Alone
General | Posted 2 years ago[REDACTED]
Da fook
General | Posted 3 years agoI hate that stuff has been bothering me more lately. I usually just let stuff go or get over it you know shove it down and forget it. But lately it’s been like trying to shove stuff into an already full trash can.
Eh I’ll empty it out in my iPhone notes. Lol.
Should clean it out like a windows recycling bin lmfao
Eh I’ll empty it out in my iPhone notes. Lol.
Should clean it out like a windows recycling bin lmfao
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General | Posted 3 years agoOne day I hope
What’s wrong.
General | Posted 4 years agoKinda just not myself right now. I’m happy.
But I’m still honestly extremely sad. Or tired. Exhausted?
That’s just depression but I hate the idea of even thinking I have depression.
I’ve been trying to keep busy. Throwing myself into my art. Trying to make a good ref sheet or find someone to do one for me. I found a free one online that I want used as a ref for my ref.
Eh. But then I wanna do it myself too ya know. I can’t find someone who has the style I really want. I don’t want Malum butchered. Eh this just turned into more of a rant instead of a vent.
But I’m still honestly extremely sad. Or tired. Exhausted?
That’s just depression but I hate the idea of even thinking I have depression.
I’ve been trying to keep busy. Throwing myself into my art. Trying to make a good ref sheet or find someone to do one for me. I found a free one online that I want used as a ref for my ref.
Eh. But then I wanna do it myself too ya know. I can’t find someone who has the style I really want. I don’t want Malum butchered. Eh this just turned into more of a rant instead of a vent.
Moods
General | Posted 4 years ago I hate “I don’t hate it” when it comes to art. I hate that so much. I work on something for a few hours least you can do is say you don’t like it or do you. Not “I don’t hate it” it fucking sucks man, to hear that on something you actually put some fucking heart into. It’s hard for me to love my own work sometimes, cause I usually don’t feel it’s good enough but to hear that from them. That broke my heart.Still Alive? Dead? Idk Zombie.
General | Posted 4 years agoBenn through a good bit but still moving.
Don't expect books from me cause I don't like going to detail on my own life only my characters.
Working on a new character. "Windaru"
Female Lion.
Age: 21
Eh don't know what else to type. I'm here so that's your problem.
Don't expect books from me cause I don't like going to detail on my own life only my characters.
Working on a new character. "Windaru"
Female Lion.
Age: 21
Eh don't know what else to type. I'm here so that's your problem.
Stress.
General | Posted 4 years agoJust my thoughts.
I sit here every night thinking about stuff that just gets to me. That sits with me as I read on my iPad or draw crappy sketches.
This would be my first journal ever anywhere. I usually write in my notes. But since my identity is kinda hidden. I don’t see why not.
why stressed…?
Not truly sure. Could be cause of a bill. Or just a mental thought in my head leading down a rabbit hole of depression.
Nonsense.
Always sit and wait for something just to have nothing happen and to look foolish.
I sit here every night thinking about stuff that just gets to me. That sits with me as I read on my iPad or draw crappy sketches.
This would be my first journal ever anywhere. I usually write in my notes. But since my identity is kinda hidden. I don’t see why not.
why stressed…?
Not truly sure. Could be cause of a bill. Or just a mental thought in my head leading down a rabbit hole of depression.
Nonsense.
Always sit and wait for something just to have nothing happen and to look foolish.
FA+
