It's no biggie, but I'm never satisfied because with my ability to draw fat people. It's irritatingly more difficulty for me the bigger they are.

Despite my expertise in body diversity and general maneuverability, the more mass there is the harder it is for me to do it well.

This is why despite my top loves being fat women and weight gain, I do not have as much of it as I wants. Frankly, inflation, mild hyper, and bulges are simply simpler.

But there's nothing for it except to keep practicing. It's imperative that I can make drawing fat people become second nature. Lord knows I follow enough experts I should understand it by now, what with VDisco, Arkveveen, Gillpanda, Bangabear, Muttninja, and so so many others in my artistic crosshairs.

Sort of painted myself into a corner here with Maurice's gorgeous partner being so so big.

Welp, gotta keep on going.

I've been busy.

So sorry for the lack of updates but between school and my job it's been tough being able to keep up with this.

Also I've been focusing a lot more on art in my more, uh... kosher identity.

I thrive off of feedback of any kind and for some reason feedback slowed/stopped here and I was getting more there, so that's where attention went.

But now that "Meet Professor Creole" is complete, I can take a load of pressure off myself.

I have nearly all the characters i want to have with the body diversity I desire to continue do other random bits of stuff. You know, cheesecake, character portraits, my other fetishes, that sort of thing.

Well not entirely, I'm actually considering another addition to Maurice prime's body, adding some hips to go with that huge rear of his. Jusry's still out on it but 'm considering the possibility.

Anyhow, go forth and do good things and I will continue to do so on this side.

So the fall semester at my community college has begun, or it at least started last week. Classes seem easy, there's not much to report.

Though I did want to vent slightly, though not out of anger or anything stupid, just need to rattle off.

Specifically on the fact that in an IT class I have once a a week in the evening for three hours, there is not that many of us and in the front row of computers, I sit a mere four screens away from an absolutely gorgeous woman. I'll just call her by her first initial X for this entry.

Of course I'm just some six foot black geek with no experience? I have too much anxiety to do something crazy like approach her. She's got her own life to live anyway. Though I do wonder if she's in this class to pursue programming, general IT like me, or web design.

.... I'm an idiot, I could try striking up conversation that way! But then I don't have it in me to try anyway.

Ah well, c'est la vie.

I suppose the most relevant thing about my little tangent besides demonstrating I'm probably a creep and shouldn't be around people, is that when I saw X, I realized that she had the perfect body to model for Christine.

... Which is probably an even creepier notion, I'm already objectifying her, I barely know her. But as an artist, I could most certainly use a reference so accurate to improve future illustrations.

I am technically interested in her body not only for my creative endeavors and improving my product, but also for dragging my tongue along every inch of her and having her on top of me.

I should probably just focus on learning HTML and CSS for the next three months and not on studying what X's body does when she's in different positions so I can draw Christine better.

That's messed up. I'm messed up.