Heya flist peeps I deleted my old account and didnt realize it till now ? could you pretty please verify me again pleeease ?

Just seems I cant shake this account from me anymore, I am back(ish) and while I may be back I am not really active on this account so dont be all sad if I dont reply to your notes, comments, etc as fast as I used to be.

its over 6,000 paaaaagvieeeeeesss O< I didn't know I had that many pageviews I never expected to get that many...man shows how long I have been gone >>

Yes I am http://www.f-list.net/c/zeyfur%20%20wildcard/ pretty please with lots of niceness ontop verify me ?

does anyone know anyone who does free coloring ? I want my dragoness image colored but dont have the moneh to pay someont to do it suck to be poor ><

im so boooorreddd -.-

after some long long loooooonnngggggg thinking I have decided to use this account and sona again but dont expect rps from this sona. I am getting back the will to use him.

I am leaving this account and making a new sona I got some bad memories attached to this one and don't try to convice me my mind is made up. I may check this account if i feel like it but from here on there is no more Zeyfur Wildcard the palof is no more

My net is cut D: im not sure when it will be back on D: those who have my number please text me i made this journal on mah phone

Can't stop thinking about you, you who have always been there when I needed someone to talk to. When I needed some soft snuggling or some tender lovings or just wanted to poke and bug. I love yah tons little one I can't wait to see you RL and give you tons of snuggles. You are always a fur who I can't wait to speak to or even hear about your day I am so happy I found you on FurAffinity. My past few dreams have been of you and me under a tree snuggling and of some kinky ones as. It's killing me we don't live closer to each other or I would be over there every day and pounce you untill I couldn't no more.

Wish you were on skype so I could pounce you and give you some special attention little one. I was so thrilled that day we met and I'm still thrilled to this very day I act like a happy dog seeing his owner return from a long trip everytime you poke me on skype. I hope we see each other soon this long distance is killing me why am I not closer to you it sucks where I live. This palof wants to move and be closer to you and make you feel special everyday. Here is a song that makes me think about you and how I feel while hopefuly shows others how I feel about you in this journal.

https://youtu.be/BXQLrkW33f0

Why does my computer hate me so much D: I tried to install my morrowind and everything goes fine with the instalation. When I try to run it the game crashes and wont play >< I ish very aggrivated morrowind ish my fave pc game if anyone can tell me whats up I would gladly appreciate and give tones of cookies D:

READ MY WARNING FOOLS

If you watch fullmetal Alchemist brotherhood then dont watch these vids has spoilers you have been warned >:C

https://youtu.be/JQ7Bks8IxVs

https://youtu.be/S4Ko22ITW60

https://youtu.be/eUte2e2IO7k

if you read my warning and still bitch at me for posting these you will get the grumpey face from me >:C

are there any furs here that live in clarksville Indiana or near it I could realy use some new friends and someone to hold me irl plus it would be nice not having to hide who i am anymore I am tired of keeping it in the dark

yeah its not what you think >.>

https://youtu.be/TywmpMQYojs

I LOVE this song its so damn cute and sexy

https://youtu.be/6AJkd13T8rk

btw I dedicate this song to you my special sweet little thing you ^^

In 4 days i will be 21 D: god i feel old >< I hope I have a good birf day unlike the last two where everyone forgot it D:

I stayed up all night again chatting wiff that special someone, I always have a blast talking wiff and listening to music. I honestly love spending time wiff yah and showing you things while you show me things you always bring a smile to my face and I owe you tons for chearing me up in this situation I am in. You have been an amazing fur and hope one day we can meet irl and have aton of fun and snuggles that would probaly be the best day evah *hugs and kisses you* I am very grateful we have met and have become close friends and hope to be more someday. Here are two songs that show how I feel about you and one that makes me think about you.

https://youtu.be/UeNTNlOIz_0

This one keeps me thinking about you and all of your cuteness

https://youtu.be/gx2C7Tznyi0

This shows and tells how much you mean to me and that I will shed my own blood to keep yah safe <=3

Always thinking about yah hun and I always look forward in hearing in what you have to say and rp wiff yah. You are always a blast to chat with and I will eagerly await for our next chat =^.^=

No I will not tell you who this is untill said fur is ok wiht me telling others so dont ask or I will draw on your face and deny you cookies >:C

I am sorry about my last journal stress and lack of sleep can make us do stupid things and I didnt mean to spaz out like that. I realy regret making that journal and to all those who commented on it I am very very VERY sorry. I have gotten aton of things sorted out in the time I was gone but still have no job. I would like to thank one special fur though who has cheered me up and kept me in high spirits and always brought a blush to my face. We recently chatted and shared some stuff about each other and which I am very grateful we did. This song right here is how I feel and how much I love this specific fur, btw this fur wishes to remain mystery and I respect that.

https://youtu.be/gx2C7Tznyi0

Also I would like to state that zey zey isn't gone for good and no I am not leaving FA I just wont be on it as much as I used to be also my purple fluff but is getting a redux I am making him into a arch-angle

I am leaving I cant keep stressing about RL and furry world anymore. I haven't slept in a week i'm pissed and grouchy and its just better if i leave. I MIGHT come back if i feel like it but as of now well I am done. O also if you see me on any im's I am removing contacts and so far this account is dead little zey zey is no more

Like i dont have enough bull shit nop my fucking ps3 decided to shit out on me. Like i have the fucking money to fix that piece of crap, just when i thought it couldn't get worse it does

To everyone who reads this I am sorry I haven't been on and active lately but I need to get some stuff sorted out in my life and i also need a job. I am making in this to tell everyone I will be away for sometime and i am sorry I wont be on

Have a been a good master lately i haven't been feeling like i have. Please answer honestly i want the negative and positive things, i wont snap at you for speaking your mind.

Drop my slice of cake *looks down at his cake sniffiling and mewing sadly*

I have cleared my Msn if you didnt leave your MSN adress in my last journal or note it to me YOU HAVE BEEN REMOVED. Now i am doing the same with my yahoo IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BE REMOVED POST YOUR ADDRESS OR NOTE ME IT. Other wise YOU WILL BE REMOVED