As some of you have heard, Musk had brilliant idea to add rule that any images on Twitter will be automaticly used for the new AI program and you cant opt out, along with block list changes being worse. Following this decision i decided to purge any images i had posted on Twitter so they cant claim them for their AI program. Heard lot of artists deciding to move onto Bluesky, but i havent yet felt need to make account there myself yet.

And speaking of Images, i havent posted anything new in while because frankly i feel like i'v just lost any willingness to draw like i used to, could almost say my days of drawing are over at this point.
That being said i dont intend to stop posting stuff, because altho i myself might not have mood to draw i'v switched to basicly doing comissions when i want idea to be done. Mostly my good friend  DaxMarko has been working on a special project involving my worgen lady Vanessa, and when its done, expect a new surge of images involving her.
Along with that iv been thinkin about comission a friend of mine for some fan art for games i'v been into lately, mostly Back to the Dawn atm, but we shall see if i get any new ideas in future.

That is all for now.

So, some of you might have noticed i havent drawn any stuff in quite awhile, infact i checked and last time i drew some of my Worgen ladies myself was over a year ago at this point.

Truth is i just havent felt like drawing quite awhile, or well thats not quite as truthful as i have managed to draw some WiP stuff, but run out of steam before its finished proper. But tbh iv spent most of my time just being addicted to playing games nowdays, preferly with friends.

Suppose if i get desperate to post something i could just throw out some of Those WiPs, tho technicly i do have one Finished Vanessa image atleast waiting, but wanted to finish second version of it with some Males before posting it so for now its just sitting in files until i either finish second version of or just say screw it and post solo variant.

Not to mention there's still the unfinished comic project between me and  DaxMarko of 12 Page Vanessa Smut comic with only first page being properly done because im lazy bastard and havent felt like trying to get rest finished. Tho tbh adding shading/lighting is my least fav part as i much prefer refining Linework and adding colors.

Till then i'v been occasionaly comissioning stuff from other people when iv been in mood for Worgens but not to do it myself lately, but hey i guess i can support other artists that way. Except the one time me and my friend paid 300$ for duo Vanessa comic comission but the artist took the money and ran so that sucked.

On the plus side my friend with 3D Blender experience has been working on a little project and we may at somepoint then see more 3D Vanessa Smut with new looks as to say.

Tl;dr. I am lazy bastard who havent drawn much.

Happy Halloween Fellas, hope you're having fun and spooky time tonight.

Now i wanted to say that i havent drawn much lately because tbh i'v been mostly lacking motivation to draw and i'v been mostly into gaming for quite awhile now. Not that i'v been completely lazy when it comes to drawings since i do have quite a lot of WiPs piled up, just that havent felt like finishing most of it yet.
Usually when i actually do draw stuff its when im struck with sudden motivation or something i really wanna get done that tends to get me to do stuff.
In Meanwhile i'v been comissioning bunch of stuff instead, either Fan Art of games i dont think get enough recognition, or just more Vanessa Stuff, which there should be more Animated comissions coming up soon Hopefully.

Anyway thats all i'v got, have a nice day folks.

Im guessing the Answer is pretty obvious for most people, but id still like to hear if you have any specific reason or maybe specific art piece you enjoyed the most

even tho i havent used it in years or approve of DA eclipse which is shit, i guess it still had some kind of Nostalgic pull to made me reverse the decision.

Maybe instead i should at some point just do clean up instead and get rid of old MSpaint schet, and those random screenshots from videos i have for some reason.

Tbh i havent used it for years at this point, i pretty much shifted away from it once i started to focus on making more smut content that would get me banned from there. But i still kept checking on it time to time to see whats happening.

And then Eclipse happened that fucked over the old UI and for while i literally couldnt find where my messages or newest artpieces from people i watched where. That kinda was where i abandoned DA for while since i couldnt figure out the controls and could have left it at that.

Then AI art thing occurred where DA tried to implement their own AI art generator, which ofcs receives input from taking it from the art pieces at DA without artist's permission. Tho the eventual backlash made them opt out of it by default instead of being forced to it. But think thats the final start for most people, including me.

I also dont really have anything pulling me back to DA, dont have any friends or people who'v iv still been in contact with from DA, and only artist i remember who moved from DA to FA i still remember would be  DG254 so there's that. Only Nostalgic factor i had was maybe going back to look at some of my old stuff from years ago, except most of it was crap i made in MS paint thinking i was some master artist, and random screenshots from videos, for whatever reason.

But well guess thats all of it, the shitty moves made by DA admins combined with having nothing left to keep there made me finally delete it. And if i ever feel returning, well guess its better to start with Blank slate than having gallery of +600 crappy ms paint drawings and screenshots.

Did the test again and it came back negative this time and dont have fever anymore. Only thing i still unfortunaly have is heavy cough, but i suppose its more of an annoyance at this point.
Just Glad i didnt end up dead.

Thought it was just a common fever since my sister had one earlier this week, not sure how i got it but she didnt.

I just hope i manage to recover and not drop dead suddenly.

Gon' be 26y now.
That is all.

Edit: Thanks for all the Birthday Wishes lads, tbh i wasnt expecting this many.

https://youtu.be/7pNQz9FLF6o

Ngl the Ost is pretty good, sadly its not fully out yet.

Havent really posted much of new Worgen stuff in while, tho dont mean i havent drawn any, trouble is i havent finished much of them.
If i counted right there's about 26 Unfinished Worgen WiPs (All of it basicly about Vanessa), including comic that is probably a year old at this point as i seem to have developed habit of starting new projects when i have idea, then droppin it when i get another idea. Technicly a few of them are finished but they're part of image series thats missing some finished images and id rather have them all ready at once.
Guess another reason has been my mood for gaming a lot more in past months, dosent help that with the steam summer sale i got myself even more games to play.

Just wanted to say this incase some peeps here thought i quit drawing Worgens, i havent, i have just been really lazy on finishing what i start.

https://youtu.be/C96dh2P4UPA

Managed to complete what is basicly the final chapters when it comes to Base FF14 as far as i know and i ended up liking quite a lot actually, almost made me wish there would have been more chapters involving the Empire. Maybe there will be when i get to later expansion sections il just have to wait and see.

It did kinda feel odd being able to beat the "Final boss" of the base FF14 with a small group. Guess from years of playing WoW i got used to having the Final boss be locked in raid that you need group for if you wanna beat the main villain of the expansion. Tho i'd say its nice thing that i basicly have to play through all the expansions for the story progression, atleast for a scrub like me who frankly has no idea what the lore in FF14 really is about anyway apart from what i'v managed to learn by playing.

Also ended up playing Summoner mostly for now. Kinda sucks that the pet you get dosent actually do anything on its own and rather you have to use spell to transform it into another form so it can do One attack and then go back to normal form. Atleast from what i'v seen the transformation effects get bigger and better later so there's that.

Well guess im off to the next expansion Heavensward and see what il encounter this time.

So i played WoW again for few months and i found it quite enjoyable for most part. at the very least it scratched that itch iv had for years of sometimes just really wanting to get back to WoW. Still i wont pretend all is good, the patch 9.2 kinda butchered the lore by somehow trying to insert the Jailer somehow being behind literally everything, which it seems most people didnt take kindly to such.

and with my WoW sub time running out i noticed i had an itch for MMOs in general, but i kinda burned out myself on WoW for now, and figured id give FF14 another try. i did play it a bit previusly with the free month trial that you get with it. Tho now some of my closest friends do play FF14 so perhaps il be able to join them for some adventuring. if nothing else i could always go back to trying Champions online, which i dipped into again lately too and made Foxy stealth character with Witch Hunter equipment because i liked the idea. Other possible MMOs on the table would also include Elder Scrolls Online and Dead Frontier 2, but for now i will see how my adventures in FF14 will go.

For now atleast, was tempted to play it with some new friends, just sucks knowing that the Sub money likely goes into Bobby Kotick's pockets since he isnt out yet, damn bastard.

Altho Worgens are still my fav i decided to change things up a bit and try Vulperas on Horde side and see how thats like, so far so good atleast. And from what i'v heard some people are slowly making comeback too, most of them hoping Microsoft will be able to fix up the mess created ActiBlizz. Tbh thats what im hoping too, and i tell ya im gonna be royally pissed off if they somehow make it even worse.

Anyway maybe i'l end up seeing some of you fellas out there, feel free to say Hi if you can find me, huehue.

https://youtu.be/A5r1bcgjBBQ

Time will tell wether this will be for the good or bad. Hell if it ends up good i might consider trying out WoW again, aslong as Microsoft keeps their word and gives Bobby Kotick the boot to the ass.

Probably should mention this since iv been seeing my stuff being posted on other sites and my stance on it.
Basicly im fine with sharing my stuff on other sites aslong as credit is given and preferly with link to the original post. What im not ok with is not giving credit or just cutting my name out of it.
Admittely some time ago i went on bit of an Purging Crusade on F-list after finding out about several RP profiles using my characters with different names and kinks id rather avoid, so i'd like to say id rather not have them used for RP/ERP.
So please if you wanna share my stuff on other sites i'd like to ask for just simple credit, thats all.

On side note i noticed that some images done by  DaxMarko on R34 are marked with me as artist, and also random unrelated images at R34 marked as being done by me, dunno whats up with that.

Dunno if writing this will ease my mind or make it worse, but if therapy helps by opening up about issues i might aswell give this a try.

There's lotta issues from past that i tbh never quite managed to shake off to this day. notably my days spent in school. I wont get into details but best way i can put it is, if my school had social hierarchy i was at the very bottom of it, bad enough to a point even strangers iv never met would harass me randomly. There were some individuals who i felt like entire life revolved around just making me feel miserable, wether it be verbal abuse or randomly kicking and punching me. Few times i tried to fight back he just gets his little gang together to come dare me fight now. talking to teachers didnt help at all, and in some cases just made it worse.

Honestly dunno if this sounds over exaggerating but it feels like it gave me PTSD. even to this day if i view any media that involves bullying it just instantly reminds me of my time in school and makes me feel miserable. Not to mention getting randomly harassed by strangers makes me weary of passing people on streets as i cant shake off feeling that at some point they will randomly punch me. Well Highschool ended and i went to another school and figured thats the last i see them. but few years into future and i get called into conscription event or whatever they call it where bunch of teenage boys get called in to say how they will do mandatory conscription when schools end and i spotted those few individuals there sitting in back. well we get to part where we are called to meet officers, and when im called and go to the door that one guy in back decides to shout and call me a Faggot right in front of audience and some Army men, guess he just has no shame whatsoever.

Admittely i still to this day have nightmares about those people, and being abused like that with me primarily being pacifist led to some rage issues i have to this day, unfortunaly i cant control and it has led to my own siblings saying they're afraid il do something bad to them. And honestly sometimes i feel like only way to put an end to these nightmares and anger issues is to find out where those individuals live and burn their house. an Eye for an Eye as they say, but as of now id rather not go to prison so il just have to endure.

Well that was that, Dunno if opening up about these issues helps, or if this will just serve as another reminder of how some people gave me PTSD and got away with it, il probably regret writing this in couple days anyway.

Some of you might have noticed i havent gotten much done lately, well i'd say couple reasons for such

Firstly, the new collabs i'v been doing with  DaxMarko including New Vanessa image series which is to be longest one so far. Tho might have been too long since it feels like it burned us both out and for now its kinda on hiatus. There's couple other collab images aswell but those are for a surprise for later.

Secondly, games. Yeh thats about it i'v just been in mood to play more games than draw much.

Guess thats it then, so i wish you all a Happy spooky times lads.

Gonna be 25 today, so guess im 1/3 done with life at this point.

https://youtu.be/v8vcSnRenX8

Played through Advance Wars 1 & 2 recently via emulator. Pretty good games if you ask me, guess i could consider getting the Re-boot remake coming soon.

I did, didnt realise iv been in this site for that many years and i had forgotten how poor my grasp at English was back then, and for some reason i really used to dislike MLP porn.

To be honest if there's one regret i have is the lack of self restrain younger me used to have as it seemed and unfortunaly i remember telling lot of people i dont like them, and sadly burned lot of old friendships for my selfish beliefs. I have simply come to accept the fact that people will draw things i dont like, and thats fine, i shouldnt be one to dictate what people can and cant enjoy. If anyone that i was rude in the past happens to read this, all i can say is i am sorry for being a cunt towards you.

I'v mentioned it few times but figured i'd mention it again that i have worgen/werewolf theme'd Discord server if you'd be interested joining. Feel free to leave a comment or send a note if you'd want to join.

Didnt think i'd ever reach this much, but here it is. Special thanks to everyone who think im good enough to add to their watchlist, and Congrats to the  AureliusWulf for being the 1000th.