so i wanted to say what been happening the past couple months well its almost a year now and i need to say something without other family members knowing ive written it down somewhere except for kraven sees on here but thats ok,
but in September last year my nephew tried killing his mum my eldest sister , i saved her life but despite how fast i was i couldnt stop him in time he stabbed her 8-16 times and a few in the c2- c4 area of her spine and her right side is now paralyzed her leg completely dead, but she can somewhat use her arm but will be in a wheelchair for the rest of her life ..
and if you knew her you know shes a very hard person to live with (think of a super karen or over entitled) so its even worse since but shes hoping to move into special housing and maybe ill finally deal with everything i cant really go to therapy since i have selective mustism
but talking on telegram with kraven does help and of course my pets have too specifically the big sister cat nico hes not the most cuddly cat but hes kinnda same as me
anyhow so my big sister doesnt want him (she wants the perfect pet like she always wanted the perfect children lol none of them are that like i said she a tough person to live with)
but im determined to keep this silly cat plus he not only black hes getting on 12 years old im defo keeping him!

but i got my tablet back and now got the pc all connected so in time i wanna get back into the drawings

so peace how ..watch yo kids >.>
omega/ginger outs x

Hello all well after a long hatias due to my pc not picking up internet (dont live in potatoes land ) I've got myself a tablet and a otg dongle so I can draw on the pc and upload via the tab hopefully at least gotta give a full test but until I move it's my best method
So this new year planning to draw more I wanna get back to what I love which dinosaurs
I should still have previous requests in my inbox so possible I'll get on with them but I'd take my time and it hurts my arm after a while so often takes me longer plus I'm not the best artist
So here's to next year and the next decade!!

(Now to grow through my 2000+messages x.x)

well been odd year ..dont ever live with my older sister shes utter hell!! so much hell that we needed to move again ...
so now me and my mum now live on outside of exmoor national park its beautiful out here lots of wild ponies and red deer plus all the suicidal pheasants ..

the internet signal isn't the strongest (most so far is 4.7mps) but thats fine im ready to sacrifice that cause im the new year were getting a dogge !!!
sooo happy for that :3
heck im happy to have my 55g tank setup !

soooo im planning to get back into art im already thinking of doing the inkctober or goretastic challenge although cant decide with my character or random animals
ive got one last day to decide

but yea i wanna get back into traditional art, i like doing pencils art, i mean i love colouring in digital ive been practicing animations but ive never been able to do digital shading which kinda stopped me from doing anything, that and my bully of a sister it sooo ill stick to what i know


so yup see ya

hello im back !!
move was ok had some internet connnection issues mainly it being super slow but all is ok now ;)

i now live in the beautiful countryside just out of town surrounded by owls and sheep !!!

and nope ..not chance to draw anything yet , which is a pity... but ill start to at one point
;)

as the title says im moving beginning of October moving outta the town which will be so much nicer
even though ive packed away my art supplies (tablet my paper sketches ect) im planning to draw over the month where i dont have connection but again im taking my time ...cause its free , i'd rush if it was a paid stuff

anyway if you still want free shit youll have to be quick cause i have litterly no clue when the internet will cut out

right ive been practicing on clip studio and i need ideas on what to draw!

ill upload something recent so you get a idea on what the style might be

some depending on what i get or dont get but yeah want some free arts then lemme me know , warning though i will take my take since its a requests and may deny some stuff again thats my choice ..cause its free

i stole this from sis  kraven-gothly
seems fitting for newer account


- Name: Ashleigh, ash, ashers

- Single or taken: single

- Sex: Female

- Birthday: July 3rd

- Sign: Cancer

- Hair color: ginger with lighter parts somewhat aurburn i guess

- Eye color: Blue

- Height: 5' 5" i thinnk?

- Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: asexual

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S P E C I F I C S
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- What kind of shampoo do you use?: whatever shit i find

- What are you listening to right now?: armin van buuren vs teisto

- Who is the last person that called you?: my auntie last called

- How many buddies are online right now?: ..'uhh,..'unno

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F A V O U R I T E S
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- Animal: deer, guinea pigs, birds

- Colour: green, black, white

- Drink: limeade, milk, orange squash

- Element: water i do favour eletric and fire though

- Food: cheese flavoured stuff, ice cream, peaches

- Game: ohh i have many ill say final fantasy's, mgs, pokemon , uncharted, resident evils

- Movie: the flight of dragons, jaws, aliens

- Song: errrr..i'll say sash just around the hill original , but i enjoy soundtracks, anime music and 90's -00's trance music

- Subjects in school: art, bakery and hometime

- # ohhh great british-bakeoff, springwatch, i love my animes of FMAB, naruto,sword art online

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H A V E | Y O U | E V E R
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- Given anyone a bath?: just my guinea pigs

- Smoked?: tried it once never again

- Bungee jumped?: well sorta went on a skycoaster cross between it and falling

- Made yourself throw up?: yup many times to skive school and when i feel too sick ill force myself

- Skinny dipped?: Fuck no

- Ever been in love?: i thought i did but im not sure anymore

- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: when i was younger a cry a little

- Pictured your crush naked?: nope

- Actually seen your crush naked?: again nope..

- Cried when someone died?: yup when my pets die i even cried, heck when i lost tons of tropical fish....but i cried alot after my dad died

- Lied: haa im a good liar

- Fallen for your best friend?: nope

- Used someone?: im the one being used

- Done something you regret?:tons i guess but i move on and do another thing ill regret thus is my life

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C U R R E N T
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- Clothes: black t shirt black headband and black leggings i like wearing black..

- Desktop picture: skyrim logo thingy

- CD in player: i have in my pc witcher 3 ost

- DVD in player: blue planet in ps3

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L A S T | P E R S O N
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- You touched: my niece i guess

- Hugged: my auntie di, pretty much the only one i will

- You kissed: none i dont kiss

- You IMed: usually  kraven-gothly

- Talk to online: my again  kraven-gothly but that was awhile ago

- You sexed it up with: none

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A R E | Y O U
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- Understanding?: i try to my best abilities

- Open-minded?: trend to

- Arrogant?: nope

- Insecure?: extremely.

- Random?: naa, im pretty same day after day

- Hungry?: just had breakfast im good

- Smart?: in certain items but im quite dumb

- Moody?: i can be quite grumpy

- Organized?: i try to be ...try..

- Shy?: very shy (i have social issues)

- Difficult?: i can be if you dont know me

- Bored easily?: sometimes then other times im quite happy watching clouds thats when my consoles help

- Entertained easily?: i have my beloved playstations they keep me happy as does youtubes

- Obsessed?: with certain games or anime

- Lazy?: yup i gotta change...

- Angry?: i have a temper yes especially when people upset me

- Happy?: hmm.. its tough when you live with my family members, im only truly happy with my games

- Hyper?: naaa..well expect im in certain locations like zoo

- Trusting?: too much so, and people have taken advantage of that
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R A N D O M
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- In the morning: i grab my glasses and gotta pee ..always

- Love is: honestly i wouldnt know

- I dream about: my dad comes up alot, and flying i like the flying ones but strangely water is always involved in my dreams

- What do you notice first in the sex you're into: ..
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W H O
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- Makes you laugh the most: usually when im playing games with family or my sister  kraven-gothly

- Makes you smile: again sister  kraven-gothly or like pets and games

-Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her:..none really
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D O | Y O U | E V E R
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- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: onnlyy if im expecting a call but nope

- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: i sometimes i was a bloke maybe like be easier ..

- Wish you were younger?: age doesnt really matter to me

- Cry because someone said something to you?: yes im very emotional person
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N U M B E R
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- Of times I have had my heart broken?: usually when a pet dies they like family to me

- Of Cd's: like 5-10

- Of scars on my body: lots of them im a clutz, but big one on right arm lots little ones, on left knee and one on toe where my cat scratched me

- Of bones I've broken: yup i broke both arms right one has pinns and plates and i swear i broke my left foot when fell down a hole in garden i still has issues with foot and right arm

since i cant get my old account back gonna upload my old arts, there somewhat scary/terrible but i always think its important to see old arts then you can see the progress and laugh at it
ignore the watermark i put on it it has omega or whatever my its my art im not stealing except from taken my own stuffs
so dont panic

ive been trying to fix the bastard for ages now and i thought id fixed it and as i was working, it just stopped it seems to working but not the fine tip thing.
from looking at the properties to driver not found makes no dam sense!!
ive restarted it, uninstalled it so many dam times !!
so yeah would be art but unless someone can suggest another graphic device im on a pause i guess..

:edit ok tried krita and it works ok on that ? ...huh? :

well i have been drawing just practicing really on redesigning my oc i got corel paint so be interesting to see how to use that,.
but im up for arts, commissions and only a selective requests

decided to go down FA route and this time will be doing pronz stuff , haven't decided to what i will or wont do yet ....

ks