Follow me on Mastodon
Posted 2 years agoSo I fucked up something on Mastodon and lost 99% of my followers. Figured I may as well advertise I’m on there too. 
https://rubber.social/@livinglatex
https://livinglatex.carrd.co/ Has a few links to places I’ve set up on. I’ve basically given up trying to get a Bluesky invite.
    https://rubber.social/@livinglatex
https://livinglatex.carrd.co/ Has a few links to places I’ve set up on. I’ve basically given up trying to get a Bluesky invite.
Looking for a Bluesky invite
Posted 2 years agoSince they’ve opened signups for the queue but I’ve been waiting months not even got an email saying I’ve been in the queue?
I’m just trying to get in before people squat on my username which has already happened in a few places where everyone tries to migrate to.
    I’m just trying to get in before people squat on my username which has already happened in a few places where everyone tries to migrate to.
New Twitter AD Account and Telegram NSFW Channel
Posted 4 years agoSo I remade my Twitter AD https://twitter.com/living_balloon
I also made a telegram channel that will effectively be the same thing but allow me privacy against normies as I suspect that’s who reported me and allow me to type my kinky concepts in much more detail - it’ll feature commission uploads and commenting better than Twitter does. *insert Bender blackjack and hookers meme* It'll likely feature a lot of cocktongue and balloonie talk lol
That’s at https://t.me/Balloon_Animal_Control
See you there!
    I also made a telegram channel that will effectively be the same thing but allow me privacy against normies as I suspect that’s who reported me and allow me to type my kinky concepts in much more detail - it’ll feature commission uploads and commenting better than Twitter does. *insert Bender blackjack and hookers meme* It'll likely feature a lot of cocktongue and balloonie talk lol
That’s at https://t.me/Balloon_Animal_Control
See you there!
Twitter Suspension
Posted 4 years agoSo my AD Twitter at livingrubber got banned for profile picture violations lol, though it's never been a problem for the last 12 years until this month for some reason?
My non AD account that has always existed prior is serpentsymbiote incase people wanna find me but it probably won't have any hornyposting that we all love. I don't want to blast SFW followers with NSFW material lol but we'll see how we can resolve the ban problem.
I got an email saying suspended, didn't say temporary, didn't say permanent. It did however have a notice at the bottom saying evading a permanent ban is a bannable offence on those new accounts. And when I look at the suspended account from my SFW one, it just says the account is suspended, which makes me suspect that it's permanent until overturned.
I mostly moved off the SFW account because it was following SFW accounts back and there was too much in the way of topics that were divisive or I didn't care about or were inflammatory subjects but here I am back on it.
    My non AD account that has always existed prior is serpentsymbiote incase people wanna find me but it probably won't have any hornyposting that we all love. I don't want to blast SFW followers with NSFW material lol but we'll see how we can resolve the ban problem.
I got an email saying suspended, didn't say temporary, didn't say permanent. It did however have a notice at the bottom saying evading a permanent ban is a bannable offence on those new accounts. And when I look at the suspended account from my SFW one, it just says the account is suspended, which makes me suspect that it's permanent until overturned.
I mostly moved off the SFW account because it was following SFW accounts back and there was too much in the way of topics that were divisive or I didn't care about or were inflammatory subjects but here I am back on it.
Looking For Tabletop RPG - Pathfinder or DnD game again
Posted 4 years agoSince the DnD game I was in is on hold indefinitely, I'm once again looking for if anyone is looking for a player and basically open to the following/does the following:
- Voice call
- Allow NSFW characters/Allow me to play my sona
- Preferably uses dungeon maps
- EU time zone friendly preferable
- Doesn't run on Fridays and Saturdays
I've finished with college now so I kinda have a lot of free days now until I get a job that takes up those days but that probably won't be any time soon.
Please I am only interested in people who are seriously willing to start a group or looking for a player, I've been in the stages before of people willing to DM and nothing coming of it.
    - Voice call
- Allow NSFW characters/Allow me to play my sona
- Preferably uses dungeon maps
- EU time zone friendly preferable
- Doesn't run on Fridays and Saturdays
I've finished with college now so I kinda have a lot of free days now until I get a job that takes up those days but that probably won't be any time soon.
Please I am only interested in people who are seriously willing to start a group or looking for a player, I've been in the stages before of people willing to DM and nothing coming of it.
Looking for any PF/DnD groups suitable for EU time zone p...
Posted 5 years agoNow that I have a schedule somewhat nailed down and a lot of friends are jumping into campaigns, I've been looking and asking around to no avail, people seem to be interested in me asking but nobody has offered up anything. I'm not looking to DM because I simply don't have the willpower or the time to learn how yet. 
Preferably one with voice chat as long text chat and the timing of typing things out over the speed of other players I've found can get a bit irritating after a while. Oh and preferably a furry friendly if not outright furry game would be a must.
- Voice chat e.g. via discord
- Furry
- NSFW tolerant, maybe SFW if they tolerate inflatables/goo characters
- EU time zone friendly
Willing to try other game types too like Open Legend, just gimme some time to crunch numbers because I am bad at maths lol.
    Preferably one with voice chat as long text chat and the timing of typing things out over the speed of other players I've found can get a bit irritating after a while. Oh and preferably a furry friendly if not outright furry game would be a must.
- Voice chat e.g. via discord
- Furry
- NSFW tolerant, maybe SFW if they tolerate inflatables/goo characters
- EU time zone friendly
Willing to try other game types too like Open Legend, just gimme some time to crunch numbers because I am bad at maths lol.
Forth's Raffle Time!
Posted 5 years agoStolen from 
 Amethystine :P
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9607245/ run by
 Forth
Raffle to get art with one of their sweet characters. Why not, eh?
    
 Amethystine :Phttps://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9607245/ run by
 ForthRaffle to get art with one of their sweet characters. Why not, eh?
Goo Characters Meme Journal
Posted 6 years agoThe Goo Character Meme
Stolen from
 frysco who I think got it from 
 verinn who developed it with 
 rednoodle.inc
Art of Garrus: (NSFW Links)
Roo: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29344079/
Liontaur: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30754790/
Naga: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23929902/
What's your full name?
Garrus, but I did try make up a random surname which was Kayric which I have discontinued use of but some places like E621 still use it.
Do you have a default form? Or do you take many forms? Any favorites?
While I can take any and have thought today about being able to mimic "organic" forms with tones of blues, blacks and whites which would require considerable concentration, I don't really make any my default. The main forms of kangaroo, cobra-banded krait naga, liontaur and mershark are kinda what I just settle on and say are his familiar forms but really could be literally anything. It's whatever I feel like being.
Is that form/are those forms solid, a little bit melty or completely liquid?
I like to imagine that despite the appearance of being solid and having "skin" on my naga form particularly, that I'm more liquid kept under willingly controlled surface tension but I do have control over being as fluid as I want, possibly even more so than water if I'm forcing my liquid body mass to flow instead of just using the pull of gravity. The viscosity of living latex helps to keep me together for the most part.
Can you harden your goo to make weapons, armor or tools? Or at least make yourself more solid?
This is something that doesn't show up in comms but I can actually form very hard tools and some of which could be weapons. Hardening mostly occurs at joints, appendages, throughout liquidshifting processes and spontaneously rather than being constant. Though there is a few areas of the body that will maintain a more constant level of hardness like arm joins and leg joints, feet. Just so I don't fall apart from being in a taken form.
What are you made of? How would you describe your “goo?”
Living Latex, Bio Latex, Rubber. I know there's a difference in what "rubber" and "latex" mean but latex is probably the correct term. Most life is made of animal or plant cells but mine I'd argue are something different, something not quite on the same workings as cells as we know them but not nanomachines. Semi organic I think would be the right way to describe it, like cells that aren't carbon based and not made of the same materials anymore and with direct symbiotic function rather than something that eats up nutrients. I eat your energy on physical contact from your cells.
How were you made? Do you even know? In a lab? Magic? Another gooey character? Etc.
This has gone through various reworks and overhauls but I've mostly settled on the idea that in my universe, mutants exist in very much the same way the X-Men do in Marvel but it's a lot rarer and most "powers" are not really blessings and are often more body orientated instead of powers like E.S.P or superheating metals and casting fireballs out of your hands. Most people get something like maybe boney spikes or muscular enhancement or resistances. I got the ability to liquefy but at the cost of becoming "living latex", or chemically near enough identical. With such versatile material to work with, my powers evolved to rapid adaptation and what I call "runaway evolution" which means changes to my body happen rapidly and sometimes become permanent. Some are a mystery as to how my body decided on certain body parts.
Sure a bullet might pass through you, but what would electricity do? Can you be frozen? Burned? Cemented? Dissolved with acid? Can someone simply drink you? Etc.
High enough voltage I guess would simply damage me through, well, the sheer release of energy through electricity. Frozen, burned, yes. Acid, depends. Freezing just disables me, burning will force melting and make controlling myself a lot harder. Plasma weapons are everyone's weakness generally but fire and plasma, antimatter. Oof.
Yes I can be drank.
Can you feel pain?
No pain, only pleasure and sensations. Yes if you set me alight I'd feel it and struggle to put the concept into a worded description but damage to the body is still a threat, sure. Pain is often debilitating and unimportant for an intelligent lifeform that is aware of its own body and its functions.
Do you need to breathe? Sleep? Eat? Do you get tired? Sick? Etc.
None of the above. Being reduced to a puddle that would subside on motion generated energy to a small degree, if you can call that sickness due to starvation. Incapable of mental impairments such as being drunk, hypnotised, unconsciousness. There's no mercy for us when passing out would be preferable.
Can you morph into another person? Mimic an object perfectly? Or does everything still kind of have your colors and look like you?
Answered in an above question but again "it depends". If an object is of a similar size, or its density can be imitated, surfaces are not too complex. I can try to imitate people but it's hard work and often stay in my form's primary colours. Do you realise how hard fur is to copy?
Can you assimilate others? Consume them?
Assimilate, yes. Consume, sort of.
Assimilation is the name of my game. When you cut off a limb, you're still your brain. Me? I'm a symbiote, every part of me is me, telepathically connected. (Yes, if you somehow cut off the connection it'd probably fall to me being relegated to the largest piece or whatever separated part I chose to be). I spread and convert hosts to rubber versions of their former selves and replicate within their bodies so they may spread me further but my "form" that I take is generally the center of this hivemind I am becoming.
As for consuming - I can turn people to rubber, absorb them into me and they can die, yes. It'd just be their consciousness fading from what'd appear to them being within me as looking through my eyes, their conscious particles would just become too spread for them to have a cohesive awareness and I would sadly presume that to be death. BUT I don't like doing that, because hosts are always needed and drones and servants are always needed.
Can you regenerate? Do you need to consume matter to replace it or can you even get more goo if it’s lost?
I can use rubbermancy powers to just turn any sources of rubber into more of myself or consume rubber on contact, regardless of whether it's living or not.
If someone touched you, are you slippery, sticky or somewhere in the middle?
You'd feel soft, squeedgy latex and your hand would probably sink in if you pressed enough. I'm more malleable than something that'd flow and coat whatever it was resting on.
If you oozed around a corner, are you thick and slow flowing, thin and fast flowing or somewhere in between?
I probably naturally have the consistency of liquid latex paint but this viscosity is controllable.
If someone picked you up are you heavy, light or something like water?
Very heavy, have you ever tried to carry A LOT latex before? Because I am A LOT of latex to be carrying. Though because I am soft, I'd probably droop when resting on something if at rest, so the weight would spread.
Are you hot, warm or cold to the touch?
Slightly cold? A comfortable room temperature probably from all the moving and the friction. Especially if I have a host inside, I'd probably be warmer in that case.
What do you consume to live/grow? Do you even have to?
Already answered in a previous question. I just absorb the chemical energy of living animal cells.
What is your preferred way of movement? Walking? Oozing? Jumping? Etc.
Any way I want. Though oozing is probably what I do most of the time and especially if I'm feeling lazy. I don't always have that choice, such as when a host is inside me, as they usually can't survive being turned to ooze without a full transformation and inevitable conversion as a result.
Can you form tentacles? Extra limbs? Etc.
I already have four arms, sometimes 2 arms and four legs.
How much concentration do you need to morph into complex shapes and do crazy things? Is even your default form difficult to maintain? Or can you for example melt and have 20 different tentacles doing 21 different things?
When you're goo and a hivemind, you kinda get good at multitasking and get used to seeing in every direction. I do look through my eyes as primary vision but can "see" somewhat in every direction, just not as much colour or info as eyes would. It's hard to describe how it'd look for somebody who doesn't have this type of sense.
If you become splattered, separated or even just split in two, how easy or difficult is it to reform? How do you make your pieces come back?
My body mass is all connected telepathically or through some remote connection, hosts who are hosting me remotely from my main form also relay much of their information back to me, so I can always reform through one of them. Simpler things like being split in two are easy to overcome with reforming. It was jarring at first but now it's a completely normal thing. I just have to be careful not to forget that a host might not survive the reckless lifestyle I'm able to live.
Anything else worth mentioning?
Whatever people want to ask. Whether you want me to cover why I have a cocktongue, handles, hivemind, evolving, different forms, concentration, history.
To cover some: I haven't settled on who I was before I mutated and became living latex. The cocktongue I generally say is part of rapid evolution and while it may not make much sense to develop a cock and tongue in one, I think from a reproductive viewpoint and as a symbiote it has its uses. Same with handles and the urban lifestyle we live in, handles are very good for connecting gear to and work nicely for making hosts think they've grappled me.
Hivemind stuff - it's an unintentional thing, it's just a part of what my body has evolved to be. I didn't want to be in control of random droned people who are adamant to serve me but if they are "willing" then maybe I should stop trying not to be what I am.
    Stolen from
 frysco who I think got it from 
 verinn who developed it with 
 rednoodle.incArt of Garrus: (NSFW Links)
Roo: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29344079/
Liontaur: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/30754790/
Naga: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23929902/
What's your full name?
Garrus, but I did try make up a random surname which was Kayric which I have discontinued use of but some places like E621 still use it.
Do you have a default form? Or do you take many forms? Any favorites?
While I can take any and have thought today about being able to mimic "organic" forms with tones of blues, blacks and whites which would require considerable concentration, I don't really make any my default. The main forms of kangaroo, cobra-banded krait naga, liontaur and mershark are kinda what I just settle on and say are his familiar forms but really could be literally anything. It's whatever I feel like being.
Is that form/are those forms solid, a little bit melty or completely liquid?
I like to imagine that despite the appearance of being solid and having "skin" on my naga form particularly, that I'm more liquid kept under willingly controlled surface tension but I do have control over being as fluid as I want, possibly even more so than water if I'm forcing my liquid body mass to flow instead of just using the pull of gravity. The viscosity of living latex helps to keep me together for the most part.
Can you harden your goo to make weapons, armor or tools? Or at least make yourself more solid?
This is something that doesn't show up in comms but I can actually form very hard tools and some of which could be weapons. Hardening mostly occurs at joints, appendages, throughout liquidshifting processes and spontaneously rather than being constant. Though there is a few areas of the body that will maintain a more constant level of hardness like arm joins and leg joints, feet. Just so I don't fall apart from being in a taken form.
What are you made of? How would you describe your “goo?”
Living Latex, Bio Latex, Rubber. I know there's a difference in what "rubber" and "latex" mean but latex is probably the correct term. Most life is made of animal or plant cells but mine I'd argue are something different, something not quite on the same workings as cells as we know them but not nanomachines. Semi organic I think would be the right way to describe it, like cells that aren't carbon based and not made of the same materials anymore and with direct symbiotic function rather than something that eats up nutrients. I eat your energy on physical contact from your cells.
How were you made? Do you even know? In a lab? Magic? Another gooey character? Etc.
This has gone through various reworks and overhauls but I've mostly settled on the idea that in my universe, mutants exist in very much the same way the X-Men do in Marvel but it's a lot rarer and most "powers" are not really blessings and are often more body orientated instead of powers like E.S.P or superheating metals and casting fireballs out of your hands. Most people get something like maybe boney spikes or muscular enhancement or resistances. I got the ability to liquefy but at the cost of becoming "living latex", or chemically near enough identical. With such versatile material to work with, my powers evolved to rapid adaptation and what I call "runaway evolution" which means changes to my body happen rapidly and sometimes become permanent. Some are a mystery as to how my body decided on certain body parts.
Sure a bullet might pass through you, but what would electricity do? Can you be frozen? Burned? Cemented? Dissolved with acid? Can someone simply drink you? Etc.
High enough voltage I guess would simply damage me through, well, the sheer release of energy through electricity. Frozen, burned, yes. Acid, depends. Freezing just disables me, burning will force melting and make controlling myself a lot harder. Plasma weapons are everyone's weakness generally but fire and plasma, antimatter. Oof.
Yes I can be drank.
Can you feel pain?
No pain, only pleasure and sensations. Yes if you set me alight I'd feel it and struggle to put the concept into a worded description but damage to the body is still a threat, sure. Pain is often debilitating and unimportant for an intelligent lifeform that is aware of its own body and its functions.
Do you need to breathe? Sleep? Eat? Do you get tired? Sick? Etc.
None of the above. Being reduced to a puddle that would subside on motion generated energy to a small degree, if you can call that sickness due to starvation. Incapable of mental impairments such as being drunk, hypnotised, unconsciousness. There's no mercy for us when passing out would be preferable.
Can you morph into another person? Mimic an object perfectly? Or does everything still kind of have your colors and look like you?
Answered in an above question but again "it depends". If an object is of a similar size, or its density can be imitated, surfaces are not too complex. I can try to imitate people but it's hard work and often stay in my form's primary colours. Do you realise how hard fur is to copy?
Can you assimilate others? Consume them?
Assimilate, yes. Consume, sort of.
Assimilation is the name of my game. When you cut off a limb, you're still your brain. Me? I'm a symbiote, every part of me is me, telepathically connected. (Yes, if you somehow cut off the connection it'd probably fall to me being relegated to the largest piece or whatever separated part I chose to be). I spread and convert hosts to rubber versions of their former selves and replicate within their bodies so they may spread me further but my "form" that I take is generally the center of this hivemind I am becoming.
As for consuming - I can turn people to rubber, absorb them into me and they can die, yes. It'd just be their consciousness fading from what'd appear to them being within me as looking through my eyes, their conscious particles would just become too spread for them to have a cohesive awareness and I would sadly presume that to be death. BUT I don't like doing that, because hosts are always needed and drones and servants are always needed.
Can you regenerate? Do you need to consume matter to replace it or can you even get more goo if it’s lost?
I can use rubbermancy powers to just turn any sources of rubber into more of myself or consume rubber on contact, regardless of whether it's living or not.
If someone touched you, are you slippery, sticky or somewhere in the middle?
You'd feel soft, squeedgy latex and your hand would probably sink in if you pressed enough. I'm more malleable than something that'd flow and coat whatever it was resting on.
If you oozed around a corner, are you thick and slow flowing, thin and fast flowing or somewhere in between?
I probably naturally have the consistency of liquid latex paint but this viscosity is controllable.
If someone picked you up are you heavy, light or something like water?
Very heavy, have you ever tried to carry A LOT latex before? Because I am A LOT of latex to be carrying. Though because I am soft, I'd probably droop when resting on something if at rest, so the weight would spread.
Are you hot, warm or cold to the touch?
Slightly cold? A comfortable room temperature probably from all the moving and the friction. Especially if I have a host inside, I'd probably be warmer in that case.
What do you consume to live/grow? Do you even have to?
Already answered in a previous question. I just absorb the chemical energy of living animal cells.
What is your preferred way of movement? Walking? Oozing? Jumping? Etc.
Any way I want. Though oozing is probably what I do most of the time and especially if I'm feeling lazy. I don't always have that choice, such as when a host is inside me, as they usually can't survive being turned to ooze without a full transformation and inevitable conversion as a result.
Can you form tentacles? Extra limbs? Etc.
I already have four arms, sometimes 2 arms and four legs.
How much concentration do you need to morph into complex shapes and do crazy things? Is even your default form difficult to maintain? Or can you for example melt and have 20 different tentacles doing 21 different things?
When you're goo and a hivemind, you kinda get good at multitasking and get used to seeing in every direction. I do look through my eyes as primary vision but can "see" somewhat in every direction, just not as much colour or info as eyes would. It's hard to describe how it'd look for somebody who doesn't have this type of sense.
If you become splattered, separated or even just split in two, how easy or difficult is it to reform? How do you make your pieces come back?
My body mass is all connected telepathically or through some remote connection, hosts who are hosting me remotely from my main form also relay much of their information back to me, so I can always reform through one of them. Simpler things like being split in two are easy to overcome with reforming. It was jarring at first but now it's a completely normal thing. I just have to be careful not to forget that a host might not survive the reckless lifestyle I'm able to live.
Anything else worth mentioning?
Whatever people want to ask. Whether you want me to cover why I have a cocktongue, handles, hivemind, evolving, different forms, concentration, history.
To cover some: I haven't settled on who I was before I mutated and became living latex. The cocktongue I generally say is part of rapid evolution and while it may not make much sense to develop a cock and tongue in one, I think from a reproductive viewpoint and as a symbiote it has its uses. Same with handles and the urban lifestyle we live in, handles are very good for connecting gear to and work nicely for making hosts think they've grappled me.
Hivemind stuff - it's an unintentional thing, it's just a part of what my body has evolved to be. I didn't want to be in control of random droned people who are adamant to serve me but if they are "willing" then maybe I should stop trying not to be what I am.
Looking for EU Time DnD 5e campaign? (on hold)
Posted 8 years agoEDUT 2 -- We're just waiting and discussing who can do what, the DM can only do Mondays and Tuesdays and likely will be 6:30pm onwards UK time
EDIT 1 -- We filled up pretty quick but a show of interest would be good, we need to get an actual confirmation from people who showed interest first and if they can actually make it on the agreed times.
*****My friend
 straykk is hosting a discord based DnD 5e game and we're looking for chilled people to join up, all skill levels welcome. Just post here or send me your discord stuff in notes and we'll throw you a link. So far, it's just me, DM, 1 other friend of mine who is low experience.
I will be honest I'm a Pathfinder player and the simplicity of 5e is baffling to me at the moment so I'm gonna have to learn a little too.
Forgot to mention this is gonna be starting 6:30PM/18:30PM UK possibly but as people show interest we will gather consensus on what times and days suit people best. We're looking at possibly Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursdays.
    EDIT 1 -- We filled up pretty quick but a show of interest would be good, we need to get an actual confirmation from people who showed interest first and if they can actually make it on the agreed times.
*****My friend
 straykk is hosting a discord based DnD 5e game and we're looking for chilled people to join up, all skill levels welcome. Just post here or send me your discord stuff in notes and we'll throw you a link. So far, it's just me, DM, 1 other friend of mine who is low experience.I will be honest I'm a Pathfinder player and the simplicity of 5e is baffling to me at the moment so I'm gonna have to learn a little too.
Forgot to mention this is gonna be starting 6:30PM/18:30PM UK possibly but as people show interest we will gather consensus on what times and days suit people best. We're looking at possibly Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursdays.
Do you like snakecocks? You're watching me, you probably do
Posted 9 years agoSo my friend 
 amethystine has pulled off a really big thing here. He's a really fun story writer here on FA and has made a humongous story involving lots of TF, snakecocks, conjoinment, changing into a snake, sexual metamorphosis, merging, shaftserpents, multi-dick, excessive cum, cum drinking, cum bathing, taurs, openings in non-standard places, slithering reptilian sex organs, cumTF, liquid shifting, multi-fur, unbirthing, cockvore, latex, Master/pet, blindfolding, ophidian pensis unending delightfully lewd and vivid scenes. Over 140,000 words long and on sale for you to buy!
You can enjoy 25 amazing scenes in the story for only just six dollars! Go have a look at the wealth of juicy details in the journal of Amethystine here!
    
 amethystine has pulled off a really big thing here. He's a really fun story writer here on FA and has made a humongous story involving lots of TF, snakecocks, conjoinment, changing into a snake, sexual metamorphosis, merging, shaftserpents, multi-dick, excessive cum, cum drinking, cum bathing, taurs, openings in non-standard places, slithering reptilian sex organs, cumTF, liquid shifting, multi-fur, unbirthing, cockvore, latex, Master/pet, blindfolding, ophidian pensis unending delightfully lewd and vivid scenes. Over 140,000 words long and on sale for you to buy!You can enjoy 25 amazing scenes in the story for only just six dollars! Go have a look at the wealth of juicy details in the journal of Amethystine here!
25 today :V
Posted 9 years agoErmagerd. Old.
    RIP Jasen Tamiia
Posted 10 years agoI was informed by 
 that a great artist and great friend of mine, 
 passed away on New Year's Eve.
There are words from his father on Facebook for those interested and who knew him by name. While I never met with Jasen in real life, as much as it pains me that I now never will, we shared many concepts and ideas with eachother through our mutual hobby of artwork. While it may be odd to suggest such artwork, much of which was of a mature nature. It was through our ideas and his immense creativity that our bond was strong.
I guess he will be immortalised through cyberspace, his art and memories. I don't mean to offend the values or customs of people, but if he was here, I somehow think that he personally would find it amusing that he is going to be remembered in such a way.
    
 that a great artist and great friend of mine, 
 passed away on New Year's Eve.There are words from his father on Facebook for those interested and who knew him by name. While I never met with Jasen in real life, as much as it pains me that I now never will, we shared many concepts and ideas with eachother through our mutual hobby of artwork. While it may be odd to suggest such artwork, much of which was of a mature nature. It was through our ideas and his immense creativity that our bond was strong.
I guess he will be immortalised through cyberspace, his art and memories. I don't mean to offend the values or customs of people, but if he was here, I somehow think that he personally would find it amusing that he is going to be remembered in such a way.
Looking to commission Don't Starve character mods
Posted 10 years agoJust to gauge interest and to find what the costs would be from people now. I'm kinda looking for 2 things as well, some advice on the template sheet and if anyone is interested in doing the template sheet as part of a commission.
Basically the advice part I'm looking for is whether I need to separate each template for somebody who would put that into the mod itself. As I know somebody who may be willing to do everything but the art part.
    Basically the advice part I'm looking for is whether I need to separate each template for somebody who would put that into the mod itself. As I know somebody who may be willing to do everything but the art part.
Any EU players interested in doing some CSGO comp?
Posted 11 years agoMy steam URL is /squeakysnake or you can just search PSI Garrus.
I'm having a lot of trouble finding people on my friends list who play somewhat regularly to start with but even more for anyone who wants to play comp that is from EU region so we won't lag.
I'm unranked as well but at the end of the day rank doesn't mean anything if you play well or whatever, though I'm still learning because Casual isn't helping, community server deathmatch isn't helping, aim training etc it all works for fine tuning aiming and tecniques but doesn't teach you how people behave through tactics because Casual is usually a massive mess of people whittling down to the last two players, the bomb never planted.
Been getting coaching from some awesome people but hardly anyone in EU to play with in comp.
    I'm having a lot of trouble finding people on my friends list who play somewhat regularly to start with but even more for anyone who wants to play comp that is from EU region so we won't lag.
I'm unranked as well but at the end of the day rank doesn't mean anything if you play well or whatever, though I'm still learning because Casual isn't helping, community server deathmatch isn't helping, aim training etc it all works for fine tuning aiming and tecniques but doesn't teach you how people behave through tactics because Casual is usually a massive mess of people whittling down to the last two players, the bomb never planted.
Been getting coaching from some awesome people but hardly anyone in EU to play with in comp.
Looking for a specific naga oral vore image.
Posted 11 years agoI'm hoping the vore furs will help me out here as I've had no luck searching or from twitter. It's just an image I'd like to keep hold of for references and was a large influence on my character.
Basically it's
- A sketch (can't remember if line art or pencil sketch)
- Years old, possibly more than 5 but don't quote me
- A naga either still doing oral vore or .just. after, his two arms are resting back on his tail as he leans back while swallowing/swallowed somebody
- The prey is pushing/stretching his body far out of his chest/abdomen/neck as it goes down (I think the explanation was that naga was rubber too)
If I remember correctly the naga's head is actually kinda dragon-like. Hoping this description rings a bell for people.
    Basically it's
- A sketch (can't remember if line art or pencil sketch)
- Years old, possibly more than 5 but don't quote me
- A naga either still doing oral vore or .just. after, his two arms are resting back on his tail as he leans back while swallowing/swallowed somebody
- The prey is pushing/stretching his body far out of his chest/abdomen/neck as it goes down (I think the explanation was that naga was rubber too)
If I remember correctly the naga's head is actually kinda dragon-like. Hoping this description rings a bell for people.
Costs of Custom Facerig Models?
Posted 11 years agoI'm wondering because I don't fit into the generic canine-like category for Facerig and would like a proper custom made thing anyway. I haven't seen anyone actually explicitly advertise, selling or willing to just have a try, at making them.
Anyone have any ideas or is anyone themselves trying to make something for it? I have neither the time or skill or the time to learn the skill needed at modelling anything so far.
    Anyone have any ideas or is anyone themselves trying to make something for it? I have neither the time or skill or the time to learn the skill needed at modelling anything so far.
Costs of Custom Facerig Models?
Posted 11 years agoI'm wondering because I don't fit into the generic canine-like category for Facerig and would like a proper custom made thing anyway. I haven't seen anyone actually explicitly advertise, selling or willing to just have a try, at making them.
Anyone have any ideas or is anyone themselves trying to make something for it? I have neither the time or skill or the time to learn the skill needed at modelling anything so far.
    Anyone have any ideas or is anyone themselves trying to make something for it? I have neither the time or skill or the time to learn the skill needed at modelling anything so far.
23 today, wooo :V
Posted 11 years agoLol so yeah. 23 years today. 
Been at work allll day and it's been one of the crappy ones lol
    Been at work allll day and it's been one of the crappy ones lol
Bday on 18th July!
Posted 11 years agoThe group pic idea has been closed for the first group but I'm looking at getting a second one straight after - note me if interested.
23 years on the 18th July woo. All the good and the bad things that come of it hah.
Also it's
 redflare500's birthday 3 days after mine and 
 jathiros' on the tenth this month, a week almost before mine :P
I hope before the end of this year I'll get into the police and have my bike license fully.
On the idea of the group picture then. I'm looking for an artist who might be interested in a YCH. Eating my own words here as I initially disagreed with the concept as sometimes it IS a cheap trick if they auction a generic -- but lets not talk about that.
What I'm thinking is Garrus, being as large as he is, could be in a group picture, where one person is being swallowed. Many other would be inside, stuck tight or pushing outwards and some trying to find escape routes like around his crotch and finding his slit is sealed :Y
I'm not sure how many would be in but Garrus is near 20m and proportionally in comparison to a human of average size, he's like a 40k Space Marine.
I think numbers would be down to the artist but my ideal number I'd say, 10-15 max?
I'm up for suggestions for artists but I'm not sure how I'd work out who gets in. Possibly use the raffle website for random picking.
If anyone could forward recommendations for artists that would be awesome.
    23 years on the 18th July woo. All the good and the bad things that come of it hah.
Also it's
 redflare500's birthday 3 days after mine and 
 jathiros' on the tenth this month, a week almost before mine :PI hope before the end of this year I'll get into the police and have my bike license fully.
On the idea of the group picture then. I'm looking for an artist who might be interested in a YCH. Eating my own words here as I initially disagreed with the concept as sometimes it IS a cheap trick if they auction a generic -- but lets not talk about that.
What I'm thinking is Garrus, being as large as he is, could be in a group picture, where one person is being swallowed. Many other would be inside, stuck tight or pushing outwards and some trying to find escape routes like around his crotch and finding his slit is sealed :Y
I'm not sure how many would be in but Garrus is near 20m and proportionally in comparison to a human of average size, he's like a 40k Space Marine.
I think numbers would be down to the artist but my ideal number I'd say, 10-15 max?
I'm up for suggestions for artists but I'm not sure how I'd work out who gets in. Possibly use the raffle website for random picking.
If anyone could forward recommendations for artists that would be awesome.
New Garrus Backstory and Abilities Clarification! NSFL
Posted 11 years agoWell, I'll put the clarification first because the story is kinda NSFW and large.
Garrus is a semi-organic-semi-synthetic rubber, I changed that briefly and recently so it explains why he's still capable of being "alive" and maybe paves new ways to explain how he absorbs energy from his hosts - also explains why he gets tired without a host and his seemingly fast evolution and adaptations to situations rather than just "Uh yeah, he's rubber so he's immune to that."
His body isn't rubber as we know though, it's something that's very close but very advanced and tinkered by aliens as a type of armour that, in current backstory, was measured to be fitted in a safe quantity to specialist soldiers. Garrus is the way he is because he had the entire tank pour onto him and his body's genetics carried over some of his species detail while his consciousness merged through his brain being destroyed by the merge. Confining him to this strange, shiny form.
He's capable of:
- Stretching either in liquid form, in solid form.
- Shape shifting to many sizes and forms, but is restricted to blue colours and black colours, exception of his eyes which a normally yellow.
- Form changing - liquid to solid, solid to liquid, semi-liquid with say, his arms and shoulders becoming more solid to be able to hold a metal rod. He gets tired being in solid form for too long, so this is a good balance of his energy to give him capability of holding heavy things or swinging stuff.
- Potent pheromones - being a cobra who was venomous prior to being rubberized, it only served to evolve into pheromones that helped control his hosts inside if they resisted or in most cases, were applied anyway. Effects are often kinky, like inducing orgasm, muscle relaxant.
- Symbiotic attachment, a curse and a blessing, he can attach with his malleable form in spectacular fashion, lots of arcing and stringyness in a grand explosion of goo flowing outwards to trap somebody and bond with them on a cellular level to absorb energy. It can be painful if he leaves his host instantly as it means withdrawing from their skin and may cause damage if he was bonded deeply physically in the same situation.
- Changing the body of the host, he can do this but it requires a lot of energy, a good few hours at the quickest, simplest changes.
- Of course, being liquid and liquid control of his body. Being liquid you're somewhat more animate and resistant to the pull of gravity, you can be any shape like jets of water. You can be separated into many parts and as long as they're not pulled too far away from eachother, I'd say Garrus can control his body no matter how many parts he is separated into, unless he's molecularly decimated or atomically being ripped apart. If he gets split into two, he can choose from a telepathic link that runs through his body, which mass he wants to be dominant in or reform in, he could even act simultaneously in multiple parts but this takes effort the more complex it is.
- 360* vision and senses BUT, he can see all around, being goo, he can taste in any part of his body, hear with his tail, his eyesight only sees colour in his peripheral vision through his eyes. You cannot possibly imagine how hard this was for him to adapt to at first, it's like being permanently able to see from the back of your head while you think you're looking forwards.
I'd say when he isn't looking with his eyes, what he does see isn't exactly in much colour, it's blue and various tones of blue, from light reflecting off objects to him. No it's not sonar, he couldn't spot anyone much better by hearing than an organic could.
This was part of the features the armour had that was applied to alien soldiers. To us, the requirements are insane, to them, it was a necessity to learn to use it.
Weaknesses -
** See, this is no more Mary Sue than a robot character "Oh, yeah you tore his arm off? Yeah his "mind" is in his head, even if you tear that off, he's still in there." - Garrus can just be disabled by temperature and burned out of existence. He's not a conventional character so he's not really weak to conventional methods of killing. **
- Fire and heat, whether it's fire applied, he's not flame resistant for very long, anything that prolongs burning and is sparking or on fire will eventually set him alight, though he can just snuff the flame out. Weapons that keep burning are a big problem, like flamethrowers and napalm.
- Extreme cold, makes him brittle, eventually freezes him and is the best way to contain him if you can't seal him into something watertight.
- While these aren't physical, he's not good with technical and software use. He can't steal memories from hosts, is vulnerable to lack of inside knowledge if he impersonates somebody through voice or shape.
- I'd believe that microwave radiation would cause him to boil into an unstable mess on the floor, the retained heat would cause him to stay liquid.
- Airtight seals. Kinda self explanatory, if you're in a heavy metal suit that's air tight and I'm climbing to break in and force bond with you, you're safe until I can find a way in :V
Combat -
I'd say Garrus typically relies on melee combat with a swig of liquid lifeform advantages mixed in, any you can think of like immunity to slashing and bullets.
Ideally though he's:
- A melee fighter
- Travels lightweight
- Guerilla warfare fighter, he'll take your knife or whatever is around if he can get it.
- Isn't a massively trained marksman
- Powered armour and hi-tech weapons are only rare occurences
- Often is naked or wears light things like belts or harnesses so that they don't interfere with his engulfing of victims. Cloaks for easy pull off and max body coverage if he's in shark form.
- Four armed in snake form, acrobatic melee guy in shark form. Imagine the boxing moves he could pull off as a snake though.
Garrus Universe and Time/Era
- Sci-fi, far future.
- Space travel is easy and "Earth race" has spread across the galaxy
- Set in a time where aliens co-exist easily and are virtually everywhere, some are like mixes of Earth animals or variants who are equally curious of us.
- A different world of technological advancement, it's not as easy as "oh we cured cancer, it's not a problem now" - new technologies and races brought new problems to the table and new errors come up in their technology as always. No office is paperless.
As for Garrus' new backstory. - this isn't intended to be good writing, this is just the main points and timeline of events and explanation.
I did originally think of this as set in the current day of our world, but instead of humans it was anthro characters. Very X-Men inspired, as I've been a long time fan of the universe and their mutants concept, the persecution, the life changes, the denial, the fear and wishing it wasn't you that was a mutant.
To start off, this is in the same time line as above, sci fi, over thousands of years, one in billions sporadically is born into the next step of evolution, not through birth defects but an actual change in DNA that either allows for massive changes or was developed in such a way that powers would manifest later in their lives.
Garrus was an intersexed male cobra-thresher shark hybrid. One parent was a naga, the other a shark, medical science had long advanced to the point where two species could produce dual species offspring without defects or the need for intervention during pregnancy.
He was a snake-shark, bipedal with a shark's head, fangs of his father, no cobra hood, his skin already very smooth and streamlined.
As Garrus went through puberty, he suffered bullying in school, being known as the intersexed male, all sorts of abuse and confusion as to what he was when it came to relationships. Many tolerated it seeing that it wasn't their business but felt a little strange when he looked to them as a boyfriend or girlfriend.
His hips began to widen, but his chest and above the waist, stayed the same, he developed a lower body half that was to his dismay, massively female and incredibly well toned and shaped, so much so that it was the envy of girls and even models. Serving only to confuse him more as he suffered at the hands of his body's unwilling and merciless changes to accommodate his female genitals and his womb.
Birthing hips but no breasts to come with it. His face stayed male, his shoulders and pectoral area was athletic but not hugely muscular over the averagely fit guy. He didn't like it one bit, having to change to women's fit clothing much to his embarassment. His flesh grew this way and was irreversible in its current state, his skin seemed to become elastic and more rubbery. He put that down to his hormonal transformation.
The more he fretted, seemingly the more his body curved, his skin turned more rubber-like and the rate which his hips widened, sped up. It was as if his body changed more quickly the more stressed he became over it.
This is actually an early "pre-blossoming" effect of his powers to come, his body would begin to show signs of his powers manifesting, until a point where he would eventually go into overdrive and his changes would make themselves known in a spectacular fashion in a very short time period.
Eventually he started to cover up, unable to really hide his tail and his skin colour's shift to sapphire blue and then jet black. He was afraid to show the full extent of his body in public to anyone, even in college. His eyes turned a strangely pupilless, blank yellow. He eventually stopped coming out of his house, only with the help of a generous room mate did he continue for a few months, barely leaving his room for anything. He stopped eating, for long periods of time. Many thought this was a benefit of his snake heritage but it was much longer than any snake could have gone without food.
He emerged from his room, deciding he would have a hot bath. Maybe it'd do something for his skin.
Lifting his long, sleek legs that the best models would kill for, he sat back, put the plug in. But before he could turn the tap on, he noticed he was already slippery in the bathtub. Looking down, he realised his soles of his feet were melting, his hands, ears, all extremities were melting.
Garrus panicked, not knowing what to do, the best thing he could do was contain his melting body in the bath in the hopes something could cure it. He screamed for help, a few minutes, long minutes, went past. Nobody came, he screamed one last time before he sunk in and his own liquid body muffled it.
A strange view happened to come to his realisation, physically, he could see as if his entire peripheral vision was limited to the width of the bath tub. Like his whole mass was in the tub was his eyes. He heard running, his friend came in. Looking for him, the window was closed, the cupboards weren't hiding him, fearing for his safety and his mental state, he rotated on the spot trying to think where Garrus was. He looked at the black liquid in the bath tub. It couldn't be, suspiciously it reminded him of Garrus' strange black latex-like skin. He poked at it with his index finger, finding it was stringy and it wouldn't let go, He tried to use his other hand to pull it off but it was slimy and elastic.
It crawled up his arms, coating them neatly and tightly as he recoiled backwards, pulling the rest of it with him as it seemingly opened up like a blooming flower and landed on him.
Garrus woke up on the cold bathroom floor, curled up in a fetal position. He felt strange, not quite comprehending his fuzzy vision that seemed to be able to view things in a 360* angle, facing every direction like a sphere. He thought it must be drugs, somebody must have spiked his drink and he was just hallucinating. But he hadn't drank anything, not to his memory, for months. He felt a strange sensation, completely naked, but as if he could feel clothes while not wearing any.
Garrus crawled to his couch in the living room and slammed himself into it. He felt heavy, looking down at his body and touching his thighs. He seemed to be able to see in all directions but with colour only when he looked forward. He laid there, waiting for a few minutes, his head still hazy as to what happened and still feeling a sensation like that of when one snaps out of a daydream but constantly.
He remembered something vaguely like reaching out for his friend's hand in the bathtub, as if his friend offered him a helping hand but couldn't quite picture it, he felt energized upon awaking but hazy, then he was here, now, on the couch. Where did his room mate go?
Could it seriously be that he melted in the bathtub and feeling clothes on the underside of his skin was actually that he was being worn by his friend?
Weeks passed and his friend who was known to go staying at other friend's dorms without telling, was still missing. Garrus stood up after a long few weeks of staying inside, he felt a need to stretch his arms outwards, arch his back and puff his chest out. Why, he wasn't sure but he did it. To his panic, his skin on the underside of his arms and his front of his chest, legs and midriff started to split and tear, revealing his friend inside. He thought it must be another hallucination, he must be going insane. His friend fell forward and slumped on the floor as Garrus jumped back in horror. There he was, unconscious, inside him the whole time. Garrus finally realised he wasn't normal anymore, not like he was before as a wide hipped, half male-half female monstrosity he thought he was. He was some kind of latex parasite, he felt a strange urge to clasp around somebody, to make physical contact with them. It wasn't a strong craving like for nicotine, it could wait. But it was a strange hunger.
Fast forward a few weeks and Garrus is now a sapphire blue, living latex symbiote, taking hosts by stealth attacks across the city, he learned when he was no longer normal, that his body was not normal and that in his natural black or blue latex form, it wasn't something to be ashamed of, especially when he could take the shape of anyone who had a distinctly blue colour to their fur or scales and never have to wear clothing again. He had to concentrate to keep himself solid or parts of himself solid. He'd travel completely naked, shifting to liquid at will, embracing his predatory heritage and his new predatory form. He was proud of what he had become, if not fond of his strange split gender secretly. He would prey on the unsuspecting, bonding with them and silencing them with his liquid form, covering their mouths as he encased them in himself.
Every host he had, if he didn't knock them out, which would be rare if he didn't at this point, would notice a distinctly phallic gag from the inside of his sealed up mouth, pumping something into their throats (the pheromones being pumped in by his cocktongue turned cock shaped gag).
His genetic info combined with his shapeshifting, means that he was now able to shapeshift freely into two natural forms - shark biped and naga, without any trouble, or anything in between if he wished. It would be something not in his genetic code immediately that he would have to use effort to become.
That's a very badly summarized backstory for Garrus which I feel won't be as popular as his alien exploration one but I feel this one deals with his transformation more deeply and psychologically, and I love the idea of mutants in X-Men, the fact its not a choice that you suddenly find your body has changed at a great trade off of an incredible power. But you will forever never be able to look normal again.
I'm actually wondering about maybe
 xenolugia150 or 
 amethystine to possibly take it on as a commissioned story for me. 
    Garrus is a semi-organic-semi-synthetic rubber, I changed that briefly and recently so it explains why he's still capable of being "alive" and maybe paves new ways to explain how he absorbs energy from his hosts - also explains why he gets tired without a host and his seemingly fast evolution and adaptations to situations rather than just "Uh yeah, he's rubber so he's immune to that."
His body isn't rubber as we know though, it's something that's very close but very advanced and tinkered by aliens as a type of armour that, in current backstory, was measured to be fitted in a safe quantity to specialist soldiers. Garrus is the way he is because he had the entire tank pour onto him and his body's genetics carried over some of his species detail while his consciousness merged through his brain being destroyed by the merge. Confining him to this strange, shiny form.
He's capable of:
- Stretching either in liquid form, in solid form.
- Shape shifting to many sizes and forms, but is restricted to blue colours and black colours, exception of his eyes which a normally yellow.
- Form changing - liquid to solid, solid to liquid, semi-liquid with say, his arms and shoulders becoming more solid to be able to hold a metal rod. He gets tired being in solid form for too long, so this is a good balance of his energy to give him capability of holding heavy things or swinging stuff.
- Potent pheromones - being a cobra who was venomous prior to being rubberized, it only served to evolve into pheromones that helped control his hosts inside if they resisted or in most cases, were applied anyway. Effects are often kinky, like inducing orgasm, muscle relaxant.
- Symbiotic attachment, a curse and a blessing, he can attach with his malleable form in spectacular fashion, lots of arcing and stringyness in a grand explosion of goo flowing outwards to trap somebody and bond with them on a cellular level to absorb energy. It can be painful if he leaves his host instantly as it means withdrawing from their skin and may cause damage if he was bonded deeply physically in the same situation.
- Changing the body of the host, he can do this but it requires a lot of energy, a good few hours at the quickest, simplest changes.
- Of course, being liquid and liquid control of his body. Being liquid you're somewhat more animate and resistant to the pull of gravity, you can be any shape like jets of water. You can be separated into many parts and as long as they're not pulled too far away from eachother, I'd say Garrus can control his body no matter how many parts he is separated into, unless he's molecularly decimated or atomically being ripped apart. If he gets split into two, he can choose from a telepathic link that runs through his body, which mass he wants to be dominant in or reform in, he could even act simultaneously in multiple parts but this takes effort the more complex it is.
- 360* vision and senses BUT, he can see all around, being goo, he can taste in any part of his body, hear with his tail, his eyesight only sees colour in his peripheral vision through his eyes. You cannot possibly imagine how hard this was for him to adapt to at first, it's like being permanently able to see from the back of your head while you think you're looking forwards.
I'd say when he isn't looking with his eyes, what he does see isn't exactly in much colour, it's blue and various tones of blue, from light reflecting off objects to him. No it's not sonar, he couldn't spot anyone much better by hearing than an organic could.
This was part of the features the armour had that was applied to alien soldiers. To us, the requirements are insane, to them, it was a necessity to learn to use it.
Weaknesses -
** See, this is no more Mary Sue than a robot character "Oh, yeah you tore his arm off? Yeah his "mind" is in his head, even if you tear that off, he's still in there." - Garrus can just be disabled by temperature and burned out of existence. He's not a conventional character so he's not really weak to conventional methods of killing. **
- Fire and heat, whether it's fire applied, he's not flame resistant for very long, anything that prolongs burning and is sparking or on fire will eventually set him alight, though he can just snuff the flame out. Weapons that keep burning are a big problem, like flamethrowers and napalm.
- Extreme cold, makes him brittle, eventually freezes him and is the best way to contain him if you can't seal him into something watertight.
- While these aren't physical, he's not good with technical and software use. He can't steal memories from hosts, is vulnerable to lack of inside knowledge if he impersonates somebody through voice or shape.
- I'd believe that microwave radiation would cause him to boil into an unstable mess on the floor, the retained heat would cause him to stay liquid.
- Airtight seals. Kinda self explanatory, if you're in a heavy metal suit that's air tight and I'm climbing to break in and force bond with you, you're safe until I can find a way in :V
Combat -
I'd say Garrus typically relies on melee combat with a swig of liquid lifeform advantages mixed in, any you can think of like immunity to slashing and bullets.
Ideally though he's:
- A melee fighter
- Travels lightweight
- Guerilla warfare fighter, he'll take your knife or whatever is around if he can get it.
- Isn't a massively trained marksman
- Powered armour and hi-tech weapons are only rare occurences
- Often is naked or wears light things like belts or harnesses so that they don't interfere with his engulfing of victims. Cloaks for easy pull off and max body coverage if he's in shark form.
- Four armed in snake form, acrobatic melee guy in shark form. Imagine the boxing moves he could pull off as a snake though.
Garrus Universe and Time/Era
- Sci-fi, far future.
- Space travel is easy and "Earth race" has spread across the galaxy
- Set in a time where aliens co-exist easily and are virtually everywhere, some are like mixes of Earth animals or variants who are equally curious of us.
- A different world of technological advancement, it's not as easy as "oh we cured cancer, it's not a problem now" - new technologies and races brought new problems to the table and new errors come up in their technology as always. No office is paperless.
As for Garrus' new backstory. - this isn't intended to be good writing, this is just the main points and timeline of events and explanation.
I did originally think of this as set in the current day of our world, but instead of humans it was anthro characters. Very X-Men inspired, as I've been a long time fan of the universe and their mutants concept, the persecution, the life changes, the denial, the fear and wishing it wasn't you that was a mutant.
To start off, this is in the same time line as above, sci fi, over thousands of years, one in billions sporadically is born into the next step of evolution, not through birth defects but an actual change in DNA that either allows for massive changes or was developed in such a way that powers would manifest later in their lives.
Garrus was an intersexed male cobra-thresher shark hybrid. One parent was a naga, the other a shark, medical science had long advanced to the point where two species could produce dual species offspring without defects or the need for intervention during pregnancy.
He was a snake-shark, bipedal with a shark's head, fangs of his father, no cobra hood, his skin already very smooth and streamlined.
As Garrus went through puberty, he suffered bullying in school, being known as the intersexed male, all sorts of abuse and confusion as to what he was when it came to relationships. Many tolerated it seeing that it wasn't their business but felt a little strange when he looked to them as a boyfriend or girlfriend.
His hips began to widen, but his chest and above the waist, stayed the same, he developed a lower body half that was to his dismay, massively female and incredibly well toned and shaped, so much so that it was the envy of girls and even models. Serving only to confuse him more as he suffered at the hands of his body's unwilling and merciless changes to accommodate his female genitals and his womb.
Birthing hips but no breasts to come with it. His face stayed male, his shoulders and pectoral area was athletic but not hugely muscular over the averagely fit guy. He didn't like it one bit, having to change to women's fit clothing much to his embarassment. His flesh grew this way and was irreversible in its current state, his skin seemed to become elastic and more rubbery. He put that down to his hormonal transformation.
The more he fretted, seemingly the more his body curved, his skin turned more rubber-like and the rate which his hips widened, sped up. It was as if his body changed more quickly the more stressed he became over it.
This is actually an early "pre-blossoming" effect of his powers to come, his body would begin to show signs of his powers manifesting, until a point where he would eventually go into overdrive and his changes would make themselves known in a spectacular fashion in a very short time period.
Eventually he started to cover up, unable to really hide his tail and his skin colour's shift to sapphire blue and then jet black. He was afraid to show the full extent of his body in public to anyone, even in college. His eyes turned a strangely pupilless, blank yellow. He eventually stopped coming out of his house, only with the help of a generous room mate did he continue for a few months, barely leaving his room for anything. He stopped eating, for long periods of time. Many thought this was a benefit of his snake heritage but it was much longer than any snake could have gone without food.
He emerged from his room, deciding he would have a hot bath. Maybe it'd do something for his skin.
Lifting his long, sleek legs that the best models would kill for, he sat back, put the plug in. But before he could turn the tap on, he noticed he was already slippery in the bathtub. Looking down, he realised his soles of his feet were melting, his hands, ears, all extremities were melting.
Garrus panicked, not knowing what to do, the best thing he could do was contain his melting body in the bath in the hopes something could cure it. He screamed for help, a few minutes, long minutes, went past. Nobody came, he screamed one last time before he sunk in and his own liquid body muffled it.
A strange view happened to come to his realisation, physically, he could see as if his entire peripheral vision was limited to the width of the bath tub. Like his whole mass was in the tub was his eyes. He heard running, his friend came in. Looking for him, the window was closed, the cupboards weren't hiding him, fearing for his safety and his mental state, he rotated on the spot trying to think where Garrus was. He looked at the black liquid in the bath tub. It couldn't be, suspiciously it reminded him of Garrus' strange black latex-like skin. He poked at it with his index finger, finding it was stringy and it wouldn't let go, He tried to use his other hand to pull it off but it was slimy and elastic.
It crawled up his arms, coating them neatly and tightly as he recoiled backwards, pulling the rest of it with him as it seemingly opened up like a blooming flower and landed on him.
Garrus woke up on the cold bathroom floor, curled up in a fetal position. He felt strange, not quite comprehending his fuzzy vision that seemed to be able to view things in a 360* angle, facing every direction like a sphere. He thought it must be drugs, somebody must have spiked his drink and he was just hallucinating. But he hadn't drank anything, not to his memory, for months. He felt a strange sensation, completely naked, but as if he could feel clothes while not wearing any.
Garrus crawled to his couch in the living room and slammed himself into it. He felt heavy, looking down at his body and touching his thighs. He seemed to be able to see in all directions but with colour only when he looked forward. He laid there, waiting for a few minutes, his head still hazy as to what happened and still feeling a sensation like that of when one snaps out of a daydream but constantly.
He remembered something vaguely like reaching out for his friend's hand in the bathtub, as if his friend offered him a helping hand but couldn't quite picture it, he felt energized upon awaking but hazy, then he was here, now, on the couch. Where did his room mate go?
Could it seriously be that he melted in the bathtub and feeling clothes on the underside of his skin was actually that he was being worn by his friend?
Weeks passed and his friend who was known to go staying at other friend's dorms without telling, was still missing. Garrus stood up after a long few weeks of staying inside, he felt a need to stretch his arms outwards, arch his back and puff his chest out. Why, he wasn't sure but he did it. To his panic, his skin on the underside of his arms and his front of his chest, legs and midriff started to split and tear, revealing his friend inside. He thought it must be another hallucination, he must be going insane. His friend fell forward and slumped on the floor as Garrus jumped back in horror. There he was, unconscious, inside him the whole time. Garrus finally realised he wasn't normal anymore, not like he was before as a wide hipped, half male-half female monstrosity he thought he was. He was some kind of latex parasite, he felt a strange urge to clasp around somebody, to make physical contact with them. It wasn't a strong craving like for nicotine, it could wait. But it was a strange hunger.
Fast forward a few weeks and Garrus is now a sapphire blue, living latex symbiote, taking hosts by stealth attacks across the city, he learned when he was no longer normal, that his body was not normal and that in his natural black or blue latex form, it wasn't something to be ashamed of, especially when he could take the shape of anyone who had a distinctly blue colour to their fur or scales and never have to wear clothing again. He had to concentrate to keep himself solid or parts of himself solid. He'd travel completely naked, shifting to liquid at will, embracing his predatory heritage and his new predatory form. He was proud of what he had become, if not fond of his strange split gender secretly. He would prey on the unsuspecting, bonding with them and silencing them with his liquid form, covering their mouths as he encased them in himself.
Every host he had, if he didn't knock them out, which would be rare if he didn't at this point, would notice a distinctly phallic gag from the inside of his sealed up mouth, pumping something into their throats (the pheromones being pumped in by his cocktongue turned cock shaped gag).
His genetic info combined with his shapeshifting, means that he was now able to shapeshift freely into two natural forms - shark biped and naga, without any trouble, or anything in between if he wished. It would be something not in his genetic code immediately that he would have to use effort to become.
That's a very badly summarized backstory for Garrus which I feel won't be as popular as his alien exploration one but I feel this one deals with his transformation more deeply and psychologically, and I love the idea of mutants in X-Men, the fact its not a choice that you suddenly find your body has changed at a great trade off of an incredible power. But you will forever never be able to look normal again.
I'm actually wondering about maybe
 xenolugia150 or 
 amethystine to possibly take it on as a commissioned story for me. Anyone Know Of Artist Who Will Take Unusual TF2 Hat for pay?
Posted 11 years agoI have an unusual Your Worst Nightmare for Sniper, Disco Beatdown effect. It's worth 7 Buds, and buds being $32 +/- approx. each in cash. Wondering if anyone maybe wants to work out an offer for it?
I really don't play Sniper and I really don't know what else I'd trade it for anyway. I kinda feel 50/50 on the safety of a paypal sale for it. I know there's a middleman system but eh, organising and signing up to forums and stuff etc and that's IF somebody will outright buy it.
Did this once before with another sniper Unusual with
 tato but if anyone knows somebody who's looking?
    I really don't play Sniper and I really don't know what else I'd trade it for anyway. I kinda feel 50/50 on the safety of a paypal sale for it. I know there's a middleman system but eh, organising and signing up to forums and stuff etc and that's IF somebody will outright buy it.
Did this once before with another sniper Unusual with
 tato but if anyone knows somebody who's looking?Empty Submission inbox but top right says (2S) (FIXED)
Posted 11 years agoJust not sure where to bug the site admins/mods etc. But my inbox is empty and it says I still have 2 submissions.
It's not bothering me, but I just thought I'd put it out there in case nobody has said/noticed it/had it happen to them yet.
    It's not bothering me, but I just thought I'd put it out there in case nobody has said/noticed it/had it happen to them yet.
Ok, Garrus is staying, the Krait will be a new character!
Posted 12 years agoI decided this at the last second because, Garrus as you know him, is years of imagination. Literally, years. He didn't happen overnight and I tend to liken him to comic book characters. Most guys who made the good characters like DC, Marvel etc. None of them made up Batman overnight, maybe Superman was but, the cool guys never happened in a few hours.
I think the krait will be my fursona now on, but Garrus will be around.
Lol I know I have a habit of changing things around a lot but, I just didn't like how worn out Garrus was becoming, being the only character I pit in endless situations of impending doom constantly. It also means the foxtaur can stay too, if Garrus became the krait, the foxtaur would have had to have become another character stand alone.
Thanks for the input guys.
    I think the krait will be my fursona now on, but Garrus will be around.
Lol I know I have a habit of changing things around a lot but, I just didn't like how worn out Garrus was becoming, being the only character I pit in endless situations of impending doom constantly. It also means the foxtaur can stay too, if Garrus became the krait, the foxtaur would have had to have become another character stand alone.
Thanks for the input guys.
Should I overhaul Garrus or make a new character?
Posted 12 years agoIt's still bearing on my mind a bit. Thing is I kinda see this character of mine, a krait seasnake very similar to the orange, black and white one that's appeared in previous pics, I see it as more my current fursona. 
I don't know, Garrus is kinda what's evolved over time, which is why I'm somewhat reluctant but not liking some of the directions I've taken him.
Could I always just rename Garrus? Garrus is what I'm known by for usernames and image and reputation.
    I don't know, Garrus is kinda what's evolved over time, which is why I'm somewhat reluctant but not liking some of the directions I've taken him.
Could I always just rename Garrus? Garrus is what I'm known by for usernames and image and reputation.
Birthday today woo
Posted 12 years agoWorking on my birthday sucks lol
Also it's tooooo hot.
Gunnery Sargeant Hartman doing his war face Example. AAAAHHHGHHH seems to sum up the reaction at work to the heat and we're already in shirts.
Thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes lol
    Also it's tooooo hot.
Gunnery Sargeant Hartman doing his war face Example. AAAAHHHGHHH seems to sum up the reaction at work to the heat and we're already in shirts.
Thanks everyone for all the birthday wishes lol
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