I seriously need help. I take pictures with a mobile and have tried uploading via computer, rotating in paint, everything that used to work and my uploads are still coming out sideways. I don't want to give up on this platform but it's been over a decade of these problems persisting and at some point it gets old and I can't help but feel like the creators of this site don't care enough about it.

Hello everyone it has been a long 6 years and so much has happened!

After 3 near fatal car accidents, I have taken up being an artist and voice actress full time! I was also diagnosed with a condition called Elhers danlos syndrome so my life has taken quite a few changes.

I am making and painting pokemon card canvases!

3x3 inch 25$
4x4 inch 30$
5x5 inch 35$

Hello everyone it has been a long 6 years and so much has happened!

After 3 near fatal car accidents, I have taken up being an artist and voice actress full time! I was also diagnosed with a condition called Elhers danlos syndrome so my life has taken quite a few changes.

I am making and painting pokemon card canvases!

3x3 inch 25$
4x4 inch 30$
5x5 inch 35$

so as a heads up to all of you, i'll proboble have to tell those of you who don't read this, I have started medications that are causing me to have mild memory lapses. they should be temporary but if I don't recognize you or forget who you are or where I am or where we are or what we were doing PLEASE BE PATIENT WITH ME. they memory lapses haven't been as severe as of late but they're still happening.

God I've barely had it in me to get out of bed today. I'm seeing a doctor on wednesday to hopefully start on anti depressants so I can hopefully be happy finally and take better care of myself. I'm doing this for me. If back stabbing friends who can't be bothered to ask "hey we've seem some troubling signs, are you ok?" Rather than get annoyed and talk shit behind my back and evict me happen to be less burdened by me because of it then kudos to them. But last night pushed me over the edge again. A lot has been happening (as it tends to in your early 20's) and I've been hiding it from alot of you. So I'll admit it to myself and to everyone now so maybe in a year when Iook back at this promise that I am making to myself and all of my friends here and now in. Year when I am hopefully winning this battle. This last june, during pride fest, I tried to kill myself. I had lost my dream job not once but twice, I got denied the promotion I now have, and spending time with friends was like pulling teeth while my family is so far away. I was on the overpass only moments from letting myself fall. I'll spare you/myself the details on the brief moment that kept me from doing it but my promise to my future self (assuming I'm winning this battle by then) and to my beloved friends who love me so much, even though I may not always be able to feel it through the cloudy thoughts that is depression, I'm sorry. I'm sorry to myself for running away from myself for so long, I'm sorry for not taking myself or the warning signs seriously enough to get help when I needed it, I promise that the moment I start feeling unsafe I'll seek professional help rather than bothering my friends/so called friends to try to hang out even when they clearly don't want to. I promise I will keep in check of my self/home care wherever I end up and if there is a problem I will be proactive and take care of it and I promise to stay on top of my pills. To my wonderful friends, I'm sorry I have spent my time shutting you all out, only contacting you when I can't take it anymore and letting things build up. I'm sorry for not letting you all be closer to me and not letting myself be closer to all of you. And im sorry for whoever i become during the difficult proccess of balancing pills that i have run from for so long. I promise to be a wonderful, happy, and good friend to you all, even if it takes time for me to get there. I promise to tell you if I'm not ok instead of hiding. I promise to not use this demon of mine as an excuse for my actions. And I promise to you , as I have myself, to seek help when I need it; rather than shutting you all out.

I'm sorry. I promise.

why has my comic been so quiet lately? well I have been having to focus on my school and work. I've lost 14 pounds, am in the application/interview process for a prestegious emergency hospital, and I HAVE BEEN ACCEPTED INTO MEDICAL SCHOOL FOR THE VETERINARY TECHNICIAN PROGRAM!!!!! I don't start until november so i'll have 5 months of summer break to work on the comic ^.^

thank you to all of my wonderful friends who have been so supportive of me over the years leading up to this.

I'LL MAKE ALL OF YOU PROUD I PROMISE!

Hey guys so i know it's been a bit since I uploaded a page but I've actually been taking an art class so I can improve my comic for you guys as I go and on top of that I am now AN INTERNATIONAL MODEL! (for the curvy girl market. I want to show women and men everywhere that female bodies can and are appreciated and loved at all sizes! so that's just what I'm going to do!) I will be on my school's website starting next year hopefully (they're redoing the entire layout including pics so they had me model for them at the LGBTQ center where i've been volunteering for the last few years) and I have also been hired as a model and recently did a shoot for a magazine company in japan (i got to be a kitty girl for the shoot!) they have 9 publications so I am gaurenteed to be in one but will possibly be featured in 9 MAGAZINES EEEEEEEE HEHEHEHE I'm so excited and i'll post pics when the editors, client, and photographers are done going through them :3 the next few pages have been drawn and the next page is about half way painted so it's on it's way I haven't forgotten all of you I promise I'm on just about every day even though I don't post so please always feel free to send me messages! I've missed you all so much!

Seriously? I politely let you know your illegal/impaired driving almost took out MY DOOR and let you know that it would have cost you 500-100$ if I hadnt been watching and you harass, threaten, and hate crime me and my roommate, and call us FAT FAGS!?!?! And then this loser ditches his girlfriend when we call the cops!?! This hate crime, sexual harassment, and threats that this man proceeded todole out before leaving while we waited for the cops happened IN PUBLIC A BLOCK FROM MY HOME AND NO DID ANYTHING TO HELP! the sherriff told us we should have prettyuch just minded pur business and not confronted him. The whole time the sheriff was TEXTING HIS FRIENDS WHILE LECTURING US!!!

Hey everyone ive decided to do a reboot on the poser comic "Once a Maid" all of the characters will have new designs, new characters will be introduced, and there will actually be an in depth story line with teasers, romance, drama, and adventure! And a new title/location! Come check it out Miss Mien at  MissMien I have the first page uploaded, lots of story board laid out, and a few more pages sketched and ready to be painted!

First off. It is my firm belief thay no job or action is truely thankless unless gone unranked (wether it be by yourself or by someone else) so in following this belief I would like to begin by thanking ALL of the wonderful staff and volunteers as well as the vendors and panel hosts/hostesses. Thank you all for making rainfurrest as amazing as it is th is and every year!

To all of the wonderful people who showed their support or were just kind enough to ask about my comic or my designs, thank you all so much. It is your support and love that makes me still want to do what i do in this community. And often, it is your love and support that helps me to overcome the hardships that i have had to endure over the last few years (especially this past one) so thank you

To mimie, thank you especially for your support and I wish you the best of luck in school over the following year!

To Surlia (the jerboa mix), and Lozlink, and all of the other awesome people who were interested in having me do designs for them. Please send me a note on here, fetlife, or facebook with a list of concepts and ideas you wanted me to work on with specific details.

AND A BRIEF ANNOUNCEMENT!
I will be starting up Once a Maid again and I will be moving my comics to a new FAVORITE account (to be named later) and in addition I will be expanding on once a maid and May be redoing the comic from scratch in the beginning to expand more on the story aspect!

So my suit at rainfurrest... will be a partial depicting the next chapter of Once a Maid!. Miss Mew will be in a Wonderland of Magic chapter as an Alice in wonderland Spoof as the princess of hearts since she seems to have captured the hearts of so many of my watchers and since Alice in wonderland is one of my favorite books :) so please stop by and give me tips and suggestions for what YOU the watchers would like to see in the next chapter :3




(THE PARTIAL WAS NOT MADE SPECIFICALLY FOR RF SO SOME OF THE DETAILS WILL BE OFF ON THE SUIT IN COMPARISON TO THE CHARACTER MISS MEW)

So when I sobered up i decided to go over the thing I wrote yesterday and fix it up so I figured I'd post it. I'm up for tips on how to maybe fix the ending. Its a piece about what happened the first time I saw my significant other who is a drummer






We receive but one heart in this life.
It will break
It will crack
It will bruise
It will shatter
And sometimes it will drain,
But never emptied, never completely.
But this heart will always mend, heal, and put itself back together.
Even if it sometimes needs some assistance.
And then it will fill once more with memories of love passed,
Love we are so fortunate to feel for all things in this gift we call the present,
And with love for all of the good that may be in the future, sometimes called hope.
Every heart beat beats with the drummer playing that special tune to its life.
Millions of beats.
Thumping and pumping to the tempo to your smile, your walk, every essence of your being.
And it was in that moment, when i felt yours.
mine stopped.
Mine skipped a beat.
The rhythm stopped.
Pure silence.
A melody of uncertainty, fear, joy, and certainty.
That I learned truly, and surely, this symphony was love.
The beats resume with synchronizing smiles and harmonize.

So as few people know I used to be a very respected writer amongst my peers and I left my pen and pencil behind to buckle down on mu animal care career(to the disappointment of my professors) So today at work I wrote the rough draft of something for shits and giggles. Again this is a lazy wip (my signifigant other is a drummer to explain a bit of background on this) so please keep the criticisms respectfulS

We receive but one heart in this life.
It will break
It will crack
It will bruise
It will shatter
And sometime it will be drained, but never emptied, even when it feels whithered.
But this heart will always heal, mend, and put itself back together.
Even if it sometimes needs assistance.
And then it will fill once more with memories of love passed,
Love we are so fortunate to feel for all things big and small in this gift we call the present,
And love for all of the good that may be in the future, sometimes called hope.
Every heart beat beats with the drummer playing that special tune to your life.
Millions of beats.
Thumping and pumping the tempo to your smile, as well as every essence of your being.
And it was in that moment, when i saw yours.
Mine stopped.
Mine skipped a beat.
The rhythm stopped.
Pure silence.
A melody of uncertainty, fear, joy, and certainty.
That I learned truly, and surely, this symphony was love.
The beats resume with synchronizing smiles and harmonize.

Where are you staying?
I think the main hotel but im not sure

What day are you getting there?
Thursday after work :)

Who will you be rooming with?
 karma/Stella, mortuestG, luna

Will you be bringing a fursuit?
I'll bring my coresuit and my future queen of hearts suit


Do you do free art?
Sometimes :)

Do you do trades?
Sure wjat are we trading :)

Do you do commissions?
Sure

Do you have prints / CDs ?
No

Do you do badges?
I can but it wont be laminated

Will you have Art in the Art Show?
Nope

What is your gender?
Fluid though im feel in lady like lately

How old are you?
22

Can I talk to you?
Sure :)

Can I touch you?
Let me know first but please do as im working through a touch-fobia and I have a personal goal set for myself by the end of the month :)

Can I take your picture?
sure but not when im eating

Can I hang out with you?
Usually yes :) I love adventure!

How can I find you?
Ill be the panda corsuit in furry black platform boots


Can I buy u a drink?
As long as you dont expect to get laid ;) sure I love all drinks fruity



think this one is the more common one. Lemme know if you guys have any additional questions

Does anyone know if bad dragon and legarto are going to be at the dealers den this year? Im looking to stock up on Leather gear and my roommate and I are looking at getting more "exotic" toys.

Im bored and need some entertainment ASK ME ANYTHING!

Im bored of my old go-to video game names. If I was a cute little puppy what would you name me? I'm asking a few different sites I'm on and a ton of people to see what people come up with :)

Like a long haired dachshund puppy or an american eskimo dog or if you pictured me as a sub puppy of any kind what would u name me? Im gonna see what everyone says and use my favorite one as my go to viseo game character name 

This upcoming month is going to be bannaners but thanks to the wonderful Morrissey (hoping im spelling that right), Luna, and karma, ill have a place to stay for rf! Be expecting the typical yearly rf personal rules/meme journal! I wont have my Halloween suit finished by then so there wont be a sneak peak but if a fan were to ask me at rf I wouldn't mind sharing with them what my next project will be. After the move is done and I get settled with an actual friggin work space I can consider doing commissions for comic pieces and suit designs again :) I can't wait to see you all there!

HEY EVERYONE LOOKS LIKE I'M MOVING AGAIN (this is a reaallly good thing!!!) SO IT'S TIME FOR A MOVING SALE!! i'M WILLING TO TAKE ASKING PRICE, I LIVE IN RENTON WASHINGTON AND AM WILLING TO SHIP TO U.S



WII games (all ames are used but have a case and manual)

2 wii wheels with mario kart wii $45

My sims $5

Zumba fitness belt with Zumba 2 fitness $20
Sim Animals $15

Rabbids go home $10

Doctor Fizzwizzle's animal Rescue $7

World of zoo (no manual) $5

super mario galaxy 2 (no manual) $20

Nights Journey of Dreams $15

Wii sports resort with wii sports (no manual) $10

Legend of Spyro Dawn of the Dragon $40 (no manual)

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PS3

Little Big Planet Game of the year Edition (no manual) $10

Play Station Move (no manual) $5

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DS

nintendogs Lab and friends $10

Nintendogs Dalmation and Friends $10

Scribblenauts $8

Petz Catz clan $5

Horsez $5

Petz Horseshoe ranch (case +manual GREAT game) $35
Animal Crossing Wild world (case+manual) $13

pokemon Platinum version (case +manual) $70

Professor Layton and the unwound future (case+manual) $30

Professor Layton and the Curious Village $30

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3DS

Pokemon rumble Blast (case+manual plus extra case+manual) $45
(w/out extra case+manual) $30

horses 3D $30

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Gameboy Advance

Pokemon NARANJA VERSION (with a case+box) $80

Yoshi's island Super mario advance 3 $10

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's stone $10

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TOYS, CONSOLES, !

Pokemon heart gold version Ho-oh Figure (in box, never opened!) $15

Pokemon Soul Silver version Lugia Figure $25
GET THEM BOTH FOR $30

pantech cross over phone (great condition) $50


PIKACHU charger for nintendo DSI, DS, DS XL, and comes with the chord (if you get it with the DSI it's $120) $30

gameboy micro mini $65

so i've been going over various animals and my former designs and other various sources for inspiration for my new designs and I started to notice that while I am a firm believer in body possitive imagery, I have been having my designs be very in favor of one body type. I know designers tend to favor one type of body and media does the same and I am saddened to think that I have been contributing to that so I have decided to make my designs more body positive.

EVERY BODY IS A POSSITIVE BODY SO EVERY BODY SHOULD BE REPRESENTED!

a small hint on what all of this means, My next design will be a pear shaped member of the Mustelid family ;) i have the preliminary sketch done now

last night my dear 7 month old pikachu nearly died in my arms my friend and I were watching a movie when suddenly my friend looked over at the ferret cage and yelled "OH MY GOD HE'S CHOKING!" out of pure instinct I threw the cage open and snatched pikachu into my hands. he wasn't breathing and his eyes were glazing over he looked at me as if pleading for help and he began to go limp. I altered the Heimlich maneuver for his tiny body by lining up the bottom of one of my palms vertically along his body from the bottom two ribs down and the other along back and started quick, sharp squeezing them together in the rhythm of the Heimlich and after 30 seconds of repeated tries a piece of kibble that went down the wrong pipe came out of his mouth. I pried it out of his mouth and did the Heimlich 2 more times to make sure everything came out and began to check if he was breathing again. Thankfully he was breathing fine and was responsive and then he made me nearly break out in tears by licking me all over to thank me while i held him to my chest and told him to NEVER scare me like that again.I'm finally starting to calm down now (this happened 4 hours ago but it keeps replaying in my mind. I'm hoping writing out what happened will help me let it go)

hey guys i need a bit of help uploading my new pages i saved them as jpg and the pixels are within the limits but they won't upload :(

By some miracle i'm not dead! i've been fighting my scanner, barely been having enough room to work on anything (but I have been i'll upload a few WIP's). I've been over worked, publicy harrassed, starved out, robbed, in a car accident, and all sorts of fun and hardships lately. I've just about figured out how to get my scanner to upload but I won't be able to edit anything I scan so the pictures won't have the kind of quality you guys are used to.



ALSO AMAZING LIFE CHANGING NEWS!!! so unannounced to many of my fans and loved ones, i have been fighting a condition that has been mutating my cells (trying to make them cancerous) for the last 6 years. I have had cancer scare every six months that and, as you can imagine, it would get rather tough. we were sure this year my body would finally give in and become cancerous. EARLIER THIS MONTH I RECIEVED NEWS FROM THE DOCTOR THAT MY CELLS LOOK GREAT AND I AM COMPLETELY CURED!!!!! CANCER AND CONDITION FREE!!! so part of my taking off (I have to admit,) has been because i've been doing a bit of an "embrace the world" kind of thing.

Merry Christmas Eve everyone! I hope yours turns out spectacularly! Im moving as of yesterday and I am at an amazing new job!

To all of my wonderful watchers out there who are at rf you are all awesome and I hope I get to meet allnof you :D