Still figuring things out.
Posted a year agoIt’s weird. I feel more Ace than anything nowadays, but I still have the urge to wanna kiss a guy at some point.
It's been a while huh?
Posted 2 years agoMan. It's been forever since I did any activity on my profile here. Allot has happened since 2016. Truth is, I still look at a ton of art here.
So around 2016 I felt I didn't belong in a bunch groups being a furry. There was a also some slight teasing and whatnot. I closed my furry stuff even though I secretly still checked out furry stuff. I had been "absent" from my furry stuff for nearly 5 years.
Then 2020 came along. I saw Zootopia and fell in love with Nick Wilde. Later that year I bought Disney Infinity 3.0 just to play as Nick Wilde in that game and also to try and mod the game seeing as it's mostly lua based.
Then one day in 2021, I wanted to learn 3D art to make some models in the style of Disney Infinity. I tried YouTube, saw some tutorials, I learned a little bit there. Then I remembered I have a Twitch account I never really used. I went there and searched up 3D modeling streams and then I met a guy named Kaide ( twitch.tv/KaideArt ). I found his streams and he introduced me to the world of furry VTuber streamers. I had never felt more relatable to a community I'm my entire life until I met this amazing streaming community of furries.
I started meeting so many sweethearts in the community. WhiskeyDing0, ImKrisYim, CorgiCam, SkaiFox, Tygre, QuaggyCharr, Red_Dragoon, Lulzifuh, Ahmedz, and so much more.
Watching them taught me allot. To embrace the cringe, not care what other people think about me, learn that it's ok to be different.
Around near the end of 2022, when I had started looking at more mature / 18+ art of gay furries, I wasn't sure what I was feeling. It felt weird to keep looking back at art with male genitals, feeling attracted to other gay furries. I talked to a few streamers who I knew wouldn't mind me talking to them about this kind of stuff. I was very new to these kind of feelings and being a guy with ADHD and Autism, it's hard for me to understand these kinds of things.
After a few chats with a few 18+ streamers, I was starting to feel more comfortable being attracted to these kinds of things.
Later within February of 2023, I had stopped denying myself of being gay.
The furry Twitch community has been very helpful in helping me accept who I am, being a furry, slowly becoming attracted to guys, and just being an all around silly goober furry on the internet.
I'm so happy I met this life changing community and I love them all so, so, so much. ♥️🏳️🌈☺️
Not sure if I'll post art here, but I'll still be favoriting art and whatnot.
Just thought I'd post a journal to let you all know I'm ok, happy, and proud of who I am. Just a silly gay fox furry who loves big bellies and other gay furries on the internet. ^u^
And if anyone tells you different, fuck them. XD
Love yourself and be proud of who you are. ♥️🏳️🌈☺️
This is GBA64 signing out. Have a nice day. ^u^
So around 2016 I felt I didn't belong in a bunch groups being a furry. There was a also some slight teasing and whatnot. I closed my furry stuff even though I secretly still checked out furry stuff. I had been "absent" from my furry stuff for nearly 5 years.
Then 2020 came along. I saw Zootopia and fell in love with Nick Wilde. Later that year I bought Disney Infinity 3.0 just to play as Nick Wilde in that game and also to try and mod the game seeing as it's mostly lua based.
Then one day in 2021, I wanted to learn 3D art to make some models in the style of Disney Infinity. I tried YouTube, saw some tutorials, I learned a little bit there. Then I remembered I have a Twitch account I never really used. I went there and searched up 3D modeling streams and then I met a guy named Kaide ( twitch.tv/KaideArt ). I found his streams and he introduced me to the world of furry VTuber streamers. I had never felt more relatable to a community I'm my entire life until I met this amazing streaming community of furries.
I started meeting so many sweethearts in the community. WhiskeyDing0, ImKrisYim, CorgiCam, SkaiFox, Tygre, QuaggyCharr, Red_Dragoon, Lulzifuh, Ahmedz, and so much more.
Watching them taught me allot. To embrace the cringe, not care what other people think about me, learn that it's ok to be different.
Around near the end of 2022, when I had started looking at more mature / 18+ art of gay furries, I wasn't sure what I was feeling. It felt weird to keep looking back at art with male genitals, feeling attracted to other gay furries. I talked to a few streamers who I knew wouldn't mind me talking to them about this kind of stuff. I was very new to these kind of feelings and being a guy with ADHD and Autism, it's hard for me to understand these kinds of things.
After a few chats with a few 18+ streamers, I was starting to feel more comfortable being attracted to these kinds of things.
Later within February of 2023, I had stopped denying myself of being gay.
The furry Twitch community has been very helpful in helping me accept who I am, being a furry, slowly becoming attracted to guys, and just being an all around silly goober furry on the internet.
I'm so happy I met this life changing community and I love them all so, so, so much. ♥️🏳️🌈☺️
Not sure if I'll post art here, but I'll still be favoriting art and whatnot.
Just thought I'd post a journal to let you all know I'm ok, happy, and proud of who I am. Just a silly gay fox furry who loves big bellies and other gay furries on the internet. ^u^
And if anyone tells you different, fuck them. XD
Love yourself and be proud of who you are. ♥️🏳️🌈☺️
This is GBA64 signing out. Have a nice day. ^u^
My birthday is almost here!
Posted 10 years agoMy birthday is coming very soon. :) Thursday, July 30th to be exact. Hope I get good cake and presents! But that's not all... I'm also taking a trip to Holland Europe next month on August! :D Wish me luck guys! Love all, of you! ^u^
Going To Pine Tree Camp For The Week
Posted 12 years agoHoly shit it's been a long time since I posted a journal on Furaffinity! O_O Hey everyone. Just to let you all know that I'll be going to camp for the whole week starting tomorrow so yeah! Don't expect any activity from me for a week sadly. The camp I'm going to is Pine Tree Camp, a camp for kids with special needs like me since I have Autism. Can't wait to see my inbox on this, DeviantArt and YouTube when I return! See you all next week! Love you all, friendly furies!^u^
I'M BACK, BABY!!!
Posted 12 years agoI now have internet again!
No Internet Until Christmas Eve
Posted 12 years agoHey guys, sorry I haven't been replying to posts but I will not be having any internet access until December 24th. But hey, at least the world didn't end on the 21st. I didn't really believe that kinda stuff anyway. I posted this journal on my school computer. So do not expect any replies right away. Please to inform people at my DA pge as well.
No Internet Until Christmas Eve
Posted 12 years agoHey guys, sorry I haven't been replying to posts but I will not be having any internet access until December 24th. But hey, at least the world didn't end on the 21st. I didn't really believe that kinda stuff anyway. I posted this journal on my school computer. So do not expect any replies right away. Please to inform people at my DA pge as well.
More activity on FA through my 3DS
Posted 13 years agoIt appears that I can log into my FA account through my Nintendo 3DS. So I guess I'll be able to check my things and such without using a Mac laptop in privacy at my school. So yeah.
I Have Finally Extracted The Voices From Sonic Unleashed!
Posted 13 years agoFINALLY GOT 'EM! The boss and cutscene dialog was easy, but the gameplay voice clips were HELL to figure out on how to extract! I tried Sonic Generations Archive Editor but it would not let me open the .ar.00 files though Sonic Generations is a clone of Sonic Unleashed, it would not accept them. So then I tried PSound, but it would not find any data in the files what so ever, then I tried looking through the internet and found a decompression script for QuickBMS that decompresses files for Xbox stuff, then I found another program that would unpack the .ar.00 files after decompressing them and IT WORKED! Though the voice clips are packed in a .csb file, but that won't be a problem at all thanks to SFIV Audio Manager and ADX2WAV! THESE ARE SO GOING IN THE NEXT MODERN SONIC UPDATE FOR MUGEN! :D
I'm Moving Soon and My Birthday Is Tomorrow
Posted 13 years agoMy family has just got some keys to a new house that we'll be moving into soon, my 18 birthday is tomorrow, and my birthday party is being celebrated this Wednesday! How much better can this week get??? I'm... so... happy!!!
My Birthday is Coming!
Posted 13 years agoMy birthday is coming on July 30Th! For some reason, my homepage says I'm 18. I'm actually 17. So I will be 18 next week! WOOOH! :=)