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Posted 2 years agoA few months back, I had a moment of inspiration. That my femininity felt forced, the feelings of being an imposter were not going to go away, and that even though I passed in public - personally and professionally - I wasn't a woman. So almost 10 years later, after starting on HRT and transitioning both socially and professionally as a transwoman, I came to realize that I was wrong.
I'm male. Sometimes. And I'm female at other times. Sometimes I'm a mix of both, and sometimes I feel like not quite either. I'm genderfluid, but reclaiming masculinity was the main thing. Suddenly, gender euphoria. No pronoun was wrong. All was right. There was no way anymore that I could feel hurt by being gendered improperly because it was all fair game.
I will actually share as well that I present this way at work! Professionally. As a consultant, my projects with a client will reach completion, I will say my goodbyes to the group that I work with, and I will begin work on the next thing elsewhere with new coworkers and a different client environment. They don't know me except by that which I introduce myself. And so I take turns. One client as male, the next as female. Back and forth. Why? Why not. Can do whatever I want, it's great. It's unique. No one can tell me it's wrong. It's me :)
My sona is again predominantly male. Art will be split between the newer Kenku-form (masculine) and the previous Phoenix-form (feminine). They're both me. The Kenku version of me is kinkier though. Kinky kenku. Expect a lot of porn.
Thanks for reading!
I'm male. Sometimes. And I'm female at other times. Sometimes I'm a mix of both, and sometimes I feel like not quite either. I'm genderfluid, but reclaiming masculinity was the main thing. Suddenly, gender euphoria. No pronoun was wrong. All was right. There was no way anymore that I could feel hurt by being gendered improperly because it was all fair game.
I will actually share as well that I present this way at work! Professionally. As a consultant, my projects with a client will reach completion, I will say my goodbyes to the group that I work with, and I will begin work on the next thing elsewhere with new coworkers and a different client environment. They don't know me except by that which I introduce myself. And so I take turns. One client as male, the next as female. Back and forth. Why? Why not. Can do whatever I want, it's great. It's unique. No one can tell me it's wrong. It's me :)
My sona is again predominantly male. Art will be split between the newer Kenku-form (masculine) and the previous Phoenix-form (feminine). They're both me. The Kenku version of me is kinkier though. Kinky kenku. Expect a lot of porn.
Thanks for reading!
Back (for real)
Posted 3 years agoI've avoided using FurAffinity because what I derive from the fandom has changed so much over the years. It got impossible to keep track of who was who, and the art I wanted to see got drowned in the mass of art by people I did not know. Over the coming weeks, I'll be cleaning my 'Watching' list and posting more Shasta art.
Also, expect photography! I got into birding this year and occasionally take an actually decent picture lol. I hope others are able to see some of the beauty I see in these incredible animals :>
Also, expect photography! I got into birding this year and occasionally take an actually decent picture lol. I hope others are able to see some of the beauty I see in these incredible animals :>
