one of my very very dear and close friends needs some (a lot of) help. she's lowering her commission prices to try and bring in income. considering our area, not many are hiring, especially to us that don't (or can't) drive, so, she has limited options.
here's her journal

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3607689/

please help Fae

helping out Violet, she needs money to tide over till her step-dad gets his paycheck

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:26704895 full journal here

$25 FLAT COLOR PIN-UP

Journal Entry: November 1st, 2011 05:50 PM


HELP ME GET TO THE $100 MARK. If you can't help, then spread the word! If all four slots get purchased, 5th slot is FREE and will be raffled off to a lucky winner! In order to be in the raffle, you MUST help spread the word by advertising this journal!!!!

Example: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6778216
Paypal: meizhou_shi[at]yahoo.com
- WAIT FOR ME TO APPROVE BEFORE SENDING THE MONEY.
- No background included, will be left blank.
- Can be male, female, herm, etc.
- Artistic freedom, you post your ref and I surprise you with art.
- Nudity is an extra $5

Slots
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COMMISSIONS ://
As a reminder to all commissioners, DO NOT bother me about your commissions. I have never ripped ANYONE off, and I ALWAYS come to someone for updates, ask anyone that has commissioned me in the past. I may take quite a long time, but I get the job done. So please, for the love of god.. stop sending me notes unless it's direly important and you NEED the commission done asap, which will cost extra. If you commission me, you understand and respect the rules I set down.

Today has been good, yet it has been bad, for one was lost, but one was earned. <3


Alright. I'm sick of the admins on FA. I think they should get new ones.

I have good reason. FULL good reason.

One is because at one point in time I got trolled so much, by so many people, and stalked. Like, literally, stalked. I reported it, yet the people said 'Oh, she's just 14!! She's making up bullshit!!' and the admins believed them, and I got a warning.
Two, I get blamed for saying adult things, and reported for that for no reason even when I didn't. I get more warnings.
Three, I got sexually harassed by a person, And I had text proof, screenshot proof, and everything. Yet the person who did it denied fucking everything, and just said 'Oh she's a teenager she's making up shit!' and the admins believed them, just because they're older, and I had proof of everything.
Four, someone made up a story about something I did, and the admins believed it. Now I'm apparently one warning away from being banned from FA. Well I honestly don't give a fuck about shit, because the admins are just jerks who are extremely ageist. I get so much fucking harassment on here, and the admins believe the harassers just because I'm 14. They can just all go fuck themselves.
Ban me for this, so what. I don't care, okay?

All the fucking admins on FA are dicks who could give less of a fuck. They can ban me if they want, for I'm just speaking my opinion. If they do ban me for this, then that just proves my point, for I was only speaking my opinion.

Just screw it. The admins are all jerks.


Done.


IF YOU AGREE TO THIS. That the admins should either
a. Get better staffing
or
b. Be fair to everyone no matter what age

my heart is confused. don't know what i should do. work on my marriage to my ruby or work on something more. share myself or not. too many in my life. wish there could be more. :( maybe i should take a step back. who knows. :shrugs: where can i turn? more random strangers, more thoughtful advice from dear friends. two dragons in this elf's life, do i choose both or stay a one dragon elf?
my mind can't choose and neither can my heart.