well, I'm in a good mood. and I proud of myself for several things.

1. I have been working on getting some statistics about the furs in the USA
2. I've been helping my sister with her kid for the last two weeks
3. I am off my prescription depression anxiety medication
4. my parents don't know I'm off my meds so I don't think I need them anymore. still going to talk to the doctor soon though.
5. I am almost never proud of myself and I am now
6. I am working on coming out to my friends and family and, surprising, they are all still friends.
7. that this list has more then 2 things on it
8. I feel like I'm finally doing something with my life
9. I'm going to be getting a job fairly soon
10. I am going to Oklahoma with my parents to get my brother from National Guard tech school
11. I have time to draw
12. I finally got a scanner
13. This site makes me feel like I'm more popular then I've been in my whole life
14. I have come to the realization that I'm not the only one that has similar troubles in life
15. I feel like putting a 15th number right at the start of this line
and finally 16. I have finally accepted myself and can move on with my life
17. I can lie about what the last number is and no one will get pissed

this will be my first meme...

YES OR NO.

NO EXPLANATIONS UNLESS SOMEONE COMMENTS AND ASKS.

THESE ARE THE RULES.

Kissed any one of your Furaffinity friends? — No
Been arrested? — No
Kissed someone you didn't like? — No
Slept in until 5 PM? — Yes
Fallen asleep at work/school? — Yes
Held a snake? — Yes
Ran a red light? — No
Been suspended from school? — No
Experienced love at first sight? — No
Totaled your car in an accident? — No
Been fired from a job? — No
Fired somebody? — No
Sung karaoke? — No
Pointed a gun at someone? — No
Did something you told yourself you wouldn't? — Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? — No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? — Yes
Kissed in the rain? — No
Had a close brush with death (your own)? — Yes
Saw someone die? — No
Played Spin-the-Bottle? — No
Smoked a cigar? — No
Sat on a rooftop? — Yes
Smuggled something into another country? — No
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? —Yes
Broken a bone? — Yes
Skipped school? — Yes
Eaten a bug? — Yes
Sleepwalked? — Yes
Walked on a moonlit beach? —No
Ridden a motorcycle? — No
Dumped someone? — No
Forgotten your anniversary? — No
Lied to avoid a ticket? — No
Ridden in a helicopter? — No
Shaved your head? — Yes
Blacked out from drinking? — No
Played a prank on someone? — Yes
Hit a home run? — No
Felt like killing someone? — Yes
Cross-dressed? — No
Been falling-down drunk? — No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? — No
Eaten snake? — No
Marched/Protested? — Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? — No
Puked on an amusement ride? — No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? — No
Knitted? — No
Been on TV? — No
Shot a gun? — Yes
Skinny-dipped? — No
Given someone stitches? — No
Eaten a whole habenero pepper? — No
Ridden a surfboard? — No
Drunk straight from a liquor bottle? — No
Had surgery? — Yes
Streaked? — No
Been taken by ambulance to a hospital? — No
Tripped on mushrooms? — No
Passed out when NOT drinking? — Yes
Peed on a bush? — Yes
Donated Blood? — Yes
Grabbed electric fence? — Yes
Eaten alligator meat? — No
Eaten cheesecake? — Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? — Yes
Peed your pants in public? — No
Snuck into a movie without paying? — No
Written graffiti? — No
Still love someone you shouldn't? — Yes
Think about the future? — Yes
Been in handcuffs? — No
Believe in love? — Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? — ummm, I don't actualy have a bed...

I've decided to come out of the closet about being bi to my two best friends and my sister. one of the two friends I already told. he said he was fine with it. he also said it was not a big deal. but I know he doesn't completely understand because he said that it is not who you are, it's who you like. but it is who you are. I'm worried about telling my other friend, I'll talk to him about it Sunday... after church...*gulp* I'm not sure when I will tell my sister but I know that if anyone in my family will accept me for who I really am, it would be her. I hope things work out well

I'm tired of where I live. I love the mountains and the valleys but I don't like the people very much. too homophobic, drunk, and self absorbed. is there by chance anyone here from north Idaho that I could meet? I would love to meet someone that was more open minded then the people I live around. I mean I'm bisexual and there are three gay/bi men in my town of 3000+ and the two that aren't me are together and shunned. I have yet to tell anyone in real life because I enjoy the concept of being alive for a few more years. so if anyone's in the area send me a note and maybe we could meet up some place... please?

I've started working on a program that you enter your stats from this site in and it gives you a rating based on your interaction with the other members. something to look forward do.

I'm new to this site, but I have a knack for being able to figure things out. I'm a bit shy but it's easier for me online. because online you can be anyone. witch means I can finally be me.

I am enjoying how everyone is so friendly. I am glad I can be part of this.

but man I wish I had a scanner. then I would be able to put my good art on here. but that's for another day.

I'm glad to have a place where people will accept me for who I am.


I live in a very conservative little town of 3000+ people. there are about 3 gay/ bi men in this town and I am one of them. (bi I think.)

thanks for being kind. and now back to what I was doing...