Well it's been an odd little while, A few things going on really. I shan't go back to far cause im pretty sure no one cares lol. However, suffice it to say. I came out. Yup, not to everyone yet. There is timining issues to think of, but still I said it. After many many years. So yeah, It didn't go too badly, but then it coulda gone better.



I have been trying to get into drawing, Im not great but I am wicked enjoying it, that and trying to meet new people and make freinds. I live in a very quiet little village in the most streight laced hell hole of southern england. So the likley hood of meeting furries or gay dudes or anything is somewhat limited. Which can be a challenge. It's a shame really I get pretty lonley all alone out here. Still it's weird after so long being afraid and introverted to really let fly.



It's odd, I've been so excited about this, getting out into the internet and talking to people (A skill that I am sorely lacking). It feels odd that my phone actually goes off now. Still Im rambling, but hey its my blog so why the hell not. The dealing with new feelings thing though, thats been weird to get my head around. I still get my old social phobia pretty badly, when I say something that sounds right in my head but comes out creepy, or if I come on too strong in kind of a BE MY FREIND CAUSE YOUR AWESOME *Punches arm and then runs away* way. So that is something to work on. So I am relived the majority of peeps either just ignore it or are patient with me lol. I'm just getting to the point where I am calming down and stopping being so OCD.



I kinda like the person I am allowing myself to be, however it is sad in away when I think of all i've repressed, the fun I've missed the pain i've felt. I could go into my issues but thats not for here or now.



What I am trying to say to the cosmos in my own way is...



I'm gay, I'm a furry and I love ya'll.



P.S. I would honestly (although I doubt they will see this) like to thank from the bottom of my heart all those who have helped me along the way, been supportive or even just said something in passing. Its made me feel less alone, far less frightend and valued. So ya'll mean the world from afar.



Welcome to my new life!

Hey all, I am trying to get more involved with things here. I am still trying to edit what i have written and getting lost in it, results are some what patchy. .

Also i am trying to get better at commenting and talking to peeps so I hope i come accross ok

But one thing I am really struggling with is the fact that I really can't draw. Any tips?

1. Your Name:

2. Age:

3. Fave Color:

4. Are you a virgin?

5. Are we friends?

6. Do you have a crush on me?

7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?

8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?

9. Would you walk on the beach with me?

10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?

11. Do you talk about me?

12. Do you think I'm a good person?

13. Would you change anything about me if you could?

14. If you could ask one question, what would it be?

15. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?

16. Where do you live? if US what state?

17. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Ok so i got the intro posted but here's the thing. What was supposed to be a quick plot what plot screwathon is up to 24 pages. No idea how to edit it or get it readable, but at least the prototype is coming a long. It even has an attempt at plot and small amounts of character development. I shall see what happens and post when i think it doesn't suck so much.

Orc

So, Attempting to write my first story. Well, gotta admit its not going too well. I must have re-written the introduction about a thousand times.

Its going to be about a trucker and a biker, should be a pretty simple story but it won't set up right when i type it. Ah well hopefully should have an intro at least sketched out in the next few