To what I am sure is no surprise given the time I've been away, 2025 has been an even bigger year than even 2024. I spoke of the past year being packed with more than the entire rest of my life, and this is still the case, however 2025 has made it look small by comparison. As if, 2024 were setting me up for what was to come.

I may not completely understand myself yet, but at least I understand generally what I am now, and what I look like. What we all look like. I may not be back to posting like I was years ago, but I hope that in the coming months, or at least by 2026, I'll have enough figured out I can go back to sharing what I'm passionate about, as well as some of my fun little things~ :3

I've also decided that I am not going to say too much right now, as looking on my past journal, I had no idea what was coming my way, and the same may be true of now. What I will say, is I doubt I'll be letting go of kinky stuff anytime soon, but I will likely keep it separate from my other stuff. I want to be known for wholesome items, as well as those darker~ All of us appreciate both sides.

We've changed a lot, and there's still likely more to come. But at least for now, I feel comfortable saying I am far more confidant in who I am than before. We'll be back eventually though. We're all social creatures, and it's not like us to hide away this long. Likely not even healthy, but healing takes time.

Hope to say more soon, and do feel free to reach out via PMs if you'd like to say hi! We're very open to talk once in a blue moon, but be aware I can't be friends with everyone :p

Take care all you sillies, I can't wait to talk more soon~ <3

Greetings to all furs and creatures! If you're reading this, it means a lot... I know I've been gone for some time. I'm gonna give some story as to what's been up with my life, but if you want the TL'DR, feel free to skip to the bottom.

The past year... 2024, has had easily, as much content to it as the entire rest of my life. If not even double. I've come to question what I thought I knew for fact about life, what I'd been taught, and even what I though of myself. I've conquered self loathing, discovered my true identity, as one not only gay and non binary, but also conditions, like DID. Not letting them hold me back, I learned, held on, and have been better for it.

I've let go of some of my past. Moved on from traumas. Let old friends go, and made new ones. I've exposed my heart, and had it broken more times than I care to mention. I've met those, that flipped my world on it's head for the better, and have met those that... I still, don't have the words to describe. So awesome and brilliant, I couldn't dream to compare.

I've discovered new groups, picked up old hobbies, and even old games... I've expanded my horizons, in ways day and night. I've gained better control of my emotions, and hormones.

Most importantly though... I have come to know, on basic terms, but terms none the less, myself. I am autistic, I am fluid in identity, but I have learned to work with these things, and learn a level of communication that works for me. I've also found a way of understanding myself, through the means of multiple Sonas and identities I shift between. I may explain better how this works at another time, but for now, that is not important.


So, what does this all mean? Well... I'm gonna be making some changes here. I may even move to a new FA account, since I can't figure out how to delete shouts, and cannot rename my account. This account is almost something I feel ashamed of, but... I was a different person. Plus, there are a few bad actors aware of this account, that I'd like to loose if I can. I may not even notify those other than my friends of the name, but we'll see. Not only have I shifted, as well as my place in this fandom, but so have some of my interests, as well as what I would and would not like to share with the world at large. I don't expect to post much more kink content, but I do hope to share more of what I love soon. I also want to keep the after dark side of me kept to smaller groups and those I trust, making more of my interactions with the fandom on a public note, wholesome, and uplifting. This fandom has been a huge deal for me, and I have decided, I want to dedicate a good portion of my life to it. I feel that, fun kinks may be, that they should be a cherry on top, not to focus. We are here to celibate each other after all, are we not? And so I will, keeping the deeper celebration to places where it is called for. Once more to clarify, I won't be completely getting out of kinks, just shifting the majority of my public focus and presence to wholesome content.

I will likely update again here soon as to the more factual changes, but for now, thanks for reading again, all those who have held on to me this long! It really means a lot to me. I hope that as we continue down this path of life, down the beautiful forest of being, my next works of heart may inspire those that read them, and help bring about yet more positivity and light for those far and wide, in this land of fluff I call home.

Thank you, to those of you who've changed my life.. And gave me a reason to live, and keep going when I didn't know what to do anymore.
Thank you, to those that held on and believed in me, no matter what.
Thank you, to those that... After everything that's happened, and that I've done... Are still just happy... To hear from me, and be around.

You all know who you are, and you all... Mean the absolute fucking world to me...
Goodnight, Fandom, and the World... This is Delta Force, signing off... All of us inside, wish you a great night. And, thank you for reading. See you silly creatures again soon! <3