I have moved to !!!!!

I WILL NO LONGER BE USING THIS ONE HERE AND AS SOON AS I'M DONE UPLOADING THIS ACCOUNT WILL BE DEACTIVATED. SO IF YOU WISH TO FOLLOW ME, GO HERE.

Since so much drama has gone on, I think I am going to take my leave from this account. I will be starting fresh, fursuit wise on a brand new account. I will link you to said account when created. Thank you!

:/ I know I haven't posted here in ages. I'm really sorry. I don't fursuit like I used to, plus I no longer go to the local fur-meets, to avoid a lot of unwanted drama. It's best I do not partake in any local fur-meets. and probably TFF as well, I most likely will not be returning. I haven't done anything, so it's not like I'm not allowed or anything, I just think it's best I do not go. TFF is an iffy thing. but I will NOT go without someone who is capable of protecting me. but I most likely will not go at all. This does not include any other con though, Just TFF. Fur meets are out 100% though. Only thing I might do is suit at home and take photos. I know it's not fun, but it's the only choice I have. So much has gone down and I simply want all of this drama to stop. I might go back to TFF some day but not for a couple of years. Last TFF was one of the worst experiences of my life. I do not want to relive that. I'm sorry.


Anyway. I will try to post photos when I can. Just know things will be extremely slow. My apologies.

If you found some of my suit or took some, and I haven't seen them, ( meaning they aren't in my gallery ) Please show me! ;-; I had so many photos but I could only find the few that a couple of friends took of me. I'm probably missing a lot of them. So if you see any, please show me so I can add 'em to my gallery for memories! Even if you see them on tumblr, twitter, FB, FA, whichever. ;3; I wanna see my photos~ Thank you!

Well, in a few hours anyway. But I won't be online in a few, so I thought I should go ahead and make a journal. Everything is packed! Just gotta load it all up in my van after I get home from work. Take a quick shower and then we will be off! I get off at 5 and my roommate gets off at 4, so it works out nicely. I have to say, I'm kinda nervous. 8DD I couldn't sleep last night I was so nervous. Excited too, mind you! I think the nerves was getting to my roommate as well. She felt kinda sick.

We have about a 3 hour drive to Lawton to go to my bud 's house where we will spend the night, then get up really early in the morning and go another 3 hours to Dallas. @-@ but I'm so ready!



I also got everyone's badges printed yesterday! :3 ( though the first batch was waaaay too big, but I kept them as well so hey, you get a badge and a free mini poster. |D ) I think it was only 2 people it did that to.


About contact! I will be here at work for a few hours today. So I can check my notes on here, etc. SO. If you commissioned a badge from me, Feel free to note me about my phone number. I currently have one customer's number, and no one elses. sooooo. I will need that in order to set up a time to give you the badges. Also remember to be polite! if I owe you a badge and you see I am busy or suiting. Just wait. Don't go over there and demand for your badge. ( I'm not saying my current customers would do that but I have found several extremely rude people here, and have had some horrid customers before. ) and honestly, I'd prefer if I made a time to meet you all so you could get them all at the same time and it be done with, and you can have your badge early on. Like, I could text everyone and say meet me at the so and so by the lobby at 4:30. etc. 2 of my badges are for local friends, so I'm not worried about that, I can always give them their badge, but a couple of them are from people out of state, so YEE. I need to give it to you guys.

*** NOTE ME ON MY MAIN ACCOUNT HERE: *****

REMEMBER THAT I AM NOT BRINGING MY COMPUTER. SO THIS IS THE LAST CALL TO GET INTO CONTACT WITH ME BESIDES THROUGH PHONE.


I'm just trying to make that clear. I don't want someone ending up mad at me because they didn't bother to contact me and get their badge. :c If if does turn out that you DO miss me and not get the badge I can always send it to you via mail! So all is not lost.




Welp. I guess that about does it. I'm really excited to see you guys! We will get their very early tomorrow morning.



OH! and uh. ^^;; Remember to ask for hugs first! I totally don't mind giving hugs, but I have really bad extreme anxiety. So it could cause me to have a panic attack if you just jump on me. ( also I wouldn't recommend that anyway, could damage the suit. ) Hugs are about my limit. I don't like being snuggled really. Not even by people I know. :s I guess I'm weird. I'm just not a touchy person, but I totally don't mind hugs, especially in suit!




I hope to see you guys there!



-- Hunter S.

O: I want to see all of you! Maybe make some friends.


Man though, I feel kinda lame. :I This is only my second con. Granted I just can't go to every con because I can't get off work and I don't have a lot of money. but TFF is only 5 hours away from me so it's rather easy. We'll be going in my van this time and not a tiny car. Yay. :D And hopefully we won't have a horrid restaurant experience this time. ehehe. But really. I think it would be neat to kinda get out there, ya know? Usually I'm super quiet and I don't do much of anything around people. I get nervous. :c but I want to actually hang with people this time and go do fun fursuit stuff! Maybe go to a party, I don't know. Since I actually get to enjoy the whole weekend this time, I wanna make it something to remember. :3


I'll be in this suit! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14841706/ If you see me then give me a poke!

Maybe we can hang out. Hell if you want to contact me to be sure you can find me then note me and I can give you my cell phone number. :U and When I arrive we can totally come up with a place to meet and stuff.

I just want to get to know more people. ;3; I hardly know anyone but that's my own fault for being such a shut in.


Anyway. I hope I get to see you guys!

Since I'm going to TFF, I've decided to take on badge commissions!



What you will receive:

*Digital copy of your badge ( when it's complete! )

*Physical laminated copy of your badge ( at TFF )


I won't have a dealers den or anything. BUT. if you DO order a badge from me, and you are going, I will give you some means of contacting me. be it email, or phone number. ( Just don't give those out, okay? It would be nice. )


I will be suiting a lot, but I will obviously take breaks. I will keep all badges in an envelope and hand them to you. Just make sure you tell me who you are or what character your badge name is. I can totally hand them out on the first day as well so you can wear them. Just contact me.


If by any chance I do end up missing you, and you for some reason didn't or couldn't contact me, and it's after the con, NOTE me on here with your address and I will send it to you! So if you miss me at the con, no worries!


I will be wearing THIS suit: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14844855/ If anything just ask when you see me and we can work something out.





BADGES: $20 ( little extra since I will have to pay for some nice prints of them, I don't want to use my crappy printer, I'd rather them look really neat! )

Examples: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15390231/

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15133743/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15221365/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15317485/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15085417/





*If interested, Note me ON please!!! It's my main account!

*If interested, Note me ON please!!! It's my main account!

*If interested, Note me ON please!!! It's my main account!


( seriously, if you don't note me on my main account, most likely I will accidentally miss you. )

Yep! I haven't been to TFF..or any con for that matter in like..2 years. so. I'm pretty excited. :D I'm gonna be bringing Shadow 2.0. ( hopefully I will be a little more out going this time, last time I went I barely did anything because I was super nervous. )


I will be going with and rooming with my friend He will be suiting too of course!


We will be leaving really early, Friday morning.


I hope to see many of you guys there! Granted, I don't know many furs. but I still recognize some of the fursuits.


Remember, I'm always up for a hug and a photo. but don't get carried away! ;-; Don't tug on my suit or be rough with it. Don't do that to ANYONES' suit for that matter. Gotta be respectful! Also, if you do want a hug, make sure I know about it? please? Get my attention and ask for one and I will happily oblige. But don't sneak up on me and hug me from behind or just run to me. ;-; my anxiety is horrible so please, don't do that. I'm very nervous around a huge crowd. So please be respectful. Thank you. <3






-- Hunter S.

I'm planning on getting a full Hunter suit some time next year. but I can't really decide on the maker. I do have one in mind, but I want to look around a bit as well before I make my final decision.

So, any suggestions?


They will have to be able to make hair though, seeing as Hunter actually has hair on his head and not a tuft or anything.




I'm super excited for this though, and I really want this suit to be amazing. ;w; I just need to find the right maker!

Sorry for that! :D but I had a lot of new photos to upload of my new Shadow suit! I hope they were enjoyable! Definitely look forward to more later on!


And thank you so much for all of the new watches and favourites! It means a lot! :D

Wanna see a sneak peek of my Shadow suit? >:3


http://the-shy-violinist.tumblr.com.....oo-shadooowwww <3

Wow. I am SO sorry for just. Not uploading anything. :C but to be fair, it's been roughly 46C where I have been and. It's much too hot to suit. ( for me anyway ) So I haven't been doing much suiting. BUT! I plan on doing more when it gets cooler outside :3


ALSO I will be getting Shadow 2.0 fairly soon! She's already been paid off in full and is to be completed this month!! I'm super excited for that! I still have yet to decide who will be making my full Hunter suit 2.0. He will be made next year some time. Haven't decided on the maker yet though. So. Know any good makers that can make a really good saber kitty? :3



What's been happening with all of you? Gosh, I know I disappeared for far too long. :C

I'm debating on going. hnnnngh. I really want to, but it's up to my roommate since I can't really go suiting alone. ( dangerous with my conditions. ) Also money issues. I have all of my bills paid, no worries! but. It leaves me a bit short on ' fun ' things. Bah. It costs $35 to go in for one day, so I guess it's not THAT bad?? I guess I'll just have to limit myself to the extreme and not buy anything. which sucks ass cause they have a lot of neat things. Anyway. I'm also debating, if I DO go, Which suit should I wear? I wore Shadow last year so I'm thinkin' Hunter this year, even if he is just a partial. I thing I'll go with him, yeah. :'3 He needs to be worn more~

It's July 11th-13 So HOPEFULLY YOU WILL SEE A SABER CAT THERE.

It's been a while! Sorry for that. Life has been catching up to me and I haven't done much suiting. Plus it's pretty hot here so. Bluh. I will try to get a little suiting done soon. Sorry it's been so long without any photos. :c Had my 23rd Birthday on the 16th of May. Was pretty good! Had a cake of my Fursona :P nan made it for me. Which can be seen here --> http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13531295/ <-- It was delicious! Had a 2 week vacation with my friend from Sweden so I was gone for a decent amount of time. Things are settling down now so hopefully I will be able to continue to entertain you all with my photos~




-- Hunter S.

Shadow 2.0 is going to be a thing now and is going to be made! I'm very excited!

New suit features:
All updated colours and markings
Changeable eyebrows for different moods
Long detachable demon tongue
Foam based tail for that bouncy and realistic wag affect


It's going to be made by and going to be super toony! I'm really excited for this!
Quote has been made, and I will pay for the down payment as soon as they are ready~

Look forward to it!

Well. A lot of people use FB, so. I decided to make one specifically for my suits,( Basically a fan or mascot page ) for a couple of reasons, 1. on my main account, I had like 600 people ( all furries ) wanting to add me. I mean i'm thrilled, but I don't know any of them. and my main account was just for actual family and friends. ( though I accepted the majority of the friend requests, and it's too much to remove x-x ) So I have a new main account ( private ) and one for my suits, for everyone to see, even family. I won't upload my artwork though. :/ last time I did I found my art in someone's album and even had Shadow as their profile photo. So I removed all art and it's on my private account now for family/friends only. I will try to be as active as I can on this page, and even update people if we are having a Fur-meet in my area or if I host one! Also it would be a good way to meet new people and chat since I don't like giving out my Skype ^^;; I just thought this would be kinda fun. Anyone is free to add if you wish! ( Also will add photo's I've never uploaded on FA when I get to them! )




Currently working on uploading photos and organizing them into folders! so bare with me for a little!

Link: https://www.facebook.com/hunter.stirling.9

Wanted to thank you guys for so many watches and favourites :'3 I don't log into this account that often because I'm usually too busy to fursuit. ( and it was hot up until recently so I didn't suit much ) And I got bombarded with faves and watches! It's getting close to the Holidays and the temperature is getting colder :D so more suiting! I still have work of course, but I do have weekends free. I just wish more people around here would go suiting with me. I'd like to get a call or text with someone asking me to go do things with them, go suiting, have fun, but unfortunately, lack of friends. So I have to do my suiting by myself and most likely just in my neighbourhood since my roommate constantly has my car and uses to go to work after I go to work or weekends,etc. As you can imagine, it's kind of a pain. I only have one vehicle and it's my only transportation. So if my roommate is at work. :D I can't go anywhere! My brother used to go with me suiting or help me with things, but since he still has school, he doesn't come up here much. I see him roughly once every 2 months. :C for like 2 days. then back to waiting 2 months again. I don't really get invited to things or asked to join, or asked to hang out, etc. and I really would like to. But I live too far away for anyone to hang out I guess. >:/ I hate living where I do. Uhm. anyway, I will stop whining. Still super excited to get Hunter in the mail! Days seem like weeks and weeks seem like months. I'm ready to get him.


With that being said, Anything you'd like to see of Hunter? Like, what kind of photos of him? Besides him being cute or playing his violin I don't really know what to post of him. :I Everyone seems to like me posting macro shots of Shadow. ( not really sure why? ) So what would be good for Hunter? He acts nothing like Shadow and I do my best to keep in character when I am suiting. So total destruction and killing people isn't what Hunter does. That's all Shadow.
Hunter is timid,extremely shy,skittish,polite,proper. So yeah, rampaging isn't his cup of tea. ( see what I did there? :D hah. ) I guess I will just do my own thing for the most part.


Hunter: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11793232/ ( so you know what the suit will be of, It's a partial of this character here, my Fursona. )



I will eventually post some Holiday photos of Shadow and Hunter though, for everyone. :'3 Expect to see a LOT of Hunter when he gets here.




Thanks so much for all of the watches,favourites, and comments. I appreciate everything. ^^





--Hunter

Anything you'd like to ask? about me or maybe fursuit related questions you might have? :3 Even personal questions can be asked, if you feel it's too personal then feel free to note me the question.



Updates are, I will be getting my Hunter suit this month! has already started on it! :3 So I guess in a few weeks, expect a barrage of Hunter photos. I will post a lot most likely. >w< Super excited to get him.


I will also be going to TFF in Feb. as Hunter, I will bring Shadow too though! maybe be Hunter one day and be Shadzy the next. Hopefully I can get my roommate to go with me and not be a butt. She's pretty much my only ride. ( I have a car and license, but due to medical/mental issues driving is very unsafe for me, especially driving alone a long ways, is a huge no-no ) So. hopefully she will cooperate. :I



Anyway yes. Ask away!




--Hunter

Mhm. I will be wearing Shadow since I don't have Hunter yet. Will be nice since I haven't worn Shadow in a long while. Also it would be nice and hopefully get my mind off of negative things. I guess I should try to hang out with people more instead of just staying home constantly after work. :I but usually there isn't much to do where I live. I'm going to go with my roommate Kuri, and hopefully my brother, and my cousin. Either Kuri or my brother will be wearing my other Fursuit, Nexxi the black cat. ^^ Pictures will be taken and posted. So look forward to that. :'3 It will be a blast. Time to relax and go have fun for once.

I hope to see a lot of you there!





--Hunter

Just thought I needed to update this account a little. ^^;


Welp! I paid off my Hunter Fursuit that I am getting from Should get him at the end of this month. Verrrry excited for that! Can't wait to suit in my favourite kitty <3 I will definitely post pictures of him for you guys when I get him. :3 Seriously can't wait. Expect to see a mass upload of Hunter eventually when I get him!!


( For those of you who don't know who Hunter is, he's my sona here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11586758/ ) ^^

Me and Kuri are going. and possibly my brother. I hope I can get his step-mum to agree. She doesn't like me. :I but anyway. I doubt anyone here is going. It's not a Fur-con. nor is it a big huge con. just a small anime con. Still fun though, and I will be going in my Fursuit. My brother will probably cosplay as Dave again, assuming he can go. He got a lot of attention last year. hehe. All of these girls were all over him and wanting pictures and hugs |D He's a shy little boy so I don't think he was used to it. but he had fun. We won't be staying that long sadly since Kuri has to go to work at 2. We will get up at 9 and stay till around 1 I guess. Possibly go meet the special guests that will be there. I am pretty excited for it. I need something fun to do since this whole month has been absolute shit for me. I guess we might go on Sunday too since Kuri works the same hours as Saturday. Just cant go on Friday because I have work that lasts all day. Either way. I will be there Saturday for sure and possibly Sunday. I'd say look for the short blue and black wolf, but I know like, none of you will be there so. :I yeah. It is a fun little con to go to though. They have plush, manga, swords, even little tails to buy or animal hat things. ( like with fox ears or something ) imported things from Japan, including candies,drinks,pastries, etc. and of course, Cosplaying. Doesn't have to actually be anime. I've seen MLP,Godzilla,L4D,HS, basically just. video game things or anything to do with Japan, or well. I guess just. popular things really. I go there to buy Pokemon/Digimon/Dot Hack things because i'm a huge dork <_>; but it's also fun to see the other cosplayers and hang around with them. and finally I will have something to wear. x_x even though its gonna be over 100 deg. probably. still wearing my suit. I told myself I would. and i'm going to. It IS in a building but honestly I couldnt tell the difference between the heat. It was so crowded in the building that it pretty much felt the same in there than it did outside. and we were just wearing T-shirts last year. x_X so yeah. I'm gonna. need to take a lot of breaks. and bring a lot of cold water. but I will still be in suit. Anyway. I'ma stop chittering at you. * He huffs and lays down*




--Shadow/Hunter

Yeah, I..most likely won't be on much of anything for a while. FA,DA,SF,Tumblr, anything. Shit keeps happening and I just. need avoid the internet for a while. I've already given refunds to the commissioners for the YCH, ( on my main account that has art ) because I didn't want them to have to wait on me just because my life is shit now. It's not fair to them. but atleast I don't have it looming over me anymore. They are paid back, and now I can just. I don't know. Moving out of country just keeps sounding better and better to me..leave everything and all of this shit behind me..and have a fresh start somewhere else..never look back. I just might do that. I have the money to do so. I can't stand things now..I can't..even.. I need to just. go away. for a long, long time.

I'm sorry for not posting much :/ Life has been stressful for me. and I really do not Fursuit as much as I'd like to. It's difficult when one does not have many friends in the area to go do stuff with, and I have work to go to, Commissions to finish, and my roommate is ALWAYS gone. working over time, not getting back till like 10 pm or later. I have the weekends off, but she does not. so it makes things difficult. Also now it's far too hot for me to suit outside x_x over 100 deg. almost every day. sheesh. But also, I will not be on FA July 8th-12th because I am going to NC to see a dear friend of mine. I WAS going to bring my suit. but. It would be far too much trouble. and every extra bag I added would cost me a good $30 extra. ( going on a plane ) and i've already spent a shit ton on this trip x_X but I needed a vacation very badly. Staying here is driving me mad. I cannot deal with all of this stress and people lingering over me, yelling and screaming about every little fucking thing. It's to the point where my grandma will start a huge argument and yell at me for stupid things. Like, I got a cheeseburger with a different type of cheese than I normally do and she started to scream and holler and make a huge fuss over it. over cheese. yes. She yelled at me for using a paper plate. She yelled at me yesterday because my roommate went to a friends. she yelled at me saying i'd go to jail if I dared to ask the flight attendant if I could change seats. o.O She yells at me for eating, she yells at me for not eating, She yells if I go make a cup of tea. She will barge into my room to yell about something I had nothing to do with. ( like if my cousin came over while I was at work and did something ) She will not shut the fuck up. She just goes on and on about how worthless I am and how i'm so stupid and naive. Jesus christ, what did I even DO to her? I get home from work wanting to relax but she goes on and on about shit and yells about stupid things. Okay. sorry. This wasn't supposed to be a rant journal x_x;;; but for fuck's sake. I need this vacation. ugh. a week is not enough. I'm tired of this bullshit. omfg.


Sorry for ranting mostly .w. ;;


--Shadow

My Youtube account is pretty much dead due to the fact I can't really film myself going suiting and all because I have no where to go really. but. Is there anything you guys want to see more of? ( Shadow being mischievous, Music videos,or possibly filming when I go to a fur-meet, etc ) Granted, I don't have that much oppertunities to actually GO suiting and have someone film or take pictures really since my room mate is constantly at work and doesn't get the days off that I do. ( I'm only off on weekends, but she works all weekend and gets like one week day off ) So it makes things very difficult and we've had to cancel so many plans due to it :/ Only other person who could film or take pictures is my brother and I don't get to see him much. maybe like once every month or so. The majority of the photos in my gallery are just ones taken at my house late at night when my room mate is actually home. and honestly it gets a bit boring when I can't go suiting and actually DO something in it besides put it on at home take a couple of photos and take it off. but, thats what happens when you don't have friends to hang out with I guess? I will have pictures and videos of me suiting when I go to Europe though. I will probably just be taking my Hunter partial though since I get him in October and I'm going to Europe mid November. So. You will see Hunter in Holland and Sweden for sure. Hopefully more if I can get someone to take me other places. I am excited about that. but, ah, that's quite a ways away from now.


Anyway. my roommate is actually off work tomorrow as am I. so. possible fursuiting things to do. Any suggestions? and what kind of videos would you want to see? ( nothing dirty, mind you >:I i'm not that kind of Fursuiter. )




-Shadow

Sorry for the spam, guys. I just wanted to post some pictures since I got my body suit and paws back today. :'3 This account needed to be updated badly anyway. Thanks for waiting you guys :3 I'll be sure to post more soon.




--Shadow