Hey just letting ya'll know I'm gonna queue up a bunch of art posts for tomorrow, so there'll be quite an influx of art :3

I rarely make a journal, but I need people to know I am likely going to be a having a rough time in the coming weeks

A good friend of mine, one of the oldest hypnosis artists on FA and a really wonderful person,  majorra passed away last night, cause unknown.

She really touched a lot of hearts, had a lot of friends. She had a heart of gold and stuck through so, so many hard times. I was so proud of her. And she was proud of me.
She watched me and praised me getting up out of the dirt and getting up on my feet. She was doing her damn hardest too.
I was very hopeful that life was getting better and better for her.

So this news is so very, very shocking and extremely saddening. We were just talking, she was excited to see her dogs again, getting back to taking care of family.
I can only imagine what they're going through.....

Majorra was always joking, making sure we were all smiling, being brave for everyone around her, family or friends...

Me and her, we had our rough patches, too, but moving past them and growing as friends, we always saw how we were both bettering ourselves. Same goes for her and other close friends of hers. She was always getting stronger. Staying strong.


I'm gonna really fucking miss her......

I made a telegram channel for twitch stream updates and notifications for when I go live!
Just passing this around to make sure people who want updates and notifications have this. If you're not interested, ignore this message <3

If you want to support me without watching the streams, join the channel and signal boost via retweets. I really helps my channel grow <3

https://t.me/JamieBunpupStream

Wishing everyone a wonderful new year <333

I have made a personal discord server.

Feel free to ask for an invite in Notes or in the comments. HOWEVER.

Please understand this is a space I am curating for me to feel really chill in at all times. If I don't know you well, please do not expect an invite.
Mutuals are highly likely to get invited, ofc.

If you aren't invited, please do not read into it. I am a very open and loving person, but I experience a lot of anxiety. This is just how bun is ;; <3

Hey guys. I was really going through some personal shit.

I honestly thought I'd let this account just go. But it has a lot of history and feels like a waste to let go.

If I could change the username I would but I can't, as I don't really like going by Glenn anymore. However nothing I can really do about it now.

What I know for certain is I will probably start slowly rolling out posts to multiple accounts using PostyBirb now that it's a thing. Will have a FurryNetwork, Weasyl and there, but this will probably be checked the least. I'll still use it to leave comments and fav stuff that appears here.

I'm not the biggest fan of FA these days, there's so many features that could've been improved and implemented by now and I kinda hate that. But there's a lot of friends on here and some have expressed the sadness at the thought of me just ditching it entirely.

There was a lot of art I nuked when I was going to move from this account. It will slowly go back up, but as for blurbs, I will probably not bother with them. They'll be very minimalist with links to the artists, etc. given just how many pics I have to re-upload.

Recovering in hospital now

And I'm super duper nervous augh ;;

So I now know the date of the catheter ablation, 22nd of April, the procedure is confirmed to be done under local anaesthetic, hopefully I'll do okay with the sedatives, but I am very vulnerable to panic attacks and this is something that honestly freaks me out a fair bit.

Never had this experience, if I can get through it without an issue, it'll make me stronger. Wish me luck ;;

So I spoke to my cardiologist today and there's a 3 month wait on general anaesthesia... I really dunno if I can live with this for that long, I have things I need to do in my life. So I opted to get this procedure done under local anaesthetic.

Though, honestly, I'm fucking scared outta my mind...........

So as some people may have seen on my Twitter account a few months ago, I started having trouble with my heart, feeling uncomfortable palpatations and pains above my left breast. I had two trips to the hospital that month, once my Mother helped me because I was at her house. The second time I just had to call the ambulance.

January goes by, and just a week ago I finally saw the cardiologist. The tests we had done up until seeing him, shown that I have this conditon called Wolf Parkinson's White. My GP didn't really know what to think of it, since it's all new, and never showed up back when I had to get my Super Ventricular Tachycardia investigated, and I have been monitored back when I was 18-19 years old, so this is a pretty new find.

The cardiologist went through it with me, the way he explained it was there's wires that form in the heart and arteries that play parts in how the heart regulates the rhythm and all that. This condition means I have an extra wire starting to cause interference and poses a risk of there being a 'short circuit' as he put it.

Essentially I have these SVT episodes but it also means I'm at risk of a heart attack, something I thought may have been a possilibity during those episodes and with how my heart just felt in general in the month of December. In light of that, just makes those episodes more scary, but after some talking, it came to the conclusion that this needs to be operated on.

The procedure is called a catheter ablation and runs a small risk (1%) of me having a stroke during this procedure. It is a small chance, hell probably less than getting hit by a car, but the fact that I have a potentially life threatening condition, enough for them to get the ball rolling now with the ultrasound I'm having tomorrow, with everything that's been going on in the last two years, a stroke is something I would dread of having, but a heart attack is not ideal, either.

There's a lot of fears I have, mainly something going wrong, people being left wondering what's going on, so I'm gonna make sure someone keeps people posted in case something does happen.

I love you all. I'm going to strive and try and get by, I need to find something to focus on, but unfortunately, this complication has post-poned my plans to start doing Multimedia studies. I'm a bit at a loss there. But I'll be around.

- Jamie

EDIT: Went to get my ultrasound done, won't know anything new for a few weeks. But I did learn that the ultrasound tells them nothing about the wires and they will only know if it is actually possible to safely burn the wire until they actually have their equipment taking a look inside me .w.

And all I want are birthday wishes, hugs and kisses nwn

28th of February I'll turn 24, another year older, hoping it's a good year for change nwn

I'm gonna try and post some of my backlog every week. No art has been coming in for a while now due to my financial situation, so I'm kinda glad I've been holding onto these pics.

I'll be trying to post con sketches that I've gotten in the coming days, and then post a few full colored commissions/gifts per week. The rate at which I post them may slow down as I widdle down how many I have reserved, hopefully I can get back on the horese.

Also, not really quite sure how to gauge how the story/art collab went down with you guys. I'd like to do stories to go with people's pictures, expand on roleplays, or proof-read/expand on existing story projects for people.

I'll be honest, I'm still working on producing base material, that story had the ideas there for me to expand on and make it into what it is now, and I'm very proud of it, given that it didn't require too much work to be happy with the end result.

It's just been really hard to ask you guys about it, cause I'm anxious that people aren't all that interested. Trying to gain confidence is really difficult, when the community is very focused on art and not so much on stories.

Anywho, hope everyone else is doing okay

I'd say, better, and worse. If that's possible.

Hope you are all okay too.

If anyone's wondering if I'm spending donation money on commissions, just wanting to make sure everyone's aware that the art I'm posting is a backlog, was commissioned before the dire need to move homes arose, or it was a gift. Just wanting to put it out there X3 Cause I'm a little paranoid people will think that I'm cheating people money for art.

I feel terrible essentially begging for help x.x I'm sorry to those who are disappointed or look down on me for doing so.

Sooo things here are getting more and more shaky. People leaving and unhappy with the IMVU merger.

And I myself am trying to organize my life again. FA is just getting too out of hand for me. 3k+ people watched, 150K+ Submissions in my inbox and even if I clear it, it just fills up too fast.

Sooooo I'm gonna probably still post stuff here, but I won't really be checking journals, my submissions inbox, replying to watches or favs. Only comments when they come.

Just gonna start following artists I really wanna keep track of on Weasyl ( if they're there ) and maybe make a private account here to watch those artists that don't use Weasyl that I REALLY wanna keep track of, that way.

Otherwise yeah... wish there was a transferring app like there is for FA > Inkbunny. So I suppose it's the slow process of copying all my art over to the new account.

Or I could start fresh.. but I can't afford much art really to start a whole now gallery, so likely to just start posting old and new stuff as I see fit.

Hope to see you folks there! -

weasyl.com/~glennjam

I started up a steam group for it <3 - http://steamcommunity.com/groups/grandtheftfurryv

Also my Social Club ID is Glennjam for those who wanna add me there :3

Please go check out her journal ;w; At least go check out what she's written, maybe signal boost. She really needs help!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6532361/

Come check it out and watch an awesome artist! :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6458549/

Hard to believe it's already almost been a whole year ;; It's gone so fast...

28th of Feb isn't that far away now. Gonna be 23 x3 I know that's not old but gosh... time flies D:

Had to go away for a few weeks, but now I'm back! But I'm probably not gonna be anywhere near as active as I was just before 2 weeks ago.

But I am around and still kicking! hope you're all well!

<3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5692106

My good pal  maskedpuppy has a dental bill that ended up $15,000 more than they had originally quoted!

Seriously please go help!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5692106