I have a fever of 38 (I got sick), and my aunt is dying of terminal cancer, and I was offered to come say goodbye to her because she will be gone soon.
Every time I want to get back on my feet, life hits my kneecaps so hard that they break into pieces.
That was the end of the news
I'd like to draw, but I just want to lie flat and try to keep warm (because there's really no heating at home :)) I want to decompose into atoms

! I would like to warn all of you: there may be long delays in my responses right now, and I hope for your understanding.
I need to work, and I understand that, and I'll do my best.
Thank you

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63010822/ - raffle

https://www.furaffinity.net/view/63010199/ - new ych

Hello everyone, as you may have noticed, I've been absent from almost all my social media platforms and haven't been drawing for a while.

Unfortunately, my condition has deteriorated again, and I've been undergoing treatment.
I'll be sharing updates about my orders soon, including on discord!

A lot of bad things happened, and it took me 3 weeks to come to my senses. One of the most terrible news is that one of my cats died this year, she died under terrible circumstances. And, unfortunately, maybe in a couple of months my second cat will die, she was diagnosed with cancer. It's hard for me to accept what's going to happen to my cat soon, it took me a long time to prepare for the fact that her death awaits me.

I apologize for my sudden disappearance!

Hello everyone!
To increase the number of subscribers, I will be holding a new art raffle soon.
At the moment, I believe that there will be 2 raffles: on my page here, as well as on my Twitter or blue Sky. You can pre-subscribe to these social networks if you want. <3
I will also be glad to repost my latest art!

I decided to save up more beautiful art, so I'm rescheduling the raffle until the end of November, I want to be confident in my portfolio.

There will be only one winner in each raffle .

https://x.com/GoodNightt37358?t=wez.....w&amp;s=09

https://bsky.app/profile/g0odnight.bsky.social

Hello everyone!
I'm back home, and I'm ready to get to work.
I want to express my great gratitude to all those who congratulated me :> it was important and pleasant for me!
I had a pretty good rest.
I hope in November I will be able to visit my mom again, and even for 4 days, and not for 2 days like this time. I would like to spend more time with her, but unfortunately I live in another city.
And on the 9th, I will be able to please you with a new Japanese-themed art.
<3
Have a good day! 🌸🫶

It's scary to realize that this birthday might not come. I tried to commit suicide this year, and I almost succeeded.
I am very sorry that due to my illness, the fulfillment of many orders has been delayed. But it was difficult for me to cope with even basic human needs, not to mention creativity: I didn't eat, didn't go outside for months on end, and locked myself in an apartment that I turned into hell. And life seemed like hell. When I had the mood to draw, I had to spend it on setting up new YCH accounts, because I needed money to survive.
In November, I will be able to fully pay off all my art commissions and continue creating with a clear conscience.
However, today is my birthday, and I have turned 21!! Please allow me to take a break on this day and the following few days, as I have not seen my mother in a long time and would like to visit her for a couple of days. 🫶
Thank you for your understanding.
I appreciate your congratulations.<3 Thank you in advance!
If you want to make me happy and help me collect money for my own computer (I work on my husband's computer), you can send me a donation by clicking on this link: https://boosty.to/good666night

Hello everyone!!
Well, I will be holding a raffle at the end of October, and I want to tell you in advance what the conditions for participation will be:
-.. just write a comment ( I will create a separate post for this) and send your character's reference, haha ( and of course be subscribed to me)
The raffle will be based on art with full render , details and background

But there is an important thing, I will determine the winner only when there are 900 subscribers on my FA page. UwU

In October, I will give away the prizes for the last lottery, and I will be happy to hold a new one.

Have a nice day, everyone!

Are there any artists among you who would like to collaborate with me? |･ω･)

you need an average or high drawing skill, an audience of 500 subscribers or more. If you have any suggestions, please leave a request with examples here in the comments.

✨thanks ✨

hello everyone!! I thought it was important to let you know that my condition has improved and I have finally been able to rest properly, and .. I went into remission !!
I feel amazingly well, and I will try to maintain this condition.

I have accumulated a large list of orders, so I switch to daily Work Mode, I plan to take a rest off only on Sundays. I have all the Orders written down, so don't think I've forgotten about any of you.

even though I have 800 subscribers very soon, I am incredibly happy with this huge number of people who follow my modest work. thank you!!
At the moment, I have plans to lottery the first thousand subscribers to the FA, as well as 500 followers on Twitter and blue Sky. UwU
now I can only work on orders, but when my husband returns and I receive financial support, I will be able to draw a lot of fan art and actively develop social networks!

Thank you all, you have been patient with me, I love you. 🌸💗🥹
Have a nice day, everyone

Well, I would never have thought that my vacation with my family could do me more harm than good.
My father 's alcohol addiction worsened , and it turns out that my brother had an equally severe stage of mental illness all this time . and after all this news, I began to feel even Worse, because unfortunately I can't help them in any way . They have a very difficult financial situation, and I had to help my brother with some bills

Is it normal that I feel even more tired after resting?

hello everyone!
in general, my condition has worsened a lot lately (I have a severe stage of depression), and therefore I am going on vacation to my Parents in the hope that I will be able to feel better.

A month ago, I had a suicide attempt, which became the main indicator of the deterioration of my condition.

I'm not taking medication at the moment, so I'm not actually undergoing treatment for depression.
I will be away from July 24 to July 28, I need this kind of " rehabilitation" , and I apologize to everyone I haven't answered over the past week. It's difficult for me to communicate with People when my condition worsens. ;w; 🌸
I wish you all a good mood ! 🖤🌸

Tomorrow I will open two commission slots at a reduced price, full render + background.
You can check the price list in advance, and I can also book 1 of the 2 slots today.
- the background is included in the price
-head - $155 ( Second character + 50 dollars)
-half body / full body - $225 ( second character + $ 120 )- Full body

if you have any questions for me as a person, or something like that, feel free to ask them to me. but please avoid asking questions about my work and drawing- I've had an unpleasant experience that makes me not really like questions of this kind ಥ_ಥ

Hello, friends!!
starting next month, I will create a log with records of all current orders. It will show the progress of work as a percentage, the deadline (when the work was purchased And by what time it should be completed)
-! I have delays on orders at the moment, I am currently working at an accelerated pace. because I have finally completed my college studies and completed my professional development courses two weeks ago!!however, after six months, I will continue my studies again, and perhaps I will take fewer orders.
I keep a personal order list, but I also want to make it public.
Have a good mood, everyone!! <3

https://www.furaffinity.net/user/vaxassx/
this person sends out strange messages to users in open comments . I can't be sure if this is a scammer, but the account was created recently and the comments this person leaves have strange content.
⚠️Friends, be careful, his messages may be a provocation. ⚠️

UPD: a person leaves comments to attract attention to themselves. He writes strange, positive and negative comments, after which he makes posts with Art and sales.

Have a nice summer by the way!!!

Well, it's not long before such a pleasant event for me! When 8 more people sign up for me, I'll have a little celebration. (✿◠‿◠)
in this regard, I would like to know (I asked about this not so long ago) if there are people who have included me in the list of Their favorite artists? If there are any, please share it with me, it's interesting and important to me as an artist.
thanks !

Well, I had a curious case that I would like to tell you about, because, to be honest, I didn't understand anything.

Yesterday I posted a drawing of the tomb, and I really liked it. I have placed all my drawings on the avatar and banner in accordance with intellectual property law. but this morning, I was surprised to find that a public statement appeared on my page demanding that the drawings be removed from my avatar and banner. After that, I read the message that was sent, apparently, after the public statement. It was not my client who wrote to me, but his art manager with the same requirement that I wrote above. I immediately deleted the art and banner with this character without reproach or conflict.
I was very unpleasantly surprised that they made a public statement first, and only then contacted me personally. and it wasn't the customer himself. I cried and calmed down.
And now I've posted a drawing on the same theme, but with a different background, a different character, a different pose, a different palette, and a different lighting. all that remains is the idea and the angle - the coffin and the angle from which the character looks from above. and I received a question from the customer, again only publicly, he again did not write to me personally, although I calmly get in touch and fulfill all the requirements.
In an attempt to resolve the issue, I wrote in messages, and ... and I was just blocked.
I remind you that I calmly comply with all the requirements, but they decided to publicly humiliate me twice without contacting me in private messages.

The idea of art is my intellectual property, I didn't think it was possible to privatize an idea from someone else's head. And that's it..Is it okay?
in addition, I have a lot of questions: why arrange a public spanking when I calmly make contact , communicate calmly and fulfill any requirement to make everyone comfortable? Why did a stranger write to me? Why don't I have the right to own my own ideas?
Does that mean I'm no longer allowed to draw coffins and use a top-down perspective?

I plan to do a raffle in the summer with prizes of 2 entries from me, with certain easy to fulfill conditions.
now you can just subscribe in advance. https://x.com/GoodNightt37358?t=SmR.....w&amp;s=09
<3

I will make an official statement:
1. I NEVER send friend requests to discord myself. The first thing you will see is that I have officially closed the auction and sent you a warning (in the auction comment, if this is an auction) that I will write to you soon on the FA.
2. I NEVER put my art on a discord avatar, and I never sign my discord with my art nickname GoodNight
3. In general, I never write First for nothing.
4. my discord is hidden from the rest, most of the time I continue to communicate with Customers on the FA. but in some cases, I can actually communicate in discord. However, all the same, the first correspondence with me takes place on the FA / my official Twitter account.
If you have been deceived by this person, please let me know.
someone tried to cheat a person with money on my behalf, be vigilant and always write to me on this official account if you have any suspicions about the authenticity of my other accounts that send you messages.

I noticed that you can specify a list of favorite artists on the FA page, and it became interesting to me.. Do any of you have me listed as one of your favorite artists on your page? ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) Just let me know if I'm listed as your favorite artist.