Technically i've already reached it, but I noticed it went back down to 983, so I believe FA must have purged some double accounts or something like that, anyway i'm back at it!

What are 1000 watches? actually it's nothing, nothing compared to users that invests a lot of money to hold a massive gallery or artists that gets constant materials to provide. But for a modest user like me, it represents a symbolic limit. I don't plan to get a thousand pictures but there are still a lot of things I haven't get done here and i'm determined to continue until it gets all done.

Thank you everyone for the interest you've given to my gallery (especially to those that favs every single thing I upload - I see you :3)

Forthcoming stuff coming to my gallery:

- A commission from WFA

- Silver's reference sheet 2.0

- New Second Life videos

- More art from Blackmailz and dream_and_nightmare

that's all for now, there will be more of course but i'll keep going at the same pace - slow.

And to finish: my bf and I have finally found an artist to collaborate with to make a furry videogame. There's still everything to do from this point but you may hear of it soon enough :3











(spoiler alert! new Blackmailz comic soon!)

I'm currently reuploading most of my pictures into a 1200 height px size, this should fit 1440p monitors and still 1080p even tho that'll cross the borders a bit up and down.

links of uncompressed/original file size are dead and will be deleted - and not replaced. It is not so useful anymore and 1200px is far enough to get a good quality.

"Artist reviews" that you may find in certain of my commission descriptions will be replaced by a simplier approval notice (or beware notice :P) when i'll feel the need to say something relating about the experience I had with the artist. The 3 points i'm judging are basically always the same so always saying the same about it, that's not really useful. Anyway i've not done any "review" in my recent commissions for a while.


In terms of stats, i'm approaching the 100 submissions and also the 1000 watches, which is pretty cool!

I'd like to talk about a few of my commissions (scraps excluded) especially:

(average of 55 favs per comm)

TOP 3 by favorites:

3) https://www.furaffinity.net/view/21001958/

2) https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24768453/

1) https://www.furaffinity.net/view/17710805/

BEST explicit NSFW by favorites:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24768453/

BEST SFW by favorites:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/19855661/

MOST surprising NSFW pic (by favorites, expecting low fav due to reasons as very cheap commission and/or too kinky for wide audience)

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24980793/

MOST disapointing NSFW pic (by favorites)

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/31079319/

FUN FACT:

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28570683/
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/36061408/

Those two commissions from dream_and_nightmare both features a chastity + gag versions and both of those pics has the same amount of favorites. Which means my watchers are kinky enough to appreciate the subtility of such things as chastity and should love BDSM overall.

RESULT FACTS:

- My watchers love footpaws (or the foot fetish in general) - thx cpt obvious many of my pics are paws related so people wouldn't be watching me if they didn't like paws :P
- My watchers surely love BDSM even more than paws considering my most popular picture is BDSM related and not an explicit NSFW picture.
- My watchers eventually love getting tickled :P
- My watchers and surely most of people considers fisting as a too extreme fetish (is it a fetish?) considering the low amount of favs the picture received. Which is pretty surprising how fisting is so unpopular among furries (complicated to find decent pictures about it) while paradoxally fisting has a wide representation on classic pr0n websites.
- My watchers (and maybe people in general) love BDSM so much that they don't even consider eletro torture as an extreme fetish - considering the amount of favs is much above the average I got on my whole gallery.

So since you guys are pretty kinky guys, what kind of other kinks you would like to see me exploring? :P One thing is sure i'm surely not going to go further in the fisting thingy, but I got many ideas for new stuff.

Last time I talked about my pictures that was to do a retrospective and talk about how I felt about these, now that i'm getting closer from the 1000 watches I thought that'd be interesting to talk about statistics this time. This actually helped me to know my audience a bit better. It's always good to take some time to observe things closer :3

Anyway have a great day everyone and stay safe, of course.

I know i've already asked this maybe 2 years ago but i'm studying the question again for the second version of my fursona. Would you guys see him with an hybrid barbed cock with a sheath or do you still prefer the human cock? What type of cock do you like/prefer in general?

Hello! it's been a while as usual (or not, since I recently posted a few journals). It's almost 4am and i'm pretty bored and of course not sleeping so I thought i'd write something to kill the time a bit. So i'll begin to talk about myself:

Last december I did a journal where I explained a few things, especially that I would reduce the amount of commission uploads. Well things have gone even worse because i've simply lost my job. I explain: I was an employee in a local retailer and I decided to quit because the conditions were an absolute disaster. I knew from my very first day I worked there that I wouldn't stay. Though I stayed for a whole year (day for day) until I finally found a new decent opportunity to work in a better place.

I left my job and got hired on the new place. But here comes the major issue: this compagny was new (freshly created) annd the business didn't work at all. The market study talked about a potential of 5000 clients and guess what we had... 150 clients a day at our best. This is far unsufficient to pay 6 employees. I got forced out because they couldn't pay me anymore.

This leads to the next problem: here in france if you leave your job, it nulls all your social rights (you have to work 3 consecutive months after if you want to get your rights back), which means I was left down and earning absolutely 0 for almost two months (averagely lost 2600€).

So yeah no need to say that the commission budget would be the first one to be cut.
The most important in that kind of tricky situation is being able to bounce back as fast as possible and not letting yourself get down, or more down than you already are. If you don't react, you're lost.
I didn't wait to react and today I got hired in a new compagny, cherry on the cake they give me the highest wage I ever had.

So everything is getting back to normal from my side :3
I may think about the possibilities of taking more commissions, which makes me want to ask something to you guys (at least to those that like the little content of my gallery)
What would you want to see more from me? You know I have a wide range of kinks so you can ask things you don't often see in other galleries :P I have my own projects but I would also love having fresh ideas from those that likes my gallery :3

Soon I will also get a V2 version of my fursona, it's still unclear what changes will be done on it, the gold ear rings are official, rest is not (yet). I'd also like to work on a small comic project too, something of 5 or 8 pages, a purely butt comic between my bf and I :P
And talking about projects, in the previous journal I mentioned that I was thinking about doing an off series of French Touch, i'm still thinking about it but it still hasn't started. I'm still not sure if i'll be doing it this year though but i'll be doing it that's for sure.

well I think i've done the turn life and commission wise.

Since I still got lot of time to lose in what is probably the last night I could sleep (but I don't xD) let's talk about more stuff:

I'd like to catch your attention if you got a steam account and especially if you are a good CSGO or other competitive game player, a new kind of hacker tries to hijack people's accounts and their method is really smart: it consists at finding high ranked players, adding them on steam and asking them to join their team to play an online tournament (for online organisms such as FaceIt or ESEA etc) but the page they give you to register at the tournament asks you to login through steam (plenty of sites does it) however this site is a fake and if you write your account logins in that fake site, your login informations will be sent to the hacker. If your steam account is not protected by the double steam guard authentification (smartphone application) then you're fucked.
If your account is protected with Steam guard then the hacker STILL can modify certain things in your account (profile name, infos, display boxes) then the hacker will pretend your account has been banned and will ask you further steps to get the total control of your account.
Fortunately the hacker don't have access to your inventory, also any trade can be reversed within 7 days (that is for those who got expensive items such as rare csgo skins and knives).
The solution is very simple if you've got hijacked: change your password immediately, then log back in your account, go in your steam options and purge (remove) all registered computers that are registered to this steam account (computers that could connect to the account). Now you're totally safe, of course don't forget to report the hacker and block him.

I think that's nuff talk for now, I finally feel tired so i'll get to bed xD
not before leaving the usual good song :3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P0ej-VX4DNo
If you like rock, hard rock and soft metal, just go check their good stuff ;3

So last year I decided to leave facebook because I was tired of the constant propaganda (mainly propaganda targeting my political beliefs) that facebook throws as recommended publications.

Twitter is much simplier and chooses to go at the essential which is why I decided to give it a try. Since I do not wish to mix my personal account with the furry content I'd like to follow (in addition of FA of course, not leaving here because this site is the main and biggest base) I decided to finally make a secondary account dedicated to furry content.

So you can follow me in the link below :3
What's on the plans? i'll be posting every now and then, of course, and showing my latest commissions and so on.. just as anyone else.

I've removed my discord and steam from my contacts, you might have these if you ask me and of course if you wish to play games with me, but from now on consider FA and twitter as the main ways to communicate with me.

https://twitter.com/LightskySilver

don't hesitate to come by and say hi :3

Here :D

that's all. You know why I did that~ :P

Hello! it's been a (long) while I haven't written a journal, and since i'm pretty bored today I thought it was the right time to do it.

And a question crossed my mind: what are people's biggest turn offs in sex or sexual media/content?

I personally have a large range of acceptation but I do have a few little things that literally turns me off :P and those are:

- dirty or not properly maintained feet hygiene: i'm a foot fetishist and feet hygiene is normally very important for me xP

- males wearing tights or/and high heels: I always disliked males wearing female cloth, however I recently managed to open my mind about that subject and figured female looking cloth still fitted good on effeminate femboys, but it's still a big nope for tights and high heels that are for me the quintessence of the women clothing.

- Too much piercings: I do like piercings! but it has to be done right. Abuse the piercings (like having them everywhere) and it's not gonna be good looking to me anymore.

those 3 points are not considered as fetishes, because I do have my big turn off fetishes too but I wanted to talk about precise facts rather than targeting a fetish in general.

So what are your(s)? :P (you can mention a fetish)

12$ for two trilogies and call of booty! Have fun :3

Hello! So first of all, I know almost nobody gives a shit about journals, especially from people who don't post often but whatever, i'll still give some news before we begin the game. So, I didn't reach my expectations in terms of uploads, that's explained mainly because I bought some expensive stuff to refresh my computer (and damaging the mobo in the process) and of course because I still need to pay for the car I bought. Nevertheless I have 3 big uploads coming before January and maybe a new SL video if I find a partner willing to spend some time with me to record proper scenes.

I will most likely not increase the amount of uploads due to bigger investment priorities (appartement) however I will keep having commissions every now and then, preferring the quality over the quantity. I will go at my pace and try to finally have a commiss with all those I promised since.. 4 years. And just in case anyone is interested, there is no new French Touch project planned. As I said before I left the french groups so i'm not going to plan anything anytime soon, maybe never unless I come back but there are low chances. Hoooowever, I may run a smaller project gathering a dozen of invited people instead of running a 30+ attendant commission, so stay tuned :3

That being said, let's get to the game: the rule is simple: there are two options and you can choose only one, respond with all the options you've choosen. Find all those that I prefer (and like the last time, there is a small trap, you're the man if you find it :3)

1) Games: CS:GO or Call Of Duty?

2) Cars: Ford or Volkswagen?

3) Watches: Festina or Tissot?

4) Tennis: Nadal or Federer?

5) Star Wars: Light side or Dark side?

6) Smartphones: Apple or Samsung?

7) Hardware: Razer or Logitech?

8) Music: Deezer or Spotify?

gud luk

And here's the question:

On a furry avatar, should I use:

1) digit legs and bare paws only

2) human legs and shoes are acceptable

3) using both is fine

The issue is that digit legs does not allow to wear anything else but shorts, and shorts are no match to more... elaborated wear :P

I know the debate is big about how should a fursona be in the absolute, digit or more human sided, human dick or original feral dick too... just let me know what's your mind :3

woot woot

ok i've nothing to say haha.

Just good night :P


and have some good song :3


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_wI2pXAKkI

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QXzpoowSo8

Sometimes I like to think about the past and it's always a good opportunity to realize how much things have changed, now it's been 5 years that I am registered here, 7 years that I know the fandom and I came to question myself about who I was before that, from a purely personnal perspective. I don't know if i'm any different, or if I just evolved in what I was meant to be, but furries were definitely a big part of this evolution I went through. I like who I am, and everything I do in my life appears to totally make sense to me, does that mean i'm taking the right course?

Who was I before furries.. to be honest I feel like I have forgotten, my fursona was made to complete my personnality, but what am I missing in my life that I would need to fill the gap with an alter ego fictive character? I mean it's not a bad thing, far from that, but why does it feel so right to represent ourselves under fictive anthro animal characters? What makes furries so attractive?


Meh, enough questions :P I traditionally leave a journal with some music recommendations, so here it is. This time I went back in some of my musical roots: Trance.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9rPEJ-xrkBo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z24FCZcT5_w

Oui oui, on va voter. Il faut arrêter de croire que les votes son truqués ou je ne sais quoi, ça fait des années que je vois des gens se plaindre que les choses ne changent jamais, que les charges sont trop élevés, que les études coûtent trop chère etc... et quand je leur demande si ils sont justement allé voter pour changer ça, tous me répondent que non parce que la politique c'est chiant et que de toute façon ça change jamais... ça ne risque pas de changer avec têtes de con pareille!!!

Quand on veut que les choses changent, on bouge son cul et on va voter! Moins vous votez et mieux ça les fait rire, car au final, ceux qui vont voter ce sont ceux qui ont peur! (où ceux qui gobent les propagandes des medias corrompus). Pourquoi ceux qui n'ont pas peur n'iraient pas voter? Tout simplement parce que ils n'ont déjà plus rien à perdre.... Les gens sont gavés et désintéressé de la politique et c'est justement là qu'est le problème! Toutes les pourritures actuelles du gouvernement, et bah ça les arrangent bien!

Il est grand temps de changer ça, il ne faut plus se laisser affecter par des gens qui essaient de vous faire penser comme eux sous prétexte qu'ils sont plus sages ou avisés, tout le monde doit avoir SON mot à dire et arrêter de vouloir répéter le mot des autres pour avoir l'aire d'être quelqu'un de bon. Il n'y a pas de bien ou de mal, seulement une réalité qui a mal. Ces gens qui ont peur ont beaucoup à perdre, parce que ce sont justement ceux qui profitent de nous, vous savez donc qui ils vont s'empresser d'aller voter.... ne les laissons pas recommencer une énième fois ce que nous subissons depuis presque 30 ans, il est temps de leur rappeler qui est la France. On bouge son cul et on va voter!

Just felt sharing some good songs... it's better to listen to music than letting the bad thoughts from work to rotten your mind.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lesUnDTrXsU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FemWWHHD5R0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PJtrVJ2q-Ng

And so we begin: I am actually looking for SL partners and partners who would be interested to record videos with me. Butt videos of course lul. I am only looking for furry* avatars, if you're interested we can discuss in this journal to begin with. You can find me on SL commonly around the afternoon or night, depending if I'm on morning or afternoon shift at work.

*Furries, scalies, avians, I won't be accepting humans and creatures that does not belong to the furry fandom.

Finally i've done my first SL video, and i'll be using Vimeo from now on to upload these, so that people can appreciate a HQ file. I'll keep providing the download links with different qualities and even high for those who're not scared of bigass files =P

I will be looking for more SL partners in order to record some more tasty videos, while i'll keep improving from my side, especially about how to use SL because i'm still not totally fine with all the functionalities.

On a lesser good tone, my job situation hasn't been solved at all, I've been killing myself 6 days out of 7 for several months now and I thought I could get a 5 days schedule with 2 days off... but i'll get nothing. Which means i'll get off this shit work as soon as I find another opportunity. That said, this still won't stop me from improving my commission gallery this year as I currently got many pics on the way! I got commiss plans for at least until the 4 next years.

Happy new year guys!

I wish you guys to have a happy new year, because it's not gonna be the case from my side. It's not gonna be a bad year for me either but I mean it is just going to be the continuation of the previous one. Those who did read my previous journals probably remember that I said I could finally sign a permanent full time contract for a job, sadly things are not how they were supposed to be. It turns out that the work that is being asked to me is a real madness, I work 5 hours per day but I'm demanded to be as productive as 2 persons and that... 6 days out of 7, just for a minimal wage.
I used to work up to 10 hours a day but I was never as tired as working just those 5 hours where I am now, it's just unbearable.

I was still supposed to be able to leave during my trial period but since the new law from that rotten EU, if I leave even during the trial period is considered as self departure and I won't be able to get the money support that the state normally gives until we can find another job. To make it short, if I leave without having another job behind, i'll head straight under a bridge (which is not gonna happen anyway because I still live at my parents, but anyway you see what I mean, if I leave then no money anymore).
I just breaks all my plans which means affording a new car and of course an appartmement, this year will be for me just what 2018 was, a year of non evolution.

But still! this is not gonna stop me from uploading art and even if i'm turning myself into a zombie with this shit work, I still earn more money than before so i'll make sure my gallery keeps evolving, since I can't evolve myself xP

Still talking about evolution, there is actually one thing that evolved a lot since the past year: it's the French Touch 2 project! and here you can get a sneak peek of it :3
https://image.noelshack.com/fichier.....2-16-14-21.jpg

Pretty much said everything, and as usual i'll leave you guys with my latest fav songs, these being brand new or... old :3

(Drum and bass) Feint - Drifters ft. Elizaveta: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4jARV_XYfdk
This goes to be my very fav song of the moment, I love the fast pace of the DnB and melodic songs and this one just has everything. The kind of song that goes beyond the feelings your brain can comprehend.

(Electro) Knife Party & Pegboard Nerds - Harpoon: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lATdwvE4lLU
If you're looking for a good banger, it's there. Plus, pitched voice of Rob Swire, the singer from Pandulum.

(Hip-Hop) Post Malone - Better Now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0tTn95TLIaw
I generally don't listen to hiphop and even less to crappy pop radio songs, but this song is truely good.

(Hardstyle) Tatanka - Tokyo: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0EIe71RhYMI
Looking for oldschool hardstyle? You get one of the best ever made.

(House) Gala - Freed From Desire: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p3l7fgvrEKM
Seriously? no... seriously? If you tell me you don't know this song, I come personally at your place, bound you on the bed and tickle torture you for a whole week.

This year went sooo fast, I barely had the time to turn the head and we're already at the 2019's door... I was watching at my gallery telling myself it wasn't so long ago that I commissioned some of these pictures, only to realize these were already from the past year. This made me realize something else: it's that 2018 has been really poor in terms of uploads from my side, I mean, really really poor to the point where i've actually uploaded only 7 original pieces whereas I've put the double last year.
I did say I would slow down on the uploads in order to save some money but I didn't notice I've actually done only 4 big projects, rest being small pictures or gifts. So since I was that lazy ass this year, doing the retrospective is not going to be very difficult. Also since I didn't do a 2017 retrospective, I might just add it there aswell. So let's begin:

2017 Retrospective:

1) Rub dat bulge
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/23844683/

Let's get started by thisone: This might be a semi SFW, it's still one of my favorite nowdays because this picture really makes me feel how to share a warm moment with someone that I appreciate a lot.
Renki and I share certain interests in furry stuff and it would be about time that we get more art together. Be sure more will be coming this new year :3

2) Cumming spree
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24392624/

This picture is very important to me because i've been waiting it a long time, plus this came from one of my most favorite artist and his fursona was even in the pic with a friend and mine.
Be sure 2019 will bring us more art from him and probably 2 or 3 projects featuring my fursona :3

3) State of bliss
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24768453/

This belongs to my all time favorite commissions (thisone's more an ych than a commission). I wasn't even sure which side I wanted, being the top or the bottom, I ended up being the bottom and it's just fine that way xP that paw licking is just too good :3

4) French touch
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24868613/

This is a big one. A project that I started at the beginning of 2017 that had for goal to reunite as much french furs as possible on a drawing. I gathered people and registered all those who wanted to participate. It was a great experience that being for me as the organizer or for Mlice, the artist that made the drawing. Fitting 30 characters in that regular scale was not easy. And you know what? The second edition of the French touch is coming soon enough between the next few months. And to go even further, registrations for the 3rd edition is already done and ready. However! For this 3rd edition, I am not sure how it will be done or if it will be done at all, for few reasons that I will explain a bit below in this journal. Anyway nothing will happen before 2020.

5) Overstimulated
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/24980793/

This picture is important for me because i'm a biiig fan of all that "laboratory" "machine" "experience" or even "sexual torture" stuff (especially electricity) and that was an opportunity for me to finally explore those sort of kinks with my fursona for the first time. I truely expect I can bring more this new year, more lab, electricity or even tentacles :3 I won't promise though because I planned lot of projects with people, things I wanted to do since.. 3 years. Yeah i'm 3 years late on my commission schedule, blame my wallet ._.


2018 Retrospective:

1) Self colored 4
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26569397/

I've been coloring a few pictures in the past, with the small knowledge I have in that domain. Though earlier this year I colored these lines from Ango76 and i'm really really satisfied of what i've done, even though that might look simple, I believe it looks truely good especially knowing it was done by someone who cannot put a single picture out of Photoshop (me xP)

2) Rump hump
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/26872866/

This is this year's first big commission, and I love it because it's one of my hottest picture by now. I love the facial expressions, you could almost feel what the characters feel when you look at them :3 It's also the first time I use the sling in a commission, and it's certainly not the last time ;3

3) Night pleasure
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28388781/

This picture is a 2 in 1 in terms of new stuff: this was the first time my fursona went power bottom, and it was also the first time I made my fursona wear some body accessories such the spiky wristbands and collar, which generally fits perfectly for power bottoms or any character that needs to look more "powerful" or dominant. The wuffy is Matthew Woodward and I got more planned with him, hopefully this year if my waller allows it, we will be taking a picture from Yosha, most probably themed about power bottom again.

4) Stripes on stripes
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28570683/

I'm gonna repeat myself but I love this artist so much that every single drawing he does goes in my all time favorite commissions xP Also paw licks mmrrr~
This picture was again an opportunity to try something new: for the first time my fursona was featured with a chastity cage (@ the alternative version). At the beginning, 3 years ago, most of people with who I took commissions or RPed with thought or voluntary put me into a top role, but I was bored of it since i actually consider myself as a versatile and I wanted to explore more of the bottom side. It's done, but not over as I got much more in reserve. It won't come all this new year but at least I got ideas and projects for a while, a long while...

5) Doggy plowing
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/28633026/

This picture is important because this is the first one of a long serie where i'll take a big pleasure to hump my boy's hungry butt :3
So to talk some more about him, we (mostly him because that's his job, i'm juste minor helping on side) are actually working on a furry videogame! I have no release date for now but be sure you will be more informed about the game project this year as we will be sharing a Patreon page. We are also helped by an artist that has plenty experience in pixel stuff and even studied some game design aswell so be sure we got the right hands to take this project to the daylight :3

6) What remains
https://www.furaffinity.net/view/29595972/

What remains... what remains in that country of mine, that's the question I ask to myself many times. This picture has more of a symbolic purpose and if I mention it in this retrospective, that's because it gives me an opportunity to talk a bit about myself. I recently left most of the french furries chats groups I was in and most of people actually don't know why, and i'm gonna explain the reason now: I got quite fed up of the french furry community. Why? because most of french furs are just too young for me (not that i'm that old, i'm just 26) and I don't find myself anymore between them. I mean that most of them are students and they don't know the job market as much as I know it, they still see the world from a simple perspective whereas it is in fact much more complex than that.
What I dislike from the french furries is that most of them allows themselves to judge your political beliefs whereas they are not even interested in politics themselves, they judge you for taking part to trying to change the things whereas they don't move their ass and don't go to vote whereas it has never been so importat as it is nowdays. I would have no problem with people voting the opposite choice of mine, that's their choice and they do what they want, but I just can't accept someone judging me over my choices whereas they have nothing better to propose... excepts some broken media biased fakes.

If you follow your medias (not the french constant propaganda) you must have heard of the yellow vests, we (since I took part to certain manifestations) are a group of people claiming for many rights, such as the democracy that was reduced at the state of myth, and a lotta more like a better salary to cover the huge life expensses and the taxes, through pacific manifestations (yes, like I said I took part in these and everyone was really pacific, unlike those broken medias tried to fool us with their propaganda). Like I said most of french furries are students and since they don't understand the movement, they do not support the yellow vests. They don't what it is to wake up early everyday and break your ass at work a whole week for a fucking minimal wage even with 7 years of studies behind, pay all the taxes and have barely left to buy food. Our minimal wage may be set to 1150€ per month, it means nothing if after paying all your dues and taxes you have barely 200€ left at the end.

I believe people should be more concerned about politics, even if it is really boring, we came to that point because people don't give a shit anymore about politics and it is sad because everyone is divided. And the furries... they still believe the world is all green fields, blue skies and rainbows and prefers to make jokes about politics that the broken medias doesn't like just because they think it's actually funny, at the other side the 3/4 of the country is dying the mouth open, if you see what I mean with this speech expression, anyway France is really turning to a 3rd world country, prostituting itself for this europe of the rich, and it makes me crap to see these kids making jokes about politics instead of catching their destiny into their hands.

If you don't act, sometimes if you don't fight, you never obtain anything. I will keep proudly wear my yellow vest until this impostor that soils the president office and hides behind a police that he uses to beat up and keep the people under silence gets down.

So yeah, because of that i'll stay off the french community from now on, which explains why i'm not sure I will organize a 3rd edition of the French Touch group commission. Time will tell but there's low chances that it happens. To be honest, they so nauseated me that I even regret spending so much money, energy and time in the second edition.


Sooo after coming back on some good pictures and emptying my bag about the french furs, I think i've said everything. I hope you all had a merry christmas, i'll see you all next year :3
But before, here's my favorite track of the moment! Because life is so much better with music ;3

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rxNuwbtZoyU

I'm bored so I thought about playing a little game with you all: the True or False. Let's see if you guys can figure out, respond in comments and we'll see who's got the most points ;3

Here's a couple hints: there is as much truths as there are falses; there is one trap. Good luck :3


1) I discovered furries in 2012 while I was searching for Naruto yaoi content (1 point)

2) I've been listening to Metal for 8 years before going back to my EDM roots (1 point)

3) I love medieval themed shows and movies (1 point)

4) I think iPhones are good products (1 point)

5) I have a chicken dinner in PUBG in each category (2 points)

6) I have been Global Elite in CS:GO (2 points)

7) I am a baker and I won a bakery contest (2 points)

8) I became gay because of my foot fetish (3 points)

9) I have a fursuit but never showed it to anyone because I don't want to spoil it (3 points)

10) I love tigers and Ford cars, when I was 3 my favorite toys were a Lego tiger and a Hotwheels Ford car (3 points)

Why Quake does not find its success today?

Quake is a liscence that is over 20 years old, and 20 years ago the game concepts and the eSports were not the same, let me explain:

Quake is a classic arena that requires very little mental skill (no strategies, no mindgame), the game is based on its pure and simple mastery, weapons and maps. As a result, the skillgap is extremely high, being played primarily only by players who have always known and played Quake since the beginning. So when you arrive in a game, you barely have time to make 5 frags while another guy has already made 15 or 20. It will be impossible for you to win any game unless catching up at least a decade of experience on Quake.

Having myself played Serious Sam The Second Encounter (2001), much less known but still active until the termination of GameSpy in 2014, I saw the same phenomenon to happen. We had a community of very experienced DM players and we just inflicted 30/0 on casual players. Between 2009 and 2011, everyone had deserted the game, there remained only our community. We had simply disgusted the casual players, leaving them no room for improvement.

Today, at the time of more complex games where mastery AND mental competence (which can also compensate for a lack of mastery) are required to overcome, the classic arena no longer has a place among modern games, especially in the eyes of a young public, or even of a not so young public who grew up with Counter-Strike. And before you get the urge to bash me for making such comments about the holy father of eSports, I would still make you notice the failure of ShootMania, Toxikk and Unreal Tournament 4 (despite its free).

Adding special skills to the characters of the game would not have made it any better, on the contrary. By thinking doing it right to get back in time, they have taken the wrath of some players, sulking Champions in favor of Quake Live. If Quake champions were to be a pure classic arena and competitive, they should never have put these abilities. They are certainly a minority in the meta (if we can talk about meta in such a game) but they have nothing to do there.

The game is in beta but we note a very wobbly competitive matchmaking that does not rank the players by levels and a 1v1 system of 3 rounds of 1 frag that is completely absurd (this is only my opinion), and then a matchmaking that takes ages to find us a match. Lag happens often (and this is not my connection) and there is sometimes a huge latency (shots that pass through the walls because they are calculated way too late by the server) .

In conclusion, only the 4v4 mode is playable. Quake is no longer what it used to be and it's not appealing to the new players.

I'm looking for an artist who can draw furry characters; draw map elements; draw backgrounds; good with facial expressions (for dialogues), draw NSFW. The project will be done in partnership and the artist will earn money off the sales and donations from Patreon.

If you can do it, if you're interested, please Note me for further informations. If you know someone who may be interested, don't hesitate to share. Beware: we're looking for experienced artists only. If I do not respond to your note, please don't take it personally, that just means we've found deal with someone else.

Thanks!

I see more and more artists (or other random stuff) organizing raffles/contests/giveaways etc on twitter, or even furry artists opening commissions on twitter only. My questions are do you have a twitter account? If not, would you make one just to catch those offers? and if you wouldn't, what do you think of using twitter for a furry artist?

I personnaly don't have a twitter account because I already use one social media and that's already plenty sufficient, I have absolutely no need, no reason to register on any other, and I do not intend to get on twitter just to see these artists and catch the content they put exclusively on. Imo what these artists don't understand is that Twitter is not a marketplace and people are not going to register if they don't have a better reason than to catch the exclusive offer of one artist. Using twitter in priority is a mistake because it splits the community, make the artist lose a wide part of his audience (which is HERE on the fandom's most popular site and not on twitter) and deprives the biggest part of the followers/fans from content.

So yeah, that's stupid. Please don't forget where is the fandom, it's here, not on those social medias.

Hay everyone! So to begin with this journal, I've been receiving a lot of favs and watches since the 3 latest commissions i've uploaded, right now there's not a day without a new fav even on older commissions and I even get new watches regularly even when I don't upload anything. I've already said it before and I will never say it enough: I am not here to generate favs and watches, I'm here because I love the furries, the fandom and its mind, and its pr0n (shhh!). However, the favs and watches shows how much people likes the content i'm displaying, and the amount I've been receiving recently and so far truely warms my heart.

I can't take the time to thank everyone individually so i'll use the opportunity to make a collective one: Massive thanks to you guys! <3

I will also use the time to talk about an artist that probably everyone here knows (especially if you love big cats :3):  dream_and_nightmare
Why I decided to talk about him: Because he's recently opened a Patreon that, in my opinion, does not have enough support.
Artwork is currently his main source of money income and commissions are just not enough to generate enough money to cover the life expenses, especially in a west EU country.
He's still one of these rare artists to keep bringing top quality at an accessible price and not going to auctions exclusivity. So if you love his art at least as much as I do, please consider giving a look to his Patreon, and if you want to pledge, the price starts at 1$. It's nothing for the pledger but if lot of people pledges even at 1$, it represents a lot for the artist. I'll leave the link right there: https://www.patreon.com/dreamandnightmare/overview

So next, I'm about signing a real full time job contract (finally!) which means I will earn much more money than I used to. So I will also consider to increase the amount of commissions i'll take during the year. So here's one question for those who are regularly following my gallery or the artists i've been commissioning: What do you want to see in my gallery? Or where/which situation do you want to see my character in? Or even do you want my character to experiment fetishes/kinks there is not actually in my gallery? Feel free to tell me below :3

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don't read if you are not a PC gamer

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Next again, you all know (for those who used to read my profile and a few older journals) that I love to test hardware, especially gaming mouses, and that I am a FPS player. So let's talk about mouses:
I've simply discovered the BEST . MOUSE . EVER. Well, it won't be the best for those who needs a dozen of buttons on their mouse but it will be for any competitive player, that being on FPS or MOBAs.
Here is the Logitech G Pro Wireless: https://www.amazon.fr/Logitech-capteur-programmables-Batterie-compatible/dp/B07G5XJLWK/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1537210533&sr=8-1&keywords=Logitech+G+Pro

Yeah yeah you got me well, it's wireless. Some people will call the heresy, but for me i'll call the FREEDOM. It is a real freedom to finally be able to play without this fucking cable. But that's not the only point: Logitech's been working on it since a while and we had a first attempt with the Logitech G703. I could test it back then and I was amazed by the wireless performance (which was for the first time as good - if not better than wired). However the shape didn't fit my hand and despite the weight (107g) and the battery life that were very decent, I didn't like the shape and the weight was not centered, which didn't make the mouse very comfortable for me.

But this... the G Pro: Logitech has collaborated with no less than 50 professionnal players to design it, and they've done it well: they literally broke the record in terms of weight and battery life: the weight is properly centered and brings the mouse a great balance, it's only 77g! (where the so called pro FPS mouses turns between 90 and 110g!) and I've been playing with it every afternoon since past tuesday and I didn't charge it once! (still 29% energy at the time I write this message). This mouse is just incredible, the shape is perfect for any grip style (excepts for bigger hands) the quality and buttons are great and the sensor is perfect. The scroller is well studied and will satisfy those who uses it a lot (like me). Its light weight is a benefit to perform great flickshots while keeping as much accuracy as possible. So yeah, after running with the iconic Razer Death Adder for more than 12 years, i'm finally saying goodbye to it, holding the G Pro as a new standard. However... it's a standard that costs a lot of money: if you've checked the link before, you have seen that it costs 150€. And in my mind it is definitely worth it, this mouse is just everything i've been expecting for so long.

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And for the last points: I have recently updated certain specs about my chararacter, his species and his back story, well the backstory is still a work in progress and I may eventually come up with something solid next year, along with some parts of story and dedicated artwork.
I have also decided to take Furry Network off my contact list because I don't use this site, never used it and will never use it anyway. On the other hand, I will update my gallery on Inkbunny (which is for me the only similar alternative to FA) and all (at least most of) my pictures will be reuploaded at a 1024p scale, being a good compromise for 1080p and 1440p monitors. It will be a bit complicated for 18:9 smartphones but still correct.

That'll be all for now, i'm not sure if someone will have the time to read everything (I definitely had the time to write all of this lul) but anyway I wish you all a good evening!

so if you're looking for some fresh music to eat, here it is:

Knife Party & Pegboard Nerds - Harpoon (Electro House)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lATdwvE4lLU

Nils Van Zandt - With You Extended Remix (Future House)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qxMwqLwnhAg

Martin Garrix feat. Bonn - High On Life (Progressive House)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lpjcm1F8tY8
(this song is actually produced by Matisse & Sadko and not Martin Garrix)

Armin van Buuren - Blah Blah Blah (Psy Trance?)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfJhMfOPWdE

Seven Lions & Blastoyz feat. Fiora - After Dark (Psy Trance)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qKjQYTCmJ9M&feature=share

Zardonic - Takeover ft. The Qemists (Drum & Bass - Bassmetal)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4D4K_S-bChA

Shy FX - Call Me ft. Maverick Sabre (Drum & Bass)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-lUDO3Po-k

Muzzy & Flite - Elevate ft. Miss Trouble (Drum & Bass - Neurofunk)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W15MaUyHoIM

Redout Enhenced Edition OST - Conamara (Drum & bass - Rock & Bass)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Re64i4bQSKc&feature=share

there you go :3 also... 2 commissions coming between now and the 10 next days :D

Don't worry too much, i'm not changing my fursona at all =P (at least not just yet).

At first my fursona was designed to represent myself as a furry, the character has my personnality, my age, my hobbies, my thoughts... my soul. But after 4 years being an official furry (having my own character) I realized it was just not enough for a character to only get featured in butt commissions, that sure makes him attractive and enjoyable as... "entertaining" :P, but that doesn't really make him completely interesting.

my character will keep being used as a representation of myself in terms of personnality and such, but I will develop the story side of him (which will from now on be different from mine IRL) - which will lead to several solo commissions provided with some text and writings. I do consider the comic option aswell but this will take a lot of time due to the cost that it represents.

So far I made two changes, and these are:

1) Species: I Decided to be more specific about it: There are 9 sub-species of tigers (including 2 that has disapeared, sadly) and where most of people goes for the Siberian Tiger because it is the biggest (or the most beautiful?) or don't actually mention its sub-specie at all, I decided I should choose that my fursona is a Malaysian White Tiger (and no more just a White Tiger - which does not belong in the sub-species at all). Why? for two reasons: the Malaysian tiger is as beautiful as his Siberian cousin but is a little bit smaller - which fits me properly (like I said, my fursona still represents me), and also because its original designer ( Blackmailz) is an artist from Malaysia.

2) Backstory: Like I explained earlier, the character is still "myself", but his story now differs from my real life. This is benefic in many ways because it allows me to develop story wise possibilites, making him looking more alive and interesting than if he was wearing my own simple life. There will be more informations about it shortly enough, all I can tell for now is that his story will be military related~ ;P

I recently made a statement about slowing down the commission pace, but i'll try keeping an amount of 1 commission per month (or every two months). By the way i'm sorry for posting really low recently, I've been having to pay lot fees (and now I even have to pay a salty penalty due to driving too fast - nearly lost my DL for that, fuck me). Pay pay pay and pay... numbers, goes out and goes in your wallet... the most important at the end is not to carry all your money in your grave xP enjoy the life as much as you can :3 Thank you everyone again for faving the art i've been investing my love (and yeah, money too) in and watching/following me! <3