Happy Valentine's Day :3 For all you who are single, quit complaining and go buy yourself a box of chocolate. I guess I'm weird in that I don't want roses or anything like that... I don't see the point of dieing flowers being given to me. ;) Give me something I can put in the ground and watch grow!

We are going to have steak and mashed chipotle sweet potatoes tonight. Tomorrow(hopefully avoiding the crowds!) we are hopefully going to go out to a steakhouse for dinner, then instead of buying each other store bought chocolates... We are going to go to Whole Foods and buy a few pieces of very nice bacon... high quality dark chocolate... and are going to make chocolate covered bacon >:3 Screw you convention.

http://www.thedealersden.com/auction_details.php?name=possum-fullsuit-for-sale&auction_id=108851

Less than 24 hours left on the possum suit I'm selling by  Lobitaworks

Check it out!!

http://www.thedealersden.com/auction_details.php?name=possum-fullsuit-for-sale&auction_id=108851

I'm selling my possum suit made by  LobitaWorks go check it out!!

Anybody up for a trade? I'm kinda wanting some art, but shouldn't be spending the money... I can do inks pretty quickly, colors may take a bit but I'll get it done :)

I'm just going to use this journal space to keep up with art that is owed to me... Pieces I have paid money for, and never received the art. It's not really a call-out, just something for me... I'll be updating it over time, because I need to dig through my notes to find everything ><

September 2009 -  evildustkitty - Two magnets
March 2010 -  anklebones - Two coffee pictures, willing to change
April 2010 -  Jea - Dancing icon
May 2010 -  FurBri2 /  FurBriCations - Foam cat fursuit head base
^^^Anybody know how to contact her, or where she is active? ^^^
August 2010 -  knottyascot - Tasha badge
January 2011 -  Rikku - Full color picture

I think this is it... I probably should do a deeper dig later, but just a skim through my notes and that's what I remember.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gj9l5WQR_Ns&feature=player_embedded

Omg... I busted out laughing at this. Enjoy :)

I really seem to have a love/hate relationship with the furry fandom...

http://www.nola.com/crime/index.ssf.....d_for_sex.html
He's a furry. A furry that is fucking LOCAL to me -.- I never talked to him, but ugg, really dude? It makes me really question if I want to bring my daughter around these kinds of people... He was at a recent meet apparently, but luckily he didn't even talk to me. I guess I'm just the evil lady with a demon baby.

I mean I KNOW they aren't all bad... My life wouldn't be what it is now if it wasn't for furry, funny enough.

I found the love of my life because of the fandom. If it wasn't for furry, I would have never met Noilez. If it wasn't for furry, I probably would still be in a loveless, mentally abusive marriage. I would be stuck with an extremely controlling person, with no way to escape. When I moved to Louisiana years ago... 5 years ago, I knew NOBODY. I was stuck here with no real way home, and my ex became extremely, extremely controlling. But through some amazing furry friends, I found an escape. You know who you are, even if some of you I am no longer friends with. I found amazing friends and I found something that made me happy. It provided a way to get away from the abuse.

I now have found the love of my life, have a beautiful daughter with him, a stable lifestyle with a house, two dependable cars, and I never have to worry about bills too much or not having food on the table. I have more than I could have ever asked for.

But I just don't think I'll be involved in the fandom like I was at one point ever again. I've seen the darker sides of it, but the lighter sides keep me here. I'll still be around and probably go to MFM every year... But I want to concentrate on rabbit shows more. I would get into rabbits more, except I don't have much of a place to keep very many.

I LOVE to read... and Zeke's step-mom got me a Kindle for Christmas 8D I'm super excited, and looking for some good stuff to put on it... Any suggestions?? I really love fantasy and talking animals, but I'll read anything as long as it's good. Free on Kindle is great too, but if something is good I'll add it to my wishlist and buy it in time ;)

... We are no longer the weird people on the street.

The neighbors just went walking down the street in two zentai suits. One was purple, the other was black and white. WTF. Now we need to go walking down the street in fursuit xD

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3026555/

 Mermade is doing a raffle! Also, she does some REALLY great work, so she's totally worth a look and maybe even a Watch! I love her stuff :)

http://youtu.be/PYF2mT-yy4o

Enjoy.

Welcome to the world Vivian Rose K.!! She was born November 30th, 2011 at 12:47 PM... 7 pounds, 4 ounces, 20 inches of pure beauty and sweetness.

We've been home for a few hours :) Everything is going wonderfully!!

Vivian is the sweetest, prettiest, most content baby I could ever dream of. She's breast feeding really well, and doesn't fuss much... When she does, it doesn't take much to make her happy. She's snoozing away in her swing at the moment!

I'm a little sore, but not too bad :) Just gotta take it easy, and not pick up anything heavier than Vivian... Meaning my poor cats can't be picked up LOL!!

I'll respond to every-bodies nice comments later I promise... I have so much energy, and have better things to do at the moment lol!! I just know people care, and I wanted to update everybody :)

I go in tonight at midnight to be induced!! Hopefully, by morning, Vivian should be here!! My online presence will probably be scarce, I'm not bringing my craptop, but I'll have my phone and 3DS with me. Those of you who have my number, feel free to text me!! I probably won't answer calls unless I know you REALLY well and can answer.

I'm 40 weeks and 5 days... 5 days overdue. She seems to be getting too comfy in there, so time to kick her little booty out lol!! I think they are having me go in at midnight so the stuff that induces labor has time to take effect.

Just woke up, wasting time lol!!

TEN ARE YOUS
► Are you single ➔ Nope!
► Are you happy ➔ Very, very much so.
► Are you bored ➔ I just woke up... Haven't had enough time to be bored! But I wish da yener didn't have to work today >.>
► Are you sad➔ Not at all.
► Are you Italian ➔ Maybe a teeny bit?
► Are you German ➔ Yes
► Are you Asian ➔ Not that I'm aware of, but it's possible.
► Are you angry ➔ Nope
► Are you Irish ➔ Yes
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yup.

TEN FACTS
► Birth Place ➔ Chattanooga, Tennessee
► Hair Color➔ Light brown
► Hair Style ➔ Long, strait, with a part to the side a bit... Or up. I'm oh so creative with my hair XD
► Eye color ➔ Blue-gray
► Birthday ➔ June 25
► Mood ➔ Wishing Noilez was here >:3
► Gender ➔ Female.
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or Winter ➔ Winter... Summers here are torture.
► Morning or Afternoon ➔ Afternoon.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ Very, very much so.
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ In a way. Not true love, but sometimes... You just know.
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ It wasn't really a normal, true, healthy relationship... But me.
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ Yup
► Have you ever broken someone's heart ➔ Yep
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ Not really. For me, exes are usually exes for a reason.
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ Not at all...
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ Yups :3
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ Yeah... It's kinda creepy.
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ Kinda?

TEN THIS OR THAT
► Love or Lust ➔ Love.
► Lemonade or Iced tea ➔ Iced tea. Anymore lemonaid is too acidy and makes me sick :(
► Cats or Dogs ➔ Cats!!! Dogs are cool and all, but are too needy. My cat is better trained than most dogs I meet. I discovered she knows Sit last night...
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ Few best friends.
► Television or Internet ➔ Internet... I can talk to people :D
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ Eew neither. Too sugary, bubbly, and acidy.
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ Wild night in? >:3
► Day or Night ➔ Night
► IM or Phone ➔ IM

TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ Not while sneaking out... It was discovered I was gone later xD
► Fallen off the stairs ➔ Yes >.>
► White water rafting➔ I'd some some simple rapids in a kayak, but not true white water.
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ Yea
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yep
► Prank called a store ➔ No, only assholes do that.
► Skipped School ➔ Yes
► Wanted to disappear➔ Yes

TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or Eyes ➔ Eyes.
► Light or Dark Hair ➔ Dark
► Fat or Skinny --> A little pudgier than average, but no lard buckets... That's gross.
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ Intelligence.
► Jock or Nerd ➔ Nerd.
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationship
► Funny and poor OR Rich and serious ➔ How about stable and awesome? lol!!
► Play the guitar or into sports ➔ Could care less, those are two things I really don't give a shit about XD

TEN LASTS
► Last Phone Call/Text ➔ FaceBook
► Last phone call you received ➔ Fox's Pizza calling about the application I put in... FIVE FREAKIN MONTHS AGO!!!
► Last person you hung out with ➔ Noilez <3
► Last person you hugged ➔ Noilez
► Last person you IM'ed ➔ Dark Mayne
► Last thing you ate ➔ Ceral
► Last thing you drank ➔ Water
► Last site you went to ➔ FA?
► Last place you were ➔ The kitchen? Or out of the house? We went to the grocery store last night! *gasp*



RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ Yes.
► Do you want to be ➔ Ooh yeah.
► When was your last relationship ➔ A couple months-ish before I started dating Noilez? Again, I'd hardly call it a relationship.
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ Ooh yeah.
► Do you still love them ➔ Very much so, he's literally the one I still dream about <3
► Do you like someone right now ➔ Yups lol, if I didn't like him that would be... Unhealthy.

My friend  SpiffyArt is offering NAME YOUR PRICE -traditional- commissions! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/2917565/

Her art is super cute, and it will be done in time for Christmas... Perfect for presents :) I would commission her, but my spending money is next to none at the moment :(

I think I'm going to greatly cut back on my ties with furries. That doesn't mean that I'm dropping out of the fandom, I'll always be a furry. I just... Really can't stand many of the idiots anymore. This isn't something to blame for one event, or one person... This is something I've been brooding over for a long time. I guess I just have more reason now. There is so, so much petty drama.

I'm not deleting any of my art, heck I'll still upload stuff... But don't expect to see much more 'furry' stuff from me. I find myself much happier drawing cute animals vs. anthros. I have one adult piece that is about 80% finished, and I may finish that and call it quits on adult art. I would like to be able to show anybody my sketch book and not be embarrassed.

I've got less than 3 weeks before Vivian gets here... I have better things to do than deal with dumb furries. My friends will always be my friends, and they know that. I may still go to local furmeets, but I'm still standing by no longer organizing them. I quit organizing furmeets after everybody expected me to cater to their every whim, and find a place at a drop of a hat that could feed 30 people at once. I was also expected to make sure everybody was buddy-buddy and nobody was to be excluded... I'm not your momma.

I get more enjoyment anymore out of going to rabbits shows... What is also nice is that I can bring Vivian to rabbit shows with me. I don't have to worry about some creeper who likes cub porn, or some angsty anti-hetero person saying something rude. You don't like being called a faggot? Getting called a Breeder because I choose to have a family hurts even more. Rabbit shows also cost much less to go to, and I get to play with my bunnies every day. Rabbit people are just... Some of the most genuine people I've ever met. Some of them may be a bit country and backwards, but you won't meet a friendlier bunch.

I'll be selling my possum suit made by Growly very, very soon. I just need to take pictures and make measurements of the bodysuit. I'll be selling her starting at $275, buy it now $325. She will come with a head, small bodysuit, and extra fur. I'll also be selling my Tasha Shepard suit made by me in the distant future. I'll be starting her at $400, buy it now $550. She will come with a head, bodysuit, hand and foot paws, tail, and TONS of extra, rare fur. I don't get as much enjoyment out of wearing her as I used to, but she is still in awesome shape. I still want to remake Delilah's head one day, I enjoyed playing her character much, much more.

I may still go to MFM every year, if we have somebody to watch Vivian. But most of my fursuit events will be with a local SPCA group... I find more happiness working with the public.

I don't know what it is, but people are particularly bitchy today here on internet world. I think I'm going to go work on the house because it's annoying me.

Oh, and less than 4 weeks to go till the baby is here <3

My cat makes a good drum.

I just reviewed a bunch of recipes over on my LJ, check it out :)

http://fuzibuni.livejournal.com/207264.html

It really bugs me when people copy and paste thanks for the fav/watch -.- Particularly when I remove one, just to have them comment the same exact comment again. It's needless. It makes me almost want to remove the favorite.

Just wanted to do a little braggin on my bunnies hehe...

I went to a show today that I had been REALLY looking forward to for a while... It was a good sized show with a nice number of Jersey Wooly breeders :) I only brought Spook http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6341173/ and Chip(don't have any pictures of him up here). I expected Chip to do better since Spook is a little on the big side, and she just molted her crown... Jynx stayed home because she's due to have babies Tuesday hopefully.

Spook did surprisingly well!! She was up against some VERY nice rabbits my friend had just gotten from Maryland a few weeks ago... Spook took Best of Group in show 2, and Best Opposite Sex of Group in Show 1!!! Meaning... She earned her Grand Champion title today!! The placing goes Best of Group, Best of Breed, Best in Show. She was -very- close on taking Best of Breed in Show 2!!

http://www.thenaturetrail.com/Grand.....lland-Lops.htm Here's a little info on how a rabbit earns it's Grand Champion status. I know it's a Holland Lop site, but it applies to all rabbits.

But I'm just so proud of her because she's been my little troublemaker... and I love her to pieces. But oh boy have there been times she's been a headache. When I got her, I thought her brother looked a bit nicer and smaller than her... But she was just SO mellow when I handled her. Her brother was scared and nervous so I took her... She is the most bold little Wooly I have ever seen XD This led to her getting her toenail bit off by my house rabbit Ichi when she was little(it grew back!!!). Then at a big show I got her tattoo redone and little booger butt flipped over on the lady giving her a tattoo and she got a big old smear of BLACK ink on her pretty white fur... We got it cleaned out but it was hard. Then the same show I found out she had the starting of ear mites, which in the 100s of rabbits I've had over the years NEVER had an issue with... But it's easy to clear up.

She's been a handful, but I love her to death. She hardly ever kicks, enjoys me holding her, but is such a drama queen. She'll thump at you after you put her in her cage, hates Judges... She'll also grunt at you when you first touch her in her cage, but never bites. As I told you, total drama queen. But you let her loose on the floor and she'll have so much fun and will binkie till she drops.

Well I'm going to attempt to go back to sleep, hope my tummy stays happy lol

http://fuzibuni.livejournal.com/205596.html

Ok I'm selling and GIVING AWAY a bunch of stuff. For the free stuff, all I ask that you pay shipping. I'm not against trading art for some of these items as well, as long as your art style is what I'm looking for. I'm kinda picky, don't be afraid to ask, but don't be upset if I say no. For trades in art, I ask that you still cover shipping please. If you are local, I don't mind giving stuff to you in person to save on shipping.

Most of my prices should be dirt cheap! If you don't think so, feel free to bargain with me!

All I need is your zip and what you want to quote shipping. I need this stuff GONE. 6 weeks till little Vivian is here!

There is LOTS of different things, beanie babies, plushies, NeoPets items, VHS anime, Disney stuff, Spyro, Art/Fursuit Supplies, My Little Pony, Costumes, sculptures...

If you don't have an LJ, feel free to comment here :)

I'm thinking of selling some plush and such on ebay... But I've never sold anything on there before. Any tips from those that have experience?? I've sold stuff on thedealersden.com but I think I need a wider market.

Somebody PLEASE tell this little lady... TO STOP PLAYING IN MY RIBS.

Poor thing is starting to run out of room I think xD I'm about 8 months now... Finally got some work done on the babies room!! Almost all the fur is moved out, still have a good bit to do but it is a start <3

http://fuzibuni.livejournal.com/200767.html

You can comment here, or on there :) I can quote shipping, all I need is your zip code!! I also have some freebies with purchase available!!

I'm 3/4 of the way through this!!

http://pregnancy.baby-gaga.com/cale...../week30?ref=nf

Only 10 weeks left!! I can't wait to hold that little girl in my arms... I'm still dealing with being sick sometimes, but it's not as bad as it used to be. I'm not puking daily thankfully!! Also just found out that ANOTHER friend is pregnant, even though her husband got snipped!! Turns out if you are under 30 and in good health, things can fuse back together... I guess its one of those things that if its meant to be, it's gonna happen!!

We've also decided her name is going to be Vivian Rose :) Initials are VRK. Vivian was Noilez's grandma's name, and it's just a really pretty name. Rose because I wanted a nature-ish name that didn't scream hippie. Rose is simple and classy.

We still have LOTS of work to do on the baby room *flails* I'm stuck though because I can't seem to lift anything heavy without my back getting very angry >:(