shipped my body suit and my feetpaws back on Thursday. I should have everything sometime next week :3 Just thought i'd let you all know. Expect some pictures later on. ( if I actually get to go use my suit anyway, nowhere to go around here :/ might have to wait till I go to the con here in my state, but that's in August. So I guess this account will still be pretty inactive due to not being able to wear my suit around here. )







-- Shadow

A'yup. This Thursday ( May 16th ) u3u I'll be 22. Yay I guess? I don't really do anything special though :P but. I am going out for sushi. That's it really, but that's nice. :3 Not sure what else i'm gonna do. probably just. stay on the computer like everyday since I don't really get invited places or go anywhere. Staying in my room day after day after work is driving me stir-crazy. x-x but. atleast I have the November trip to look forward to if nothing else. efjsndfs. Couldn't find a ride to AC but that's okay I guess. *shrugs* Anyway, uh. yeah. Birthdays.

Guess who get's to go to Europe? This demon, here! I'm very excited. Worked things out with my family,and surprisingly they didn't cause a shit storm or anything. infact it was quite the opposite. They just said to make sure to work things out with my friends and go if the weather is okay. I'm going to Stockholm, Sweden to visit aaaand Eindhoven,Holland to see <3 Probably visit Germany and Belgium while i'm at it since Bora lives like. a few hours from it anyway. and spending a day in England. Don't know where else i'd go after that. but hey. this is a huge trip for me. Plus i'm going alone. so. ffff. but Sweden and Holland are for sure. that's the meaning of the whole trip, to visit some friends :3 I will not be going right away, however. I will be going around November. I'll have a good 6 months at least to get things set up. which is good. Gives me a little more time to save up. I mean, I can already afford it, but. It never hurts to save more :3 but, gosh yeah, i'm super excited. Very nervous. but excited. let's hope I don't get lost :D....



but yeah. still got a couple months to go. but. I know it will go by fast. I still can't believe it's already May xDD; My Birthday is the week after next. so. months are flying by to me. Gotta get ready. gotta buy a passport. djgnfdkjsnjgn gotta try to stay calm. I just. Hnnnnnng. I'll bring my Fursuit along as well. I'll have my body suit back before that, for sure. and i'm pretty sure i'll have Hunter by then too. so. :3! Very exciteeeed. I need this vacation. holy shit I do. ;3; I've needed one for a long while. and. now I get to go to Sweden and Holland. u//3//u happy demon is happy <3 *Wriggles*

This account won't be as active for a while. Why? because my grandmother has ruined my fursuit. This actually happened a while back, before Furry Fiesta. I got home from work only to find my expensive suit hanging from my door all balled up and. just. ugh. She had tossed my suit in the dryer for NO reason. so. it's melted the plastics in my fur and I cannot brush it anymore. it looks like wool instead of fur. I had a firm talk with her and finally got her to agree to PAY for a new body suit. fair right? I spent almost 3k on my suit and I've only had it for like 5 months! and it's already ruined. >:/ I'm not gonna pay for a whole new one when it wasn't me who ruined it. so. is kindly taking the suit back to make me a new body suit. it still pisses me off to no end that my grandmother would do such a thing. she knew how expensive it was. and knew how much it meant to me. so. why do it? While I can understand washing it and her wanting to throw it in the dryer ( that's a HUGE no-no though ) it would make more sense. but. my suit wasnt wet. she just took it out of my closet and threw it in the dryer for no reason. :/ result: suit shrunk,fur is messed up, padding in legs no longer fit right. My grandma was like. OH ITS FINE. no. no the fuck it isnt. how is it fine when my 3k suit doesnt fit me now? no. it is NOT fine. Anyway. sorry for ranting. :/ it just REALLY peeves me that she did this. I should have my new suit by June though. sorry to those who like this account. expect new pictures when I get it back though!





-- Shadow

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A little later on tonight, I will be doing ' Pose requests ' what is this? it's when people ask for a certain pose or something for me to do in my suit. and I upload it. ( nothing bad, mind you ) I guess it sounds odd? but I have gotten them before from people. They are free of course , lol. why would I charge you for this xD It does give me something to do too since I don't really go suiting that much :c I'd love to go but sadly there isn't anywhere for me to go around here really. I've only worn my suit to 1 con. and maybe 3 Fur-meets? Most of my photos are of just different shots within a few minutes the same day just for the sake of uploading on here so this account won't be dead. Anyway. just thought i'd give this idea a shot. see if it makes my watchers happy I guess? lol? Gives me something to do as well.


Rules though!

1. nothing extreme

2. nothing mature ( a slightly sexy type pose is okay? just nothing like, you know. actually mature? )


There mostly likely is things that are out of my comfort zone. so please don't be offended if I don't like what you've requested, okay?




1. Macro: showing hand paws ( closing in on camera ) Done

2. Macro: Sitting and showing feetpaws Done

3. Shadow laying on a bed ( laying on stomach ) Done

4. Macro: stomp picture Done

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6 poses for right now! when I'm actually at home ( which will just be later tonight, no worries, i'm just at work atm ) When these are done I might take more, or take some slots for Saturday.




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ALSO REMEMBER, THIS IS JUST FOR FUN! NO NEED TO GET ANGRY OR BITCHY AT ANYTHING, JUST HAVE FUN OKAY?

Here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jRefSiN6mFY&amp;

Saturday night dumbassery with and me of course |3

I met a LOT of people there. and the majority knew who I was and had a fanboy/girl attack. |D I didn't think I was popular enough to actually get reactions like that, lol. I got people waving at me all like 8DDDD OMFG HEY SHADOW!!! SHADOW!!! I KNOW YOU!!! HEY SHADOW I WATCH YOU ON FA!!! HEY SHADOW!! OMG I LOVE YOU!! etc. |D I just. waved back and hugged them. Wasn't too sure on how to react. I met a lot of people that I watched and knew as well :3 It was a blast. Saturday was at least. Friday evening, during the trip to Texas, got sick on the car ride |D....so. we had to stop for a while and let her go to the gas station to change and all. poor thing. It WAS pretty hot in the car. and crowded. so I completely understand. I was feeling queasy myself, but I managed to not get sick. Got to the Crown Plaza hotel around 10:30 PM I think? We suited for a little in the lobby but we couldn't register and go to the con floor since it was so late. The con was going and all, but we couldn't get up there. but We got to see some furs anyway because a lot were down in the lobby. That's where I met :P after suiting for about 15 minutes we headed to the McDonalds close to the Hotel. I had been suiting on an empty stomach and thats. really bad. I felt like I was going to pass out. so. We drove to McDonalds. but MAN LOL. the service was absolutely horrid! Granted, it WAS 1 AM. but it doesn't give employees an excuse to be douches. We went to the drive through and they told us to just order at the window. so. we did. the guy didn't even write down our order. he gave us like. half of our order and he got it wrong so was trying to get their attention. but the people in there ignored her. They would look at her. and look away and go back to where she couldn't see them. They were fully aware that she was wanting some service. They just ignored her. Finally pressed the horn and like 4 minutes later the guy came back out and handed us more food and got it wrong again. Then he was like. Sorry. we don't have any beef. and we were like o_O uhhhh....and then he said he couldn't make Kuri's spicy chicken sandwich. So Kuri had to almost completely re-do her order because this douche was making excuses. ( I honestly think the whole ' we dont have any beef thing was an excuse to get us to leave ) Jinx finally asked for a refund because he was getting sick of this guy's shit. I don't blame him. We waited about 40 minutes to get our food and they kept getting it wrong and they didnt have beef apparently even though they cooked Umbra's and Jinx's burger. They couldn't even make Kuri's order. they were rude. They ignored Umbra. But the guy kinda just closed the window on us so we left in a huff. After getting back to the hotel, Umbra's lettuce on her burger was like. brown and wilted. so she picked it off. They probably did it on purpose. so. Yeah we aren't going there again. I think Jinx complained on their website or something 8P What an adventure, lol. Saturday was a blast. We all suited for the whole day. Went to some vendors. I got some plushies. and People wanting to take my photo. and/or get hugs from me. I was in a Fursuit Parade. Ate a nice dinner Saturday evening. This place was fancy. Then later on Jinx ordered us pizza. so we chilled for a while in our room then went back out suiting again. Came back at like. 2 AM to our rooms. I took a shower. then fell asleep. I was SO exhausted. I'm not used to suiting so much. I over did it i'm sure. but It's fine. I wanted to do it as much as possible. but ah, everything was great :3 ...except the McDonalds part. lol. We left Sunday morning. I was sad to go but, I know it will be there next year so i'm okay. We will defenetly go next year! I hope we can go with Umbra and Jinx again. They were so amazing <3

Yup! and this demon wolf is going! :D I will arive there Friday evening. I will be rooming with and and Anyone going to FF? I'd love to meet you :'3 It would be fun to hang out. Also this will be my first con :D so i'm realllllly excited. I hope to see many of you there! Just. walk up to me or flail around screaming Shadow. and. hopefully I will notice. x3x; *is kind of oblivious* Hugs are welcome too! Maybe. just. maybe. I will share my pizza with you B< ......maaayyybe. |3 anyway. It will be tons of fun i'm sure.


If you'd like to meet me there, uhm. well introduce yourself here? xD and tell me who you are and what to look for. or else I will just wander around and eventually make it to someone who actually knows of me :P

Done spamming :'D sorry. Everything is here now. Next photos will be of Furry Fiesta i'm sure. unless I go suiting before then.

Thanks so much for all of the watches and faves! It really means a lot to me :'3 Enjoy this account~



If you have any questions or comments feel free to hit me up with a note or something.


Thanks again!


-- Shadow