so, i was wandering around FA and DA.
and stomped against a specie of a girl. I asked her personally if I could buy the specie.
but she said, she had some problems with several people on the website and that's why
she left the specie. Like, dead.
I was wondering... if I take the specie, would it have a reputation of wrong with me?
I mean, is it good to purchase a specie that comes with a bad reputation? Perhaps I can save it? I dont know..

i am saving up for a computer of my own...
currently i am working on my mother's computer, which restricts me of working more on pictures...
i want to fully work on digital because traditional is getting me tired...

i will have a goal for the end of this year. n wn
a new computer and tablet!

700usd / 1000 usd

yusshhh!
let's go!

i am also open for commissions.
10 slots only though.

1. - Coloring...
2. - Dakimakura sketching...
3. - Full! .. Sketching...
4. OPEN
5. OPEN

fullbody: 35usd
kneeup: 25usd.

sample: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23744338/ and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23747881/

For these I will not be doing humans anymore ;ww; sorry!

YCH status:

- Coloring...
- Comic YCH , Sketching characters... Sketching new pages.
- Romantic YCH , Sketching...
- Sensual YCH , sketching..

Art Trades: CLOSED.

- NONE -

Raffle:

- NONE -

[center]Commission T.O.S
- Just, don't rush me... I am not working on my own computer at the moment.. so i will take a bit of time to finish your work... ;ww; Until I get a computer of my own i will be able to work 100% quick!
- Please, don't be rude to me... I am barely learning how commissions work... and YCHs.. thankyou..
- Patience is the key. [/center]

I will be choosing the winner in a bit! <3
Ill assign a number in a little bit!

So, its not really a prince XD but, i am going to draw your character either as a prince or princess, whichever you want! with my character https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23756743/

so, leave your comment with

character:
prince or princess?:
what would they be doing?:

it can be nsfw or sfw. Give me ideas!

Raffle will be done in.. 3 days.

Everyone can enter!

where i wish i didnt exist..
do you remember how i tell u my mother is abusive?
i feel like a 5 year old..
i want to get out of here... i need to get out..
she deleted the recently finished drawings.. thankgod i saved the wips and ychs on a usb.
i will be using a friend's laptop because she hates my art that much..

i feel rejected by my own family, thrown into the garbage by them.. and all i want, is their acceptance..
i want to hug my mother and kiss her cheek without her thinking i am a nuisance or a waste of effort...

am i really a piece of trash on her life?...
i want to be normal... i really want to be just a girl on this world, wear pretty dresses without getting told i am too fat to do wear.. which i am... not i think. I am 60kg...
i want to draw whatever i want without being told that my art is not going somewhere... this is why i NEVER wanted to post online..
to be told that i am ugly, fat and stupid by the people i used to love...

sigh.. i am sorry again... i reall dont know what to do or where to go..

sorry.. i dont know where to talk..
i barely have friends because they think im different..
i just like furry and baking..

is there something wrong with that?
my mother, my father, my brother and my family thinks im stupid.
that i dont get money with art but just give it away..
but its my decision. i want to make people happy...

i dont know what is wrong with gifting...
my mom calls me useless because of this
and i am getting sick of it...

i want to get out of this place... but i cant... im still not
good enough to life off my art.

im so damn useless... i hate myself..