Burry me without a cent, without a heart, and without a hand. Watch me fall in awe and marvel at my emptiness, my memories will not save me.

Please be kind

I hate this country so much. The people here aren't even crazy, everyone's just so radical. I have never felt more ashamed to call myself an American than now, after it being a horrible place my whole life and just getting worse and worse. Nobody rioting has been justified but this? Everybody seems to be fighting for the lowest moral low ground possible at this point and it's just disappointing. If terrorism is patriotic to you, you're dangerous to me. I just want me and all my friends to be safe, and if you support radicals who endanger those around them, stay away.

I believe in myself.

My last day being 20 was pretty awful so I hope this year goes better.

Since I only post a journal twice a year anymore lol. Been dealing with lots of personal stuff, learning how to deal with friendship, as a new thing. Not much else actually.

After my last journal I got many comments about where else I can be found, so here are some places.
For all my art, future and past: https://www.deviantart.com/girghgh
For all my art in the future: https://twitter.com/GIRGHGH

My twitter has more than just art though, so if you're following me for art it's probably not best.
Reminder: I am still here for comments and stuff.

Maybe if I'm overly enthusiastic all the time people will like me more.

Mine was pretty lame so I'm hoping yours were not like mine.

Never thought I'd make it this far, especially since I go missing for months at a time without saying anything!

For some reason I really feel the need to tell people why I refused to favorite one of their arts when I see it. I almost made this journal be about what I don't favorite.

I was recently inspired by some breathtaking images to draw space stuff. Also the valentines thing is going to either have possible delays or I'm going to have to hold off on personal art. I have 3 personal sketches I want to finish but something has to be put off.

I will draw your character with a heart pillow for free! I can draw multiples, mixed with other people or more of your own!

I don't know exactly when it is but I know it's gotta be soon. Right?

I've been slowly feeling less attached to this site. That is all.

I mimic moods, so if you get annoyed at something I say, I'm going to reply doubly annoyed back at you regardless of my original intent. Be warned.

Uh, just so you guys who got the Christmas gift thing didn't know, I take any request all the time... you didn't need to wait for me to make a journal or anything!

It's a few hours away for me, but everybody else is posting about it and it's close enough anyway. Have a wonderful day!

The character I call GIRGHGH was originally called George and they were in a comic I made. That's where GIRGHGH's backstory came from.

This person is doing a freebie art thing for Christmas!
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/girghgh/
Their going to draw your character in wintry attire! Styles include plain, poorly shaded, cartoon, and chibi! Outfits include clause suit, hooded jacket, jacket, snow pants, hat and gloves of choice in any color! Go talk to them before they get too overworked to breath!

You're all so awesome!!!

Stubbornness bugs me. It doesn't matter if you are morally right, legally right, or even simply if you THINK you're right. It's GOING to bug me.

Things that bug me related to stubbornness:
-no more chances
-no fixing/making up for mistakes
-adamant hatred
-unrelentation towards anybody
-two facedness: any of the above paired with the exact opposite to a select few

So basically the other half of favoritism.

Let's all be happy! Joy joy joy!

Now, since I've been here on FA I have discovered some pretty enigmatic things, but none that I HATE more than closed species. To better understand my feelings about this, you must first understand where I'm coming from. I'm from the Spore community. Spore is a game where you evolve a creature throughout various ages. You could make almost anything imaginable.

I would spend hours a day in the editor creating my own species for all to enjoy. There were no "closed" species to be seen. If anything trying to hog something was seen as evil. If somebody could claim a character design all for themselves, anybody who accidentally made that design could get in trouble, something a community of creators frown upon immensely.

When I found out about a couple of them I was like, "ok, these are pretty unique/few and nobody would ever create these on accident." But then I looked into what closed species there were and realized the true scope of this madness. I literally can't make up new species because I fear it's already been claimed.

I understand that some people want to have something that's theirs and that's fine, but you do that with CHARACTERS, not SPECIES. It's unfair to creative minds and creates an element of fear in creativity. And creativity is like, my THING.

Do you feel like you are being talked to by GIRGHGH the Grox, or by GIRGHGH the person who made their character a Grox?
I feel as though this is important to know.