Upcoming Art Poll~
Posted 11 years agoJust to see what might and will happen in the future from me:
Vote (in order from most want to least want, you don't have to list all if you don't want to)
A.) Good ol' fashioned commission slots. ($)
B.) Art Raffles. ($)
C.) Weight Gain Drive. ($)
D.) A Comic or two. ($)
Just so I can have some extra income due to certain circumstances with my former job, thanks in advance!
~GL
Vote (in order from most want to least want, you don't have to list all if you don't want to)
A.) Good ol' fashioned commission slots. ($)
B.) Art Raffles. ($)
C.) Weight Gain Drive. ($)
D.) A Comic or two. ($)
Just so I can have some extra income due to certain circumstances with my former job, thanks in advance!
~GL
Commissions soon?
Posted 11 years agoDue to certain circumstances, I might open a few simple commission slots soon.
Time will tell, they'll most likely be simple sketch/inks or something. MAYBE open up a colored/shaded slot, we'll see.
~GL
Time will tell, they'll most likely be simple sketch/inks or something. MAYBE open up a colored/shaded slot, we'll see.
~GL
GL or Cocoa drawing idea?
Posted 11 years agoJust to see, any SFW ideas that you might like to see in the future involving GL or Cocoa?
~GL
~GL
8-9-14 Status Update
Posted 11 years agoI can't get myself to do or finish anything anymore... I owe too much, my future doesn't look all that bright, it's just been a wreck.
So sorry for no art lately, my last few attempts have once again been pretty bad. One thing I've been wanting to do is make updated references for GL and Cocoa, but numerous attempts just have it trashed.
I haven't been really active art-wise, and it seems like this is not just affecting me. It's times like this that I debate on continuing this. When it becomes a chore and not fun anymore... it makes it hard to continue without being critical. I can't draw for myself because the amount of things I owe are too high, and when attempting to draw what I owe, I either can never get it right or can't remember what to do.
I've lost too many people due to this, some even saying they'll never commission me again, and I respect that. I probably wouldn't want to commission myself either. No matter what I do I end up messing up eventually. So many mistakes I have made that just continue to haunt me, and I cannot undo what I did or come back from it. Try as I might, as many times that people just encourage me to "just draw for yourself", I can't bring myself to do that.
I don't flat out give up because there are people who still like what I do, and frankly I kinda still like what I do... but it's at the cost of having a giant weight on my shoulders. So this isn't a "I QUIT!" post, more of a status update (because that's another thing I'm bad at, constant communication). Thank you for reading if you did.
~GL/CM
So sorry for no art lately, my last few attempts have once again been pretty bad. One thing I've been wanting to do is make updated references for GL and Cocoa, but numerous attempts just have it trashed.
I haven't been really active art-wise, and it seems like this is not just affecting me. It's times like this that I debate on continuing this. When it becomes a chore and not fun anymore... it makes it hard to continue without being critical. I can't draw for myself because the amount of things I owe are too high, and when attempting to draw what I owe, I either can never get it right or can't remember what to do.
I've lost too many people due to this, some even saying they'll never commission me again, and I respect that. I probably wouldn't want to commission myself either. No matter what I do I end up messing up eventually. So many mistakes I have made that just continue to haunt me, and I cannot undo what I did or come back from it. Try as I might, as many times that people just encourage me to "just draw for yourself", I can't bring myself to do that.
I don't flat out give up because there are people who still like what I do, and frankly I kinda still like what I do... but it's at the cost of having a giant weight on my shoulders. So this isn't a "I QUIT!" post, more of a status update (because that's another thing I'm bad at, constant communication). Thank you for reading if you did.
~GL/CM
DDC14 Delay
Posted 12 years agoMy computer won't turn on so, this will be an exemption to the rule... hopefully I'll be able to get it up and running tomorrow... I just hope I don't have to get a new motherboard...
~GL
~GL
To everyone who ordered a bellyjiggle avatar~
Posted 12 years ago...hopefully I should be able to work on them later today =3 hope you look forward to it! Still only $11 each!
~GL
~GL
FA DOWNTIME CONTACT
Posted 12 years agoIf I'm not online on Steam then leave a message: http://steamcommunity.com/id/glwuffie/
ps- Will work on the two bellyjiggle avatars hopefully soon as well as the rest of the avatars, just had a rough day today -w-
~GL
ps- Will work on the two bellyjiggle avatars hopefully soon as well as the rest of the avatars, just had a rough day today -w-
~GL
Thanks and Bellyjiggle avatars!
Posted 12 years agoThanks for all who helped me out, sorry for the whole asking things... ANYWAYS, finished a few avatars and with real quick turnabout time... I think that's it XD ANYWAYS
Since it's been a bit popular, until futher notice, right now they're still only $11.




Info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11566643/
Thanks for your support! =D
~GL
Since it's been a bit popular, until futher notice, right now they're still only $11.




Info here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11566643/
Thanks for your support! =D
~GL
Failed deadlines~
Posted 12 years agoSo I went to pursue towards my dreams, and though I honestly love that people enjoyed it: I was hoping to get a little something off of it...
I can't keep up with art so once I finish... I'm sorry I have to wrap this up soon so I'll just say it:
Donations would be loved and helped and though I'll promise to no end I DESPERATELY want to pay you back if you help thanks...
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=Z9UCJCW6EVAQ2
Now to survive the sh*tstorm of an argument my parents are going through right now
~GL
I can't keep up with art so once I finish... I'm sorry I have to wrap this up soon so I'll just say it:
Donations would be loved and helped and though I'll promise to no end I DESPERATELY want to pay you back if you help thanks...
https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=Z9UCJCW6EVAQ2
Now to survive the sh*tstorm of an argument my parents are going through right now
~GL
Game Grumps: The Video Game -Early Demo-
Posted 12 years agoBeing busy this whole month... I desperately wanted to finish this sooner to finish commissions so that I can have a possible double income while looking for a job... but without further ado:
DOWNLOAD (Windows Only, sorry): http://www.gamefront.com/files/2366.....mpsTVGDemo.exe
DONATE: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=WZP8XTQ9QTQR6
Finally, here's a short lil' demo of what to kinda expect. There will be changes to the final game from this (like more different enemies/item blocks/things like that). Also there might be little bugs/glitches here and there, but I hopefully squashed most of them out. Hope you enjoy it!
Also to note, I have a kinda buggy android version mostly working, and also HTML5, but no where to safely host it.
If you have any questions or comments let me know! Also upvote on the gamegrumps reddit! Spread the word (assuming you like it), and help get this game going! Thank you~
---
Anyways, while this hopefully gathers up potential supporters (and hopefully from the Grumps themselves). I'll hopefully be able to finally return and finish so many overdue commissions, specifically for one person who knows well and has helped me so much that I probably can't do enough for them as they've done for me. Honestly, I want to make games for a living, not draw fat fur art that I'm really mediocre at. I want to do something that I don't have to hide... I hope you understand why I pushed on this more than I have commissions (and bills are due already... yay...). If anything I hope you enjoy this game and if you want to help me on my dream career path, donation link is above =P
Thank you, and again sorry if I'm making you wait for your art...
~GL
-PS Also spread the word about this game, get this out there! Thank you =D
DOWNLOAD (Windows Only, sorry): http://www.gamefront.com/files/2366.....mpsTVGDemo.exe
DONATE: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=WZP8XTQ9QTQR6
Finally, here's a short lil' demo of what to kinda expect. There will be changes to the final game from this (like more different enemies/item blocks/things like that). Also there might be little bugs/glitches here and there, but I hopefully squashed most of them out. Hope you enjoy it!
Also to note, I have a kinda buggy android version mostly working, and also HTML5, but no where to safely host it.
If you have any questions or comments let me know! Also upvote on the gamegrumps reddit! Spread the word (assuming you like it), and help get this game going! Thank you~
---
Anyways, while this hopefully gathers up potential supporters (and hopefully from the Grumps themselves). I'll hopefully be able to finally return and finish so many overdue commissions, specifically for one person who knows well and has helped me so much that I probably can't do enough for them as they've done for me. Honestly, I want to make games for a living, not draw fat fur art that I'm really mediocre at. I want to do something that I don't have to hide... I hope you understand why I pushed on this more than I have commissions (and bills are due already... yay...). If anything I hope you enjoy this game and if you want to help me on my dream career path, donation link is above =P
Thank you, and again sorry if I'm making you wait for your art...
~GL
-PS Also spread the word about this game, get this out there! Thank you =D
Fat/Inflation Meme thing~
Posted 12 years agoShort and sweet, just since everyone is doing it, might as well~
1. Why do you like Fat/Inflation?
I like 'growth', just fat/wg is most preffered.
2. Which is better? Fat or Inflation? And why?
Fat, 'cause it's soft, 'moldable', and heavy.
3. Would you consider your liking sexual or not?
Probably, though a lot is just for cute and smiles.
4. Fat/Inflated guys or girls?
Female mainly preferred, but others are cool.
5. Do you like inflation furs who are latex or rubber instead of fur?
Not really.
6. Would your character prefer fat or inflation?
Fat.
7. Opinion on slob furs.
Burps and slightly (silly) messy eating if I go there.
8. Opinion on vore?
It's alright, not my fancy.
9. Best type of fur to fatten or inflate?
All?
10. Do you like it when the inflated fur pops or the fat fur explodes?
Nope.
11. Blueberry inflation?
No thanks.
12. What is one thing you don't like about fat/inflation?
Odd/way uneven proportions.
13. Who is the best inflation/fat artist?
Lots of artists are best in their own way.
14. If their fursona was real, who would you most likely force feed/inflate and huggle? (not your character)
Character dependent, if acceptable.
15. Do you like fat/inflation of characters from tv shows or video games?
Sure.
16. Do your non fat fur or non inflation friends mind that you're into that stuff? Or even that you're a furry?
Not really, just depends.
17. Does your family know that you're into fat/inflation or that you're a furry?
Nope.
18. Do they approve of it?
They wouldn't.
19. Do you think it's fair to call it a "fat fetish" or "inflation fetish"?
Only if you think it's sexual.
20. Would you like a cookie?
I'd like a cookie, yes.
~GL
1. Why do you like Fat/Inflation?
I like 'growth', just fat/wg is most preffered.
2. Which is better? Fat or Inflation? And why?
Fat, 'cause it's soft, 'moldable', and heavy.
3. Would you consider your liking sexual or not?
Probably, though a lot is just for cute and smiles.
4. Fat/Inflated guys or girls?
Female mainly preferred, but others are cool.
5. Do you like inflation furs who are latex or rubber instead of fur?
Not really.
6. Would your character prefer fat or inflation?
Fat.
7. Opinion on slob furs.
Burps and slightly (silly) messy eating if I go there.
8. Opinion on vore?
It's alright, not my fancy.
9. Best type of fur to fatten or inflate?
All?
10. Do you like it when the inflated fur pops or the fat fur explodes?
Nope.
11. Blueberry inflation?
No thanks.
12. What is one thing you don't like about fat/inflation?
Odd/way uneven proportions.
13. Who is the best inflation/fat artist?
Lots of artists are best in their own way.
14. If their fursona was real, who would you most likely force feed/inflate and huggle? (not your character)
Character dependent, if acceptable.
15. Do you like fat/inflation of characters from tv shows or video games?
Sure.
16. Do your non fat fur or non inflation friends mind that you're into that stuff? Or even that you're a furry?
Not really, just depends.
17. Does your family know that you're into fat/inflation or that you're a furry?
Nope.
18. Do they approve of it?
They wouldn't.
19. Do you think it's fair to call it a "fat fetish" or "inflation fetish"?
Only if you think it's sexual.
20. Would you like a cookie?
I'd like a cookie, yes.
~GL
Can't get art done, another bill on the rise~
Posted 12 years agoStill haven't found a job, been applying all around.
Been helping my parents do things for them, making me stay up till the wee hours of the morning and losing sleep (and causing stress).
I've been attempting to draw and get better but nothing seems to be coming out right~ Trying to get stuff and commissions done once again: so I can HOPEFULLY do more. I do this because I usually can take this workload, just of late I haven't been able to~
Sorry for the wait, it's coming soon though, trying to find think of something simple for next batch of commissions, like avatars or something that I can finish quickly and do multiple while remaining inexpensive for everyone so they can have one.
...and something I can do without the risk of long waits~ Because I HATE making you all wait (which is why I also now only take payments until AFTER it's done)
-thank you everyone who still watches me and all that.
I'm not promising anything but I'll just put this here just in case ANYONE wants to just donate (I might do something for you back, no promises, but I'd like to if you do decide to donate). None of this money is going to any entertainment purposes, just purely for a bill and a car sticker that just expired.
I'm gonna push myself hard, and sorry if the quality doesn't shine as much but I'm gonna push myself to get these things done, and probably start a week policy or something: If I don't finish the commission within the week: it's free. (or something like that).
One again thank you all for still having faith in me, I will keep trying to not disappoint you all~
Donation link: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=Z9UCJCW6EVAQ2
~GL
Been helping my parents do things for them, making me stay up till the wee hours of the morning and losing sleep (and causing stress).
I've been attempting to draw and get better but nothing seems to be coming out right~ Trying to get stuff and commissions done once again: so I can HOPEFULLY do more. I do this because I usually can take this workload, just of late I haven't been able to~
Sorry for the wait, it's coming soon though, trying to find think of something simple for next batch of commissions, like avatars or something that I can finish quickly and do multiple while remaining inexpensive for everyone so they can have one.
...and something I can do without the risk of long waits~ Because I HATE making you all wait (which is why I also now only take payments until AFTER it's done)
-thank you everyone who still watches me and all that.
I'm not promising anything but I'll just put this here just in case ANYONE wants to just donate (I might do something for you back, no promises, but I'd like to if you do decide to donate). None of this money is going to any entertainment purposes, just purely for a bill and a car sticker that just expired.
I'm gonna push myself hard, and sorry if the quality doesn't shine as much but I'm gonna push myself to get these things done, and probably start a week policy or something: If I don't finish the commission within the week: it's free. (or something like that).
One again thank you all for still having faith in me, I will keep trying to not disappoint you all~
Donation link: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webs.....=Z9UCJCW6EVAQ2
~GL
For the futures: Various WG comic ideas?
Posted 12 years agoAfter I finish commissions/trades (if I ever GET to finish them) How many would be interested in a paid WG comic of sorts? That or I might try something similar to
royaljellysandwich/
jirris's Feed thier Character or
aluminum's Comment WG.
What I'm thinking here:
Paid WG Comic, may be a flat price of $5-$10 starring GL (and maybe other WAY unused characters) in WG-related hijinx (might do multiple ones later with different plots/forms of growth)
Chocolates 4 GL, $7-$10 per part, this one being uneven gains, and depending on how many might be a slow/fast gain (also depending on the majority vote of size that it should be projected to end)
Commentgain, adding a freemium plan to this one: might include a plan where a certain amount donated with $ will double your comment count or a flat rate for a huge gain or something~
Just thought I'd ask and wondering what you all think~
~GL
royaljellysandwich/
jirris's Feed thier Character or
aluminum's Comment WG.What I'm thinking here:
Paid WG Comic, may be a flat price of $5-$10 starring GL (and maybe other WAY unused characters) in WG-related hijinx (might do multiple ones later with different plots/forms of growth)
Chocolates 4 GL, $7-$10 per part, this one being uneven gains, and depending on how many might be a slow/fast gain (also depending on the majority vote of size that it should be projected to end)
Commentgain, adding a freemium plan to this one: might include a plan where a certain amount donated with $ will double your comment count or a flat rate for a huge gain or something~
Just thought I'd ask and wondering what you all think~
~GL
Quick poll: Streaming maybe
Posted 12 years agoBeen a bit busy, but I just wanna know if I stream tonight (maybe in an hour to two maybe) who would come?
~GL
~GL
Stream Postponed
Posted 12 years agoDue to unexpected circumstances, I'll try to Stream tonight, possibly hopefully the latest around 8:00pm CST... (MORE POSTPONAGE)
Again sorry for all that came earlier, thigns came up and I gotta just postpone it. Offers are still on the table though =D
EDIT: Once again due to my parents unable to do things themselves and constantly needing my help, I have to postpone the stream again.... to be safe: hopefully by 11:00pm CST, they should be in bed and I won't be bothered anymore >> Once again I'm TERRIBLY sorry...
~GL
Again sorry for all that came earlier, thigns came up and I gotta just postpone it. Offers are still on the table though =D
EDIT: Once again due to my parents unable to do things themselves and constantly needing my help, I have to postpone the stream again.... to be safe: hopefully by 11:00pm CST, they should be in bed and I won't be bothered anymore >> Once again I'm TERRIBLY sorry...
~GL
Commission Streaming on 7/3/13 @ 12:00pm CST
Posted 12 years agoTomorrow I PLAN to host a commission stream tomorrow (or later on today) -> on 7/3/13, hopefully around 12:00pm CST at the latest.
I'll be doing commissions and plan to take a few more. These will be the same style as the recent two sketches I did (with the color shading and that) Like these: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10981877 and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10981896/
You can get just the sketch for $10 USD, or colorshaded for $14 USD. These are per character so multi-character will be charged separately. I also want to keep it within a SFW/PG satus (as much as the idea of uberfat/fat to stay sfw).
And to be fair I will only ask for payment once I finish your part unless special circumstances arise.
I will only post a submission up so keep an eye out and I hope to see you there.
If things change or anything I will let you know~ Thanks again =D
~GL
I'll be doing commissions and plan to take a few more. These will be the same style as the recent two sketches I did (with the color shading and that) Like these: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10981877 and http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10981896/
You can get just the sketch for $10 USD, or colorshaded for $14 USD. These are per character so multi-character will be charged separately. I also want to keep it within a SFW/PG satus (as much as the idea of uberfat/fat to stay sfw).
And to be fair I will only ask for payment once I finish your part unless special circumstances arise.
I will only post a submission up so keep an eye out and I hope to see you there.
If things change or anything I will let you know~ Thanks again =D
~GL
EXTREMELY IMPORTANT: An apology and dead serious question.
Posted 12 years agoI can't take back anything I've said, even when you tried to help me I just pushed you away. You were always helpful to me and always in good spirits and I ruined everything. I just have to keep my mouth shut next time and just accept what you tell me because if I lose you, then I dunno if I can go on...
This is not the first time it's happened, and quite frankly I keep thinking it'll go away when it just gets worse each time...
So here's my question: who here have I hurt? I've done too many bad things that I can't undo or seem to make up.
In complete honesty this community doesn't need me. All I do is seem to cause problems and rarely take help when people offer it. I'm tired of hurting people and losing friends and relationships.
Am I leaving? Only if you want me to. If you just want me for the art only well, there are TONS of WAY better artists out there that CAN produce quality art at a faster rate and better quality. You want your fat fetish art, go try them. Unless I can get a true conviction from someone that I should stay, I think it's better that I leave.
~GL
This is not the first time it's happened, and quite frankly I keep thinking it'll go away when it just gets worse each time...
So here's my question: who here have I hurt? I've done too many bad things that I can't undo or seem to make up.
In complete honesty this community doesn't need me. All I do is seem to cause problems and rarely take help when people offer it. I'm tired of hurting people and losing friends and relationships.
Am I leaving? Only if you want me to. If you just want me for the art only well, there are TONS of WAY better artists out there that CAN produce quality art at a faster rate and better quality. You want your fat fetish art, go try them. Unless I can get a true conviction from someone that I should stay, I think it's better that I leave.
~GL
Mopey lil journal with a warning
Posted 12 years agoJust feelin' depressed for megastupid reasons~ So just ignore me like a lot of people have been doing lately and you should be fiiiine...
Just a warning, hopefully to delete this later if I ever get sane again..
~GL
Just a warning, hopefully to delete this later if I ever get sane again..
~GL
FFXIV Hands-On Impressions
Posted 12 years agoSo while I was eating I decided to check my e-mail, and I got this message saying: I got accepted to the PS3 Beta Test of Final Fantasy XIV. (And just so everyone knows, I applied for it awhile back. That is how I got it.)
Anyways graphics are beautiful, it seems to run in a more stable 30 fps and will seem a little choppy that it's PC/(and soon PS4) counterparts with I think can run it at 60... I'm not sure yet. The game handles real well though, Square-Enix making CGI movies great as always (I wish they could just make animated films of the Final Fantasy series and I'd be happy).
It starts of pretty slow, a lot of backstory and beginner fetch quests. After you level up once or twice you should have a small stack of quests to finally go fight. Seeing as I started a Conjourer (Mage-type) I quickly learned that my auto-attacks seem near worthless and really made me concentrate on my magicks. At first I thought this was a bit odd and offputting, but it helps emphasize the role you're going to be playing.
Controls take a bit to get used to, but thanks to the design of the main actions with the hotbar: it makes doing actions relatively easy, maybe even more friendly than Keyboard/Mouse. Finding quests is a bit difficult since there's no real waypoints or an indicator to lead you. Again, at first I was offput by this but this allowed me to start remembering names a little more and pay attention to my surrounding a bit better.
The game is great, looks great and seems to have quite a bit to offer. Any questions you might have I'll try and answer them~
Here's a screenshot or two I took of it:
Character Selection: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....-screencap.jpg (Genevieve Latanakaniko was 1-2 character too long... so I changed the last name to Wuffie)
In-game: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....screencap2.jpg (It's rainin'! =D)
~GL
ps- Yes I'm still at work on my art ;)
Anyways graphics are beautiful, it seems to run in a more stable 30 fps and will seem a little choppy that it's PC/(and soon PS4) counterparts with I think can run it at 60... I'm not sure yet. The game handles real well though, Square-Enix making CGI movies great as always (I wish they could just make animated films of the Final Fantasy series and I'd be happy).
It starts of pretty slow, a lot of backstory and beginner fetch quests. After you level up once or twice you should have a small stack of quests to finally go fight. Seeing as I started a Conjourer (Mage-type) I quickly learned that my auto-attacks seem near worthless and really made me concentrate on my magicks. At first I thought this was a bit odd and offputting, but it helps emphasize the role you're going to be playing.
Controls take a bit to get used to, but thanks to the design of the main actions with the hotbar: it makes doing actions relatively easy, maybe even more friendly than Keyboard/Mouse. Finding quests is a bit difficult since there's no real waypoints or an indicator to lead you. Again, at first I was offput by this but this allowed me to start remembering names a little more and pay attention to my surrounding a bit better.
The game is great, looks great and seems to have quite a bit to offer. Any questions you might have I'll try and answer them~
Here's a screenshot or two I took of it:
Character Selection: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....-screencap.jpg (Genevieve Latanakaniko was 1-2 character too long... so I changed the last name to Wuffie)
In-game: https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u.....screencap2.jpg (It's rainin'! =D)
~GL
ps- Yes I'm still at work on my art ;)
Tumblrs~
Posted 12 years agoSome of you already know my Ask Cocoa Mountain with the fat ponies and all, just wanted to also let you know that I have made a new one for arts and one for media.
Ask Cocoa Mountain: http://askcocoamtn.tumblr.com/
GLWuffie Art Blog: http://glwuffie.tumblr.com/
GL's Megia/Game Blog: http://glwuffiegames.tumblr.com/
~GL
Ask Cocoa Mountain: http://askcocoamtn.tumblr.com/
GLWuffie Art Blog: http://glwuffie.tumblr.com/
GL's Megia/Game Blog: http://glwuffiegames.tumblr.com/
~GL
Art Questions~
Posted 12 years agoWould you like to see me draw more?
What would you like to see me draw if so?
If I opened some sketch/ink'd commissions, is there any interest to buy one/some (prob for $5 a piece)?
Any other question(s) and/or statements you would like to ask/tell me?
Thank you~
~GL
What would you like to see me draw if so?
If I opened some sketch/ink'd commissions, is there any interest to buy one/some (prob for $5 a piece)?
Any other question(s) and/or statements you would like to ask/tell me?
Thank you~
~GL
Status update!
Posted 12 years agoQuick simple factoids:
-Finally moved out of my Grandma's, got my own room, bed, and (a tad more) privacy
-Got home-based internet (FINALLY)
-Got a good paying (government) job
but~
-Due to the negotiation and failure of agreement in the government itself, American government jobs are shaving off hours/laying off: I'm going to be laid off soon
-Due to soon layoff, gonna have a bit of a hard time paying bills and such~
-WAS gonna start hopefully drawing more since we recently finished moving, but until I'm actually lose the job (March 31st): I'm gonna work overtime and relax (MAYBE draw) when I'm not working.
Thanks
~GL
-Finally moved out of my Grandma's, got my own room, bed, and (a tad more) privacy
-Got home-based internet (FINALLY)
-Got a good paying (government) job
but~
-Due to the negotiation and failure of agreement in the government itself, American government jobs are shaving off hours/laying off: I'm going to be laid off soon
-Due to soon layoff, gonna have a bit of a hard time paying bills and such~
-WAS gonna start hopefully drawing more since we recently finished moving, but until I'm actually lose the job (March 31st): I'm gonna work overtime and relax (MAYBE draw) when I'm not working.
Thanks
~GL
Bah humbug!
Posted 13 years agoJust not in the mood... tired of lies... tired of lying... I honestly think I've been setting myself up for eveyone to hate me just so I could go away without hurting anyone's feelings. I'm not cut out for this reallt much anymore. I've peaked and fell past the ground. I dunno what to do anymore...
Sorry~
~GL
Sorry~
~GL
Update and thanks and more~
Posted 13 years agoThanks so much for all the birthday wishes (a month+ too late lol) just got cash and a pie for a gift this year, tis okies, it was some good pie =D
Anyways, haven't been on, been busy with multiple things. Within the last few weeks been keeping up with my uncle who died not yesterday, but the Sunday before. He's had this cancer for a long time and I haven't been able to see him (lives a bit aways from in town) until recently and man he looked... terrible. Every time I saw him he had a smile and jokes abound, and always had quite a bit of weight on him. Seeing him slim and frail and lifeless for the first time was just startling and I was caught in shock on how much this changed. So I spent some much needed time with my cousins and aunt for the past few weeks to help them through this.
On a different note, kinda coping through some mess at home myself I've been going to places occasionally to play some PlayStation All-Stars, since my TV at my Grandma's broke and we have no reliable internet here. (Only via phone, which is sloow). So if you've seen me on and you're gonna criticize me about that, that's why.
Commissions are closed and some of you should know, since why take on more commissions if I haven't finished my current ones? I haven't touched this computer (literally) in weeks due to all the stuff happening (constant cleanups, saving for the new house, my uncle, family, the whole works)
Once commissions/trades and art I owe are mostly out of the way I want to ask you something:
You remember that fatfur game I've been trying to work on and finish? Well I decided to..... keep on working at it! (You though I was gonna say cancelled, silly you). Anyways, I kinda feel gypped out since I was working on it with GameMaker 8.1 when Studio came out. Long story short, I might do a kickstarter VERY soon, since apparently Yoyo games is offering a discount till the end of the year to upgrade to Studio. It has refinements to the runtime engine and has the ability to expand to multi-platform. This is only fueled better with the addition of Steam adding it to it's official library of programs and compatibility.
I have until the end of the year to get funds for that if those are still interested, but I'm going to warn you. I know this sounds very stupid to announce but you all kinda know this about me recently (or for awhile) that I have a HUGE problem finishing what I start (commissions anyone and all those false promises)? It's not some scam just so I can upgrade to Studio for my own leisure, I WANT to finish this game, and I constantly have to start over due to some engine problems (which Studio has the Box2D engine... if it can fix my platform physics it'll be a HUGE help.)
I dunno, but commissions to be done, cleaning to do and all this mess, and I just wanted to give you guys a head up.
~GL
Anyways, haven't been on, been busy with multiple things. Within the last few weeks been keeping up with my uncle who died not yesterday, but the Sunday before. He's had this cancer for a long time and I haven't been able to see him (lives a bit aways from in town) until recently and man he looked... terrible. Every time I saw him he had a smile and jokes abound, and always had quite a bit of weight on him. Seeing him slim and frail and lifeless for the first time was just startling and I was caught in shock on how much this changed. So I spent some much needed time with my cousins and aunt for the past few weeks to help them through this.
On a different note, kinda coping through some mess at home myself I've been going to places occasionally to play some PlayStation All-Stars, since my TV at my Grandma's broke and we have no reliable internet here. (Only via phone, which is sloow). So if you've seen me on and you're gonna criticize me about that, that's why.
Commissions are closed and some of you should know, since why take on more commissions if I haven't finished my current ones? I haven't touched this computer (literally) in weeks due to all the stuff happening (constant cleanups, saving for the new house, my uncle, family, the whole works)
Once commissions/trades and art I owe are mostly out of the way I want to ask you something:
You remember that fatfur game I've been trying to work on and finish? Well I decided to..... keep on working at it! (You though I was gonna say cancelled, silly you). Anyways, I kinda feel gypped out since I was working on it with GameMaker 8.1 when Studio came out. Long story short, I might do a kickstarter VERY soon, since apparently Yoyo games is offering a discount till the end of the year to upgrade to Studio. It has refinements to the runtime engine and has the ability to expand to multi-platform. This is only fueled better with the addition of Steam adding it to it's official library of programs and compatibility.
I have until the end of the year to get funds for that if those are still interested, but I'm going to warn you. I know this sounds very stupid to announce but you all kinda know this about me recently (or for awhile) that I have a HUGE problem finishing what I start (commissions anyone and all those false promises)? It's not some scam just so I can upgrade to Studio for my own leisure, I WANT to finish this game, and I constantly have to start over due to some engine problems (which Studio has the Box2D engine... if it can fix my platform physics it'll be a HUGE help.)
I dunno, but commissions to be done, cleaning to do and all this mess, and I just wanted to give you guys a head up.
~GL
Birthday~
Posted 13 years agoBirthday Day today~ hopefully all goes well~
Wish I had more time to do something for you all~
~GL
Wish I had more time to do something for you all~
~GL
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