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Posted 3 years agoI have an upcoming bill of 100$ that's due technically today, but can be paid tomorrow. If someone wanted to have a little flash commission buy, I can discount a bigger piece down to 100$ since that is all I need. Or, a couple of smaller comms, or whatever can be done. I appreciate you all sticking by me through this. ;w;
I'm hoping to get back into things real soon, I moved once more and it's getting settled down! So I have a space that isn't 95 degrees to actually art! I'm so excited. I am gonna start doing stuff soon <3 please send me a note or a discord message! Thank you guys.
I'm hoping to get back into things real soon, I moved once more and it's getting settled down! So I have a space that isn't 95 degrees to actually art! I'm so excited. I am gonna start doing stuff soon <3 please send me a note or a discord message! Thank you guys.
Life Update (TW)
Posted 3 years agoTW: Physical abuse
So, to keep it as short as possible, I have been living with someone for months now who has abused me, manipulated me, hurt me in so many ways that I cannot count them. I was living with a diagnosed sociopath. And… well, he finally snapped.
About a week ago, I confided in some friends in my plans to leave this person, as I was basically trapped for awhile… And well, they immediately told the person, we will call him M, that i was trying to leave. I was awoken by screaming, yelling, throwing of things. I had no clue what was going on at the time, but he was exploding on me because the people I had put my trust in to get out of a very dangerous situation, had told the dangerous person i was trying to get away from. We argued for awhile, and he grabbed my phone at a certain point and slammed it flat against the wall. I managed to get it back, and from there things got violent. He started slamming me into walls, repeatedly, and on my spine, which is bad as it is, and has been hurting very much worse since it happened.
We went out to the front, and he started pushing me. Very hard. He pushed me into the door so hard it opened, and he tried pushing me down the stairs. I caught myself on the railing and realized just how dangerous of a situation I was in. I managed to get like a three word text to my mom “I need help”. He kept trying to grab my phone so i couldnt get help or call anyone. I made for the back patio, thinking it would be harder for him to push me over the railing, thinking it might be safer. When he got there he shoved me into the chair in the corner and started beating me, and began to strangle me. He kept on for awhile while I screamed, and my mom comes rushing in with her car. Her and my brother pop out and start screaming and crying at him to stop, and he doesn’t. About ten seconds later he realizes and lets go of me, and i make a break for it, just crying, crying, and running away. Down the stairs, into my moms arms. She was already on the phone with the police. And we had gathered a crowd of people who had heard my screaming from the main road and came to investigate. The cops came, and couldn’t arrest him because the bruises hadn’t appeared yet, despite all the witnesses and evidence. So we went to the hospital later on when they did and a police officer took pictures of hand marks around my neck and back and scratches and bruises all over me.
This M and me, we have been off and on for years now. I am always a fool and go back. But, something I must say a million times, he is a diagnosed sociopath. He is a literal master at manipulation and slight of hand, disarming and confusing, gaslighitng and really, really, hitting every nerve. And then treating you the best that they can, to win you back, and it’s a game i’m ashamed that i played such a big part in. But i thought i could save him, help him, love him better. And that will never be the case, not for someone like that. I have problems with reality, disassociation and depression in general. Being off and on with him for so long… everything is warped. I’ve become a totally different person. Some of you knew me before, and knew how much I loved to work, and interact with all my followers, and do projects and keep stuff updated… but… all of my love for life has been slowly drained out of me. Its so hard to pick up a pen and love what I do, when I just… hate myself more than I ever have. He convinced me for years I was the problem.
I deal with a lot of trauma and PTSD before this incident, and memory problems and things of that nature. He took advantage of that, and would literally tell me I was remembering things wrong to go in his favor. He would tell me these problems we have, were my fault, and my Bi-Polar, my emotional state and the way i reacted too emotionally to everything.
I could go on and on, but, honestly, I feel like im beating a dead horse trying to get my message across. I have been in a very, very bad place. This was not the first occurrence of abuse, I have videos, pictures, all sorts of things to testify to that. He messed me up in ways I am still discovering.
I did file a VPO and it was granted today, so I am protected for the next five years, and have a legal obligation to stay the hell away from him, and him me, so there’s no way to get roped in again.
Once he was served, and had to leave my place, he broke and stole a lot from me. A lot of my paintings were ripped, canvases, ones I loved, clothes of mine missing, my makeup straight up broken in half, damages to the property… it was a lot. I got very emotional upon realizing what he had done. He also stole my tablet pen, my only way to work or make money or do the commissions I’ve been neglecting due to being scared, depressed, abused, and unsafe in my own home. He restricted me from talking to commissioners for a time as well, because he didnt like the nature of my work, so I had to literally hide my stuff and who i was talking to.
I am on a road right now, i am hoping it will be good. I moved into my moms house, kinda sleeping on the couch but i am so financially, emotionally, physically drained that im just glad to be somewhere safe.
I just wanted to update everyone, I know this might be a lot to process but i am still processing it myself. Thank you all for standing strong with me, I am going to find a way to get a new tablet pen if i can, and start work back up, because i genuinely miss the community here. I really do. It breaks my heart that i was ripped away for so long by someone who did nothing for me but hurt me. I am starting to recover, I think, I’m going to therapy and doing what I need to to get past this. I am… very traumatized, I sometimes still feel his hands around my throat, even when there’s nothing there. I’m still scared of something, even though there is nothing left to fear. It leaves a permanent scar on your soul and brain. I had PTSD before this and I recognize the symptoms, but this is just so much worse than before. But I’m gonna cope with it as best I can, and return to you guys stronger than ever before, and doing more, and loving it just as much as i did when i began. Thank you for listening.
So, to keep it as short as possible, I have been living with someone for months now who has abused me, manipulated me, hurt me in so many ways that I cannot count them. I was living with a diagnosed sociopath. And… well, he finally snapped.
About a week ago, I confided in some friends in my plans to leave this person, as I was basically trapped for awhile… And well, they immediately told the person, we will call him M, that i was trying to leave. I was awoken by screaming, yelling, throwing of things. I had no clue what was going on at the time, but he was exploding on me because the people I had put my trust in to get out of a very dangerous situation, had told the dangerous person i was trying to get away from. We argued for awhile, and he grabbed my phone at a certain point and slammed it flat against the wall. I managed to get it back, and from there things got violent. He started slamming me into walls, repeatedly, and on my spine, which is bad as it is, and has been hurting very much worse since it happened.
We went out to the front, and he started pushing me. Very hard. He pushed me into the door so hard it opened, and he tried pushing me down the stairs. I caught myself on the railing and realized just how dangerous of a situation I was in. I managed to get like a three word text to my mom “I need help”. He kept trying to grab my phone so i couldnt get help or call anyone. I made for the back patio, thinking it would be harder for him to push me over the railing, thinking it might be safer. When he got there he shoved me into the chair in the corner and started beating me, and began to strangle me. He kept on for awhile while I screamed, and my mom comes rushing in with her car. Her and my brother pop out and start screaming and crying at him to stop, and he doesn’t. About ten seconds later he realizes and lets go of me, and i make a break for it, just crying, crying, and running away. Down the stairs, into my moms arms. She was already on the phone with the police. And we had gathered a crowd of people who had heard my screaming from the main road and came to investigate. The cops came, and couldn’t arrest him because the bruises hadn’t appeared yet, despite all the witnesses and evidence. So we went to the hospital later on when they did and a police officer took pictures of hand marks around my neck and back and scratches and bruises all over me.
This M and me, we have been off and on for years now. I am always a fool and go back. But, something I must say a million times, he is a diagnosed sociopath. He is a literal master at manipulation and slight of hand, disarming and confusing, gaslighitng and really, really, hitting every nerve. And then treating you the best that they can, to win you back, and it’s a game i’m ashamed that i played such a big part in. But i thought i could save him, help him, love him better. And that will never be the case, not for someone like that. I have problems with reality, disassociation and depression in general. Being off and on with him for so long… everything is warped. I’ve become a totally different person. Some of you knew me before, and knew how much I loved to work, and interact with all my followers, and do projects and keep stuff updated… but… all of my love for life has been slowly drained out of me. Its so hard to pick up a pen and love what I do, when I just… hate myself more than I ever have. He convinced me for years I was the problem.
I deal with a lot of trauma and PTSD before this incident, and memory problems and things of that nature. He took advantage of that, and would literally tell me I was remembering things wrong to go in his favor. He would tell me these problems we have, were my fault, and my Bi-Polar, my emotional state and the way i reacted too emotionally to everything.
I could go on and on, but, honestly, I feel like im beating a dead horse trying to get my message across. I have been in a very, very bad place. This was not the first occurrence of abuse, I have videos, pictures, all sorts of things to testify to that. He messed me up in ways I am still discovering.
I did file a VPO and it was granted today, so I am protected for the next five years, and have a legal obligation to stay the hell away from him, and him me, so there’s no way to get roped in again.
Once he was served, and had to leave my place, he broke and stole a lot from me. A lot of my paintings were ripped, canvases, ones I loved, clothes of mine missing, my makeup straight up broken in half, damages to the property… it was a lot. I got very emotional upon realizing what he had done. He also stole my tablet pen, my only way to work or make money or do the commissions I’ve been neglecting due to being scared, depressed, abused, and unsafe in my own home. He restricted me from talking to commissioners for a time as well, because he didnt like the nature of my work, so I had to literally hide my stuff and who i was talking to.
I am on a road right now, i am hoping it will be good. I moved into my moms house, kinda sleeping on the couch but i am so financially, emotionally, physically drained that im just glad to be somewhere safe.
I just wanted to update everyone, I know this might be a lot to process but i am still processing it myself. Thank you all for standing strong with me, I am going to find a way to get a new tablet pen if i can, and start work back up, because i genuinely miss the community here. I really do. It breaks my heart that i was ripped away for so long by someone who did nothing for me but hurt me. I am starting to recover, I think, I’m going to therapy and doing what I need to to get past this. I am… very traumatized, I sometimes still feel his hands around my throat, even when there’s nothing there. I’m still scared of something, even though there is nothing left to fear. It leaves a permanent scar on your soul and brain. I had PTSD before this and I recognize the symptoms, but this is just so much worse than before. But I’m gonna cope with it as best I can, and return to you guys stronger than ever before, and doing more, and loving it just as much as i did when i began. Thank you for listening.
Internet Update[possible hiatus]
Posted 3 years agoSo I've been trying to make a small comeback, but as of tomorrow morning, unless I get about 200$, my internet is going to be cut off. So, I'm not sure how I'll really be able to get ahold of anyone, considering I have no phone service also. I may not be able to talk for some time. I want to avoid this happening but my brother told us the wrong amount on what we would need for the deposits, and now we are in a super bad position. So.. I hope I don't have to leave amidst my come back, I don't know how I will make money or work.. it will be very hard. So, we will see. Thank you guys so being here for me, and I hope that this will work out. My commissions are open, if anyone you know or you want any, I will do my best to show up. Thank you.
EMERGENCY UPDATES!
Posted 3 years agoHey guys. Its been quite awhile, hasnt it? I do owe you all an update, as it has been months after me claiming to have come back.... let me explain a little bit.
When i came back, i was overwhelemed with messages, comments, requests, all sorts of things i guess i was just not prepared for at the time. I thought i was mentally ready to handle it all, and ended up having another horrible mental break. I was embarassed to say the least. Embarassed, caught up, and utterly defeated.. once again. And still have tons of stuff that i need to do. It was shitty, and it was unfair of me to claim i was coming back and end up being not atrong enough mentally to handle it. So these past couple of months, ive been taking things slowly, trying to work on commissions as much as possible, i even have atuff completed ive just been.. too scared to upload.
But, i want to. I want to come back, maybe in a smaller way than before, steadily and easily, so that i can prevail.
Some life updates, i had moved out of the horrendous situation i was in, but due to financial difficulty and me basically refusing to ask anyone for help or reach out.. landed me right back at my brothers. And, he pulled the rug right out from under me as soon as that happened. Apparently, he had planned with my mom to move out, making sure i was on the lease so he could dip out with no consequences... keep in mind, he has a job! A full time one, one that he could pay for this place 3 times over with.. and i am an artist that works based on commission. That has made basically nothing for months at this point, and am currently developing some super scary mental problems that i cannot and should not deal with alone. I am.. i feel deeply betrayed once more. And i feel like its my fault, like i came into this again knowing what he was and what he was capable of.. and still trusted him. I fucked up. Badly.
But, regardless, i am once more in a pretty shitty spot.. he told me, after getting all of his stuff out and everything, that he is not planning on paying last months rent. Which leaves, me who already doesnt have half of their rent, to get double that, and also, we have to switch over internet and electricty in two days, otherwise it gets straight up cut off. And i wont be able to make any money, get ahold of anyone, or do anything. My way of making money basically orbits being able to get ahold of and talk to people, and also upload things to the internet for people.
Im in a sorry sorry situation. And as much as i hate to ask, i really, really need help.
Im working on the commissions i have now, and now that i am going to be on proper medication soon [silver lining!] Theres a huge chance my work production will increase heavily. The reason its been so bad is that i am lacking a medication that gives me energy, helps me focus, among other things. But that will be fixed very soon!
But right now, what would help, is commissions. Even donantions. Spreading the word, and helping tell people about this and my situation may help a lot honestly. Posting on other sites, subscribing to my Onlyfans [if only for the profit aspect of it] and things of that nature would make the chances of me being able to get through this soar, immensely.
I have until tomorrow to get what i need, and then the 15th for the internet and electicity. Probably adding up to around 700$.
We will see if we can do this! I waited so long to make this post because i was embarassed.. but i know now that i need the help. And people cant help if you dont reach out to them. So im reaching out, desperately, hoping someone will or can take my hand.
Thank you guys so much.
My paypal is jazmin.h.crawford.98[at]gmail.com !
You can send me shinies via fA, donations to my ko - fi, or even just send stuff anonymously. Or, if you cannot help, you can tell someone, or people, who can! And post journals about it. Twitter posts, discord groups, post on facebook.... anything would help right now. And I appreciate each and every one of you immensely.
When i came back, i was overwhelemed with messages, comments, requests, all sorts of things i guess i was just not prepared for at the time. I thought i was mentally ready to handle it all, and ended up having another horrible mental break. I was embarassed to say the least. Embarassed, caught up, and utterly defeated.. once again. And still have tons of stuff that i need to do. It was shitty, and it was unfair of me to claim i was coming back and end up being not atrong enough mentally to handle it. So these past couple of months, ive been taking things slowly, trying to work on commissions as much as possible, i even have atuff completed ive just been.. too scared to upload.
But, i want to. I want to come back, maybe in a smaller way than before, steadily and easily, so that i can prevail.
Some life updates, i had moved out of the horrendous situation i was in, but due to financial difficulty and me basically refusing to ask anyone for help or reach out.. landed me right back at my brothers. And, he pulled the rug right out from under me as soon as that happened. Apparently, he had planned with my mom to move out, making sure i was on the lease so he could dip out with no consequences... keep in mind, he has a job! A full time one, one that he could pay for this place 3 times over with.. and i am an artist that works based on commission. That has made basically nothing for months at this point, and am currently developing some super scary mental problems that i cannot and should not deal with alone. I am.. i feel deeply betrayed once more. And i feel like its my fault, like i came into this again knowing what he was and what he was capable of.. and still trusted him. I fucked up. Badly.
But, regardless, i am once more in a pretty shitty spot.. he told me, after getting all of his stuff out and everything, that he is not planning on paying last months rent. Which leaves, me who already doesnt have half of their rent, to get double that, and also, we have to switch over internet and electricty in two days, otherwise it gets straight up cut off. And i wont be able to make any money, get ahold of anyone, or do anything. My way of making money basically orbits being able to get ahold of and talk to people, and also upload things to the internet for people.
Im in a sorry sorry situation. And as much as i hate to ask, i really, really need help.
Im working on the commissions i have now, and now that i am going to be on proper medication soon [silver lining!] Theres a huge chance my work production will increase heavily. The reason its been so bad is that i am lacking a medication that gives me energy, helps me focus, among other things. But that will be fixed very soon!
But right now, what would help, is commissions. Even donantions. Spreading the word, and helping tell people about this and my situation may help a lot honestly. Posting on other sites, subscribing to my Onlyfans [if only for the profit aspect of it] and things of that nature would make the chances of me being able to get through this soar, immensely.
I have until tomorrow to get what i need, and then the 15th for the internet and electicity. Probably adding up to around 700$.
We will see if we can do this! I waited so long to make this post because i was embarassed.. but i know now that i need the help. And people cant help if you dont reach out to them. So im reaching out, desperately, hoping someone will or can take my hand.
Thank you guys so much.
My paypal is jazmin.h.crawford.98[at]gmail.com !
You can send me shinies via fA, donations to my ko - fi, or even just send stuff anonymously. Or, if you cannot help, you can tell someone, or people, who can! And post journals about it. Twitter posts, discord groups, post on facebook.... anything would help right now. And I appreciate each and every one of you immensely.
I'm back!
Posted 3 years agoSo, I ended up going to the hospital. I have a bunch of follow up appointments and I'm working really hard to get my mind right after the terrifying incidents of the past couple of weeks. I will be working treatment, taking meds, and on track for a better life and a healthier mind. Thank you all for being so patient with me, it means the absolute world to me, it literally brings me to tears at times the impenetrable kindness and fulfillment you all bring me. Thank you for being apart of my journey, and believing in me when I couldn't bear to.
As far as commissions go, within the next week I'll be getting to the ones done that are late, and if you want to help me with that please resend your commission info to my notes, it would be awesome! :D
I'm feeling a lot safer, a lot better, and a lot healthier. Thank you all for the patience and loyalty you've shown me over these past couple of years, no matter how rough they've been. I believe in each and every one of you... so thank you. Thank you, beyond words.
I'm back!
As far as commissions go, within the next week I'll be getting to the ones done that are late, and if you want to help me with that please resend your commission info to my notes, it would be awesome! :D
I'm feeling a lot safer, a lot better, and a lot healthier. Thank you all for the patience and loyalty you've shown me over these past couple of years, no matter how rough they've been. I believe in each and every one of you... so thank you. Thank you, beyond words.
I'm back!
Health Updates
Posted 3 years agoSo for those wondering. I am okay, but I do need help. I've been in and out of the ER due to random pains involving my kidney, back and legs, and it caused me to stay up, and whenever I stay up for more than three days due to mania or pain I start hallucinating. I spent almost an entire day blacked out, hallucinating vividly and unable to escape my dimensional prison. It was very scary. I am not going to put down what I saw publicly because it is terrifying. I have been trying to get mental health help for the past few weeks and I think everything all together kind of just made it explode in my face. The fact is, I am going to go into inpatient. I believe it is the best option and the safest one at that.
I'll probably only be gone a week at most. But I want you guys to know what's up. I recently moved out on my own and it has been hard. And not working for a week will make getting rent together even harder. If anyone feels like donating or helping out someone who's dealing with severe mental illness, my PayPal email is jazmin.h.crawford.98[at]gmail.com or you can give me shines. I'm in a scary spot and I need help immediately.
I'll probably only be gone a week at most. But I want you guys to know what's up. I recently moved out on my own and it has been hard. And not working for a week will make getting rent together even harder. If anyone feels like donating or helping out someone who's dealing with severe mental illness, my PayPal email is jazmin.h.crawford.98[at]gmail.com or you can give me shines. I'm in a scary spot and I need help immediately.
DISCOUNTED CHRISTMAS ICONS (15% DISCOUNT ON COMMS)
Posted 4 years agoSo I am needing to make rent by like tomorrow, so I am gonna be doing 20$ Christmas lights icons like last year! If you want one, please comment here.
Also, I am going to be having a discount! If you type the word "COLD" in a note on fA, you will receieve a 15% discount on a commission!
I've recently been inactive as I have moved. I will post an update journal soon <3
Also, I am going to be having a discount! If you type the word "COLD" in a note on fA, you will receieve a 15% discount on a commission!
I've recently been inactive as I have moved. I will post an update journal soon <3
Updates!
Posted 4 years agoHey guys, small update for you. I have been so sick lately, for about a week or two it's been nonstop naseua, puking and abdominal pain.. I went to the doctor finally, and they told me I have an ovarian cyst. Don't worry, it's not big or bad, but it is putting me in some pain. I have to follow up for an appointment to get it looked at better and see what steps we need to take to get it taken care of. I'm sorry I've been so absent lately, hopefully now that I've gotten that figured out It will be less of a problem. I still am in a lot of pain but my mind is at ease knowing what it is.
I am still moving, and I am still in need of comms. I do have a lot on my plate rn with the YCH's I did, but those are being worked on right now and I should have some more art for y'all in general soon. It's been super rough, and I miss you guys dearly. I'm gonna make a commitment to my mental health and call some places and see about getting on track with meds and stuff. Thank you all for being so patient. Please send me a note if you have questions or want to commission me! Thanks all.
If y'all care to, type up a little comment on my journal saying how you've been doing lately. I would love to hear!
I am still moving, and I am still in need of comms. I do have a lot on my plate rn with the YCH's I did, but those are being worked on right now and I should have some more art for y'all in general soon. It's been super rough, and I miss you guys dearly. I'm gonna make a commitment to my mental health and call some places and see about getting on track with meds and stuff. Thank you all for being so patient. Please send me a note if you have questions or want to commission me! Thanks all.
If y'all care to, type up a little comment on my journal saying how you've been doing lately. I would love to hear!
Huge Anthrocon 2020 art piece
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! So I've been working on an art piece here for the past year and it's too big to upload so I'm posting a link here
I'm not sure who all was involved, if you see yourself here feel free drop a comment!
https://media.discordapp.net/attach....._8-22-2021.png
Lemme know what yall think!
I'm not sure who all was involved, if you see yourself here feel free drop a comment!
https://media.discordapp.net/attach....._8-22-2021.png
Lemme know what yall think!
Emergency Update
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! So it's been awhile since I've updated.. things have been absolutely insane.
I had an abusive ex boyfriend who I had to kick out and leave a couple of months ago. My brother and him are very close. Because of the break up some friction started between me and my brother. There was already friction for some other things that had happened.
My ex boyfriend heavily abused me. And my brother watched it happen. It was a very scary situation and I kept very quiet about it. I was scared and I didn't think he was this type of person. I kept it quiet from my family and my friends in order to preserve his name. Because I loved him of course. And being abused doesn't change your love for someone, unfortunately.
Well, recently, I came out to my family about it. My brother lied to my family about it to his own shame at not doing anything about it and said it didn't happen. Nobody believes him, but the fact that he lied about it says a lot to me. Along with other things, after me and my ex broke up, my brother let him in my house to trash my room.
And just yesterday, he let him into my house to steal my bed and trash my room once more. I made a post on a Facebook and am gonna talk to the police about what can be done, but for now I am not safe. And I have nowhere to rest my head. My commissions are open and my donations will be open as well considering the circumstances. I am horrified and appalled and just plain sad. I'm in disbelief my brother could do something like this, and I'm so upset that my ex is managing to manipulate him and is still able to get to me even though he is out of my life. My brother has been planning on moving for the past month now and I need to move as well. I don't have much right now, and I am really needing help from you guys. I don't feel safe here and my things are getting broken and stolen. I need help. I feel so heavy. I feel so alone. My ex is a cruel and bitter person and as long as I'm here I'm not safe.
For now I need to focus on getting a bed. Sleeping on the floor is not fun for me or my back.
Thank you all for listening and please, even if you cannot help, just send me some good vibes... I could really use it
I had an abusive ex boyfriend who I had to kick out and leave a couple of months ago. My brother and him are very close. Because of the break up some friction started between me and my brother. There was already friction for some other things that had happened.
My ex boyfriend heavily abused me. And my brother watched it happen. It was a very scary situation and I kept very quiet about it. I was scared and I didn't think he was this type of person. I kept it quiet from my family and my friends in order to preserve his name. Because I loved him of course. And being abused doesn't change your love for someone, unfortunately.
Well, recently, I came out to my family about it. My brother lied to my family about it to his own shame at not doing anything about it and said it didn't happen. Nobody believes him, but the fact that he lied about it says a lot to me. Along with other things, after me and my ex broke up, my brother let him in my house to trash my room.
And just yesterday, he let him into my house to steal my bed and trash my room once more. I made a post on a Facebook and am gonna talk to the police about what can be done, but for now I am not safe. And I have nowhere to rest my head. My commissions are open and my donations will be open as well considering the circumstances. I am horrified and appalled and just plain sad. I'm in disbelief my brother could do something like this, and I'm so upset that my ex is managing to manipulate him and is still able to get to me even though he is out of my life. My brother has been planning on moving for the past month now and I need to move as well. I don't have much right now, and I am really needing help from you guys. I don't feel safe here and my things are getting broken and stolen. I need help. I feel so heavy. I feel so alone. My ex is a cruel and bitter person and as long as I'm here I'm not safe.
For now I need to focus on getting a bed. Sleeping on the floor is not fun for me or my back.
Thank you all for listening and please, even if you cannot help, just send me some good vibes... I could really use it
Raffle #3 (FREE ART)
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! I'm going to be holding 3 different raffles, each of them a fully colored, shaded, and background piece featuring darkfox49 's characters!
Raffle #1: NSFW or SFW picture with Darkfox's Absol
https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....amp;height=621
Rules:
Pick a number between 1 and 1000
Link a journal, Twitter post, or any post sharing this journal (if youd like!)
Comment your number for 1 entry!
There will be one winner!
On September 10th (my birthday!)i will pick one number from random.org and post screenshots!
May the odds be ever in your favor!
Raffle #1: NSFW or SFW picture with Darkfox's Absol
https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....amp;height=621
Rules:
Pick a number between 1 and 1000
Link a journal, Twitter post, or any post sharing this journal (if youd like!)
Comment your number for 1 entry!
There will be one winner!
On September 10th (my birthday!)i will pick one number from random.org and post screenshots!
May the odds be ever in your favor!
Raffle #2 (FREE ART)
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! I'm going to be holding 3 different raffles, each of them a fully colored, shaded, and background piece featuring darkfox49 's characters!
Raffle #1: NSFW or SFW picture with Yama
https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....amp;height=621
Rules:
Pick a number between 1 and 1000
Link a journal, Twitter post, or any post sharing this journal (if youd like!)
Comment your number for 1 entry!
There will be one winner!
On September 10th (my birthday!)i will pick one number from random.org and post screenshots!
May the odds be ever in your favor!
Raffle #1: NSFW or SFW picture with Yama
https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....amp;height=621
Rules:
Pick a number between 1 and 1000
Link a journal, Twitter post, or any post sharing this journal (if youd like!)
Comment your number for 1 entry!
There will be one winner!
On September 10th (my birthday!)i will pick one number from random.org and post screenshots!
May the odds be ever in your favor!
Raffle #1 (FREE ART)
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! I'm going to be holding 3 different raffles, each of them a fully colored, shaded, and background piece featuring darkfox49 's characters!
Raffle #1: NSFW or SFW picture with Vergo
https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....amp;height=621
Rules:
Pick a number between 1 and 1000
Link a journal, Twitter post, or any post sharing this journal (if youd like!)
Comment your number for 1 entry!
There will be one winner!
On September 10th (my birthday!)i will pick one number from random.org and post screenshots!
May the odds be ever in your favor!
Raffle #1: NSFW or SFW picture with Vergo
https://media.discordapp.net/attach.....amp;height=621
Rules:
Pick a number between 1 and 1000
Link a journal, Twitter post, or any post sharing this journal (if youd like!)
Comment your number for 1 entry!
There will be one winner!
On September 10th (my birthday!)i will pick one number from random.org and post screenshots!
May the odds be ever in your favor!
Limited Sketch/Colored Sketch Slots Open
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! So, I am going to open up my sketch/colored sketch commissions, which are a bit cheaper than the other options on my commission list. There will only be 5 slots, so please note me if you'd like one!
Uncolored sketch-20$
(add character 10$)
(add background 5$)
Colored Sketch- 30$
(add charcter 12$)
(add background 7$)
Uncolored sketch-20$
(add character 10$)
(add background 5$)
Colored Sketch- 30$
(add charcter 12$)
(add background 7$)
Extended discounted commissions
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! So I am needing some help and am extending the offer for discounted commissions. If you send me the word "HOT" you will receive a 15% discount on commission!
Discounted commissions
Posted 4 years agoSend me the word "HOT" in a dm and recieve 15% off your commission! This will only be available for the next 2 days, thank you guys
Update\commissions
Posted 4 years agoHey guys. Ive been very absent for the past month or so, and i thought y'all deserved a bit of an explanation. Ive been fighting some pretty serious demons, my depression is out of control, trying to figure out medication, dealing with a very hostile situation with my brother and living situation, as well as many other things. If you wish to know, you may dm me, some things that happened are bad enough that I don't exactly want them to be public. But... I am making a huge effort to come out of this muck. Id like everyone to know that I am coming back, and I am going to do my best for you guys. Because you all drive me a lot more than you think you do. Its hard to see it in the fog of depression but y'all are an absolute miracle to me. And I appreciate each and every one of you. Thank you
For those of you wondering, my commissions are open but very limited, please dm me and see if I can do it. I have a lot to catch up on. And if you have ant questions about current commissions please message me. Thank you guys.
For those of you wondering, my commissions are open but very limited, please dm me and see if I can do it. I have a lot to catch up on. And if you have ant questions about current commissions please message me. Thank you guys.
Emergency Discounted Commissions
Posted 4 years agoHey guys~ So, I have court in a couple of days because of a ticket I got due to lack of insurance, and due to being very very sick the past week or so, I'm a bit behind on making enough money to pay it off. So I'm gonna do some emergency commissions on discount! If you use the keyword 'GREEN' you will receive 20% off of your commission! Just send me a note or message me on discord. Thank you guys so much ;w;
Feel free to share!
Feel free to share!
5 Slots for Valentine's day Discount!
Posted 4 years agoHey guys! I'm gonna do a little discount for Valentine's day today- The keyword will be "LOVE" which will get you 15% off a commission!
I'll be limiting it to 5 slots this time so that I don't become overwhelmed with things xx
It does not have to be Valentine's day themed!
Please send me a note containing the keyword to receive the discount!
I'll be limiting it to 5 slots this time so that I don't become overwhelmed with things xx
It does not have to be Valentine's day themed!
Please send me a note containing the keyword to receive the discount!
Emergency Commissions
Posted 4 years agoHey guys. I know it seems like I'm always on some sort of situation. But right now, its been 3 days and I havent been able to pay rent due to lack of funds. I had an emergency car issue and had to use what I had for it. I'm accepting commissions, I'm willing to negotiate on things(being an art slave, charging per hour) or anything really. And.. I would accept donations. We would have no place to go after this. And ive been so depressed and anxious about this, I'm just hoping our landlord will understand.
Feel free to share this journal, to your friends or any other site. Thank you guys so much. ;m;
Feel free to share this journal, to your friends or any other site. Thank you guys so much. ;m;
20% holiday discount!
Posted 4 years agoThere will be a 20% discount on my commissions until after Christmas day! Just type in "Merry" with your note, and send away!
Merry Christmas everyone!
Merry Christmas everyone!
5 more slots open!
Posted 4 years agoHey guys, so, Christmas is coming and I am woefully unprepared for it as well as rent. I lost a huge financial asset, and actually just broke up with my long term live in boyfriend. And its been a hard week and a half. So i am opening 5 more slots, and these will be the only slots available until after Christmas for sure, maybe all of January. I'm wittling down other commissions and nearing a hopeful break. Thank you guys for listening, I'm sorry if my attitude is a little somber. Just send me a note if youd like a spot :,)
Happy Holidays to all of you!
Happy Holidays to all of you!
Irl Updates: Previous Commissions: New Slots
Posted 5 years agoHey guys! So, as you've noticed, I've been very, very absent...
IRL Updates:
Well... To put it simply, Covid basically rampaged through my close friends and relatives. It took the lives of a few, and I've been attending funerals and viewings these past weeks, and saying goodbye to some really special people while seeing others on ventilators, unsure what will happen, or how long they will last... It's beena pretty traumatizing past few weeks. To top it off, I've been having circulatory problems in my legs, or at least I assume. It feels like I've ran a marathon and I can barely walk, my feet are tingly, itchy underneath the skin and numb, I can't even feel a hard pinch from someone else. I don't knoww what it is, and anything I'm thinking feels blown out of proportion. Still.. I am going to go to the ER if the pain does not stop. It is actually fairly unbearable, it's hard to focus and impossible to go anywhere. It's scary because I just don't know, my grandma and my dad deal with water retaining issues, idk.
So there are some updates, this year has been an absolute hurricane for everyone. And it has been... so incredibly hard. But I believe we can all get through this. We have to stick together, and there isn't a better community to do so with, especially in these times. You guys are all so caring and supportive, it brings me to literal tears sometimes. Maybe i'm jsut overwhelmed. Idk. I'm just grateful, thankful, even, to have what I do here, and be able to do what I do.
Commissions:
Anyways, I'm needing a bit of help as far as previous commissions go- If you have a commission you are waiting on, it would be super helpful if you guys could resend the info to me via note or discord, my notes have gotten so cluttered over these weeks of hiatus. Please start the subject title with COM PROD: *insert your username*
And to those who don't, I will be reaching out within the next couple of days :3
Open Commissions:
Since these weeks of being dead have left me pretty much broke, I'm gonna be opening 5 commission slots, and then snugly closing them for awhile again.
1. CLOSED
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
IRL Updates:
Well... To put it simply, Covid basically rampaged through my close friends and relatives. It took the lives of a few, and I've been attending funerals and viewings these past weeks, and saying goodbye to some really special people while seeing others on ventilators, unsure what will happen, or how long they will last... It's beena pretty traumatizing past few weeks. To top it off, I've been having circulatory problems in my legs, or at least I assume. It feels like I've ran a marathon and I can barely walk, my feet are tingly, itchy underneath the skin and numb, I can't even feel a hard pinch from someone else. I don't knoww what it is, and anything I'm thinking feels blown out of proportion. Still.. I am going to go to the ER if the pain does not stop. It is actually fairly unbearable, it's hard to focus and impossible to go anywhere. It's scary because I just don't know, my grandma and my dad deal with water retaining issues, idk.
So there are some updates, this year has been an absolute hurricane for everyone. And it has been... so incredibly hard. But I believe we can all get through this. We have to stick together, and there isn't a better community to do so with, especially in these times. You guys are all so caring and supportive, it brings me to literal tears sometimes. Maybe i'm jsut overwhelmed. Idk. I'm just grateful, thankful, even, to have what I do here, and be able to do what I do.
Commissions:
Anyways, I'm needing a bit of help as far as previous commissions go- If you have a commission you are waiting on, it would be super helpful if you guys could resend the info to me via note or discord, my notes have gotten so cluttered over these weeks of hiatus. Please start the subject title with COM PROD: *insert your username*
And to those who don't, I will be reaching out within the next couple of days :3
Open Commissions:
Since these weeks of being dead have left me pretty much broke, I'm gonna be opening 5 commission slots, and then snugly closing them for awhile again.
1. CLOSED
2. OPEN
3. OPEN
4. OPEN
5. OPEN
Updates. (Commissions are closed)
Posted 5 years agoCommissions are closed
Hello guys. So, the last thing i updates was my dire rent situation
I would just like to thank everyone who helped me ans grabbed a commission, many of you multiple. Its all worked out and I cannot even begin to describe how grateful I am.
Some things have happened since I last posted, so I'll update you guys here.
An ice storm hit Norman, OK several days ago and we were without power for a very long time. I was not able to work, or do much at all. All of our food went bad. It was pretty rough. All while my family was being ravaged with Covid, my mom, brother, my sister, her boyfriend and her baby all got very very sick and it was very scary. My brother was able to return home a coupe of days ago.
We also had a very close family friend die from the covid outbreak... We went to her viewing and funeral a couple of days ago. It hit the family very hard and made the reality of all of this a lot more overwhelming. I am still grieving. But thought you all deserved to know why I have been absent.
Starting within the next couple of days I will begin working a lot more and getting back on schedule. Thank you everyone for your patience. If anyone wants to resend commission info that would be super helpful, its not necessary but it may help me.
Thank you guys so much. You all are some of my only light in this situation. Its just... Been very rough. And I started new meds the other day. We will see hoe it goes.
Thank you guys so much
Hello guys. So, the last thing i updates was my dire rent situation
I would just like to thank everyone who helped me ans grabbed a commission, many of you multiple. Its all worked out and I cannot even begin to describe how grateful I am.
Some things have happened since I last posted, so I'll update you guys here.
An ice storm hit Norman, OK several days ago and we were without power for a very long time. I was not able to work, or do much at all. All of our food went bad. It was pretty rough. All while my family was being ravaged with Covid, my mom, brother, my sister, her boyfriend and her baby all got very very sick and it was very scary. My brother was able to return home a coupe of days ago.
We also had a very close family friend die from the covid outbreak... We went to her viewing and funeral a couple of days ago. It hit the family very hard and made the reality of all of this a lot more overwhelming. I am still grieving. But thought you all deserved to know why I have been absent.
Starting within the next couple of days I will begin working a lot more and getting back on schedule. Thank you everyone for your patience. If anyone wants to resend commission info that would be super helpful, its not necessary but it may help me.
Thank you guys so much. You all are some of my only light in this situation. Its just... Been very rough. And I started new meds the other day. We will see hoe it goes.
Thank you guys so much
Super Urgent! Discounted Commissions (20% off)
Posted 5 years agoHey guys, so, a couple of things.
First things first, there has been a ton of pretty shitty things that have happened. My brother lost his unemployment completely, and didn't tell me until pretty recently. Which means I have been stuck with all the bills- rent, which is due the 1st (like two days) which is 750$, my cat payment, 200$, which is already late as it is, and electric, another 200$ in two days.
I was not prepared to have to take care of everything. It is very unfortunate. So, so very sad as well.
And now, said brother, my sister, her baby, her boyfriend, and my mom all have covid. It is a scary and stressful situation, and her baby is very sick.
And on top of all of this, by some divine intervention, we got a fucking ICE storm that split most of the trees in Norman in half. And a ton of people, including us, are without power.
Ive about reached my limit in my ability to keep my shit together.
I'm not entirely sure what to do that would help me make this money in time? I dont really have another option and if we get evicted.. I dont have anywhere to go.
So, I am gonna be doing some discounts! If you type in this keyword "freeze" you will recieve a 20% discount on your order. I will be taking a significant amount of coms, the more the better.
I am just not sure how I'm gonna climb my way up out of this hole.
What do you guys think I should do to make more money? YCHs, adopts, perhaps an art slave auction? Let me know what y'all think. And please, please share this with your friends, your servers, your social medias, your groups, your twitters or anywhere. It would help me so so much ;w;
And if anyone decides they want to get friends together and get a huge image with lots of chars, I lower my prices for bulk pictures! ;￦; x3
And, you know... Feel free to donate shinies or to my kofi ;~;
And please send me a no
Thank you guys for listening to me and seemingly endless troubles once more and I pray this time I will make it through.
First things first, there has been a ton of pretty shitty things that have happened. My brother lost his unemployment completely, and didn't tell me until pretty recently. Which means I have been stuck with all the bills- rent, which is due the 1st (like two days) which is 750$, my cat payment, 200$, which is already late as it is, and electric, another 200$ in two days.
I was not prepared to have to take care of everything. It is very unfortunate. So, so very sad as well.
And now, said brother, my sister, her baby, her boyfriend, and my mom all have covid. It is a scary and stressful situation, and her baby is very sick.
And on top of all of this, by some divine intervention, we got a fucking ICE storm that split most of the trees in Norman in half. And a ton of people, including us, are without power.
Ive about reached my limit in my ability to keep my shit together.
I'm not entirely sure what to do that would help me make this money in time? I dont really have another option and if we get evicted.. I dont have anywhere to go.
So, I am gonna be doing some discounts! If you type in this keyword "freeze" you will recieve a 20% discount on your order. I will be taking a significant amount of coms, the more the better.
I am just not sure how I'm gonna climb my way up out of this hole.
What do you guys think I should do to make more money? YCHs, adopts, perhaps an art slave auction? Let me know what y'all think. And please, please share this with your friends, your servers, your social medias, your groups, your twitters or anywhere. It would help me so so much ;w;
And if anyone decides they want to get friends together and get a huge image with lots of chars, I lower my prices for bulk pictures! ;￦; x3
And, you know... Feel free to donate shinies or to my kofi ;~;
And please send me a no
Thank you guys for listening to me and seemingly endless troubles once more and I pray this time I will make it through.
