So im sure youve all noticed my sporadic uploads this summer. Its probably not hard to guess ive had a rough time lately. Frankly my life's been downhill for three years but this isn't about that

This is more about me feeling like i should just leave the furry fandom. I feel alienated. I have for years. It makes me sound shitty but i just dont care anymore. Obviously i have friends and some of them are the closest I've ever had. But the majority of my experience in this fandom? Nah, i dont belong.

You can say what you want about the number of followers i have. I'm an asshole for not appreciating what i have. But when i look at my experience in the furry fandom, its not been liberating. Its not been a wonderful community to me. I feel alienated. Left out. Unappreciated. You know how many stories i've written for people that they never even read? All I ever wanted was to be a person that people wanted to talk to. Someone who had a talent that people valued.

Obviously the problem is me. I dont fit in. I never will. And I'm sick of trying. I thought this was the one place i'd feel welcome. But here i am after 8 years still struggling to get anyone to text me first. To reciprocate a damn birthday gift. To get a meaningful comment or fanart or ANYTHING that shows i inspired the slightest bit of goodwill and creativity.

I give up.

Hey everyone! I totally didn't say this ahead of time but im at anthrocon! Come say hi if you see me. I promise i dont bite
Unless i really like you. Then i must chomp

If you're here too, lemme know! We can arrange a meet up

Hey everyone! In case you hadnt noticed i took May off from writing. I really needed a break unfortunately. But the good news is, ill be back to work in June!

The bad news is i really need to hammer in on commissions. So if youve been looking for a chance to commission me, hop in my DMs and get a tiny ott to write for you

Hey everyone! For those who've played --Apotheios and Darkrite, is there any interest in getting commissions of a battle starring your character or sona? Or even rule34? I'm not sure about pricing yet but I wanted to gauge if this is something people would want

Hey everyone! I thought it was about time I did a raffle for a free story again! This time, it's for patrons $3 and up. This will be for a 1.5-2k word story of your choosing! I reserve the right to not accept certain ideas. As always, refer to my previous stories for an idea of what I'll write. But you know that haha.

Raffle ends in 3 days, March 30th, at Noon Eastern time. Good luck to everyone who wishes to enter!

See the post here!

Hey everyone! I'm opening up for comms for february. As you may have noticed, my queue is a little long right now so things may take a while to reach you unfortunately. But to be completely honest, I really need the money so I'm opening up! Don't worry though, I'll definitely get to your place in the queue.


As usual, either DM me or use my commission form for submissions. This is not first come first serve, but I will be closing once I get three stories that interest me, so get yours in fast! Check out my gallery for the types of things I usually write!

Hey everyone! I’m opening up for January Comms. Be one of the first ones to get a story from me in the new year! Whatever ideas you have, put them either in my commission form or DM me for more info!

Take the Poll Here
Hey everyone! I hope December is treating you well.

Since its the end of the year I thought I’d ask what you all want from me ^^ I have a lot of potential projects, but I want to make sure they actually have an audience. So, in comes you all! Take the poll on patreon (link above) and I'll do my best to follow through on what you all want to see!

Hey everyone! I've got a poll up on patreon to vote on December's YCH. It's open to everyone, even non patrons, so check it out if you want to help decide!
The options are as follows

1. A person shrinks on their hookup's body overnight, forced to endure their life as a nano [Nano] (2 Slots)

2. One of Galax's friends deals with his powers accidentally shrinking them-and warping reality so that no one remembers they used to be big [Micro] (1 slot)

3. A Pokemon eats their trainer's other pokeballs for attention [Object/Same Size vore] (1 Slot)

4. A micro's cloaker breaks while in a club [Micro, Vore] (3 Slots)

5. Spell goes wrong, splitting a person's consciousness between their roommate's things [Object TF] (2 Slots)

https://www.patreon.com/posts/decem.....-ych-116384707

Hey, everyone. First off, I want to apologize for the lack of uploads the last few weeks. I would rather not go into the details, but I was in the hospital for the better part of the last two weeks and didn't have access to my phone or computer. So, you can imagine why updates slowed down. I'm working to get back into the groove of things but it might be a bit while I try and remember what has and hasn't been uploaded.

Long story short, I'm fine now, but it was a large disruption to my life and I'm still working to get back into my routine. Thank you for understanding.

Heya everyone! Still open for story commissions for this month. Queue was rather short so I'm looking to take on a few more. If you've got an idea, don't hesitate to DM me or submit to my comm form.

Art Caption ($25)
Have a bit of art that you’ve either drawn or had drawn for you? Want to have a fun and/or hot description to go with it? For a flat price of $15 per caption, I will write you 500 words of a short story to match!

Quickie Comms ($35)
Want a bit more description than a simple caption can provide, but don’t want to go all out with a long story? Enjoy a short little vignette that has just enough room for a quick scenario. A micro getting processed by a titan’s guts? Totally! Your character squashing a city between their toes? Absolutely! You name it, I write it! Typically about 800 words long.

Short Story ($0.04 USD per word/$40 per thousand words)
The most common type of commission! You give me an idea and a word count, and I’ll get started on a story! See the vast majority of my gallery for details. These stories will run from about 1500-5000 words.

Alterations
- Use one of my characters in the spotlight: -5%
- Use a character from the preferred list: -5%
- Gore/Scat tax: +10%
- Female Focus: +5%

You can find a summary here!

Hey everyone! Guess what? I have a proper discord server now. Dedicated to me, your macro god

Jk jk but seriously, join if you’d like regular updates on my stories, previews, or just chatting with me and people who like my stuff

https://discord.gg/xRjbtWva2W

Hey everyone! Just letting you all know that I've made a new tier available for my patreon. For $50 a month, you get all previous rewards (character cameos, story requests, discount tokens, etc) + a monthly quickie comm (about 1000 words). There are only 5 slots available for this one, so get them while they're hot!

Hey everyone! Just letting y'all know that I'm still open for commissions this month! I've decided to accept more commissions at a time to keep up with bills.
Anyway, as usual, price is $40 per thousand words. I can write just about anything you usually see on my page ^^ Thanks for your interest!

Also, I'm thinking about MAYBE opening art commissions. If that's something you might be interested in, leave a comment or DM me about it. Real tentative folks, so don't expect too much any time soon

Hey everyone! For those interested in the lore and characters of my stories, I've put together a sort of wiki for them. It's a bit sparse for now, but over time I'll be adding articles for all of my characters and worlds that you might see in my stories. Right now, you can read about the echo-verse, astrals, and how magic works. There are also pages for Kabelo, Sun, and Galax. Give it a look and lemme know what you think. Enjoy!

https://app.kanka.io/w/269435

Hey everyone! I’m really tearing through the commission queue this time around so I decided to open up for a few more. This time there will be no word limit (though I probably won’t do something like 10k words haha).

As always, my rate is 4 cents per word (40 USD per 1000) and I’ll write just about anything you see in my gallery. DM me or use the commission form if you’d like a slot. Hope to see some cool ideas from you all ^^

I’m thinking about doing another YCH for two characters. The story would involve a giga macro (Character A) buying the city that Character B lives in and having their way with it. Particularly with a focus on musk and cum

Character B would then do the same with a nano city *they* own, destroying it in the process.

Another YCH would be for a single person, a micro going on a date with my monkey character Sun (and all that entails). Big focus on vore and the like.

Figured I’d gauge interest before pulling the trigger on this. Are either of these a story you would want to bid on? Which character would you prefer if the first one?

Hey everyone! Just wanted to remind you all that there is a telegram channel for my stories now! You'll be the first notified when new Patreon and FA stories go up, as well as commission openings and general chatter. If you'd like to join, find the link below! To tell the truth, it's a little dry there. Would love to chat with y'all some more.

In other news, my patreon now includes exclusive short stories on the $10 tier. I'm hoping this provides a little more value to the subscription. My channel is the best way to know when these stories go live so... y'know... *wink wink*

Join here!

Hey everyone! Hope you've been well! I just wanted to let you all know that my patreon page will be back online starting tomorrow. I'm honestly not sure if/when you'll be charged for the month? Probably not, but it might be best to get everything in order today, just in case.

More importantly, I'm also implementing some changes. Mostly related to --Apotheios. As I'm sure you know, writing it has proven really difficult. I've struggled to keep to a schedule just from how complex the routes and battles can be, and I can't in good conscience keep everyone waiting on that part of their rewards.

So, from today on, no more --Apotheios related stuff on Patreon. I'm sorry to those who will be disappointed by this, but I need time to prepare more chapters before releasing them. In time, this will return as a potential reward, but for now, we'll just have stories.

In the game's place, I'll be re-implementing the commission discount tokens. Higher tiers will get one per month subscribed, to be used whenever you get a comm from me. I hope this makes for a better reward system.

Anyway, thanks for reading this far! I hope you all have a great day

For those of you who don't know, I had a birthday on the 28th. My 25th birthday actually. And I gotta say, it's weird to think about hitting a quarter century of life. I know it's not a real milestone, but I felt like bringing it up a bit.

I gotta admit, the last year was probably the worst of my life. I never told most people this, but I came close to suicide at the end of last summer. I had to move back in with my parents after being hospitalized, and those thoughts never really left me. Then came the breakup with Zen at the beginning of 2024 and well... I'm doing some intensive therapy now, but it's really sapped my time and energy to write. Sure, I got a promotion at work, but that really just means I have even less time to do what I love.

And I'm starting to fear I don't love writing anymore. It's hard again. I don't know what I'm doing, and every word feels like pulling teeth sometimes. I've got a backlog of uploads at least, but I've really slowed down again, and for that I'm sorry. I might end up going on another hiatus after finishing this round of commissions. Furry itself is feeling a bit... bad lately.

I honestly don't know why I'm putting all of this out there for everyone to see, but I felt it needed to be said. I don't like to talk about my problems I guess. The truth is, I'm not doing great, and my writing has really suffered for it. I'm trying my best though, and I hope everyone understands. Especially those who subscribe to my patreon. I'm very sorry for the lack of updates, especially regarding --Apotheios. I hate to give up on yet another interactive, but I'm starting to worry that may have to go on hold as well. To be honest, I shouldn't have released it so early. That's on me. I'm not even sure if people really like it either. It's all I really have to offer the community though, and I want to continue! I really do. it's just not working out.

Um, anyway, I just wanted everyone to know what's going on. I'm hoping 25 will be my year, but I'm kinda worried for how life has gone lately.

I honestly didn't mean for this to get so dark, but thanks for reading. I'll probably end up deleting this at some point if I'm being totally honest. But at least I got some stuff off my back. Thanks for reading my stuff!

Hey everyone. I was curious, would y’all benefit from a submission that explains the lore and mechanics of each story universe I write in? I assumed people wouldn’t care too much but I figure some of it gets a little confusing at times.

Let me know what you think and I may write up a doc for each universe

Open for story commissions for the month of May! If you’re interested, fill out the form here: https://forms.gle/jNLVgt1oHetHLDMQ8

If you need to talk through an idea, message me galaxott on telegram or discord and we can chat about it. Looking forward to hearing from you all ^^

Say congrats to  deadlykid27 for winning this raffle! Thanks to everyone for participating and for following me in the first place ^^

hey everyone! I know I said that the story raffle would be when I hit 1500 followers, but I feel like that might be a bit away. So, I decided to hold the raffle now! The prize will be a 3000 word story for free, of anything you like! Of course, my usual commission rules apply, but think of it like a free comm.

Rules:
1. You must be following me here on FA
2. Comment with your favorite story of mine

That's about it from me! Good luck everyone

The raffle will end in 3 days, April 8th @ 9pm Eastern Time

Wow, I didn't think I'd get this far honestly. For all those who read my stories, even inconsistently, thank you for the attention and support! I truly mean it

Now, as for the real meat of this journal, remember when I used to do raffles? Well for 1500 watchers, I'll finally be doing another one! So, if you've got any friends who need a new vore and macro writer to follow, send them my way. About 60 more and we'll have a raffle for a free story from me!