it is my birthday today and not much to say but i enjoyed myself today and im glad

and only two people will read this yay me

there is a charity going on to help someone fix a problem with their mouth from getting horribly bad if you can help by giving anything to help or spread the word http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4129150/

my life amazingly sucks i have no money no work now my family's house i moved back to has no heat or hot water till who knows when it never fucking ends no matter how hard i try *sighs* guess the world wants me to kill myself lovely wonder what will go wrong tomorrow if i don't freeze to death tonight

i may not be where i would like or as successful as i want to be but i am hoping that this day turns out to be a good one i need it

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okay thought i do something for turkey day and give free art to all you wish it of me i am not the best but i am also trying not to be the worst artist either and i haven't done anything in ages. so if you'd like to ill be trying to do at least five different ones so the first five to say im in and give me a reference picture and what thanksgiving outfit you'd like will be drawn. also please if you'd like to share so other try to join in on this please do i don't think ill get many grabbing for this lol thank you to any who join in on this and hope you'll have a great thanksgiving when it arrives.

Rules
1. first come first serve so please don't argue who should be getting it please

2. please leave name with the reference i don't always remember it so if its different then your username please let me know and ill be sure to get it right

3. please be detailed on the outfits i don't want to get it wrong and be yelled at

4. i am not the fastest artist i don't have time to do it in the day because i live with a room mate id rather not share my art that i post here with

5. let me know how i did and ill try my best to get it all done before thanksgiving

thank you for your time and hope i can do well for you all thanks for stoppingin and reading this

and by laws of time and space i am a year older maybe wiser ill have to test that theory *holds fork to outlet* hmmm maybe after i get some sleep

yes i know i havent uploaded anything at all but thats going to change soon hopefully have had massive artists block on one drawing DAMN HANDS WHY DO YOU KEEP MY ART FROM BEING KNOWN!! but i hope to have it done soon i just suck so bad right now its depressing

going to be spending it at a friends house maybe some drinking and lighting fireworks while drunk should be fun

i will be the first to admit my birth dad hasn't turned out to be the best father but hes still my dad but this day is also for my granpa who has been like a father to me when my own dad wasn't so today is for both of them in my heart and i love them both deeply and to me today isn't only celebrating fathers but the memory of my granpa who has passed on a man who was a great father a great man and a great story teller funniest man in my whole life

and a scanner on the way i will finally be able to upload my crummy art and what not might give me a good reason to start drawing again its been ages since my will to draw fizzled out

my mother has recently passed away as of yesterday morning and now i will be trying to find my way home. im trying my hardest to stay as level headed as i can so that i can manage my trip home without freaking out. her funeral will be the 5th of next month and i hope i will make it in time.

i just got the other day dc universe online collectors edition for ps3 which also just got few days before im loving it so much just needs some adjusting so i can read the damn tiny print on the screen

its been a while since i joined and i need to put something up however i am in an artistic slump. hopefully ill get past it soon i have so many ideas yet no drive to put them down on paper. if anyone would like to try and help suggestions are welcomed no charge or anything i just want to draw again guess we will see where it goes from here.