Happy new year to my friends and watchers!
Only a few minutes here 'til new year 2012! :3

Hope ya all are celebrating with your friends and family!

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Merry christmas to everyone! Wish you a good day and much fun! x3
Here´s a christmas song for you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3xD2in6Dqoc

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<strike>... for ever. :|

Seriously, my style doesn´t improve, every new picture i start get screwed up by my freakin' hands and i don´t get any inspirations lately. In other words: my art sucks.
Also i´m depressed, mostly 'cause everywhere i look every artist is thousand times better than me, has a job that has something to do with art or is in a higher school to study it. And me? I´m just sitting at home, drawing like shit and won´t get a good job about art. So, f*ck this, no ones needs my art.

Sorry for ranting about myself like this, but i just needed to write it down finally. Oh, and don´t worry, i won´t leave FurAffinity. I just won´t draw anymore.</strike>

I´m sorry for yesterday, guys. I just overreacted, cause i´ve been trying to draw for a few weeks now and not even one picture was a success. Yesterday was the same problem, I´ve been trying to draw a sketch, but i just didn´t got it right... Then i overreacted, threw the sketch away and got depressed. And then this journal came right after this...
I´m so sorry for this, guys. I hope you can accept this apology.

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Yeah, my friends, finally a new journal after a looong time. xD

So, today i was at the Gamescom with two friends in Köln. It was f*cking epic there, i´ve seen Borderlands 2, Asassins Creed Revelations, Halo Anniversary, Modern Warfare 3, Skyrim, NFS: The Run and so on!
Sadly it was to full at the levels where you could see the developer playing the demos or show the trailers. Anyhow, we had luck finding, some bags with wallpapers of some games like Rage or Skyrim. 8D
So, it was definetly worth to visit the gamescom. : D

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So, some of you knew that i was back alread since sunday, but before someone of you still wonder where i am...
I´m back! : D And Italy was awesome, even with some little problems.

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1. I love my ex-girlfriend Sarah  SarahtheDragon <3
2. I love my friends <3
3. I love my family x3
4. I love Dragons
5. I love Sangheilis / Elites
6. I love pizza : D
7. I love Burger King and Mc Donalds food ... lol
8. I love to draw
9. I love to read
10. I love games, mostly Halo XD

Tagged people:
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Do it, if you want! : D

Ok, it´s 12 am right now while i´m writing this journal and in 12 hours i´m going to fly to italy. Not really excited at all...
Let´s see how much photos i will maybe upload here... lol

Well, see ya all, my friends and dA-family. :3 Wish me luck, that i´m fine when i´ll come back.

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As the title says: today i turned 18. : D
I already got Photoshop CS 5 Extended and i may get some money and 4200 points for Xbox Live. : D
And i thank all my friends and watchers for the congratulations. You´re the best! :3

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As the title says, my birtday is getting closer with each day and then i will turn 18 on monday. :3 I hope i will get some nice gifts. : D
Also next wednesday, i´m having an graduation trip with my class and we will fly to Italy! ^w^ (Well, i actually were there already over a year ago with my old class, but it can´t be bad to fly to it again. lol)
I also finished Crysis 2! : D Just an awesome game after Halo! : D

So, that are the news, my friends. C:

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Yesterday my family got the message that my 19-years old sister is pregnant for 3 months already... D:
It´s actually not that hard at all, my sister is old enough and so on, but my sister doesn´t know anything about responsibility. >w> Well, i´m only curious what gender the baby will be. Hope everything won´t be so stressful for my family.
That´s all.

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I hope everyone will have a good time.
I´m gonna sit here at home, totally alone, while all people are with their friends or mates... Damn, this sucks...

Well, i wish you all a happy new year.

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Today´s christmas, people! :D
I wish all my friends and watchers a wonderful day and nice holidays! :3

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If you stop before you reach the end you have a very small heart...

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Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school,
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He told his friends that it was cool,
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And when he pulled the trigger back,
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It shot with a great crack.
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Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told,
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I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold!
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But Mommy, when I went to school that day,
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I never said good-bye,
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I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry.
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When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another
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And all because Johnny, got the gun from his older brother.
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Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much,
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And please tell Trevor; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush.
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And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now
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dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now,
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And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best;
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Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest.
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Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class,
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And never to forget this, And please don't let this pass.
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Mommy, why'd it have to be me? No one deserves this
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Mommy, warn the others, Mommy I left without a kiss.
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And Mommy tell the doctors; I know they really did try,
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I think I even saw a doctor, Trying not to cry.
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Mommy, I'm slowly dying, With a bullet in my chest,
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But Mommy please remember, I'm in heaven with the rest.
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Mommy I ran as fast as I could,
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When I heard that crack, Mommy, listen to me if you would
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I wanted to go to college, I wanted to try things that were new,
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I guess I'm not going with Daddy, On that trip to the new zoo.
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I wanted to get married, I wanted to have a kid,
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I wanted to be an actress, Mommy, I wanted to live.
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But Mommy I must go now, The time is getting late,
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Mommy, tell my Trevor, I'm sorry but I had to cancel the date.
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I love you Mommy, I always have, I know you know it's true
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And Mommy all I wanted to say is, 'Mommy, I love you.'
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****In Loving Memory of The Virginia Tech Students Who Were Lost****
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Please if you would,
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Pass this around,
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I'd be happy if you could,
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Don't smash this on the ground.
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If you pass this on,
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Maybe people will cry,
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Just keep this in your heart,
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For the people who didn't get to say 'Good-bye'.
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1) Pass this on, and show people you care, resend this as 'Try Not To Cry'
2) Don't send it, and you have just proven how cold-hearted people really are

♥To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"

♥To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"

♥To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her

♥To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.

♥To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls

♥To every guy that said he would die for her.

♥To every guy that really would.

♥To every guy that did what she wanted to die for

♥To every guy that cried in front of her...

♥To every guy that she cried in front of...

♥To every guy that holds hands with her.

♥To every guy that kisses her with meaning..

♥To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.

♥To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.

♥To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.

♥To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.

♥To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to
see her for ten minutes

♥To every guy that would give his seat up...

♥To every guy that just wants to cuddle.

♥To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.

♥To every guy who told his secrets to her.

♥To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath.

♥To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.

♥To every guy that believed in her dreams.

♥To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them

♥To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.

♥To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door

♥To every guy that gave his heart.

♥To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.


Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore...
And because of this, there are not many left out there...

I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this cuz they care more about their image

If you are a nice guy repost this with: "Nice guys STILL finish last "

If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way
repost this with: "To Every Guy"

Finally i´m back! Yayz! x3

So, we moved and our new house is unbelievable big. (Well... at least bigger than our old home lol.)
And i played Halo: Reach the most time and i must say: THE GAME IS AMAZING! x3

Last but not least, i´ve missed my friends. All of them. *hugs them all*
I´m happy that i´m back again. :3

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Hey, my friends. :3
I wanted to say, that i won´t be online for maybe more than 7 days, because we´re moving house. Hope its gonna be done earlier. (But happily, i´ve got Halo Reach yesterday, so i have something to do... xD)
Well then, see ya all, my friends. x3

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Ok, im done with uploading all pages... |D *pants from exhaustion*
Now i will start to draw again. So, be ready for more soon... >:3

I decided to delete all old works of my manga because couldn´t edit the picturea. Now i will start to upload everything of my manga to the newest page like on Deviantart.
It will takes abit of time to upload all pages... D:
But dont worry, i wont forget it. ;3 (i hope so... lol)

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