Gonna change Ghastly’s design significantly- I keep telling myself that I won’t, that I’ll keep him just as he is, but naw. I’ve personally changed a lot and therefore no longer relate to him ~visually~ as my fursona.

Also might remove a lot of the lewds on this account, or just move them to somewhere else. Dunno yet. 🤷🏼

Huuuurrrrgggnnnhhhhhggg look the other way while I figure all this out. 💀🪦

Still working on myself and focusing on personal life things, but I’m making progress- slowly! I’m getting better at driving and should get that license soon. That’ll open up better job opportunities for me.

Transferring into the grocery store's bakery has been great and I'm pretty content where things are going life-wise. I'd like to earn more, though, but wouldn't we all? X'D

On an unrelated note I was on a weight loss journey since last year and I've recently reached my goal of 110 lbs. I started at 135 lbs. I've also updated Ghastly ( my fursona ) to weigh the same. His design won't change, however.

I'm focusing my time + energy on myself instead of my furry hobbies for right now. ^^

Nearly quit my new job ( it’s a long story ) BUT they offered me a different position within the same company so it looks like I won’t be relying on errands & online tasks to make money in the end.

Yurrr hopefully things work out long-term and I can save up for bigger commissions! 😁

Will be a tad busy with a new job but I’ll try my best to be present, here and there.

Currently preoccupied with finding an actual job as selling pre-owned clothes, food delivery service and doing small errands for others isn’t paying me enough.

Can’t do any more gift art over on  Ghastly_Draws since the time spent drawing could be spent on finding a job.

Unless I’m getting paid for the art I make, I cannot afford to make any right now.

Thanks for understanding! 👍

Note to artists, that if you misgender one of my characters ( either on purpose or accidentally ) I won't commission you unless you've corrected yourself. Most of my characters are men - despite how cute & effeminate they may be - so please be mindful when referring to them. 'They/them' pronouns are always safe if you're unsure of their gender.

Also, if you're a new user with zero history on this site commenting strange links on my posts I will not hesitate to hide your comment. Fuckofffff scammers and phishers.

I’ll -gradually- be moving all of my own drawings over to  Ghastly_Draws to help me better organize my account! I also hope to draw more and settle on a consistent art style.

Looking for a way to commission someone for a shirt ( or technically a body? ) in Stardew Valley but I’m having no luck. :c

I can’t figure out how to mod a tummy onto an outfit myself so I’m searching for a mod maker to do the job for me. I’d pay. But they’d have to be cool with preggo pixel art.

If anyone’s got any leads let me know. 🥺🙏

Growing up I struggled to accept that I can be myself AND also desire carrying life inside me. I was embarrassed and ashamed because I felt only cis women were allowed to use their wombs. I used to think that I couldn’t have both, that I couldn’t be happy as a trans man and be a father to a biological child. Luckily I realized at some point that the only one stopping me from chasing after my dreams was ME!

So, this interest of mine isn’t ONLY a fetish. Yes I find everything related to the idea of me or my sona being a heavily preggo dad erotic BUT that isn’t the only reason I find FTMpreg fascinating. I’m truly interested in being a parent and want to raise a big, happy family.

The possibility of a future full of good times, with myself and a kiddo or two ( or three ) at my side, just feels right in my heart. I want to someday see the children I’ve been dreaming of having since I was a youngin’ live successful, fulfilling lives… Whatever success means to them. Whatever gives them passion and meaning in life. There’s no greater satisfaction than that, to me. I want nothing more than this.

Of course it’s all just a fantasy for now- there’s no way I could afford babies ( or even be safely pregnant ) considering Covid’s impact on America, and parenthood is an immense responsibility and financial burden regardless bahaha. 😅 Therefore the best I can do currently is live vicariously through my furry characters, so please forgive my obsession. 😳🫣

Enough blabbering! Ignore me, I’m just rambling. If you find this try not to bully me for it hehe. ‘^^

So I think I may be GAY gay, sexually. 🤔

Anytime I look for non-furry NSFW content ( or whenever I can’t reach my bf lol ) I never look for women of any kind, no matter her appearance or genital situation. She may be highly masculine or feminine, either way, I don’t crave for lewds featuring ladies. Or any femme-presenting adult actress, really.

Growing up with unlimited access to the internet it was the same… I was curious about men, not women. I’ve even dated girls in the past as a teen but had no lust for them.

And I’ve asked myself…

- Will I or have I ever wanted to touch a woman? No. Zero desire to do so.
- Will I or have I ever wanted to see a woman naked? No. I’d prefer she stay clothed if nearby.
- Will I or have I ever wanted a woman to touch ME? No. Hands to herself, please!
- Do I ever dream of women engaging in intimate acts with me? Nope!

But do I find women VISUALLY attractive? Sometimes yes, however that doesn’t necessarily mean I’d want to have sex with any… If that makes sense.

I guess I hadn’t paid attention to my sexual attraction until recently. I’ve always considered myself pansexual just for simplicity’s sake - however, my search history and feelings tell a different story haha.

So I may be panROMANTIC and androsexual. Or homosexual? But I certainly am not aroused by fem-presenting folks. Feminine guys and androgynous or masc genderless individuals, yes, but not gals.

Not that any of this matters at the moment ( I’m dating my boyfriend and monogamous, not looking for anyone else ) but it’s definitely helpful to know more about myself.

Anyway, thanks FA for being my internet diary! 😅😂

I’m off to Oregon for a week and won’t be online consistently, but I’ll be able to reply to any artists I’ve commissioned. Expect delays in my responses for now!

I loved attending the convention this year! I had such a good time that I may attend next year as well! Everyone was so kind to me. ^v^

I also met my sibling’s furry friends and I feel I made friends with them, too. Getting along with people in the same fandom is a treat.

I hope I can meet even more furries and make more friends next year! The more the merrier! And perhaps some day I’ll have a fursuit, too.

Thanks everyone for being good to each other and sellers for being patient with all of us, there were so many people haha.

Thanks DenFur staff & attendees for the wonderful experience! :>

Will be spending my free / spare funds at the con, so no more commissioning artists for a while for me! Thanks everyone who's worked with me up till now! ^u^

I'll be going to DenFur this year! I'm excited, this'll be my first furry con. Of course I'll be shopping while I'm there.

I now have two Twitter accounts, one for personal use ( furry art, fandom stuff and general life on-goings ) and another for being a kinky leather and latex wearer.

Personal Twitter: Ghastly_Glow

IRL BDSM Twitter: Sir_Ghastly

Obviously both accounts will feature NSFW and mature themes cause I’m a hornball. Minors, terfs and zoos DNI.

Follow if you wanna! I follow back! 💜

Apparently artists unwilling to draw smoking fet, gore fet or even just pregnancy fet content is more common than I thought! I will have to keep looking for more creators who are comfortable with any of those things.

Worked a pharmacy retail job that drove me nuts so I quit recently, and now I’m back on my furry bullshit- buying all kinds of stuff. Also gonna get a con badge and go to Denfur this year!

Drawing tablet’s still broken so no new art from me.

Until I get my life more in order I don’t plan on buying more art or making new art. Very important adulting needs to be done! I will hop off Furaffinity until further notice.

The good news is I’ll be back with a working drawing tablet and new art to share. Give me a month or two to get myself organized. Or three.

I’m hoping to return this fall.

I now have a playmate to call my own! Or a sub, in BDSM terms. I’ll be buying and/or drawing art of my sona and his together. I’m so happy!

I’ve decided to remove the excessive markings and simplify my fursona Ghastly a bit. I think this new design will stay since I like this look a lot better. He’s perfect and I won’t be changing him unless my own appearance drastically changes. I apologize to all the folks I’m commissioning for the confusion!

https://d.furaffinity.net/art/ghast.....y_refsheet.png

The raffle winner is  Roppy! I’ll get started on drawing right away. Thanks for entering! <3

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✖ Do not use she/her pronouns when referring to transmasc ocs.
✖ Do not call my characters mothers, females, or mo-fathers, etc.
✖ Unacceptable Details: genderbending & sex-changes on trans ocs.
✓ Preferred Details: Large labia & clits for trans men in NSFW works.
✓ I love hyper-sized bellies and belly buttons on pregnant characters.
✓ Chests can be completely flat but look better with some definition.
⚠️ DO NOT GENDERBEND MY OCS. ⚠️
unless it’s Evin the red slime guy, you may customize his genitals.
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✦ His fingers and toes are all webbed just like an otter’s.
✦ His whiskers point to the sky and curve upwards, not downwards.
✦ NSFW: He should be drawn with thick thighs and a bubble butt.
✦ NSFW: His anus is puffy, swollen and round like a donut.

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Russul: https://refsheet.net/Ghastly_Glow/russul

✦ Their whiskers must be short, point downwards and be red.
✦ Their teeth are pale yellow just like their hair color & eyes are.
✦ NSFW: They don't have thick thighs or much of a butt since they're thin.
✦ NSFW: I'd like to see them in gorey arts either doing harm or being harmed.
( They're a sadomasochist and won't mind some consensual torture. )

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Iefyr: https://refsheet.net/Ghastly_Glow/iefyr-melshimber

✦ Do not draw him muscular/fat, he’s meant to look frail and weak.
✦ NSFW: Feel free to gore his body and draw him in violent/dubcon scenes.
( Since he's a bad person I see it as vengeance porn & fair game for abuse. )
✦ His expressions are always either angry, annoyed, smug or fearful.
✦ NSFW: He should not be drawn hyper except for his belly in pregnant arts.

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Valxire: https://refsheet.net/Ghastly_Glow/valxire-degvin

✦ NSFW: Their breasts have not been removed and are roughly an A cup.
✦ They are androgynous without dimorphism, neither femme or masc.
✦ glasses and long, sharp claws are optional and can be forgotten in art.
✦ NSFW: They should not be drawn hyper except for their belly in pregnant arts.

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Evin: https://refsheet.net/Ghastly_Glow/evin

✦ NSFW: Evin’s body and genitals are customizable to your liking since he is slime.
✦ You may draw his form in any extreme so long as you don’t forget the mullet.
✦ He can even be drawn as a blob monster, a puddle, and any gel or liquid mass.
✦ His body can be drawn as transparent or solid as needed for an art piece.

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Chay: https://refsheet.net/Ghastly_Glow/chay

✦ Chay’s body is pear-shaped with incredibly wide hips and a small waist.
✦ He doesn’t have a nose, teeth or nipples but has mammal organs, like a uterus.
✦ While he normally only has two arms, he can be drawn with four if desired.
✦ He’s typically naked but can be drawn wearing ‘bimbo’ or ‘slutty’ style clothing.

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