Sorry 'bout the no stream. Was in a kinda depressive mood most've the day. Time just kinda lurches on for me with no progress yet.

Here's something to fill the empty space between stories and arts! Baregamer.tumblr.com is open to questions! Be they anon or elsewise I'll answer all with an audio upload! I will be using usernames as well when answering the questions so if you don't wanna be known then make your question an anon question!

Blasphemy!
Not really. As of today any particular story of mine that you wish to have as an audio file I will personally read out! :) Audiobook commissions will only though be for stories that I've already written. I will be pricing these at $15 each due to time spent try'n to be all kinds of pro on this! :) So if you want one just note me'n I'll see what I can do. I may post something as a sample of what I'll be doing. Anywho that is all! ttfn!

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Sad to say but until two things are fixed I wont be streaming gameplay any time soon :c X-Split for some odd reason just doesn't wanna capture any computer sounds at all! It just catches my voice. That is only half the experience and I want you guys to have the whole thing. If anyone knows how to fix it so I can have both mic'n system sound on the stream that'd be mighty helpful.

Second thing is... need better net! Tonight the net is so crappy... Actually today the net was shit'n just crapped out durring a skype call I was having with a friend! *flails* Also kinda killed any potential gaming with which sucks.

I could've been streaming, could've been streaming RaiderZ, could've been streaming RaiderZ with Shywolf in a call! Internet provider why do you need to be an ass?! D:<

Also I've been waiting on this call from a job to see if I actually get to work. Though I have an ear in the shop, via my pops, and from what I hear I should've gotten the call by now! It's kinda frustrating and depressing to know that you're so close to something and yet so far, so very far, away from it at the same time! It's as though this guy's just dangling the job out on a string and pulling it away when I reach out.

Anyway as an apology for the lack of streaming I will be streaming tomorrow night! I'll be writing. I must apologize for being so damned slow'n writing this current story. There have been a few hiccups and a major me being depressed over having this potential job just hung out in front of me! I truly am about ready to just move on to the next place on the list'n say fuck the guy that's dangling the job in front of me.

Where's all the happiness in the world gone? Mine's on the other side of town lamenting distances and measurable voids between. The world is far to serious. If it would only crack a smile we'd all be happier. Me? I'm lamenting one thing but that one thing has a whole universe of branching veins underneath it. I lament that I don't have a job'n that leads to me lamenting that I'm not waking up next to someone I love, and that leads to not living in a different place, and the ball just keeps rolling. But! I cannot and must not lament all the time."It can't rain all the time." Y'know? I'm not sad now, nor have I been for all this day! If the world doesn't stop to be depressed then why should I? I write! I entertain people! Who the fuck wouldn't want to be happy doing that?!

Also http://baregamer.tumblr.com/ is up'n fully functioning thanks to ! Go'n show him some love'n stuff cause he's the most awesome wuffles ever in all of forever! So go to the tumblr'n check it out, drop a question if you wanna, drop a comment if you see somethin you like'n stuff, or just derp about'n look at interesting crap I post here! LOL

Well that's all I really gotta say for now. Ciao!




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If ya haven't heard it 20 times before on facebook and in instant messengers, Happy Thanksgiving! To those who could be bothered less to give two hoots about today... It's Thursday get back to work! LOL

If'n ya missed my stream last night... don't worry you didn't miss much! I had 'bout an hours sleep between 3:30[ish]AM and 4:40[ish]AM.
True the stream was at roughly 7:20PM but... it didn't last very long and not many folks caught it. I was sleepy... I has soldiered through a majority of the day'n got to the stream. One person showed up'n swiftly left... I had the screen paused >.<; hence the probable reason they left so quickly.

Never fear though! Friday streams are a thing and they will be pushed back to 9PM so folks can have gotten nice'n relaxed have some snacks and stuff!

Well that's about it for now... stories coming'n stuff. I will try'n be more consistant with the streams! Though I may end up pulling their start time to 'round 7 or 8.




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I really couldn't have had a better birthday if I had tried! just hit my expectations out of the park! I had planned a party of some sorts but as usual I just kinda flaked out, but damned did that flake produce quite a sharp focus on the fact that it was my birthday. I was simply swamped with 'Happy birthday' greetings from all sides!

But yea for the first half of the day just chilled out here'n the house and listened to some E Nomine. Nothin' better then just kinda vegging out to a tune that's so... I don't really know it just kinda trips me out for some reason. I close my eyes and my mind just kinda floats off lol!

Second half of the day was spent with the lovely who brought me to Datz Delicatessen[[clickeh]]. I must say that for their prices the amount of food and quality of the food is damned good! Trust me... I don't get stuffed easily with a meal from most places but damned... lunch 'round there is amazing. If you ever come to Tampa Florida just go there'n get some noms! I mean... I got home with half a sandwich still and u.u I couldn't resist nomming it! D: It was good! Also I got a free cupcake for my b-day from Datz so that makes them extra cool :D Shywolf got himself a reuben where as I got Datz's version of a Philly cheese stake apparently... OK here's what I got'n what he got:

Ghost:
Yo! Vinny!

herb-rubbed roast beef, provolone cheese, grilled onions, roasted red + yellow peppers, blue cheese aioli, served hot, on a batard (datz version of a philly).

Shywolf:
Roger’s Rockin’ Reuben

sy ginsberg’s corned beef, sauerkraut, swiss cheese, datz Russian dressing, on perfectly grilled Jewish rye.

Wowie... looking at it now I had more'n my nom then he had in his! O: lol We both enjoyed a nice chilled Woodchuck Hard Cider. After that was all done Shywolf was struck by curiosity! He wanted to try the Seasonal Drink The Smashing Pumpkin and OMG that was amazingly awesome. Oh! I almost forgot the appetizers we had. To put it simply they were amazing... nothing else must be said of them because to say more about them would ruin it.

After all that we packed up what we hadn't packed into our bellies and made off down to a costume shop behind the restaurant which had a lot of costumes but nothing that really popped out at us other then the increasingly smaller hat sizes that were among the shelves! We spent some time in there then made our way to CompUSA to browse what they had there. Not much but damned are their LCD TV's drool worthy. It's rather sad that I own an outmoded TV but y'know what? It's my first TV that I ever got so n'ya!

Rounding out the day we went to a bar'n played some pool! Two games... of which Shywolf beat me in both @.@ I got to drink a bit of Fruitloop Vodka and my gods did it ever taste like Fruitloops! o.o really it did! D: I'm not crazy!

Got home and devided the spoils of Datz's left overs *is already missing his sammich* :C I checked my Steam and surprisingly I didn't see anything as far as gifted games! I would've thought would've got the game for me and been all like "HA! You have NO EXCUSE NOW! Play with us damnit!" LOL but I did pre-order Worms: Revolution which comes with Worms: Armegedon! Still awesome'n stuff :3

Now for something I don't do often but when I do the people deserve merit! PIMP-AGE!

First is Sarahdee: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3860317/ SarahDee runs  menagerieworkshop and if'n ya ain't been over there... well what are you waiting for?! They do snazzy stuff there'n I don't always use snazzy to describe someone's work but when I do it's damned worth the words usage!

And furtherly: is starting to get more stuff in his gallery! Go check him out'n maybe commission him for a thing or two but mind ya he's got a bit of work so he may be busy! Sorry no journal this time but still go to his page'n leave him some lurve! O:

Anyways... this is going to be posted well over into the day after my b-day, atleast well passed midnight =3=. Just wanted to say I had an awesome time'n give some shout outs! OH! Almost forgot! Stories are coming slowly so please be patient =/





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Eye's are kinda foggin' up right now so you'll have to pardon any typo's or errors that may pop up. A bit's been happening so let's play some catch up here!

A few weeks ago I sent off a story, one of my short [flash fiction] horror stories, to the Psuedopod (an online horror podcast/online audio magazine type of dealy-o). They got back to me just a few days ago. Unfortunantly the story wasn't quite up to snuff but I'm kinda smoothing it out now along with trying to keep an eye on my stagnating story commish =3= lazy bear is lazy *sigh* sorry :c

We've started recording for the channel! Unfortunantly... Window's Movie Maker isn't goin to cut it this time 'round. The whole program has kinda been simplified for the average Joe Blow that wants to make a quicky flick for youtube with out all the muss'n fuss of having to actually delve in deep to cut up his precious footage! So... not really sure what we are going to do 'bout that. I might try'n just record 10 min vids since that's what the free version of Bandicam allows. I'm also weighing the option of just deleting the stuff I have thus far'n starting over, partly due to some lingo that I dont think I'd really want on my channel that was spoken aloud. Another key is that I don't feel like I interacted with the audience very well :/ So I have that to try out lol.

Also I've been sick, thus the foggy sight due to my eye's half wanting to just say "OK 'nuff seen here! Sleep." :P I'm not one to give into my bodies demands so eazily but yea... was feelin mighty shitty yesterday even had a fever!

So yeah not much else to say other then... I NEED A BETTER VIDEO EDITOR D: *flails* LoL




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A miss/mess on the livestream today! It didn't happen u.u I'm sorry! Time kinda got away from me so it's my fault... kinda... you can kinda blame the Yogscast, AKSpartankiiier, and maybe totalbiscuit/inthelittlewood [aka Martyn], because... y'know they are addicting! Oh and Vsauce too! Evil evil Vsauce with it's amazing video's and Mike with his amazing beard ;A;

I must admit... I am proud of myself and yet at the same time scared to ever loving death. I, just a few short minutes ago it seems, sent one of my flash fiction stories off to be scrutinized and possibly published!

Some have said that I was given keys to the city of your dreams
I'm more content to walk outside the walls and catch a breeze

If I could... I would simply drift away on a raft with my love at my side and leave all this behind. I'd have fond memories to take with me, of friends and family and the times shared but they wouldn't bind me as fiercely as I let them now. I'd rest so peacefully in the arms of Chris and let all the worries I've been holding onto go.

I've often fantasized about moving out of here with enough money in my pocket to not give a damn about the trivialities. I can see us two sitting on a window seat, cuddled together, as the sun goes down under the horizon turning the skies a wonderful crimson as the first stars begin to shine. We'd have each other and even now my heart longs for that... to have something soft playing in the background of the scene. Myself I've always heard something like "New Beginning - Another day" or in favor of a wintery atmosphere outside I'd have "David Lanz - Cristofori's Dream" playing while the fire place crackled and snapped cheerily.

I admit now that I feel whole now. I get out more often then I have for the last 10 or so years and have more of a social life then I've had in that same window of time! I get out and go to places and feel... I feel welcome as before if I'd have gone by myself I'd feel awkward and shy away. I mean I do still get some separation anxiety from the degrees that keep me and my love separate and the fates that tease and taunt us both so. I also cannot damn the object between us. It doesn't know its barring the way it just exists and pulls in.




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OK OK! I got ya now... don't mess with crossing the streams. Don't worry I wont! Not anymore. I'm going to move the writing stream to Wednesday afternoon or maybe evenings. More likely to be Wednesday evening's then anything else.

To put it bluntly the 3PM stream got 'bout one person who entered and then quit. I waited a bit'n then... nuthin! How depressing... so I just kinda laid down'n just rolled around idly. Nothing came of that and thus both streams kinda collapsed! So sorry if you were hinging on seeing me woop some Civ V arse! Next week though!

Got the tumblr up, not really running though but the name is MINE now! O:< http://baregamer.tumblr.com/ :D now on to twitter! >w> maybe...





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So up next is :fangthepupicon; for the story time! He promises an epoch that will last ... however long it takes you to read the stories he's paying for o.o and that I'm writing :P

The list now is as follows:

::Commissions::

~ - Started
~ - Not Started
~ - Not Started


::Rain Check List::

~ - Not Started
~ - Not Started
~ - Bio-Revamp
~ - Not Started


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Anywho streams will go as planned 3pm-5pm will be the join.me writing stream! and from 5PM-9PM will be the gaming stream! If you'd like to hear any particular song during the gaming stream please feel free to let me know! Or comment here with what you'd like.

ALSO! I do have an Inkbunny and might make another facebook or maybe get a twitter... dunno! I do plan on getting a tumblr though so expect that to be a thing. Well.. I can't think of anything else other then that if your name is on this list or you want your name on the list please lemme know! Note me! Flag me down! Just don't stalk me'n rape me! :/ G'night folks!





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The stream went well! Both of 'em! Got a lot accomplished in the first stream and thank you to everyone that joined in even if it was just to peek :P Writing was only slightly interrupted due to dog noises and cat's bumping into things and knocking them over >.< There was so much running around before the stream... it was quite the hen house here. Even if there was only one hen present and that hen was actually a big bear! Now to hunt down the copy of Microsoft Office that's somewhere 'round here so's I can fix up the story...

Second half of the stream! Switched over to Livestream and their wonderfoul Procaster! What absolute bunk... Ended up having to putz around with [Free] X-Split for nearly half an hour. My apologies to those of you who were present and had to watch me struggle with that! Strangely though I only saw one person live in the chat. PiranhaShippingCorps o.o so whoever you were thanks for watching! Hopefully we'll get more done soon. Once this is an established thing and soundly planned out I'm hoping more folks will join to watch me write'n play games! For those of you that were present for the game play I hope you enjoyed it! I certainly did :) it's fun to entertain folks and share experiences with friends'n the like!





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Because I've got to many good idea's bouncing 'round for stories or twists to the current story~! ;A; Help!

So yea been writing a bit when I've got the mood flowin'n goin'! I'm going to try something that I've never really tried before which is!!! Scheduling.

Here's what I've got goin right now in my head as far as the schedule goes!

Monday - Thursday: Writing and recording Gameplay comentary
Friday: Streaming! Both writing and gameplay. I will try to pull both if not one after the other. [Writing] 3-5 [Gaming] 5-7 or maybe later! **
Saturday - Sunday: Who knows! I might write, might record, maybe stream! It's a wild card right now.

** I may end up ninja afkin' when writing due to family/restroom needs x3 Also during the gameplay stream I will be playing music to kinda keep thing's flowing nicely. If you have any request's during the gameplay please lemme know'n I'll try'n find it on exFM for you... been kinda on a strange kick... oldies and kinda agro music LOL -__- I'm so weird! Also please don't be shy to recommend a game for me to stream! I won't be streaming movies because that's what Youtube and other much seedier shady sites are for!

Another small note on the streaming. I will be using join.me for the writing portions which will not have any sound but will allow you to ask me questions and interact with me during the writing process! I of course will have my own music playing for both streams, For the writing stream I encourage you to get winamp and try out their radio! Or go to youtube and get a good list to play I'd recommend looking at vsauce2 for their radio playlists!

Anywho the important bit is that tomorrow the stream will happen!

And as always thanks for watching! Ghost out! *flings himself out of view Tobuscus style*





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First and foremost I must apologize that there will be a fairly lengthy delay in the posting of the story. In reality I've been either distracted by Minecraft and the thoughts of trying to get video up on the channel and as of late trying to save a friendship between two folks I know. Ya know how they say don't burn the candle at both ends? Well the folks went'n burnt both ends of the bridges, one obliterated the connecting land while the other salted the earth around his end.

Just a whirlwind of loveliness aren't these sparse updates?

I s'pose my dreams are a better means of illustrating happiness if only slightly. I had a dream last night that I got married. Sounds odd now that I see it on a screen but thats what it was. I was in a church'n there weren't many 'round that I could remember just what I'd assume was the family of of whom I married. There was an old man there partly balding who shoved a pen in my face'n I suppose I was meant to either sign something or write something down'n I just kinda fiddled with the pen. The old man got pissed at me. I remember a woman there who was kind and gave me'n Shywolf her best wishes and such.

I have probably writen 2 or 3 sentences within the last 24 hours... I feel like a lardy, lazy, lump. I tried to control something that was to far gone for me to even consider I suppose. Oh well it's dust now so why try'n change it? [/emo] God I hate when I'm so damned emotional like this... it reminds me of a fur I knew who never took a look into the bright side. But that was up north'n this is down in Florida and current. Let's not play in the wastes of the past shall we?

What else is current... let me see... I got a tail and plush carrot for myself. Commissioned who did a wonderful job on both items! If you are looking for anything cute'n adorable go'n commission him! He said he'd have them sent out on either Thursday or Friday and whoosh they got here like instantly! 'N you all know my, well most've you know my, living arrangements... I live with my family so of course a package bearing my name aroused some suspicion as to who'd be sending me things... So after some badgering I finally shyly show my mom who goes'n rants a bit about how I need to start getting more money'n to help pay the bills around here.

I dont treat myself that often... very rarely do I ever get anything purely for myself and no one else. Hell I can't even really think of anything else I've gotten to treat myself besides maybe a game or two last year. I remember that because it was the last time I went to CDB's and didn't have one of the people with me rage over some stupid crap from the service. Also last year was the last time me'n Shywolf had a good bartender at CDB's.

Anyway... I have the plot for the story in my head but every time I go to write either I get distracted, something happens that kills my muse, or my arms just simply fall limp. I swear one day I'll have myself pulled together and when that day happens I'm going to f*kin super glue my body together.





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Saddly there will be no gaming stream today :/ it's sooo f*kin hot here! I don't want to risk my graphics card burning up'n the heat... wish I could fix it to where I wouldn't have to worry much 'bout that kinda thing! So in place of a stream... have music~! Follow the link at the top of the journal to an awesome cover of ODST Lament.

What else is there to talk 'bout? Stories comin' along slowly... I'm slowly melting away in this f*kin heat!@!@! ALSO! I've got things I'm kinda aiming to get... one's a pair of new gauges that I want and the other's a bike that I could use to get 'round. The bike is more a need than a want since it'd help me get 'round! The plugs are kinda on the border of needing since they would be a bit more discreet then having big blue spirals in my ears :/

If you'd like to donate or something... :I dunno! You can send money to DAMegalomaniac[at]hotmail.com which is my paypal and... idk o.o maybe I'll let you play with me in a stream! A stream at a time that wont melt my computer! :D

I know I have a few more commissions to go before I'm all empty again so... IDK D:

If you'd like to help and possibly play with me in a stream...

Plugs ~ $25

Bicycle ~ ?? Might try freecycling for this one =3=




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Tomorrow night at 5PM [EST] I will be streaming! I'm using a new program so I might be on a bit earlier futsing around with it. livestream.com/ghostlygameplay if you don't have it already! Or if you are more into FPS games'n stuff go to Freelance channel! Livestream.com/freelance he's not on a schedule so you may be needing to key in on 'bout 7PM or so. Or another partner stream run by my lovely wuffles http://www.livestream.com/aion_portal not as active but hopefully we'll be able to collaborate together and have this kind of congeal into a nice blubbery gamer mass!

I must confess that I haven't been writing at all this month... I know I don't really have a set schedule for my stories to come out and I did say that I'd have one out by the end of the month but this month's been a train wreck for me to be honest. I had an interview as you all are aware and I thought it went well but since then I've been kind of mulling over things. I went to the Laundry Love event and was social though in my honest opinion my heart sank a bit at the end... could've been more social but at the same time... Well to put it bluntly I'm not exactly a social butterfly and haven't had much uhmm... socialite experience? I'm guessing/hoping that's the right term for it. So yea not feeling 100% on the premise that I've shown how social I can be to the Starbuck's manager. I smiled, shook hands, talked a bit to some folks, offered free cups of iced coffee out'n had a good time but... I just worry that I could've done more.

My family's been in and out of the hospital since mid-month so yea there's that... family's only means of transport was totaled by some moron that ran a stop sign. So yea there's that. I've had to clean up things I hope to never again have the need to clean up ever, ever, EVER again. I've also had a friend in the hospital as well... Damned nurses and staff are all walking around with their heads either in their asses or in the ground either one my friend watched in horror as his leg and toes were slowly eaten away. As a result of the hospital staff's absolute apathy towards him he lost toes leaving only his big toe apparently... I don't care what they say I say light a fire under their asses and maybe get them treating people like people and not damned statistics! By the way if you're in Tampa... avoid TGH at all costs.

I hit a bit of rough waters and yet... I sail on. That's all I really want to say 'bout that. Nothing big but yea... kinda distracting.
Speaking of distracting I've found that when I have my headphones on I tend to not breath as much. I'm guessing it's some warped mental queue from a verbal transaction. Thankfully this doesn't happen when I go to sleep... but I do find it rather unsettling that I need to remind myself to breath at times when I have my headset on... I damn my mind for letting such a mental distraction be allowed!

In the end I suppose I blame myself for letting this chaos overrun me and for also letting a petty thing sink so deep into my mind as to actually disrupt my breathing! I have started writing but I'm not at a very comfortable position right now so I'm going to be busting my ass to try'n get this done comfortably because I do NOT want to rush things... I hate rushing stories it makes them all kinds of sloppy.

ALSO! Tomorrow's stream [or today's if you go by the most recent time on the clock...] may be Guild Wars 2 Beta! I haven't played the first one so this will be completely new to me.




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Ghost07 wrote:I'm feeling awesome! http://www.livestream.com/ghostlygameplay So I decided to do a stream of Poker Night at the Inventory! 8 PM is the time! I might even answer questions! O: The channel saddly is not varified yet @.@ need an Icon and banner so if anyone would like to contribute I'd love ya long time! :D Oh'n I'd also give you massive credit for the work you do :) which would give you more coverage'n stuff... O:

But yea I'm feeling pretty damned good! It's looking very good that I might get the job at Starbucks! :) I just need to pass a few tests o.o

Still feeling awesome, the stream wasn't all disappointing just my horrid poker abilities ;o; lol I blame :P lol jk As for gameplay streaming as a thing... dunno! I might try'n make it a specific day of the week so I can be like "YEA! Get ready to have your faces melted by my [lack] of awesome gaming skill!" Some games will probably be a little etchy to get going on stream because I have no way of changing to see the Livestream chat without just out'n out going out of the game'n getting into the chat lol and I dont wanna break up the game flow just for that! That'd be silly. Biggest thing though is getting a banner'n icon so's I can get the channel verified so I can have up to 50 folks in the stream chat!

For writing... well I've started :/ I truthfully haven't been able to get to where I'd feel happy with all that's been going on. Storms, headaches, rage, probs with vehicles, privacy [which if I got the job would NOT be a prob!]. Oooh the plagues of finance. If you are wondering if my writing will be affected by work I doubt it. Might be a smidgen slower but that'd be about it!

Anywho hopefully I'll be able to get this job at Starbucks. It's looking up so thats a good thing! I'll be using this job to do more important things other then live. I want to move out of my fam's place and get my own place. There's a lot of planning that'll be going into this. Anyone good with finance out there? I know how to cut a few corners for furniture'n such.
My outlook on this won't change. I will be going to a local charity event... can't bring my camera because well... ;o; my card reader breaks this comp cause it's a rather old card reader :/ I just learned about this function today and to tell ya straight... I'm rather excited! The event? It's Laundry Love and basically it's a charity event that helps low income families do laundry by paying'n for it and such! I love the concept because I've been down that rode all to many times as a kid.


::To sum all this up::

- Streaming gameplay is goin good!~ If anyone would like to contribute some banner art then please feel free to do so :) As far as scheduling goes for the streams I'm thinking possibly Friday evenings? Since that's most likely when people will be winding down'n just chillin infront of their comps.

- Writing will not be effected much but may slow down if I get this job! If I manage to get the job that'll mean I will be moving out of this house'n into my own place, meaning LOTS more privacy! :D So yes job = more privacy = more stuff getting done which may or may not lend to online shenanigans... >3>

- Confident 'bout getting this job? Yes. Why? Because I'm super awesome that's why! :D

So apparently I have an interview tomorrow! Not surprising since I filled out the online application for Starbucks. Pretty excited! Also tomorrow I'm probably going to stream 7! I'll probably be playing OFF or Poker Night! :D Wish me luck'n stuff




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Soooo.... I haven't really written or done much in that way since... the last uploaded story1 I feel like a bum... for far more reasons then should be allowed in a 'civil society'.

I was planning to write tonight but truthfully... I'm not in the right mood for it. I do though have atleast the WARNING section down~! May add a bit more to that as we go along. I wont give you the details on the mood just a brief hint, if you can call it a hint, I hate asking my family questions...

For the past few days I've been playing Minecraft with friends, the same ones I shall be working with on True Blue Sheep Productions, discussing what content we'd like to put out on the channel. On the plus side of this I know have a much beefier computer! I will be able to record and even stream, of which I may do soon!

Hopefully tomorrow will fair better. For all my dear comissioners I ask patients as I try'n sort things out for the youtube channel. I shall be writing in the coming days and hopefully will get the next story out before the end of the month!

Anyway between writing, and I'll say this now... I have a very very limited 'safe' time to do both streams and writings since I dont have my own private room that I can lock myself away in... I will be streaming games! Can't do anything to intense just yet because my 'den' is kinda warm atm and I dont want my graphics card to burst into flames! Mainly because i"m using a large wooden desk =w=

I shall let you folks vote on what game you'd like to see! Or if you'd like to suggest a game please do so!

-Minecraft [Tekkit Mods]
-OFF [French Game O:]
-POWDER [no sound but you can always hear me moan and groan as I die constantly! :D]
-Poker Night at the Inventory
-KKND: Crossfire [if I can find a reliable copy somewhere in my muddled.... well chaos! lol]




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Saddly no video :c BUT this could be a thing soon! I thought I'd just kinda drop this out there'n let you all at least get a feel of a game even if it is just a derpy demo!

::WARNING I am by no means a 'progamer' I just enjoy having fun :3::

In Blackwell's Asylum Demo you start up with a thrilling scene of your character being held down as a doctor comes over slowly, kneels, and then injects you with some psychotropic drug or sedative. When you awake you find your vision... well it's gone to pot it's about as steady as a tidal pool that kids just keep throwing rocks in. You get up and wobble out of the cell you were being held in and when I say wobble you really do wobble... can't seem to get one foot infront of the other with out tilting to the left or right!

Oh did I mention you're in an ASYLUM?! There's a warden that happens to be prowling the halls to catch you. Screams and other things sound out around you as you wobble through the rooms and hallways of the asylum. You are given a bit of a tutorial on how to move, hide [and yes you will be hiding being that this game is stealth], and even distract the warden. You have to hide there's no other option for the game.

Oh'n did I mention the design? Besides a 'breathing' mini game where you have to press space to control your characters breathing the halls and rooms of the asylum are warped! I'm not talking about twisted curved structures, though with the warped vision it does tend to look that way, the walls of the asylum are partly falling in it seems but the structure itself is sound and undecayed.

If you are caught by the warden you don't die you are simply subdued and sedated, atleast I'm hoping its a sedative o.O, and wake to find yourself in the nearest cell to where you were found. Like I said navigation is hard so expect to be found out a lot the first time. Also some rooms you find yourself in might not exactly have the most obvious hiding spots, this isn't Manhunt where you can simply duck into shadows and disappear lol. I should warn you now the lights and sounds in the rooms are quite... stunning, and not in a good way. In each room there's a large round light switch that once you turn it on you will be blinded by a horrendously bright light and have a short but shrill sound invade your ears. Yes the warden upon entering a room will turn on the lights and ask 'who'se there?' then go about searching for you.

I'll tell you in the bit of scrounging I could do of this game the publishers BlackPipe Publisher had nothing but the demo to their name it seems. Not much else besides that... >.> BUT! I did manage to find an interesting article on an actual asylum on Blackwell's Island, NY. The island was bought by NY from the Blackwell family for the purpose of housing a jail and an asylum.

The asylum was supposed to be an end all type of place that was going to be quite large. Funding bottomed out though and they only had enough to put up two wings. Of course they tried to make it work, partitioned the inmates into categories or at least tried to. They did manage to divide 'em up into groups ranking from violently insane to non-threatening. Since their funding was so low though they ended up having to have convicts from the jail become guards in the asylum. Thusly the whole thing started to fail even worse. The media had a hayday with the asylum reporting on the newest and most interesting of the inmates such as "Mrs. Buchanan". Stories started to come out though that the inmates were being mistreated, some even being tormented. In 1887 journalist, Elizabeth Cochrane Seamen [aka Nellie Bly] feigned insanity to get into the asylum. She wrote a bunch of shocking articles that she published to the New York World and books. Shortly after in 1894 the asylum was shut down the only remnant is a domed octagonal structure which was the heart of the whole thing.

Go subscribe to http://www.youtube.com/trubluesheep it's got nothing now but will be slowly being put together soon :D Link to Blackwell's Asylum http://store.steampowered.com/app/213590/ and the article on the actual asylum http://ajp.psychiatryonline.org/art.....ticleid=98193#

Anyway once I get more processing power I WILL be making videos. Next review might be the Splice Demo I kinda wanna rock through all the demos that steam had highlighted.

Tata for now!

Goin to spend some time with my wuffles be back to the grind on either satuday or sunday!




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Not really though I did rage earlier... oh lard did I ever RAGE! Just after I'd done a good chunk of the story I posted tonight... power went out'n that chunk I hadn't saved went out with it! Ohhh did I rage... quiet rage but still RAGE!!! Nothing gets to me more then to be working on something and have to start all over again because of something stupid.

On the plus side uhm... no more trolls are bothering me! Haha now watch them flock here. It's not that they were really bothering me rather that they were taking up space on my page for friends and followers to talk to me! Anywho who'd like to see me stream? Maybe do a bit of game streaming? O: Who knows :D

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Ugh what a day. Didn't get ANYthing I wanted to get done... done! Had to deal with mowin the yard, which I dont know if I have any southern watchers but... Florida + summer = MELTING PEOPLE! Tired'n sore watched :MoTicon; work a bit on stuff you guys should go'n y'know... commission him cause he's awesome like that. Charges by the hour but keeps things fair.

While I was watching MoT I had to fix a bit of my ceiling cause it had fallen down in the middle of the night... damn geckos... But yea... people, barking dogs, wasps the size of your finger, dirty laundry that needed doing.... sleepy bear didn't get much done.

Next story though should be done my tuesday... that's what I'm aiming for... at this point'n time I dunno if I'm steady enough to actually aim well! LOL

Gnight... -__-zZz





Flo Rida - Good Feeling



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First lemme just say this! Youtube has become an entity onto itself.

Like I said in the title: I don't usually pimp out other people but this person's got talent! TALENT I SAY! And what's more she's not afraid to flaunt it! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3539786/ That's the journal O: Go check it out!

The main reason I don't usually 'pimp' people out is because of the whole 'sub for a sub' idea of most of them. I find that if you really need to do that it's just kinda ass backwards! Like tellin' some one to take water from your well only if you can take the same amount of water out of their well in return :/ Yea your numbers go up but whose really going to be active and actually admire what you put out?

In other news: TROLLS!!! TROLLS IN THE DUNGEON! Just thought you might want to know. *faints*

Nothing new 'bout that. Trolls roam the internet looking for those who'd fight 'em. I admit I spat a few lines at and got quite a few responces... in fact under the name  chelsealyn I recieved over 200 messages that the individual spam bombed me. Thusly I deleted the messages and said no more until it started again on the newest account the Jango account. Said one thing and then ignored what I could until one last message was thrown onto my page. I kept my cool in this so I'm quite pleased with myself. In responce to their "Oh look the pussy deleted my message again!" comment I went to their page and said this: I'm going to tell you this once and only once. You are a stain, you've always been a stain, you will always be a stain. Now stop harassing me.

They've quieted down since that and they've deleted my message perhaps in fear that an admin was watching their page... There is a victim here, a fur/person who's account was trolled against and is now suspended.

Oh the unnecessary drama and banter from furs and trolls...

I did advise to simply let the troll drop and ignore it. Dunno what happened, doubt that I'd really wanna go'n dig up any answers...

Last bit of info!!!!

Commissions! Still open just so's ya know! I should have the next story done by Monday at the earliest and Tuesday at the latest... saying should taking into consideration the few things that are happening around here that have slowed me down at points.

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Good night and God speed my dear followers.