So I've been a total recluse. Barely posting here. Barely using social media. I apologize to all my friends who have trouble getting a hold of me. Truth is, I have been isolating myself. I've struggled my whole life with mental health issues, and the past couple years have been really, really rough on me. I don't really share my problems much and I don't usually feel comfortable letting people "in" unless I know them decently enough.
But I've been getting help. Starting new medicine. Looking into therapists. I'm gonna try getting back to where I used to be. I want to be more active again. I want to start posting again too. Things will hopefully be changing over the next couple of months. Slowly but surely. I thank everyone for all the support I've gotten. I really can't show my gratitude enough. <3 And thank you to all the fans of my work. I'm no popufur (thank fuck) but I'm still blown away by the amount of positive feedback I get. You guys are the best. Love you all <3

Goat-Hell will still be my main profile, however from here on out, my more..."raunchy" content will be uploaded to my other account,  ~Rubrum Please go follow me there as well if you want to see that content. I will be keeping the fetishy stuff I have uploaded here in my scraps. Hopefully this will make it easier for guys to see the content they want to see, without having to see the stuff they don't.

So I've been considering using this channel as my main and uploading all my "raunchier" art and stories onto my old Rubrum account. I really want to avoid alienating anyone who likes the tamer stuff but isn't here for the more fetishy bits. I don't know, what do you guys think? I know I've talked about doing this before. I'm indecisive as hell.

It’s gotta be better than last year...right?

I think this is my magic number as far as commissions are going right now. 2-4000 words also equals $30-60 dollars in price, which isn't too bad imo. I can really knock these stories out in a short amount of time no problem, no delay. So if anyone wants something great quality and cheap just say so. I can still do longer comms of course, but it'll take longer to finish.

Okay so, by some insane amount of luck I've managed to snag a preorder for a PS5 at my local gamestop. They only had 7 new preorders, and I was number 5. I'm super fucking excited, and will probably try doing some personal stories to try killing the time till November 12th. I'm also still very much open for commissions, since any amount of money helps paying for the PS5.

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24 IS OLD

Okay so currently I'm about 200 bucks short on a PS5, which means yet again, it's time to whore myself out for commissions! I AM CURRENTLY OPEN! WILLING TO DISCUSS MOST KINKS AND THEMES! PLEASE PM ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED IN A STORY COMMISSION! If I manage to nab one I'll stream Demon's Souls for all of you, I promise <3

For now I'm gonna upload them here, but put them in scraps just in case. The alternative is making a whole other account, but that honestly sounds like a fucking nightmare and I don't wanna babysit even more, but if enough people complain I guess I'll have to. I guess just let me know what you guys want. I don't wanna drive off potential fans with my kinkier interests.

Thinking about it further, putting stuff in scraps might make it a bit toooo hard to find. Hmmmmm.

So if 2020 wasn't bad enough, I'm no longer gonna be 23. 23 is my fav number and soon I'll be an old man. For real though my Bday is the 21st so I might write something to go along with it. Some new TF thing maybe? No clue. Getting old is scary and 2020 suuuuucks.

I'm still on my TF kick, it's just I've been really lazy and busy with commissions and other projects. Now that things are finally slowing down I think I'm gonna try writing for myself again, the question is, what? I think more TF obviously, but honestly I'd like to hear you guys's opinion. What do you think would be a hot TF-centered story? Leave your suggestions and don't be shy! I love hearing every bizarre idea you guys could come up with.

It's something I really wanna write more of. It's a kink I've always had but never really did much with tbh. That and hypno...or both. Seeing as how everyone really loved that Breaker aging pic, I was thinking about writing more TF stuff. I might write a story to go along with that pic Blueballs did. What do you guys think?

So long story short, my PS4 has been on its last legs for some time and I really don't think it'll survive much longer. I'd been considering buying another console, but next gen is around the corner so it'd be a waste imo. In all honesty however, I've been really yearning to get back into PC gaming. Since the move I have enough space to actually set up a good desk and rig, but thing of course cost money.

Which is why I'm making a journal. I've been mostly working with other people on other projects, despite the fact that I keep saying I wanna hunker down and work on personal works, but as it stands I really need to start taking some commissions. If anyone is in the market for some smut stories, send me a PM on my new profile  Goat-Hell and we can work out the details. My prices are now $15.00 per 1000 words.

Anyway, I understand this Rona is really putting the hurt on people financially, so please don't commission me unless you absolutely don't need the money for essentials. Hope everyone is staying safe <3