The first story I posted here, I reworked it. It's better now. Thank goodness it's better now. I died inside every time looked at it, but I didn't want to change it based on principle. that was a stupid reason, I've decided, so here: https://www.furaffinity.net/view/7966383/

I would have posted an entirely new submission for it, but that'd fuck up my folders. I don't wanna fuck up my folders now, do I?


Lyrics: https://genius.com/Gorillaz-superfa.....llyfish-lyrics

[Intro : Advertisement]
This morning you've got time for a hot home cooked breakfast
Delicious and piping hot in only three microwaved minutes
Are you kidding ?!

[Verse 1 : Dave]
Yo, pretty packages of frosted delights
(Look it comes with a toy I like that)
(I wanna number four, number six, and throw in a plastic donut)
Just enjoy the gritty crunch that tastes just like chicken
Wrappers of many bite sizes
(Man, are you freaking blind
That's a rock)
All mixed in the potful
Momma's homemade from scratch, well (not quite)
Toasted over flames they be tasting (quite right)

[Verse 2 : Posdnuos and (Dave)]
All hail King Neptune and his water-breathers
No snail thing too quick for his water-feeders
Don't waste time with your net
Our net worth is set
Ready, go many know others
We be the colors of the mad and the wicked
We be bad, we re-brick it
With the twenty-four hours sign
Shower in my habits
While you dine like rabbits
With the crunchy, crunchy carrots
(Oh that's chicken)
Gotta have it super fast

[Interlude : Advertisement]
A whole lot of breakfast you got time for

[Hook : Gruff Rhys]
Super fast, super fast
I come in last, but just in time for breakfast
Keep it smooth, keep it smooth, forever blue
The night, the night presents us
Aluminum I crush for fun, aluminum
The sea is radioactive, the sea is radioactive

[Verse 2 repeated : Posdnuos and (Dave)]
All hail King Neptune and his water-breathers
No snail thing too quick for his water-feeders
Don't waste time with your net
Our net worth is set
Ready, go, many know others
We be the colors of the mad and the wicked
We be bad, we be brick it
With the twenty-four hours sign
Shower in my habits
While you dine like rabbits
With the crunchy, crunchy carrots
(Oh, that's chicken)
Gotta have it super fast

[Hook : 2D]
Super fast, super fast
I come in last, but just in time for breakfast
Keep it smooth, keep it smooth, forever blue
The night, the night presents us
Aluminum I crush for fun, aluminum
The sea is radioactive, the sea is radioactive

[Outro : 2D & (Posdnuos)]
Superfast jellyfish (x4)
(Don't waste time)
Superfast jellyfish (x2)
(The sea has gone silent)
(What!)
(Everybody loves jellyfish!) (x4)
Superfast jellyfish (x18)

I feel like I need to update my main stories now. Vaguely, I recall mentioning somehow or other that I didn't wish to do so, partially because I need to move forward in the story, partially because I felt they were markers for my progress, but the more I think about it, the more I realize that it's less about me. My story shouldn't suffer just to show how I've improved. The story as a whole needs some love and some improved writing abilities. I feel like I've improved enough to go back over everything, anyway. I probably won't completely redo each one, but maybe I can make it halfway decent. Anyway, that's all I have to say. Go about your day.


All this time and I still like the Gorillaz. Weird. That was like another lifetime ago, back before I even knew how to listen music that I liked, as opposed to what was on. Also, weird song, weird video.

Lyrics from: https://genius.com/Gorillaz-rockit-lyrics
[Intro]
I'm walking to the something
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Collapse
I'm drinking too much blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah
Fall out
I'm feeling really blah blah, I want to blah blah blah
Collapse
And in the end it means I blah blah blah blah blah blah blah Depend
I brought myself together
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
Watch out
I didn't need the patience, life blah blah blah blah blah
Collapse
Don't you get too close or I'll blah blah blah blah blah
Break up
Stick it up your nose, blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
The end

[Hook]
(Rockit) [x12]
I didn't mean to do it, it loved me in my head
I tried to be a charmer, I got a bit hopeless instead
The world is very sexy, it's part of my collapse

[Verse]
I'm walking to the something
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
I'm drinking too much blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah
Fall out
I'm feeling really blah blah, I want to blah blah blah
Collapse
And in the end it means I blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
The end

[Hook]
(Rockit) [x12]
I didn't mean to do it, it loved me in my head
I tried to be a charmer, I got a bit hopeless instead
The world is very sexy, it's part of my collapse

[Verse]
I'm walking to the something
Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
I'm drinking too much blah blah
Blah blah blah blah blah blah
Fall out
I'm feeling really blah blah, I want to blah blah blah
Collapse
And in the end it means I blah blah blah blah blah blah blah
The end

Somehow larger than I expected. Hmm. Anyway, it's a new one. Features Pain, one of the six dark lords, and Tyler, the main character of my main story, when he isn't dead at least. Basically porn, because I felt like writing it. I mostly only write what I want, so that does tend to be the majority of anything I put out. Anyway, read it or don't, up to you. I do it for fun. It affects me in no manner, one way or the other. It's your time, you spend yours and I'll spend mine, and mine was well spent, I think. What more can you want?

Actually, changing the song. I don't know why, but how's about Gorillaz? Something different than what I usually listen to these days, because fuck it. Let's revisit old wounds.

Song that used to be here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p_AY5pAAbQY (In case you were curious as to what the hell I was on about)

Lyrics, for good old time's sake. From: https://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/gor.....teastwood.html

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

Yeah... Ha Ha!
Finally someone let me out of my cage
Now, time for me is nothing cause I'm counting no age
Now I couldn't be there
Now you shouldn't be scared
I'm good at repairs
And I'm under each snare
Intangible
Bet you didn't think so I command you to
Panoramic view
Look I'll make it all manageable
Pick and choose
Sit and lose
All you different crews
Chicks and dudes
Who you think is really kickin' tunes?
Picture you gettin' down in a picture tube
Like you lit the fuse
You think it's fictional?
Mystical? Maybe.
Spiritual
Hero who appears in you to clear your view when you're too crazy
Lifeless
To those the definition for what life is
Priceless
To you because I put you on the high shit
You like it?
Gun smokin' righteous with one toke
You're psychic among those
Possess you with one go

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future (that's right) is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on

The essence the basics
Without did you make it
Allow me to make this
Child-like in nature
Rhythm
You have it or you don't that's a fallacy
I'm in them
Every sprouting tree
Every child of peace
Every cloud and sea
You see with your eyes
I see destruction and demise (that's right)
Corruption in disguise
From this fuckin' enterprise
Now I'm sucked into your lies
Through Russel, not his muscles but percussion he provides
For me as a guide
Y'all can see me now 'cause you don't see with your eye
You perceive with your mind
That's the inner
So I'mma stick around with Russ and be a mentor
Bust a few rhymes so motherfuckers remember where the thought is
I brought all this
So you can survive when law is lawless (right here)
Feelings, sensations that you thought was dead
No squealing, remember that it's all in your head

I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
The future is coming on
I ain't happy, I'm feeling glad
I got sunshine in a bag
I'm useless but not for long
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future is coming on
It's coming on
It's coming on
My future

The internet is a strange, strange place.

Had that happen to me early yesterday morning. First time I'd ever experienced it. Was weird. Didn't last more than a minute at most, but that was a pretty interesting experience. Had to force myself up. Dogs apparently make convincing shadow faces at the foot of your bed.

Whatever positive remarks you've heard about the game, they're probably all true. Whatever negativity you've heard about the game, it's probably fair criticism. That being said, it's a fucking emotional roller coaster. It's crazy. I loved it, anyway.

Now have a Night in the Woods inspired song, because they make me equal parts happy and disappointed to be the person I am sometimes. Good times.


Lyrics from YouTube description:

Back too soon,
Did you miss me mom and dad?
Am I the best mistake
You ever had?

Hopes and dreams,
And well intended schemes
Never made a difference
In the end

I NEVER MEANT FOR IT
TO GO THIS WAY
I NEVER MEAN TO SAY
THE THINGS I ALWAYS SAY
WHAT THE HELL DID WE EXPECT?
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A TRAIN WRECK
I'M ALWAYS GETTING IN MY OWN WAY

I won't let
Anybody in this town forget
All the best mistakes
I ever had

Echoes of the pain
Shake and rattle in my brain
And how I'm I supposed
To let it pass?

I NEVER MEANT FOR IT
TO GO THIS WAY
I NEVER MEANT TO SAY
THE THINGS I ALWAYS SAY
WHAT THE HELL DID I EXPECT?
I'VE ALWAYS BEEN A TRAIN WRECK
I'M ALWAYS GETTING IN MY OWN WAY

Same old Same old
Tired, tired,
Story Story
Again...
Same old, Same old
Tired, Tired,
I'm sorry, sorry
Again...

It's a fairly pleasant night. Can't say that I have much to say. Just gotta check in every once in a while. Have a good one, day or night.

I know christmas was a while back, but I find myself oddly attached to this song.

Lyrics from: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/mich.....mbernight.html

Stockings are hung with care
As Children sleep with one eye open
Well, now there's more than toys at stake
Cause I'm older now but not done hoping.

The twinkling of the lights
The scent of candles fill the household
Old Saint Nick has taken flight
With a heart on board so please be careful.

Each year I ask for many different things
But now I know what my heart wants you to bring

So please just fall in love with me this Christmas
There's nothing else that I will need this Christmas
Won't be wrapped under a tree
I want something that lasts forever
So kiss me on this cold December night.

A tree that smells of pine
A house that's filled with joy and laughter
The mistletoe says stand in line
Loneliness is what I've captured
Oh but this evening can be a holy night
Let's cozy on up by the fireplace
And dim those Christmas lights

So please just fall in love with me this Christmas
There's nothing else that you will need this Christmas
Won't be wrapped under a tree
I want something that lasts forever
So kiss me on this cold December night.

They call it the season of giving
I'm here, I'm yours for the taking
They call it the season of giving
I'm here, I'm yours

Just fall in love with me this Christmas
There's nothing else that we will need this Christmas
Won't be wrapped under a tree
I want something that lasts forever
Cause I don't wanna be alone tonight
I'll wear you like a Christmas sweater
Walk proudly to the mistletoe tonight
I want something to last forever
So kiss me on this cold December night.

They call it the season of giving
I'm here, I'm yours for the taking
They call it the season of giving
I'm here, I'm yours

You know when you're already talking to someone, and then they send you a fucking text or some nonsense? It's fucking rude. You're right fucking there, but they insist that you reply to their text or whatever it was? The irritation is indescribable. Some people, I swear.


Lyrics from video description. I don't play Overwatch. Is the Reaper guy kinda homosexual or something? Or is his gun dance just fun to look at? I don't know.

Humidity is rising - Barometer's getting low
According to all sources, the street's the place to go
Cause tonight for the first time
Just about half-past ten
For the first time in history
It's gonna start raining men.

It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! - It's Raining Men! Amen!
I'm gonna go out to run and let myself get
Absolutely soaking wet!
It's Raining Men! Hallelujah!
It's Raining Men! Every Specimen!
Tall, blonde, dark and lean
Rough and tough and strong and mean

God bless Mother Nature, she's a single woman too
She took off to heaven and she did what she had to do
She taught every angel to rearrange the sky
So that each and every woman could find her perfect guy
It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! - It's Raining Men! Amen!
It's Raining Men! Hallelujah!
It's Raining Men! Ame-nnnn!

I feel stormy weather / Moving in about to begin
Hear the thunder / Don't you lose your head
Rip off the roof and stay in bed

God bless Mother Nature, she's a single woman too
She took off to heaven and she did what she had to do
She taught every angel to rearrange the sky
So that each and every woman could find her perfect guy
It's Raining Men! Yeah!

Humidity is rising - Barometer's getting low
According to all sources, the street's the place to go
Cause tonight for the first time
Just about half-past ten
For the first time in history
It's gonna start raining men.

It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! - It's Raining Men! Amen!
It's Raining Men! Hallelujah! - It's Raining Men!

How's the new year treating you so far? Decently, I hope. Either way, I know I don't talk a whole lot or anything, but I hope you're all doing well, whether you listen or not.

The next chapter of Eif's story is mature, but unnecessary technically speaking. He fights a monster and unlocks a power he probably won't ever use again, because he's a fucking pansy sweet and kind ruler. Wind be vicious when used right, that's all you need to know. Anyway, mature for blood. Big explosion, basically. It's beautiful. Oh, and the rulers are basically demi-gods. That's important information that I'll never outright put in the stories. Yeah. Eif's almost a god.

Have a silly song.


Lyrics from the YouTube video description.

Overdrive

Spine: When I enter a room there shines a blinding light
It is so bright, people shield their eyes

Rabbit: I take a step back and pivot around on my feet
So everyone can see what I am wearing

Hatchworth: Beam a smile to the host at the back of the room
Then tip my hat so slowly; man that's really cool

Oh oh oh, oh oh, ohohohohoh
Oh oh oh, oh oh, ohohohohoh
Oh, Oh, Oh
Oh, Oh, Oh

Spine: I've got my hand and the room is on it
Hatch: On my palm, make 'em all..
Rabbit: ...dance to and fro
Spine: with their eyes
Rabbit: their sight
Hatchworth: drinks me in
Spine: and tries
Rabbit: to com-pre-hend all-of-my
Hatchworth: Charming looks
Spine: Chiseled face

Rabbit: Glooooowing eeeeeeyes
Hatchworth: then they stare at my moves
Spine: gleaming smile (Rabbit: Glooooowing eyes)
Hatchworth: and fancy shoes
Spine: That's when we go into

Overdrive
Overdrive
Oh-oh-oh-oh-overdrive

Overdrive
Overdrive
Over-D-d-d-d-drive

Spine: Our heads are on right, we are just in an overdrive
And our dancing comes so naturally we don't even have to try

Rabbit: We've got these moves (Hatchworth: you think they're not cool?)
Spine: We don't know how to dance
Rabbit: We just carry ourselves in an overdriven stance

Oh, oh oh oh oh, Oh oh oh oh,
Ohohohohohohohoh

Rabbit: I drive my car straight through the walls, into the ballroom and people gasp when they realize that the car matches the color of my eyes

Spine: My head is rocking back and forth, synced to the beat
And all the while I’m tapping the dance floor with my feet

Hatchworth: Point to the ceiling just before the music comes on (Spine: dance floor, dance floor oh) and no one will be prepared, for my moves at they will have stared (Spine: dance, dance, dance, dance dance)

Oh oh oh, oh oh, ohohohohoh (Spine: tappin’ the dance floor)
Oh oh oh. oh oh, ohohohohoh (Spine: c’mon)
Oh, Oh, Oh (Spine: tap those feet)
Oh, Oh, Oh

Hatchworth: I've got my hand and the room is on it (oh yeah)
Spine: On my palm, make 'em all..
Rabbit: ...dance to and fro (ohhohohoh)
Hatch: with their eyes
Spine: their sight
Rabbit: drinks me in (oh yeah)
Hatch: and tries
Spine: to com-pre-hend all-of-my (okay)
Hatchworth: Charming looks
Spine: Chiseled face
Rabbit: Glooooowing eeeeeeyes
Hatchworth: then they stare at my moves
Spine: gleaming smile (Rabbit: Glooooowing eyes)
Hatchworth: and fancy shoes
Spine: That's when we go into

Overdrive
Overdrive
Oh-oh-oh-oh-overdrive (oh yeah)

Overdrive
Overdrive
Overdrive

Overdrive is taking me over and driving me
Overdrive don't stop, we all like this feeling (Spine: overdrive)
Our heads are on right, we are just in an overdrive (Spine: you know it’s true)
Our dancing comes so naturally we don't even have to try (Spine: overdrive)
Hatchworth: We've got these moves (Rabbit: you think they're not cool?) (Spine: oh yeah)
Spine: We don't know how to dance
Hatchworth: We just carry ourselves in this overdriven stance (Spine: yeah)

Oh, oh oh oh oh, Oh oh oh oh,
Ohohohohohohohoh
Whoa!

Spine: Grab your ears and disappear 'cause SPG is here with rhymes and beats so hot they sear through all your fears. Everybody start to cheer and break down what you hear 'cause I'm gonna drop a sphere of sound that'll make your eyes tear. All you people 'round in here better get in gear 'cause when I started my career it was to last hundred years. The party won't stop, now that's pretty clear 'cause all of the exits I have commandeered.

Rabbit: A fat cat sat on my hat
Hatchworth: and spat a rat up on my bathmat
Spine: He once knew a gnat, his name was Pat
Rabbit: He liked to chat, but his pitch was flat
Hatchworth: My friend went splat, where she at?
Spine: was she flying with her homies like a leaf-nosed bat into a big vat
Hatchworth: of strawberry fruit snacks
losing all her health stats because of that?
Oh!

Overdrive is taking me over and driving me
Overdrive don't stop, we all like this feeling (Spine: everybody put your hands up)

Overdrive
Overdrive
Oh-oh-oh-oh-overdrive (Spine: don’t stop)
Overdrive (Spine: don’t stop)
Overdrive (Spine: don’t stop)
Over-d-d-d-d-drive (Spine: yeh)

I have an ending in mind for Eif's story, in case you were wondering. That's something I generally don't have, so that's something. Problem is, I wonder if it's appropriate. I had intended for the story to take a darker turn at some point in a mostly unexpected way, but I wonder if it isn't anti-climactic in how it works out. I do this thing where I become overly invested in a character's happiness and it makes it difficult to truly punish them at times. It's almost like I have feelings or something. Anyway, I also wonder if it will have the intended effect on whoever reads it. I suppose a way of looking at it is that the character's themselves have their own way of feeling, but that really is no excuse for poor writing or story building. I should be able to make people be invested in the story and characters I create. That is the goal of making a story, isn't it? I mean, I'm socially awkward and I don't always do things with other people in mind, but whether the story is intended for myself or not, there really is no excuse for poor story telling, is there? Guess we'll see.



Lyrics from the YouTube video description

Don't tell me that it's cosmic
I know it's cosmic, oh yeah

Illuminating light pours from our eyes
and lights up the end of the day when we've
burned the candle at both ends
and we need somebody to pick up and carry us

home is anywhere we reside in our minds
and make us smile just by thinking of
us is a pretty strong word that's why we
use it when we include us in everything

Oh it's cosmic
Oh so it's cosmic
The planets pass through the starshine

The moons start to shiver
The cosmos quiver
This love beams through space and time

Don't tell me that it's cosmic
I know it's cosmic, oh yeah
It's said we're written in the stars
and that's the truth by far, I know

There's space across the galaxy
enough for you and me to be alone
They say that when the stars align
our two hearts combine, whoa-oh

Interstellar flight could take us
far but when would we return and touch back down on
Earth is where we were born
and is where we will live and die all together in our

Arms is where we feel safe
and there's a universe out there to inspire our
Dreams pour from our minds
and when they sync up boy is it anything but awful

Oh it's cosmic
Oh so cosmic
The planets pass through the starshine

The moons start to shiver
The cosmos quiver
This love beams through space and time

Don't tell me that it's cosmic
I know it's cosmic, oh yeah

It's said we're written in the stars
and that's the truth by far, I know

There's space around the galaxy
enough for you and me to be alone

They say that when the stars align
our two hearts combine, whoa-oh

Don't tell me that it's cosmic (it’s cosmic)
It's said we're written in the stars (it’s cosmic)
There's space around the galaxy (it’s cosmic)
They say that when the stars align (it’s cosmic)

There are a couple of things that I generally love, for reasons unbeknownst to me. I like puns, dumb humor, anime, video games, writing, literature, teenish romance novels, awful cartoons, oysters, furry pornography, pornography in its written form, somewhat dark tales of dominance, and a couple other things that I can't quite think of. I also like musicals in general, but I don't really pay attention to them or go see them. As such, I end up finding out about things by accident. It makes the discovery all the more interesting. So, here's a thing I manged to come across.



I'm not gonna bother finding the lyrics. Instead, I will promise you, tomorrow. Tomorrow, I will release that thing I was supposed to release a week ago or so. It took more time than the others, for no particular reason. Blind, shameless joy. Fuck.

So, two major things:
1.) Comment box is almost the same fucking color as the background.
2.) How the fuck do I see what folder a submission belongs to without going into my fucking gallery? Am I blind? Am I stupid? The fuck, FA?

This song starts off backwards and will give a person who cannot withstand various flashing colors a seizure. Two pretty important things to know.


Lyrics from: http://www.hiddeninthesand.com/wiki....._Mind_Electric

Think of these thoughts as limitless light
Exposing closing circuitry of fright
Think of each moment holding this breath
As death minute in decimal

Resident minor how do you plead
We'll need your testimony on the stand [service of the fee fi fo fum]
Solemnly swear to tell the whole truth
So help you son now raise your right hand

Father your honor may I explain
My brain has claimed its glory over me
I've a good heart albeit insane
Condemn him to the infirmary

All mine towers crumble down the flowers gasping under rubble
Shrieking in the hall of lull thy genius sates a thirst for trouble

Scattering sparks of thought energy
Deliver me and carry me away
Here in my kingdom I am your lord
I order you to cower and præy

Nuns commence incanting [axon – dendrite] as the lightning strikes mine temples thus
Electrifying mine chambers wholly scorching out thine sovereignty
So spiraling down thy majesty
I beg of thee have mercy on me
I was just a boy you see
I plead of thee have sympathy for me

See how the serfs work the ground [see how they fall]
And they give it all they've got
And they give it all they've got
And you give it all you've got 'til you're down

See how the brain plays around
And you fall inside a hole you couldn't see
And you fall inside a hole inside a
Someone help me
Understand what's going on inside my mind
Doctor I can't tell if I'm not me

When it grows bright the particles start to
Marvel having made it through the night
Never they ponder whether electric
Calming if you look at it right!

It's rated M for mature, for violence/gore reasons. I figure it counts as M anyway, though I could be much more descriptive on the matter. If you need me to relay to you the events of that portion of the story, I'll be happy to do so. Basically, nothing happens. Eif sleeps and visits the dream world, just like he does after every day. Nothing happens and Regina gets mad. She takes out her frustrations on Eif, Neptune intervenes, and then Eif and Neptune talk for a bit about a sensitive issues regarding Neptune's adviser. Your guess is as good as any as to what that might be, given the day before's events. That conversation, awkward as it may be, is its own segment, set apart as 9B, where the actual meeting itself is 9A. 9A is more or less important, 9B not so much. 9B is followed up by a pornographic segment, because I can't help myself. Hope this helps.



Lyrics: http://lyrics.wikia.com/wiki/Tally_Hall:Haiku

I have been trying
To write a haiku for you
Some things I just can't do

Maybe you're beyond
Ancient Asian poetry
Or maybe it's just me

I have been trying
To get this haiku just right
All night for you alright

I'm through!

Maybe this poem
Was lost in the sauce we spilled
That never got refilled

I've never thought much
Of formulaic verse anyway
And rhymes are not my fort–

I have been trying
To get this haiku just right
All night for you alright

I'm through!

I'm trying not to try too hard
But you're hard to write down right
So I pen these trite attempts
At haikus for you tonight

La da dee diddum
Lada da dum doo diddle
Dum doo la dee do

There that's sufficient
I wrote a haiku for you

Well I tried at least
And that's not so bad
I'm working here
Can that be said for you?

I'm trying not to try too hard
But you're hard to write down right
So I pen these trite attempts
At haikus for you tonight

Words don't work like Webster says
They trip me up all night
I'm just trying to write for you
But you're hard to write down right

That was quick. Usually, I stop half way through and come back to it when I don't remember what I was doing, but here it is. It exists now. Good on me. Interrogation is the title. Check it out. I actually get around to showing off more about the other kings and their planets' customs after six parts of a story that's supposed to be all about such things. Enjoy.



Lyrics from: http://www.hiddeninthesand.com/wiki.....itle=Labyrinth

See how I circle
Imaginary mind
Imaginary lines
Let the maze of my design carry you on

Just bumped my head and my face turns purple
Running through hurdles
Running in circles
Trying to escape from this thing that I fear
Everything seems clear like the end is near

In the rear
I can see the beast getting close
Surrounded by ghosts in a cloud of smoke

The smoke reeks of failure
I don't want to fail
But all the stairwells lead straight to hell
So I'm jumping trap doors in the floor 'fore they floor me
Focus on the love and the light right before me

Walls keep spinning and my path keeps turning
Patience thinning and my calves keep burning
Hotter than a furnace
Suddenly I'm learning
Maybe I finally reached the point of no return and
East is North and West is South
I feel like I'm 'a never get out
I'm trapped

See how I circle
Imaginary mind
Imaginary lines
Let the maze of my design carry you on
See how I fly away

Behind me my ex-girl's chasing me
In front of me my next girl's facing me
Awaiting me
The light's in my sight but I can't cross these enemy lines I'm behind
I can feel the fatigue but I'm dying to shine
But the road winds
I rewind, I rewind

Got to find a new place to hide for the night
Will I ever escape
Boy I try and I try
Everybody's watching me
I'm dying to get out
In the glass labyrinth I am the mouse

See how I circle
(I'm trapped)

It's just a game you
Play here in this labyrinth
[Maze]

In case you actually look at your journals and happen to care about my stories in particular, but can't seem to go through your various submissions. In that awfully specific case, I shall leave this hear. New story is out, another very soon to follow, though the follow-up is basically just to satisfy my needs. It is not at all required for the story as a whole. I explain in more detail in the description of the new story, "Stress." Hope you enjoy. More to come in the near future, I hope.


Have I ever said that I love the art style in FAKE TYPE.'s animated videos? I do. It's fucking beautiful. Whoever does the art and animation, separate people or not, you're fucking wonderful.

So let's get started, shall we. Now, are apologies in order? I can't be certain. I've been more or less around, just mostly inactive. Bluntly, I just haven't felt like making anything, journal or story-wise even. Got ideas playing around in my head, but nothing more than ideas. Ideas I can't bring myself to make reality. Suffice to say, I'm lazy and bored. No particularly life-changing moments were experienced, no epiphanies were obtained, and I have not necessarily come out of this empty space a better, wiser person. Just had nothing on the mind of any real significance. I suppose not much different than usual, so all is in order on my end.

So, anybody got anything to say? If so, so be it. If not, that's cool. Just making this journal for the sake of having a record. Just been too long and too far in between the last one. Simple as that. Either way, hello. Greetings and salutations. I wish you well. To all a good night or day. Hopefully future events proceed in a manner that is favorable toward one's self. Try not to die and try to live well. Try at least. It's all one can ever do, after all.


Seizure warning for the video below, assuming you're able to see it. My browser has been fucking up with embedded flash or html5 videos or whatever else have you. In that event, I will leave a link below as well as the embedded video, because why not.


Link, in case you cannot see it, because I know I can't: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zaqTI6d0I7I

Don't think I'll be getting the lyrics for this, for reasons. I'm serious about the seizure thing. LOTS of flashing lights, mang. A metric fuck ton, some might say.

[EDIT] Turns out my browser fixed itself. Imagine that, just as I complain about it.

Don't really know if it was necessary to put the website on hold for days to make everyone reset their passwords, but I'm certain there's more to it than that. I don't really know much about what needed to be done. Either way, seems we're back again. That's good. This is good. Hopefully things remain in this state. That is to say, being good. Either way, gonna be a lot of stuff being uploaded, both from the crash and from not being able to post these last few days. Gonna be good, which is to say, better than the fact that things are running again.

Lay claim to the throne of all that is.


Bring resolution to this dull eternity.

I seriously do need to focus. I seem to be doing this thing where I start making up too many new stories in my head before actually completing anything. I'm never going to get a story done at this rate. Either way, it seems FA is back up, though a lot has been rolled back to May 11. I'm sure I don't need to tell you this, but re-post your submissions, reapply your watches since then, and reset your passwords. Can't be too safe, since it's technically possible the attackers have your information. Either way, have a day. Also, let me know if you think there's any particular story I should be focusing on. I can't seem to make up my own mind like a decent, rational human being.

I have ascended.


Rise, voice of all that is.

Got a new story up and running, it seems. It's not the nameless rat story I was contemplating, but I like it. Really hoping I can finish this one, as I am not known for finishing stories. Until we come to that bridge though, it should be fun. A neat little project.

I'm falling for this Japanese nonsense. Not to say that words aren't being said, but rather that I doubt they have any real meaning either way. Nevertheless, I think I can get with this nonsense.


Again, I won't bother with lyrics.

That's a game that's been sitting in my Steam library for a while. Wasn't sure when I was going to get around to playing it, so today, I did. I'd heard that it was interesting, but that's a bit of an understatement. I've never felt so unsure of anything in my entire life. Unsure of what to make of what was in front of me, unsure of what I was supposed to understand. That's about all I can say about it. I have literally no idea of what I'm supposed to feel or think. Just oddly insecure as a whole.

Oddity ahead.


Not sure if there are English lyrics for this anywhere, and I don't feel like looking.

And decided I should try to talk to people more often. I do tend to let conversation get flung my way every now and again as opposed to actually talking to people, so, I dunno. Maybe it'll be a nice change of pace. Maybe it'll be another day. Either way, that's done. Have a good one. Or whatever your preference for happiness-to-sadness ratio in a day is. Whatever keeps you going. I, myself, have been trying to escape that period of my life where I refused to try to feel joy. I like to think that's been long past, but I don't know. I do weird things sometimes that don't make a whole lot of sense to anyone except myself at the time. It's a strange habit, finding ways to sabotage myself without trying to directly.

I'm still not 100% on where the fuck this story's gonna go, but fuck. I gotta make it a thing. Not because it's a great story, and definitely not because it's enriching for any parties involved. Not even sure if I care if there's a proper ending, really. I gotta do the thing though, for two reasons alone. I need a guilt-ridden rat character for one. Don't know why, I just do. Secondly, out of curiosity. Just how miserable can I make a character? Kinda fucked up for a goal to have, but it's the goal. Not really sure about all there is more to say about that, but that's the plan. Also, it's going to be set in who-the-fuck-knows-where within a non-specific Bloodborne-esque universe. No real reason other than that I love Bloodborne, and I can't think of a more miserable, doomed to burn world. Perhaps something more Lovecraft-esque would be ideal, but I've never read his stuff, so I can't exactly do that.

In short, nothing but grief here. 'Tis a personal experiment. Have some fucking glamorous Undertale spoilers in the form of an equally glamorous animatic.

What an inconspicuous, unhelpful title. Either way, just making journal for two reasons. Haven't made a journal in like 2 and a half weeks, and also to say that the next Envy story is up. I feel like I should take a break and move onto another story, but I dunno what I'm gonna start on next. I've got an idea in my head for some weirdo rat with a guilty conscience. Been playing a lot of Bloodborne lately, and I wanted to make someone like Valtr, the Beast Eater. I mean, not exactly like, just... Well, that's where the idea from this came from. Anyway, I'm still unclear as to how I'm going to begin and end that story. That's a thing I want to start doing. I wanna put at least some effort into these stories off the get go from now on. I want to, beginning to end, have a clear idea of the path the story will take. Too often do I find myself struggling to come up with what happens next. Writing the story that happens during those events is too much of a challenge in of itself for me to also worry about whether I can finish the story or not. Ya know? Have a day, however it goes. Just so long as it goes.


Lyrics from the YouTube video description.
A more complete version at their bandcamp: https://steampoweredgiraffe.bandcam.....n-my-soul-live

You came home last night and seemed far away
I could not believe
that you were alright with everything

Night is the key that unravels everything
When it all comes down
And people tend to erupt without a sound

I know you don't like how I feed but please try to remember it's natural for a thing like me

Electricity is in my soul, soul
Electricity is in my soul, soul

I snuck outside once you fell asleep
and I walked down the road
to give my electronics an overload

I know you don't like how I feed but please try to remember it's natural for a thing like me

Electricity is in my soul, soul
Electricity is in my soul, soul

Electricity is in my soul, soul
Electricity is in my soul, soul
Soul, soul
Soul, soul
Soul, soul
Soul, soul
Electricity is in my soul

So, for a while, I've been off and on with remembering a good topic to discuss in a journal. I keep forgetting and coming back to think on it, so I figure I'll just say the thing before I forget entirely what I was trying to say in the first place.

Simply speaking, I wanted to just say that you should try to enjoy life in general. I don't really mean going out and making the most of it, and I don't mean that you need to force yourself to experience joy and only joy. I just mean that you should be able to appreciate the actual passage of your life. Kind of like laughing silently at something stupid you did years ago that you couldn't possibly see yourself doing now. Whatever stupid things you might do or troubles you experience along the way, you can't let it get you down too much. There are just too many negatives to let it get you down. I mean, you'll probably die from actual physical forces if you just stay depressed. It's actually incredibly bad for your health, apparently. On the opposite end of that spectrum, I can't imagine being too happy all the time. The amount of effort that would have to go into attaining constant happiness sounds tiring, along with being kind of boring. What would it even mean to be happy anymore? Kind of like the immortality debate with your life being pointless if there is no end. I dunno, really. Anyway, there are ups and downs in life. Sometimes you don't feel so great, sometimes you're okay, and sometimes you reach temporary paradise. You gotta learn to take all of it in and appreciate it all for what it is. Cherish your memories and whatnot. Your personality is a product of your memory, after all. Really though, most people figure that out naturally, I think. I guess there's no real point in me trying to spout life lessons when I've got a lot of my life left to live, with any luck. Live and learn, they say. Whoever 'they' are, but that's it for this journal. No time to talk about them. Goodnight. Enjoy the starlight alongside the moon's dull reflection.


Now for a completely unrelated song. Undertale spoilers, I guess? Technically. Fuck it. It's been months. How many people who are going to play the game could possibly not know about the game by now? [EDIT] I'm gonna change the song out. Might as well. Save that one for another journal, I guess.