agoNext week will be my brain surgery. ;_; (more info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8353730/ )
I haven't gotten enough to full my surgery fund. (Currently at 400usd from 1000usd.)
Its a HELL lot.
Im working on my commissions slowly but at a good pace. <3 Some of you got your wips
and such, and ychs are taking me a bit longer with all the work they are XD! Specially those mega ychs!
omg
but, anyways!
I've been trying to work on a local bakery but, they pushed me out since someone else replaced me. I got around 200usd from there.
so..
I will open what's easy to finish right now, for me to be able to complete my fund (hopefully).
Icons. They are quick and easy on me. n_n
I can make batches and batches, i got some people that have been supporting me this way!
Icons go for 11usd a pop.
Here's some samples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24355266/
And will be done inmediately. In order of course. ;w;7
It would be of GREAT help if you ordered one or shared this around. <3
Since I got around 1 week to be ready... and loans are horrible. x_x
Do I owe you an icon? do tell me please!Im here! <3 + Patreon
Posted 8 years agoHello!
Sorry for my inactivity!
I was sick with a tonsilitis thang and wow it hurted a lot. ;__;
anyways! Ill be uploading commissions I owe and ychs and much more! <3
Oh and here's my patreon!
If you wish to support me, you can do ;w; from 1usd to anything you like!
Thankyou so SO much! ;__;
https://www.patreon.com/fufifoxhallooo! news + health
Posted 8 years agoHey there!
I've been working tons to get the current comms and ychs done! <3
If you do not appear on the list, you're almost done! >:3
Oh and, i had a few runs with health recently. I was discovered a tumour
on my brain that's been bothering me. But, i took care of the expenses (almost all)
and my surgery is programmed for 4 weeks from now. <3
I will finish my work (ychs and comms) but I might take a little bit longer on the
Reference sheet commissions.
Check out the tumour. ;w;7 I didnt know this is why i kept falling asleep while doing stuff!
Reason why im poor too LOL.
http://imgur.com/a/om2wk
you can see a white spot there in the middle of a dark one... uhm, thats a lesion.
Apparently from when I had a car crash with my dad back a few years...
Im not... scared surprisingly.
Im just a bit nervous.
This is the document that says the tumor is around 6.3 x 4.0 something cms.
http://imgur.com/a/NwZYx
I blurred my Dr's details and such. (This is the document from back on.. 22 of april?)
I didnt' want to bring this up but I have to since I will dissappear for a while from FA for this. <3
Thankyou very much for the help on commissioning me! And helping me so much! ;w;7
I will keep on accepting comms so I can purchase my hospital stay after the surgery <3 .
Thankyou very much!!
Love ya'll!
emergency commissions - tablet issues + meds.
Posted 8 years agoHello!
Im here again... offering commissions to get some meds and get a new tablet, my current is literally dying, the little lights flicker
and sometimes it just, dies for hours. That and the lack of my own computer makes me go slooooowwww, but thanks to a friend that
supported me so damn much im getting a computer to draw! finally! ;wwwww;
Anyways, consider helping me through buying a commission. ;w;
For now, I offer the following:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8291828/
+ new commission ideas and concepts.
_Foxlore commissions/Closed Specie design (20usd) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24258534/
_Animeish screeshot (30usd) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24167125/
_Icon commission (11usd) - http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24261736/
Please consider commissioning me... I need some heart and brain meds. Each go for 40usd a two week treatment and im close to finishing it!
Thankyou so much ;www;
The current queue is almost done btw! <3
foxlore - 2 free comment now! <3
Posted 8 years agoIll be doing 2 foxlores for free to help me
start over the specie i bought *w*
These is how they look like:
http://sta.sh/22ey53szei1i
I will not do first come first serve and I might even do more than 2! <3
Just fill this out:
-Theme:
-Sex:
-Clothed or no:
If you want me to go with artistic freedom... bare with my insaneness XD!
Well, ;u;7 I hope i can make a good work..Here's the thing... (help with some specie thang)
Posted 8 years agoHere's the thing..
i went ahead and bought a "problematic" specie.
I say problematic because the owner of the specie WAS problematic...
Here are the files provided:
http://sta.sh/22ey53szei1i?edit=1
I kind of wanted to launch the specie again, BUT, there's a problem...
I asked a few persons on DA about the specie and they said
"Nah, Beanbags are cooler, they are way better than that specie and it probably wouldn't make you a penny. These are copies of a beanbag."
I didnt knew about Beanbags until I saw them and saw an awful similarity between this specie and theirs.
And also on the whole idea of having shops and an active community... yadayada.
So.. here's my question...
Is it worth it? Pushing this specie out?
I mean, yeah, Beanbags are similar af and have the same idea behind these but, is it even worth it?
Btw I bought the rights with some art for the person. Lols. And I finished their thang so I went ahead and uploaded this journal that I had in my head for around 2 weeks.
I was actually thinking on a furry website. Where "Foxlores" where the avatars and you could dress them out and such (Kinda like Gaia but for furries.)
So.. what do you think? Is it worth it? ...
I am very insecure im sorry ;u;8
i went ahead and bought a "problematic" specie.
I say problematic because the owner of the specie WAS problematic...
Here are the files provided:
http://sta.sh/22ey53szei1i?edit=1
I kind of wanted to launch the specie again, BUT, there's a problem...
I asked a few persons on DA about the specie and they said
"Nah, Beanbags are cooler, they are way better than that specie and it probably wouldn't make you a penny. These are copies of a beanbag."
I didnt knew about Beanbags until I saw them and saw an awful similarity between this specie and theirs.
And also on the whole idea of having shops and an active community... yadayada.
So.. here's my question...
Is it worth it? Pushing this specie out?
I mean, yeah, Beanbags are similar af and have the same idea behind these but, is it even worth it?
Btw I bought the rights with some art for the person. Lols. And I finished their thang so I went ahead and uploaded this journal that I had in my head for around 2 weeks.
I was actually thinking on a furry website. Where "Foxlores" where the avatars and you could dress them out and such (Kinda like Gaia but for furries.)
So.. what do you think? Is it worth it? ...
I am very insecure im sorry ;u;8
meep! sorry!
Posted 8 years agoI fell ill for 2 days... im back though! sorry for the lack of activity! ;w;7
Uploading comms and ychs soon! im just... lol. tired.
Posted 8 years agough..
seriously.
i was excited because i was invited to a convention a few weeks ago.
i had "privileges" which where, a table to sell my art at, food for those two days and well,
my stand (3metersx3meters)
i was excited afffffffffffffff
this was my first time on a con selling as an artist. and THEN. It fucking happened.
I was called by a representative that told me
"Hey soz but, apparently your spot was taken by "x" artist. So we offer you a cool spot for 400usd."
lel.
fak u.
seriously.
i was excited because i was invited to a convention a few weeks ago.
i had "privileges" which where, a table to sell my art at, food for those two days and well,
my stand (3metersx3meters)
i was excited afffffffffffffff
this was my first time on a con selling as an artist. and THEN. It fucking happened.
I was called by a representative that told me
"Hey soz but, apparently your spot was taken by "x" artist. So we offer you a cool spot for 400usd."
lel.
fak u.
ych collabs?
Posted 8 years agoI would like to try one...
so, anyone up to try? ;w;7 icon comms - open (?)
Posted 8 years agopeople asked me for icon comms like this one:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24146513/
If you want one, it's okay. xD; Flat 10usd per icon!
In the future i might do an animated one...
You receive a 500x500 version and 100x100 version. <:
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24146513/
If you want one, it's okay. xD; Flat 10usd per icon!
In the future i might do an animated one...
You receive a 500x500 version and 100x100 version. <:
Other art sites?
Posted 8 years agoFa seems.. dead..
Is there other sites i can go to? ;;-;;
Is there other sites i can go to? ;;-;;
Update on situations + Thankyou.
Posted 8 years agoI have to update a few that have been noting me to check on me. u vu ... First of all,
Thankyou to all.
Yesterday I had a mental breakdown because I didn't have money to buy my meds..
And I had to come and offer a cheap comm to help myself. Thankyou again, for lending me. (You know who you are.<3)
There where a few, and I couldn't say no to an offer I offered (?)
Anyways, thanks to my commissioners and ych buyers for the patience too. You've been dearies!!
As some of you know, I have a heart condition where my heart valves don't work correctly. They placed new ones
and im fine now. n_n
I come from a family full of diseases... I kid you not when I say my mom has had like cancer 3 times, my dad has had
surgery 5 times for tumours and my brother has had a few surgeries regarding the same as my dad.
LUCKY me I had only one surgery. And hopefully just that one!
Anyways, so i've been robbed and scammed past and current month.
Robbed from the bank, where they SOLD my information. Someone stole the bank information of around 1k accounts
and SOLD them to robbers. Yay. Inbetween, was my account.
UNFORTUNATELY, the money won't be seen until... december or january next year... lol.
I was infuriated but they told me that was the protocol in that bank and such.
Meh. I am... tired i suppose?
Then I was scammed. Me and around 9 artists got scammed for around 50+ full pictures worth 500+ dollars.
Short story: Someone donated money to me for my surgery, 400 to be exact, asked for pictures with blackmailing ways and pushed 50 pictures WITHOUT ME KNOWING ABOUT THIS, and then made a chargeback, THE PERSON NOTIFIED ME he did the chargeback because, he needed the money.
About this, we are getting more evidence, so we can sue. This is stupid and needs to be solved by something more than an artist beware. Our lawyer
said to be careful and that we need to first solve this in order to expose his real name and more. So we'll wait a bit more.
To be honest... I was going to give up on commissions and that. But, then people showed me that I just
happened to have a bit of badluck there. And that I should keep on going. So I am.
Thankyou for the support and love you've showed me... this is the first community i've been to and... I just can say that I am humbled by how much
support i've had....
thankyou.
Thankyou to all.
Yesterday I had a mental breakdown because I didn't have money to buy my meds..
And I had to come and offer a cheap comm to help myself. Thankyou again, for lending me. (You know who you are.<3)
There where a few, and I couldn't say no to an offer I offered (?)
Anyways, thanks to my commissioners and ych buyers for the patience too. You've been dearies!!
As some of you know, I have a heart condition where my heart valves don't work correctly. They placed new ones
and im fine now. n_n
I come from a family full of diseases... I kid you not when I say my mom has had like cancer 3 times, my dad has had
surgery 5 times for tumours and my brother has had a few surgeries regarding the same as my dad.
LUCKY me I had only one surgery. And hopefully just that one!
Anyways, so i've been robbed and scammed past and current month.
Robbed from the bank, where they SOLD my information. Someone stole the bank information of around 1k accounts
and SOLD them to robbers. Yay. Inbetween, was my account.
UNFORTUNATELY, the money won't be seen until... december or january next year... lol.
I was infuriated but they told me that was the protocol in that bank and such.
Meh. I am... tired i suppose?
Then I was scammed. Me and around 9 artists got scammed for around 50+ full pictures worth 500+ dollars.
Short story: Someone donated money to me for my surgery, 400 to be exact, asked for pictures with blackmailing ways and pushed 50 pictures WITHOUT ME KNOWING ABOUT THIS, and then made a chargeback, THE PERSON NOTIFIED ME he did the chargeback because, he needed the money.
About this, we are getting more evidence, so we can sue. This is stupid and needs to be solved by something more than an artist beware. Our lawyer
said to be careful and that we need to first solve this in order to expose his real name and more. So we'll wait a bit more.
To be honest... I was going to give up on commissions and that. But, then people showed me that I just
happened to have a bit of badluck there. And that I should keep on going. So I am.
Thankyou for the support and love you've showed me... this is the first community i've been to and... I just can say that I am humbled by how much
support i've had....
thankyou.
thankyou ;w;;;;
Posted 8 years agoedit: thankyouuu omg ;uu;7 thankyouuuu! ;wwwww;
hey.. sorry. <im back!>
Posted 8 years agoSorry that I haven't uploaded art..
My mother doesn't really approve that I draw and she hides, or takes her computer away from me.
I HAD the money to buy a new one. And then the storm happened and yeah.. you know the story.
So, i've been wandering my city while waiting for my mom to finish her rage against me, trying to
find a job that fits my health condition and such, but, no luck. Situation is difficult, and the only thing
i can do, is either Twitch or just.. keep on sneaking to get my mother's comp. Haha.
I am sorry for taking this long... ;__; I am trying to finish my work as soon as I touch the computer!
I will work hard to get my own too! even if I get scammed again... lol... im so.. scared to get money..
Please, be patient with me ;ww;
My mother doesn't really approve that I draw and she hides, or takes her computer away from me.
I HAD the money to buy a new one. And then the storm happened and yeah.. you know the story.
So, i've been wandering my city while waiting for my mom to finish her rage against me, trying to
find a job that fits my health condition and such, but, no luck. Situation is difficult, and the only thing
i can do, is either Twitch or just.. keep on sneaking to get my mother's comp. Haha.
I am sorry for taking this long... ;__; I am trying to finish my work as soon as I touch the computer!
I will work hard to get my own too! even if I get scammed again... lol... im so.. scared to get money..
Please, be patient with me ;ww;
so my talk with paypal...<followup on scammer>
Posted 8 years agoApparently, there's nothing I can do, and I might get my account shut down.
Why? Because the art given was NSFW. I was trying my best to provide enough data to Paypal
for them to say "Well, it was a donation" But it didn't happen. When it came to "Give us the drawings you did"
I showed them, censored.
So they where instant "Nope. This is not supported by paypal. Sorry."
So this dude got the money and the art for real this time.
I am out of reds, but... Now I need to work to pay off a debt, that I already worked on.
I got no money left for me. All the money people donated to me, was to pay the fucking
mess this asshole did...
So what's left for me to do is, open some quick commissions for me to buy some food, meds and afford my next doc appointment.
Here's what i offer: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24017806/
A chibi full in that style for 15usd. per piece.
There's no limit on orders. But, I ask for patience... I need to work on so many things.
I had no idea how destructive a person could be... and to be honest, this made me feel shitty inside and even wanting to quit drawing..
but I am stronger than a little idiot who decided to mess up. My depression lead to some bad sleeping and some problems with my family for loosing such amount
of money.
Because, it was indeed a loss. Loss of time, loss of everything.. Super sad. Super tired and super depressed is all that was left. :(
im tired.. venting..
Posted 8 years agoim tired of the situation...
i really thank everyone who's helping me get my money back..
i really REALLY thankyou from my heart.
but this whole deal has made me depressed.. angry at myself for thinking there's good people...
i am.. angry. I .. i really want to rest.. but i can't..
im thinking on ways to get 300 dollars.. but how. how the hell can i get that quick? .. i have no idea.
im tired. very tired.. and my meds are half way to empty. And I am halfway finished with all my YCHs and Comms...
should i open more YCHs?
More comms?
Quick comms?
What...
ugh im tired... Okay here's the explanation.. <rant + scammed> beware
Posted 8 years agoSo hey...
I wasn't going to speak about what happened... because I well... im shy and i dont like people worrying about me. ;w;
But anyways! This got out of hand.
Around a month or two ago. I did a fundraiser along with several artist friends on stream. We streamed for around 12hours + to get the amount of 800usd+
for a heart surgery for me. I have my valves working badly, so i had to get these little thingies that go there so they can function correctly. Well! The thing is
that we spent the stream gifting people who donated a colored sketch PER donation so, some people donated several times trying to exploit the thing
so they could get several drawings but, we stated that is was ONCE/ONE drawing from each artist per donation.
So, okay! Everyone was happy and we got to the point where I had 450usd donated. It was the LAST hour of the stream... When someone donated the rest. 400+usd!
I was going insane! How come someone so nice donate so many money to a cause. That was super cute and amazing.
And this someone, gets the drawings, he replies happily that it was what he wanted all this time. (We knew each other for around 1-2 months prior to the fundraising.)
Anyways!
Time passes, and I had my surgery, spent all my money on it. Around 2000usd+. I sold my computer, my old one, the only one i had to work with...
And now that I am recovering, suddenly, i get a message from this someone ... With the simple text of...
"I will take my money back. For this reason."
(I wont state the reason, because it would be obvious who im talking about.)
I was shocked. So I replied with.
"But, you DONATED the amount. Why would you take it back?" To which he replied. "I'm sorry. I need it." And didn't message back.
In my fear, i went to talk to the artists that helped me, and they all told me the same bullshit.
They where all scammed to work for FREE pictures, FREE fullbodies, FREE sketches, FREE shit.
APART from the sketches he received, he had the damn balls to go and tell the artists WITHOUT TELLING ME..
"It was because of ME that she is OKAY." "It was because of ME that she had her surgery." "It was because of me that she isn't dead."
I was furious. FURIOUS! Cause I thought, he did that to me only. Yeah. He did it to me. He told me "I saved you. Do this for me." And well, he donated a lot, and it was good. So I said.. Why not? He deserves it. BUT I DIDNT KNOW HE WENT TO ALL ARTISTS SAYING THE SAME SHIT.
I was trying to come up with a plan... a way to tell him that i really needed that money...
But...
I was chargedback.
For 500usd.
500USD. !!!!!!!!!
Why 500? CAUSE HE WANTED THE EXTRA BECAUSE APPARENTLY HE "LENT ME" THE CASH. LOL WOT. <- The last message I got. "Ill take it back. Along with interests."
I almost died when I saw it, cause I do not have that money. I worked hard so hard to earn money to eat, to buy my meds, everything.
And now this asshole came into the picture and made a chargeback....
Im so angry and sad about this...
JUST AS I RECUPERATED FROM THE DAMN CARD THING. UGHHHHHHHH.
Now my paypal is in reds...all that I work on... will be to pay that debt. Wow... im.. just.. wow...
I am TRYING to stop the chargeback. But everything seems to go HIS way, cause he's saying on the whole case that I didnt deliver the item. And he wasn't stupid either, he ordered ONLY nsfw. HOW CLEVER IS HE.
siiiiighhhhhhh
if you want to know the name of the person, note me. please.
Thankyou to some amazing people that donated to me recently... I adore you.
Thankyou... for being so amazing..
I wasn't going to speak about what happened... because I well... im shy and i dont like people worrying about me. ;w;
But anyways! This got out of hand.
Around a month or two ago. I did a fundraiser along with several artist friends on stream. We streamed for around 12hours + to get the amount of 800usd+
for a heart surgery for me. I have my valves working badly, so i had to get these little thingies that go there so they can function correctly. Well! The thing is
that we spent the stream gifting people who donated a colored sketch PER donation so, some people donated several times trying to exploit the thing
so they could get several drawings but, we stated that is was ONCE/ONE drawing from each artist per donation.
So, okay! Everyone was happy and we got to the point where I had 450usd donated. It was the LAST hour of the stream... When someone donated the rest. 400+usd!
I was going insane! How come someone so nice donate so many money to a cause. That was super cute and amazing.
And this someone, gets the drawings, he replies happily that it was what he wanted all this time. (We knew each other for around 1-2 months prior to the fundraising.)
Anyways!
Time passes, and I had my surgery, spent all my money on it. Around 2000usd+. I sold my computer, my old one, the only one i had to work with...
And now that I am recovering, suddenly, i get a message from this someone ... With the simple text of...
"I will take my money back. For this reason."
(I wont state the reason, because it would be obvious who im talking about.)
I was shocked. So I replied with.
"But, you DONATED the amount. Why would you take it back?" To which he replied. "I'm sorry. I need it." And didn't message back.
In my fear, i went to talk to the artists that helped me, and they all told me the same bullshit.
They where all scammed to work for FREE pictures, FREE fullbodies, FREE sketches, FREE shit.
APART from the sketches he received, he had the damn balls to go and tell the artists WITHOUT TELLING ME..
"It was because of ME that she is OKAY." "It was because of ME that she had her surgery." "It was because of me that she isn't dead."
I was furious. FURIOUS! Cause I thought, he did that to me only. Yeah. He did it to me. He told me "I saved you. Do this for me." And well, he donated a lot, and it was good. So I said.. Why not? He deserves it. BUT I DIDNT KNOW HE WENT TO ALL ARTISTS SAYING THE SAME SHIT.
I was trying to come up with a plan... a way to tell him that i really needed that money...
But...
I was chargedback.
For 500usd.
500USD. !!!!!!!!!
Why 500? CAUSE HE WANTED THE EXTRA BECAUSE APPARENTLY HE "LENT ME" THE CASH. LOL WOT. <- The last message I got. "Ill take it back. Along with interests."
I almost died when I saw it, cause I do not have that money. I worked hard so hard to earn money to eat, to buy my meds, everything.
And now this asshole came into the picture and made a chargeback....
Im so angry and sad about this...
JUST AS I RECUPERATED FROM THE DAMN CARD THING. UGHHHHHHHH.
Now my paypal is in reds...all that I work on... will be to pay that debt. Wow... im.. just.. wow...
I am TRYING to stop the chargeback. But everything seems to go HIS way, cause he's saying on the whole case that I didnt deliver the item. And he wasn't stupid either, he ordered ONLY nsfw. HOW CLEVER IS HE.
siiiiighhhhhhh
if you want to know the name of the person, note me. please.
Thankyou to some amazing people that donated to me recently... I adore you.
Thankyou... for being so amazing..
I need some advice. Its a delicate but, "interesting" thing.
Posted 8 years agoSomeone that's open to talk right now?
I need advice about chargebacks and donations.
I am struggling with this for the past week and its time to make a decision but, I need advice first... i want to couple Rachel up... but.. who's the best? ;w;
Posted 8 years agoI have a few options...
uhmm.. maybe ..
who would like to pair her up? ;w;
this is a maybe but.. i might try? idk.. So... This is the second time it happens... sigh..
Posted 8 years agoi went to my bank, after a long struggle around...
a week and a half agó due to someone cloning my debit card and spending my money
on a damn trip to vegas... I haven't got an answer from the bank yet regarding THAT money.
They changed EVERYTHING, I changed everything, passwords, codes, etc. like, literal, everything.
...It freaking happened again. AGAIN. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME!?
How can someone screw someone else up SOOO BAAAAD!? ....I just came back from the bank
and my account was CLEANED. Like, not even a cent. I checked what they spent it on and see
that they used the money for ANOTHER TICKET TO VEGAS.
What the hell can i do!? ... They spent all my money i was supposed to get my computer with...
Im so angry and ragey and even crying because of this... and to top it off, whatever the bank says
its.. "It'll take around 6-10 months to get your money back." ....
I am so damn sad and angry... siiighhhhh.
Oh oh. I forgot to add, this card has NEVER been used online or on any shop. Its kind of a saving card.
BUT MY GOD, How the hell do they do that.
... Ill have to start all over again... commission queue and open! nwn
Posted 8 years agoi am saving up for a computer of my own...
currently i am working on my mother's computer, which restricts me of working more on pictures...
i want to fully work on digital because traditional is getting me tired...
i will have a goal for the end of this year. n wn
a new computer and tablet!
back to ground zero... sigh...
0usd / 1000 usd
yusshhh!
let's go!
NOTE: If you're not on the list it means the commission is to be uploaded! <3
i am also open for commissions.
10 slots only though.
1. 
- Chibi - Linearting.
2. 
- Fulls! - Sketching!
3. OPEN
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
fullbody: 45usd
kneeup: 35usd.
sample: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23744338/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23747881/
For these I will not be doing humans anymore ;ww; sorry!
YCH status:
- Comic YCH , Sketching characters... Sketching new pages.
- Sensual YCH , Finishing! ..
- Telegram YCH!, Sketching! ..
Art Trades: CLOSED.
- NONE -
Raffle:
- NONE -
[center]Commission T.O.S 
- Just, don't rush me... I am not working on my own computer at the moment.. so i will take a bit of time to finish your work... ;ww; Until I get a computer of my own i will be able to work 100% quick!
- Please, don't be rude to me... I am barely learning how commissions work... and YCHs.. thankyou..
- Patience is the key. [/center]
thankyou lil-maj... for everything.<3
Posted 8 years agoi had to jump into with 
I agree with him. I totally do.
Lil-Maj has been helping me understand everything I need to know about the website, about commissions, about everything. And I can't thank him enough for everything he has done for me.
From supporting me emotionally, and economically. He helped me get closer to my computer fund ;w; I am soooo close!
Of course! We work together.
He quickly began supporting my work... and I can tell, it pretty much shows! I evolved quickly and its all thanks to him...
Thankyou sweetheart. You're an amazing person! Keep up the hardwork and all your support to the artists you've hired along your amazing time on this website! And specially, thankyou... from the bottom of my shattered heart... You've become something so dear to me ... in so little time.
